27 October 2019 @ 02:43 pm

I read the fic on a03 a few months ago. Sam, Cas, and Dean were hunting witches and one of them curses Sam with a spell that takes away his ability to move, hear, see, and speak. They don't know what to do and Gabriel shows up and takes Sam to his house (I think it was a castle) and tries to heal him with his grace. It kinda works over time and eventually Gabriel takes Sam out on a date and some hunter finds them and tells Dean where they are and he goes to find them. That's all I really remember. Sam was blind for a while, too.

Edit: It's Lessons In Rehabilitation by FictionalNutter!

 
 
26 October 2019 @ 06:14 am
I'm looking for an AU story where Jensen is a mob boss or with the mafia and he goes into a coffee shop/cafe all the time for Jared who he eventually marries.

I think a year later(?), Jared is pregnant and Jensen's enemy/enemies kidnap him for revenge or leverage, something to that effect.

I've tried searching for keywords, hoping to have it snag a summary and I've tried combing through the barista and any other relevant tags but no luck.

Any help is greatly appreciated, thank you!

Edit: found in comments. Thank you!
 
 
23 October 2019 @ 11:21 pm
Hi

I'm looking for an specific fi, Five Women Who Chose Sam Over Dean, written by meyerlemon

Anybody can help me with this one, please?
 
 
23 October 2019 @ 03:56 pm
Hi y'all! I'm looking for a fic called "Finding Home" (I think that's the name?) Possibly written by Jassy?
Essentially, Sam is "cursed" and turned into a dog, I think Dean names him Ozzy and Sam is the best hunter/dog, and happy to live as a dog next to Dean... until the witch mentions that Sam has been with them (John is there) the entire time. She forces Sam to turn back, but he can switch between forms. Sam is afraid so he runs away. Dean and John both try to get Sam back. I think there was a sequel as well.

I know that sounds jumbled... anyway, if anyone knows the location or has a copy (I'd like the sequel too if possible), I would appreciate it.

Thanks guys!
 
 
20 October 2019 @ 11:34 pm
I'm trying to find a Jared/Jensen fic I read quite a while ago. I don't remember the name or author but I do rememeber it has Jensen alone initially. Jared then stumbles into his shelter and they hole up together until one day, Jared comes back from a supply run and Jensen finds out Jared got bitten.

Jared eventually turns into a zombo and Jensen is heartbroken and eventually ties Jared up on a mattress to restrain him before having sex with him (can't rememeber if it was once or multiple times). I think the end had Jensen realizing Jared seemed like he started understanding him and that Jared might somehow turning back into a human again.

FOUND by onlythefireborn in comment below! Riyku's "Evolution"
 
 
20 October 2019 @ 09:43 pm
Hi all, I’ve got a few requests if anyone can help.

First I’m looking for fics where Cas & Dean are together but have a (consensual) threesome with someone else. I don’t care if the 3rd is male or female as long as they aren’t related to either of them (no Sam or Gabriel). Future/Past/AU’s of either of themselves is fine tho. Happy with a oneshot or part of a longer fic.

Also looking for a specific fic of the same theme. It’s set after 12x23 and Dean is traveling through the rift trying to find a way to bring Cas back. He comes across an Alpha/Omega version of themselves and ends up in a threesome with them. Omega Dean is pregnant in it. Does this sound familiar to anyone?

Lastly does anyone have a copy of He Breathes by Rainylemons? I’d love to reread it. Thanks!
 
 
16 October 2019 @ 12:46 pm
Hi!
I'm looking for the very old fic, i believe, it was posted on LJ. Dean got sick, something like a ghost curse, he was coughing up come constantly? Apparently the only solution was to give Sam a blowjob? I clearly remember Sam had a shirt on his face, so Dean wouldn't see whose on the recieving end of the blowjob.

Thanks in advance!
 
 
14 October 2019 @ 03:23 am
I’m looking for a specific sabriel fic I read back in about 2012-ish. I think it was on fanfiction.net and it was Gabriel working as a firework conductor at an amusement park. I think Balthazar may have worked with him? And he had/gets scars all over his hands from fireworks that have exploded to early. I think at some point there is a warehouse that explodes too? Sorry if this is a bit vague, it was a long time ago, thanks in advance!
 
 
06 October 2019 @ 09:38 pm
Hello! I am looking for a fic I read a long time ago on fan fiction.net, i remember dean getting kidnapped by a guy and I think he also kidnapped a kid too? Not sure about that part, but I know he tortures dean while Sam looks for him. I think I’m the end the bad guy is talking to his mom? Whom I think was a ghost or demon?? Please let me know if I got some details wrong haha
 
 
06 October 2019 @ 12:51 pm
Every 10 years, a town sacrifices one of their young virgins to the werewolf pack. This year is girl!Jensen's turn. She doesn't want to, but they bind her, dress her in a sheer white dress, then make sure all her holes are ready for the werewolf who will claim her.

I believe it’s called the howling, if any knows where I could find it or has a pdf my email is lilmskitty3@yahoo.com

Thanks!
 
 
04 October 2019 @ 06:54 pm
I'm looking for a fic with J2. It was non au. They were together but I think it was a new relationship. They went to visit Jensen's old friends, like Chris or Rosenbaum. What I remember is that Jared overheard Chris talking to Jensen in the kitchen when Chris called Jared Jensen's ball and chain.
 
 
04 October 2019 @ 02:48 am
Hi, I’m searching an old Christmas story.

Dean, Cas and Sam are living in a house together, is not the bunker, is really early seasons of the show.

They are trying to have a good Christmas together, and they do shopping in a mall and also Dean searches and buys a piano for Castiel.

Please help. Be well, Monica

Found it at last!! Posted in comments in case someone was tracking this!!
 
 
Current Mood: thoughtful
 
 
28 September 2019 @ 08:25 pm

Hey y'all,


I am looking for a Destiel fic from ao3. 


I can remember most of it but cannot find it and really want to reread it. 


Basically it starts out with Dean and Lisa breaking up and Dean walks to Bobby's but it starts to snow and Cas drives by and calls Sheriff Jody. The next thing I remember is that Dean goes to the bar that Gabriel works at and ends up becoming Castiel's roommate. Cas and Gabe are dutch I believe and at one point I believe that their comes by and makes pannekoek for them. Cas and Dean end up together and so do Gabe and Sam. I cannot for the life of me remember what it was called or find it. Thanks in advance for your help!

 
 
18 September 2019 @ 09:14 pm

I read it a few years ago but can't for the life of me find it!


It was kind of mpreg but not the typical deal. For starters there was no romance, no smut or any slash; the only relationship in it was platonic between brothers. Sam was at Stanford when he was hit with a spell by a woman who couldn't have children (i think she found the spell at some kind of new-agey shop?) I forgot some of the details but it somehow targeted Sam resulting in a fake rapid pregnancy along with all of the symptoms. Dean hadn't heard from Sam for quite awhile but he got a message from him asking Dean to come to Stanford to help with his "issue".



 
 
08 September 2019 @ 07:48 pm
Hello, I am looking for a fic I remember reading on Livejournal a long time ago, but I believe it was a J2 fic but it was based of the movie The Shining, I believe they stay at the Stanley Hotel, can anyone identify it? I can’t find it :(
 
 
08 September 2019 @ 06:42 pm
Hi all,

I'm looking for a copy of "All out of sight" by Whereupon, which she deleted off her LJ and posted somewhere else as a PDF, except the link is dead now.

If anyone has a copy that'd be awesome.
 
 
06 September 2019 @ 04:31 pm
I'm looking for a fic in which Jared and Jensen shared a house and there was a power outage. It was definitely non au. Jared keeps forgetting to call someone to fix it and J2 are sleeping in the same bed for warmth. In the end it turns out that it was Jared who broke the central heating because he didn't know how else to seduce Jensen.
 
 
02 September 2019 @ 08:47 pm
Hello! I know the odds of someone having a specific deleted fic are very slim, but I would love to know if anyone has a copy of ‘For Good’ by Miss_Lv on AO3 (or the-miss-lv on LJ). It’s a dark, non-con, Wincest fic in which Dean takes Sam’s virginity in a car, and the author has unfortunately deleted it! Thank you so much for your help :(
 
 
01 September 2019 @ 11:59 pm
Hi guys! It's been a while since last time I had to ask for help but I have been craving to read again a fic and I cannot find it! I remember John, Sam and Dean had been on a hunt and John gave Dean painkillers because he had gotten hurt (nothing major). Only he gave Dean the adult dose of painkillers and Dean is completely knocked out afterwards.
I've tried looking under the hurt tags, and such, but I can't seem to find it. Please help me!
 
 
26 August 2019 @ 05:14 am
I’m looking for a fic which I believe was posted on AO3, where Dean is in an incestuous relationship with his twin sister, Diana. John and Sam are also sleeping with her, even though Sam is very reluctant most the time- he feels guilty about it. I think at one point John sleeps with Dean. Dean is a little jealous of Diana’s relationship with Sam and John. Dean wants her to himself and he wants to get her pregnant. Sam sometimes calls the twins Dee and Di.
 
 
21 August 2019 @ 05:51 pm
Has anyone got a copy of Games and Dreams by [livejournal.com profile] inkbymidnight

Jensen is a rich, spoiled, commitment-phobic billionaire. Then his entire fortune rests on finding and marrying the perfect guy in the short span of two weeks. Jared is a quiet, hardworking intern and a chance meeting with Jensen throws his careful life into chaos. Jensen thinks his troubles are over after the wedding, little does he know they've only just begun. Because Jared? Can't stand Jensen and doesn't want to have anything to do with him.

Fingers crossed.

my email is wusswoo@gmail.com


Thanks
 
 
20 August 2019 @ 10:06 am
Hi,
I'm looking for a rpf fic where the reader goes to a convention and the story starts with her hair getting tangled in Jensen's (?) shirt button...if I remember correctly the reader has some past abuse issues (not sure though) and there is a mention of Jensen and the reader singing Fighter (by Keith Urban) at the con

any ideas???
 
 
Hi.. I'm looking for PDF version (or epub) of College!Verse: Second Verse (Not Quite Same As The First)

The story is still available at https://certainentropy.livejournal.com/11832.html but the link for PDF is dead.

If someone still have it, please share them

Thank you.

Found. Link in the comment.
 
 
19 August 2019 @ 12:11 am
Hello i am
Looking for two really old j2 fics
Like before season 4 before Misha/Cas


first story found by
the awesome https://roxymissrose.livejournal.com/profile thank you so much
link in comment below

Fic 1.
J2 live together as roommates jared is openly gay jensen is straight and a bit of a homophobic dick jensen is struggling to pay a huge school debt i think
one night while j2 and company are at a bar jensen pisses jared off later when they get home jared says i will pay off your debts if you let have your body this kind of scares jensen off for a bit and he trys to get the money some other way but has no luck ...so he reluctantly agrees to Jared's demands all the while through the fic jared falls in love with him and trys to ignore it until jensen also fulls in love too


Fic 2
J2 earley season one or two jensen is in love with Jared but jared is straight and has a girlfriend sandy i don't remember much but what i do remember is sandy told jared about jensen feels and broke up with him Jensen was sick at the time jared confronts him about his feels and he's quit cruel about it jensen was naked and had just got done eating chicken soup and went out to the kitchen to throw the bowl in the sink and jared barged in and sexually assaulted him against the kitchen wall there was no penetration but jared made jensen like ride his thy until he came all the while says very hurtful things about him and then he left jensen after

A little while after jared realizes he's in love with jensen and trys to tell him but can't find him until he goes to chris house
 
 
Hi! I'm looking for a specific destiel fic that I remember being set in the "It's a Terrible Life" verse. Dean is the boss, Castiel is there as the new secretary, I think? Cas stays late one day and finds that Dean is having sex with his clients (specifically, Crowley) to close deals, and Cas helps him through the aftermath in the bathroom (?). There's something about Dean presenting himself as uptight but actually being addicted to sex. Dean keeps a planner/agenda/journal where he writes out all the things that he does for the day. Cas tells Dean that he's not going to have sex with him until he learns to "love himself" or something.

At the end of the fic, I remember there being Dean's planner, with all the things he was going to do being crossed out and replaced with "Cas time," or "Sex with Cas" because he was ready to do the do blah blah.

I'd be absolutely over the moon if anyone knows what this fic is!
 
 
08 August 2019 @ 07:28 pm

I cannot locate a specific story.  This one has Dean, John, Sam and Caleb in it.  I can remember that Sam thinks they are hunting tree spirits but John disagrees.  Sam equips Dean to fight them but Sam and Caleb get hurt.  It may have not been complete that is why I cannot find it.  Any help is appreciated.

 
 
07 August 2019 @ 02:34 pm
I read this story just recently, but for the life of me, I can't remember the name/refind it.
It wasn't super long, in the first part Sam was young and he met a lady or John left him with a lady for a short time who was a good witch who taught him things. He knew his dad and Dean wouldn't approve so he kept it secret. I remember something about crows in the trees of her house or Sam being able to talk to things... not sure if I'm mixing this up
He only met her one more time, but it was a good experience.
Then the story picks up when he's later and I get fuzzy about this, but I think he saved his whole family or maybe it was only Dean by using magic.

Any help finding this with my super fuzzy description would be greatly appreciated. I don't even remember if it was slash or gen.

***UPDATE***
Found by [livejournal.com profile] caranfindel it was their wonderful spn_summergen fic: These are the days of miracle and wonder (this is the long distance call)
 
 

I just recently read a story where Jensen is in med school and really enjoys the eggs at a strip club so he goes there to study and eat. Jared is his server/dancer, but Jensen always ignores him. Once Jensen finally notices him, Jared takes him outside for a smoke break, where he reveals that Jensen was his TA and that he's a Nursing major. Jensen was expecting sex. The next time they go out for a smoke break, however, Jared sucks him off, and invites Jensen back to his apartment.


I can't even remember who wrote it, but I read the story less than three weeks ago.


Thanks


I tried to apply as many tags as I could.

 
 
 
02 August 2019 @ 12:35 pm
authors TakeThePieNow and TricksterMode

title: A Little Slice of Heaven (40505 words):
written by TakeThePieNow and TricksterMode
story summary:Read more... )

I was hoping someone could either help me locate this story or provide me with a copy of this story?
mizukiruhoh@hotmail.com

Any help would be appreciated.
Thank you
sincerely,
Jazzy

tags: deleted story, specific story, specific author, pairing: Castiel/Dean, Alternate Universe - Bakery, aspergers!cas, Naive Castiel, Baker Dean, Cake Decorator!Cas, Big Brother Gabriel
 
 

Hi! Looking for a fairly long (and pretty old, I think) fic that is about Sam and Dean's domestic life after Sam gets a serious injury during a hunt. Dean thinks Sam isn't going to survive and when he does Dean says they're done with hunting for good. It's a slow burn and builds to Sam/Dean as they adjust to their new life. I remember a few random details:


— I think it starts with a line that goes something like "Dean almost ran 3 stop signs on his way to the hospital the day Sam woke up."


— Dean rents a small apartment nearby and has to help Sam get upstairs when he is discharged from the hospital. I think Sam has a bad leg injury or something.


— Dean works on a construction crew and gets a blood blister on his thumb at one point, and he drills a hole in his thumbnail at home and Sam is grossed out.


— Dean goes on a few dates with a woman who works at the grocery store (who maybe has a child?) but keeps thinking about Sam on the dates.


— Sam might work at the library — this detail I'm not sure about (might be from a different story).


Any help is greatly appreciated! I remember loving this fic but can't find any trace of it on Google.



 
 

Hey everyone! I created an account just for this, so if I’m doing something wrong, it’s beacuse I have no idea what I’m doing. 


About a year ago I read a Jensen/Jared fic, (and its precuel) that I forgot to save the link to and now I can’t find anywhere. In the fic not much changes from real life, they’re actors and they met in Supernatural, except that their marriages are beards (shocker lol) and Gen is awful, basically.


Jared has depression and I think that at a given point, he a Jensen argue at a party and he accidentally overdoses and it looks like he tried to commit suicide.


The precuel is about how they got together during the first(s?) season of spn, and I think, (I might be confusing it with some other fic tho, sorry) that Jared opens up about a guy who forced him to make out with him and tried to go further.


Also in the precuel (again, might be wrong) Jensen buys a bunch of alcohol and locks himself in during a long weekend to sort his feelings out and writes a list of all the things he likes about Jared.


I copy and paste the parts that inspire me from certain fics for future reference, (I already learned the lesson of save the link, but at the time I didn’t) so I have quotes from it that might help. I’ve tried looking them up but nothing shows.


Here are the ones from the fic:


Read more... )
 
 
19 July 2019 @ 09:11 am
I am looking for a specific fic in which the boys used to date in high school, but once Jensen leaves for college he slowly drifts away and breaks up with Jared over the phone. Jensen ends dating Danneel, but he ends up being cheated on and decides to move back to his little town. He reunited with his friends Chris and Steve who have been looking after Jared.

Jared is now a mechanic who also races motorcycles. They tell Jensen to stay away from Jared because he has changed and seeing Jensen would only make things worse for Jared. Well sometomething happens and Jared ends up in an accident, breaks his leg and Jensen has to take care of him and hopes the two can get back together.
 
 
17 July 2019 @ 11:09 am
I'm looking for a specific J2 rancher story. Things I remember:
- Jensen owns a ranch, possibly left to him by his parents
- Danneel and Chris are Jensen's best friends and helping him out at the ranch
- Jared comes to the ranch to help out as well
- Jensen is in the closet, and goes to a gay bar a few towns over whenever he needs
- Jared isn't in the closet but isn't advertising it either, Danneel and Chris know about it, Jensen doesn't at first
- Danneel is with Jeff, wanting to move out but staying with Jensen to help out at the ranch, Chris also has someone

Hope that rings a bell? Thanks a ton in advance!

ETA: Found by babybluebird11! It is I Leave My Heart in the Dust Where You Walk by whispered_story (used to be akintay on LJ). 
 
 
11 July 2019 @ 02:02 am
Edit: Found in comments.

Hi all

I'm.trying to find a story where I think Jensen is a Dr who has gone back to take over his adopted father's clinic or position at hospital, or the father is still trying to persuade him to. I think it was more like a mentor taking him under his wing rather than official adoption (possibly due to being disowned for being gay).

I have a lot of vague memories so may be mixing up a number of stories.

1) The father is called to help at his friend's party as he is in ill health, becomes unwell himself so Jensen steps in. I think the friend is either royalty, a lord or rich - someone with power. Jensen and his mentor stay at the castle(?) where the party is being held over a few days. Jared is the son or family friend.

2) One of the guests had abused Jensen in the past. He is either related (like a cousin) or friend of Jared, but I don't think a close friend.

3) J2 either have a past relationship or are beginning to when Jensen discovers Jared knows his abuser (possibly the friend is blackmailing or threatening Jensen).


It could be unrelated Sam & Dean or Destiel but almost positive J2.

It must be at least a couple of years old aa a while since I read it.

Thanks all
 
 
I don't remember whether J2 were in high school or not. But I remember that when Jensen was a kid he witnessed his parents be homophobic towards some group of people. They were homophobic in general as well. This is why later on Jensen is afraid to tell his parents his sexuality. But as the fic goes on, it turns out that his parents actually changed their beliefs and are now OK with gays. Rings any bells?

Unfortunately this is all I remember :( I don't even remeber whether the fic was AU or NonAU.
 
 
23 June 2019 @ 12:12 am
Hello all,

I’m searching for a specific spy J2 fic where Jensen is a secret agent trying to bring down an international arms manufacturer (or drug trafficker?). Jared speaks multiple languages and he speaks Polish (or French, I’m not sure) to seduce this man and distract him while they get evidence. I remember that Jensen and Jared had gotten together before this and Jensen stops listening in when Jared is seducing the arms manufacturer. Jared disappears for a while and Jensen tracks him down in the end and I think they get back together. Hope this rings some bells foe someone! Many thanks!
 
 
I think they were in high school. They were working together in some kind of a store. They were a couple but they pretended they don't like each other in front of their friends because they belonged to two different groups which I think didn't like each other. There was some sort of trip that they all went to together. It was a school trip.

It was on ao3 but I can't find it.

Edit: link in the comments
 
 

I can't find where I had this saved, but I remember this fic very specifically. - Sam and Dean are kidnapped/captured and wake up in an underground bunker-like room with one bed, a toilet, sink, limited canned fruit rations and no way out.

Found in comments! Details contain spoilers / under the cut.

Read more... )
 
 
06 June 2019 @ 03:31 am
There was this Dean/Cas fic where I think Dean was a horseman and had a black horse and Cas got a horse and Sam and Bela were also horsemen with horses? Like, Dean got powers or something and slowly convinced them to Ride?
 
 
03 June 2019 @ 05:53 pm

Sam and Dean were together but Dean cheated and broke Sam's heart. Sam left and had a really hard time — ended up working in a bar and was very depressed. Dean's one night stand had a baby boy and was giving him up for adoption. Dean found him and kept him. He was struggling with the baby but doing his best (baby was Mikey). Boys got back together somehow and Sam wrote a book about his awful time when they were apart. The book became a huge success and the boys were very wealthy. (Sam becomes a model later on).This is only the START of an enormous story that was written over several years. It becomes very au with Mary coming back from the dead, John having a demon-second wife, other children being born etc. It was a fantastic story but I can't remember the author. Would be very happy to find it again.

 
 
I hope I'm doing this correctly...

So, the fic I'm looking for is an endverse au destiel but in the beginning, Dean thinks Cas is dead. Here's what I remember:

-Sam said yes (can't remember if Dean thinks he's dead or knows he's alive)
-Dean starts out in Mexico, I think, for whatever reason?
-Cas is addicted to drugs when Dean finds him; I think he was in some kind of small, dingy apartment with some random dude, I remember Cas detoxing and having a seizure or something and Dean taking him somewhere else for help; I remember part of that in Cas's POV
-They wind up staying with some lady for awhile after Cas gets better(pretty sure she's an OC and not a canon character); I remember Dean mowing her lawn...
-Cas & Dean get a beach house
- There's some kind of epic showdown with fire on a beach with Lucifer!Sam and I think someone almost drowns or for sure does because I know Sam for sure dies because the end of the fic is just Dean & Cas; I think Chuck as God makes an appearance in the end there but can't remember
 
 
remember reading a story a long time ago where Dean decides to have sex with Sam the night before they try to attack Lucifer, in 5x10, but it’s for Sam’s sake, not his. But at some point Dean realizes it’s not just for Sam, and that Sam’s feelings aren’t as unrequited he/they thought. Any ideas!?
 
 
Specific Omega!Jared/Alpha!Jenen with Alpha!Stephen Amell

In the one I’m looking for, I remember it taking place in a bar and Jensen and Chris are maybe new in town?

All I really remember is Jared agreeing to go out with Stephen and Stephen drives them out of town for cheap dinner and tries to get Jared to go to a motel with him because he thinks that’s all Jared’s good for - jared says no and maybe gets punched? And Stephen leaves him stranded there. Jared calls Jensen to come pick him up... and that’s all I remember:”(

Sound familiar to anyone ??
 
 
16 May 2019 @ 07:24 pm
I'm looking for a specific J2 college AU story. The only part I really remember is that Jensen wouldn't tell his family that he and Jared were together, not just roommates. I believe Jared ends up possibly breaking up with Jensen around graduation because of this.
 
 
Hey guys! I'm looking for two specific hurt!dean fics I read a few years ago.

1. Dean has to go to the hospital (I can't remember why) where his needle phobia he developed after he returned from hell becomes a serious problem. I think he has a near panic attack and Sam talks him through it? That's about all I can remember.

I think I read it over at [livejournal.com profile] hoodie_time, but I've looked through all of their tags and I just can't seem to find it again.


Found it! It's "'Tis But A Flesh Wound" by [livejournal.com profile] princess_aleera. Sadly, she seems to have deleted her account, so if anyone happens to have a copy of that specific fic and would be willing to send it to me, please let me know. It would be much appreciated.


2. Dean get's hit with a curse that will eventually turn his insides to liquid/black goo (?) and/or causes extreme stomach pain. I remember the cure being very difficult to find.

I know it's not much, but I hope it jogs anyones memory. I've been nearly driving myself crazy trying to find these. Any help would be greatly appreciated!
 
 
10 May 2019 @ 07:31 pm
I'm looking for a short fic, or possibly part of a fic set in New Orleans. It may have been a crossover with NCIS: New Orleans. The cops visit Sam, who is like the high priest of the city and Dean is his bodyguard. The cops are nervous about visiting him and one says they mostly leave him alone, I think? I thought it was in 5D5D, but I can't find it. It was wincest.

And if there are any other good NCIS: New Orleans crossovers, I would love to read them, so I'm asking for recs.

Thank you everyone.

Found! Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] nicky69
Here's the link -
https://rei-c.livejournal.com/1337565.html
 
 
Hi, guys,

I read a fic during July of 2015 (when it was posted) where Sam is at Stanford and he starts doing gay porn to pay for tuition. He is ace but it feels good and he has crazy endurance, so he keeps doing it, making more and more money doing riskier and riskier shit--there's one specific scene I remember where he's doing a BDSM dungeon porn scene where several dom guys have their way with him. Between shots he does homework/studies in the corner.

When I read it, it was a WIP and the most recent chapter had Dean involved in some way--probably Dean visiting Sam at Stanford?

It was one of my very favorites and it got deleted from AO3, so I would be very thankful if anyone had an LJ link/download/other source.

Thanks!
 
 
30 April 2019 @ 02:00 pm
To start, I know it isn’t “Please Dean” or “The Freak on His Leash”, both of which I’ve read, but something similar.

I recall it being set during S5E1, started with Dean and Sam driving somewhere. Sam was feeling guilty over freeing Lucifer and decided to just start obeying Dean, since Sam thinks everything he does is wrong.

I distinctly remember a scene where Sam pees in the car because he didn’t tell Dean he had to go. I think maybe Dean told him to be quiet and that’s why?

After that, some D/s stuff happens but gradually Dean starts becoming more abusive to Sam and Sam just takes it. If I recall correctly it just sort of ends like that but I’m not entirely sure. It’s been years since I read it. That’s really the only specific stuff I remember.

I think I read it on LJ. Pretty sure it was a long one-shot but I can’t say for sure.

Thank you in advance for any help!
 
 
Hi everyone!

I am looking for a specific fanfic I read a while ago about Dean dying after falling through the floor of a house after a hunt. He calls Sam, Bobby and John and they either think he's drunk or simply don't pick up at all. I think Bobby finds him in the end.

Does anyone know that fic and has a link for me?

I'd really appreciate the help.

Jai guru deva om

https://archiveofourown.org/works/955608/chapters/1869996