I read the fic on a03 a few months ago. Sam, Cas, and Dean were hunting witches and one of them curses Sam with a spell that takes away his ability to move, hear, see, and speak. They don't know what to do and Gabriel shows up and takes Sam to his house (I think it was a castle) and tries to heal him with his grace. It kinda works over time and eventually Gabriel takes Sam out on a date and some hunter finds them and tells Dean where they are and he goes to find them. That's all I really remember. Sam was blind for a while, too.
Edit: It's Lessons In Rehabilitation by FictionalNutter!
I think a year later(?), Jared is pregnant and Jensen's enemy/enemies kidnap him for revenge or leverage, something to that effect.
I've tried searching for keywords, hoping to have it snag a summary and I've tried combing through the barista and any other relevant tags but no luck.
Any help is greatly appreciated, thank you!
Edit: found in comments. Thank you!
I'm looking for an specific fi, Five Women Who Chose Sam Over Dean, written by meyerlemon
Anybody can help me with this one, please?
Essentially, Sam is "cursed" and turned into a dog, I think Dean names him Ozzy and Sam is the best hunter/dog, and happy to live as a dog next to Dean... until the witch mentions that Sam has been with them (John is there) the entire time. She forces Sam to turn back, but he can switch between forms. Sam is afraid so he runs away. Dean and John both try to get Sam back. I think there was a sequel as well.
I know that sounds jumbled... anyway, if anyone knows the location or has a copy (I'd like the sequel too if possible), I would appreciate it.
Thanks guys!
Jared eventually turns into a zombo and Jensen is heartbroken and eventually ties Jared up on a mattress to restrain him before having sex with him (can't rememeber if it was once or multiple times). I think the end had Jensen realizing Jared seemed like he started understanding him and that Jared might somehow turning back into a human again.
FOUND by onlythefireborn in comment below! Riyku's "Evolution"
First I’m looking for fics where Cas & Dean are together but have a (consensual) threesome with someone else. I don’t care if the 3rd is male or female as long as they aren’t related to either of them (no Sam or Gabriel). Future/Past/AU’s of either of themselves is fine tho. Happy with a oneshot or part of a longer fic.
Also looking for a specific fic of the same theme. It’s set after 12x23 and Dean is traveling through the rift trying to find a way to bring Cas back. He comes across an Alpha/Omega version of themselves and ends up in a threesome with them. Omega Dean is pregnant in it. Does this sound familiar to anyone?
Lastly does anyone have a copy of He Breathes by Rainylemons? I’d love to reread it. Thanks!
I'm looking for the very old fic, i believe, it was posted on LJ. Dean got sick, something like a ghost curse, he was coughing up come constantly? Apparently the only solution was to give Sam a blowjob? I clearly remember Sam had a shirt on his face, so Dean wouldn't see whose on the recieving end of the blowjob.
Thanks in advance!
I believe it’s called the howling, if any knows where I could find it or has a pdf my email is lilmskitty3@yahoo.com
Thanks!
Dean, Cas and Sam are living in a house together, is not the bunker, is really early seasons of the show.
They are trying to have a good Christmas together, and they do shopping in a mall and also Dean searches and buys a piano for Castiel.
Please help. Be well, Monica
Found it at last!! Posted in comments in case someone was tracking this!!

Hey y'all,
I am looking for a Destiel fic from ao3.
I can remember most of it but cannot find it and really want to reread it.
Basically it starts out with Dean and Lisa breaking up and Dean walks to Bobby's but it starts to snow and Cas drives by and calls Sheriff Jody. The next thing I remember is that Dean goes to the bar that Gabriel works at and ends up becoming Castiel's roommate. Cas and Gabe are dutch I believe and at one point I believe that their comes by and makes pannekoek for them. Cas and Dean end up together and so do Gabe and Sam. I cannot for the life of me remember what it was called or find it. Thanks in advance for your help!
I read it a few years ago but can't for the life of me find it!
It was kind of mpreg but not the typical deal. For starters there was no romance, no smut or any slash; the only relationship in it was platonic between brothers. Sam was at Stanford when he was hit with a spell by a woman who couldn't have children (i think she found the spell at some kind of new-agey shop?) I forgot some of the details but it somehow targeted Sam resulting in a fake rapid pregnancy along with all of the symptoms. Dean hadn't heard from Sam for quite awhile but he got a message from him asking Dean to come to Stanford to help with his "issue".
I'm looking for a copy of "All out of sight" by Whereupon, which she deleted off her LJ and posted somewhere else as a PDF, except the link is dead now.
If anyone has a copy that'd be awesome.
I've tried looking under the hurt tags, and such, but I can't seem to find it. Please help me!
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Jensen is a rich, spoiled, commitment-phobic billionaire. Then his entire fortune rests on finding and marrying the perfect guy in the short span of two weeks. Jared is a quiet, hardworking intern and a chance meeting with Jensen throws his careful life into chaos. Jensen thinks his troubles are over after the wedding, little does he know they've only just begun. Because Jared? Can't stand Jensen and doesn't want to have anything to do with him.
Fingers crossed.
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I'm looking for a rpf fic where the reader goes to a convention and the story starts with her hair getting tangled in Jensen's (?) shirt button...if I remember correctly the reader has some past abuse issues (not sure though) and there is a mention of Jensen and the reader singing Fighter (by Keith Urban) at the con
any ideas???
The story is still available at https://certainentropy.livejournal.com/11832.html but the link for PDF is dead.
If someone still have it, please share them
Thank you.
Found. Link in the comment.
Looking for two really old j2 fics
Like before season 4 before Misha/Cas
first story found by
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J2 live together as roommates jared is openly gay jensen is straight and a bit of a homophobic dick jensen is struggling to pay a huge school debt i think
one night while j2 and company are at a bar jensen pisses jared off later when they get home jared says i will pay off your debts if you let have your body this kind of scares jensen off for a bit and he trys to get the money some other way but has no luck ...so he reluctantly agrees to Jared's demands all the while through the fic jared falls in love with him and trys to ignore it until jensen also fulls in love too
Fic 2
J2 earley season one or two jensen is in love with Jared but jared is straight and has a girlfriend sandy i don't remember much but what i do remember is sandy told jared about jensen feels and broke up with him Jensen was sick at the time jared confronts him about his feels and he's quit cruel about it jensen was naked and had just got done eating chicken soup and went out to the kitchen to throw the bowl in the sink and jared barged in and sexually assaulted him against the kitchen wall there was no penetration but jared made jensen like ride his thy until he came all the while says very hurtful things about him and then he left jensen after
A little while after jared realizes he's in love with jensen and trys to tell him but can't find him until he goes to chris house
At the end of the fic, I remember there being Dean's planner, with all the things he was going to do being crossed out and replaced with "Cas time," or "Sex with Cas" because he was ready to do the do blah blah.
I'd be absolutely over the moon if anyone knows what this fic is!
I cannot locate a specific story. This one has Dean, John, Sam and Caleb in it. I can remember that Sam thinks they are hunting tree spirits but John disagrees. Sam equips Dean to fight them but Sam and Caleb get hurt. It may have not been complete that is why I cannot find it. Any help is appreciated.
It wasn't super long, in the first part Sam was young and he met a lady or John left him with a lady for a short time who was a good witch who taught him things. He knew his dad and Dean wouldn't approve so he kept it secret. I remember something about crows in the trees of her house or Sam being able to talk to things... not sure if I'm mixing this up
He only met her one more time, but it was a good experience.
Then the story picks up when he's later and I get fuzzy about this, but I think he saved his whole family or maybe it was only Dean by using magic.
Any help finding this with my super fuzzy description would be greatly appreciated. I don't even remember if it was slash or gen.
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I just recently read a story where Jensen is in med school and really enjoys the eggs at a strip club so he goes there to study and eat. Jared is his server/dancer, but Jensen always ignores him. Once Jensen finally notices him, Jared takes him outside for a smoke break, where he reveals that Jensen was his TA and that he's a Nursing major. Jensen was expecting sex. The next time they go out for a smoke break, however, Jared sucks him off, and invites Jensen back to his apartment.
I can't even remember who wrote it, but I read the story less than three weeks ago.
Thanks
I tried to apply as many tags as I could.
title: A Little Slice of Heaven (40505 words):
written by TakeThePieNow and TricksterMode
story summary:( Read more... )
I was hoping someone could either help me locate this story or provide me with a copy of this story?
mizukiruhoh@hotmail.com
Any help would be appreciated.
Thank you
sincerely,
Jazzy
tags: deleted story, specific story, specific author, pairing: Castiel/Dean, Alternate Universe - Bakery, aspergers!cas, Naive Castiel, Baker Dean, Cake Decorator!Cas, Big Brother Gabriel
Hi! Looking for a fairly long (and pretty old, I think) fic that is about Sam and Dean's domestic life after Sam gets a serious injury during a hunt. Dean thinks Sam isn't going to survive and when he does Dean says they're done with hunting for good. It's a slow burn and builds to Sam/Dean as they adjust to their new life. I remember a few random details:
— I think it starts with a line that goes something like "Dean almost ran 3 stop signs on his way to the hospital the day Sam woke up."
— Dean rents a small apartment nearby and has to help Sam get upstairs when he is discharged from the hospital. I think Sam has a bad leg injury or something.
— Dean works on a construction crew and gets a blood blister on his thumb at one point, and he drills a hole in his thumbnail at home and Sam is grossed out.
— Dean goes on a few dates with a woman who works at the grocery store (who maybe has a child?) but keeps thinking about Sam on the dates.
— Sam might work at the library — this detail I'm not sure about (might be from a different story).
Any help is greatly appreciated! I remember loving this fic but can't find any trace of it on Google.
Hey everyone! I created an account just for this, so if I’m doing something wrong, it’s beacuse I have no idea what I’m doing.
About a year ago I read a Jensen/Jared fic, (and its precuel) that I forgot to save the link to and now I can’t find anywhere. In the fic not much changes from real life, they’re actors and they met in Supernatural, except that their marriages are beards (shocker lol) and Gen is awful, basically.
Jared has depression and I think that at a given point, he a Jensen argue at a party and he accidentally overdoses and it looks like he tried to commit suicide.
The precuel is about how they got together during the first(s?) season of spn, and I think, (I might be confusing it with some other fic tho, sorry) that Jared opens up about a guy who forced him to make out with him and tried to go further.
Also in the precuel (again, might be wrong) Jensen buys a bunch of alcohol and locks himself in during a long weekend to sort his feelings out and writes a list of all the things he likes about Jared.
I copy and paste the parts that inspire me from certain fics for future reference, (I already learned the lesson of save the link, but at the time I didn’t) so I have quotes from it that might help. I’ve tried looking them up but nothing shows.
Here are the ones from the fic:
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Jared is now a mechanic who also races motorcycles. They tell Jensen to stay away from Jared because he has changed and seeing Jensen would only make things worse for Jared. Well sometomething happens and Jared ends up in an accident, breaks his leg and Jensen has to take care of him and hopes the two can get back together.
- Jensen owns a ranch, possibly left to him by his parents
- Danneel and Chris are Jensen's best friends and helping him out at the ranch
- Jared comes to the ranch to help out as well
- Jensen is in the closet, and goes to a gay bar a few towns over whenever he needs
- Jared isn't in the closet but isn't advertising it either, Danneel and Chris know about it, Jensen doesn't at first
- Danneel is with Jeff, wanting to move out but staying with Jensen to help out at the ranch, Chris also has someone
Hope that rings a bell? Thanks a ton in advance!
ETA: Found by babybluebird11! It is I Leave My Heart in the Dust Where You Walk by whispered_story (used to be akintay on LJ).
Hi all
I'm.trying to find a story where I think Jensen is a Dr who has gone back to take over his adopted father's clinic or position at hospital, or the father is still trying to persuade him to. I think it was more like a mentor taking him under his wing rather than official adoption (possibly due to being disowned for being gay).
I have a lot of vague memories so may be mixing up a number of stories.
1) The father is called to help at his friend's party as he is in ill health, becomes unwell himself so Jensen steps in. I think the friend is either royalty, a lord or rich - someone with power. Jensen and his mentor stay at the castle(?) where the party is being held over a few days. Jared is the son or family friend.
2) One of the guests had abused Jensen in the past. He is either related (like a cousin) or friend of Jared, but I don't think a close friend.
3) J2 either have a past relationship or are beginning to when Jensen discovers Jared knows his abuser (possibly the friend is blackmailing or threatening Jensen).
It could be unrelated Sam & Dean or Destiel but almost positive J2.
It must be at least a couple of years old aa a while since I read it.
Thanks all
Unfortunately this is all I remember :( I don't even remeber whether the fic was AU or NonAU.
I’m searching for a specific spy J2 fic where Jensen is a secret agent trying to bring down an international arms manufacturer (or drug trafficker?). Jared speaks multiple languages and he speaks Polish (or French, I’m not sure) to seduce this man and distract him while they get evidence. I remember that Jensen and Jared had gotten together before this and Jensen stops listening in when Jared is seducing the arms manufacturer. Jared disappears for a while and Jensen tracks him down in the end and I think they get back together. Hope this rings some bells foe someone! Many thanks!
It was on ao3 but I can't find it.
Edit: link in the comments
I can't find where I had this saved, but I remember this fic very specifically. - Sam and Dean are kidnapped/captured and wake up in an underground bunker-like room with one bed, a toilet, sink, limited canned fruit rations and no way out.
Found in comments! Details contain spoilers / under the cut.
( Read more... )Sam and Dean were together but Dean cheated and broke Sam's heart. Sam left and had a really hard time — ended up working in a bar and was very depressed. Dean's one night stand had a baby boy and was giving him up for adoption. Dean found him and kept him. He was struggling with the baby but doing his best (baby was Mikey). Boys got back together somehow and Sam wrote a book about his awful time when they were apart. The book became a huge success and the boys were very wealthy. (Sam becomes a model later on).This is only the START of an enormous story that was written over several years. It becomes very au with Mary coming back from the dead, John having a demon-second wife, other children being born etc. It was a fantastic story but I can't remember the author. Would be very happy to find it again.
So, the fic I'm looking for is an endverse au destiel but in the beginning, Dean thinks Cas is dead. Here's what I remember:
-Sam said yes (can't remember if Dean thinks he's dead or knows he's alive)
-Dean starts out in Mexico, I think, for whatever reason?
-Cas is addicted to drugs when Dean finds him; I think he was in some kind of small, dingy apartment with some random dude, I remember Cas detoxing and having a seizure or something and Dean taking him somewhere else for help; I remember part of that in Cas's POV
-They wind up staying with some lady for awhile after Cas gets better(pretty sure she's an OC and not a canon character); I remember Dean mowing her lawn...
-Cas & Dean get a beach house
- There's some kind of epic showdown with fire on a beach with Lucifer!Sam and I think someone almost drowns or for sure does because I know Sam for sure dies because the end of the fic is just Dean & Cas; I think Chuck as God makes an appearance in the end there but can't remember
In the one I’m looking for, I remember it taking place in a bar and Jensen and Chris are maybe new in town?
All I really remember is Jared agreeing to go out with Stephen and Stephen drives them out of town for cheap dinner and tries to get Jared to go to a motel with him because he thinks that’s all Jared’s good for - jared says no and maybe gets punched? And Stephen leaves him stranded there. Jared calls Jensen to come pick him up... and that’s all I remember:”(
Sound familiar to anyone ??
I think I read it over at
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2. Dean get's hit with a curse that will eventually turn his insides to liquid/black goo (?) and/or causes extreme stomach pain. I remember the cure being very difficult to find.
I know it's not much, but I hope it jogs anyones memory. I've been nearly driving myself crazy trying to find these. Any help would be greatly appreciated!
And if there are any other good NCIS: New Orleans crossovers, I would love to read them, so I'm asking for recs.
Thank you everyone.
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Here's the link -
https://rei-c.livejournal.com/1337565.html
I read a fic during July of 2015 (when it was posted) where Sam is at Stanford and he starts doing gay porn to pay for tuition. He is ace but it feels good and he has crazy endurance, so he keeps doing it, making more and more money doing riskier and riskier shit--there's one specific scene I remember where he's doing a BDSM dungeon porn scene where several dom guys have their way with him. Between shots he does homework/studies in the corner.
When I read it, it was a WIP and the most recent chapter had Dean involved in some way--probably Dean visiting Sam at Stanford?
It was one of my very favorites and it got deleted from AO3, so I would be very thankful if anyone had an LJ link/download/other source.
Thanks!
I recall it being set during S5E1, started with Dean and Sam driving somewhere. Sam was feeling guilty over freeing Lucifer and decided to just start obeying Dean, since Sam thinks everything he does is wrong.
I distinctly remember a scene where Sam pees in the car because he didn’t tell Dean he had to go. I think maybe Dean told him to be quiet and that’s why?
After that, some D/s stuff happens but gradually Dean starts becoming more abusive to Sam and Sam just takes it. If I recall correctly it just sort of ends like that but I’m not entirely sure. It’s been years since I read it. That’s really the only specific stuff I remember.
I think I read it on LJ. Pretty sure it was a long one-shot but I can’t say for sure.
Thank you in advance for any help!
I am looking for a specific fanfic I read a while ago about Dean dying after falling through the floor of a house after a hunt. He calls Sam, Bobby and John and they either think he's drunk or simply don't pick up at all. I think Bobby finds him in the end.
Does anyone know that fic and has a link for me?
I'd really appreciate the help.
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https://archiveofourown.org/works/955608/chapters/1869996