Hello! I know the odds of someone having a specific deleted fic are very slim, but I would love to know if anyone has a copy of ‘For Good’ by Miss_Lv on AO3 (or the-miss-lv on LJ). It’s a dark, non-con, Wincest fic in which Dean takes Sam’s virginity in a car, and the author has unfortunately deleted it! Thank you so much for your help :(

Hey y’all! I was hoping you can help me with this specific fic. Its name ( or the sequel’s name I don’t remember which one) is Sam I Am and it was about how Sam was kidnapped by some scientists after he went on a “school program” it was a trap obviously to abduct him and the other special children to train them to be assassins and to train their powers. Pastor Jim, Bobby and Caleb were in the story too and it was finished but it had an unfinished sequel last time I checked.

I went back to re-read it again but found the author’s account on ff was deleted so I was wondering if anyone had a copy of it and is willing to share it (if that’s ok with the author) I’ll be forever grateful cuz I absolutely adore that fic.

And if anyone has a fic similar to this I’d absolutely love to read it! So just comment the name of it or the link, just no slash please!
Thanks in advance!

UPDATE!! Fic found in the comments. Unfortunately the sequel was only on ff.net so if anyone has it and is willing to share I’d still love to have it.
And if you have similar stories I’d still love to read them too! Thanks🙏

There are ao many great fairy tale fics out there, both on the SPN side and the J2-AU side. Is anyone aware of any fic that follows the basic premise of the Sondheim musical INTO THE WOODS, combining several fairy/folk tales into one narrative? There's an idea scratching at the back of my brain. . .

Please share your favorite fairy tale fics about Sam and Dean, or the J's.

I am looking for stories with abused sam either maybe because he has psychic powers or he raised in abusive family or he was kidnapped as a child or something, Broken ,fragile and jumpy ,I want Dean and John or maybe just Dean to save him and protect him I've read "True brotherhood" By UThnkUrFunny IThnkImAdorable It was amazing so if you know anything like that any recommendation will be appreciated.thank you

Hi!

I'm looking for fic dealing with Dean's hell-related trauma. But since I've already read a lot of stories in the genre, I'd prefer some less obvious recs. Maybe ones that were written more recently or never got as much attention as you thought they deserved. Maybe they're even set in later seasons. As long as they're well-characterized and explore Dean's post-hell issues I'm interested. That said, I'll take any hell!Dean recs, as I'm sure there are relatively well known fics that I may have neglected to check out as well.

I'm also interested in Sam/Dean fic that is set in s4 (or later) and doesn't ignore Dean's post-hell trauma. It doesn't have to be the focus of the story as long as it plays a part in Dean's characterization and the conflict between the brothers. And while I love and appreciate protective!Sam it doesn't have to be a fix-it. I like how dark and complicated things were between them during that era so more of that would be nice.

Just no hurt!Sam/caretaker!Dean please. It's pretty self-explanatory based on my request but better to be safe!

Hi!, I just found this amazing video, but can't find the fic, the link at ao3 is not working

https://archiveofourown.org/works/4890892

Angel Slayer by emwebb17

Can you help me, please? I'm dying for read the fic
Thank you

FOUND!

Any fics out there close in nature to suiteverse? It doesn't have to be Sam/Dean. I'll take any pairing.

Hi all,

Once again I am will be going in for some treatments in the hospital and I am hoping to past the week with some good J2 ABO fics....

And right now I am in the mood for Alpha being turned into an Omega or Beta fics.....


I am looking for Alpha Jared being the one who has been turned either by choice or forced.... The turning could have been done by Jensen or some bad guy- just as long its J2 in the end (together) happily or unhappily ever after :)

I like to know if there any where Jared is a total Alpha Asshole and is turned? I've only read one there doesn't seem to be any like this?

Just any fics where Jared is turned
Thank you so Much,
Liz

Can anyone point me in the direction of another evil Sammy story. What I remember may be from more than one story.

Firstly Dean tries to kill himself by cutting his wrists and Sam heals him by using his powers to suck all the blood from the carpet and put it back in his veins.

Secondly at some stage there is an angel in the story and Sam pins it's wings above their bed.

finally the headboard of the bed was wrought iron or something and Sam could use his powers to move the struts to trap Dean's hands,

Any help appreciated. Also still looking for evil Sammy recs

I've been rereading the Suite 'Verse and I seem to recall another evil Sam 'verse that I was reading. I'm hoping someone can point me in the right direction. I would have read it back around 2008-2011. It was a long verse and I remember the index page had lots of chapter titles that hadn't be written yet so were greyed out. It was very dark, consort Dean in a hopeless situation. My memory is sketchy so any help appreciated.

Please also rec any evil Sam stories. I particularly like long plotty stories.

Thanks

Just finished reading 365 days with dark castiel obsessed with Sam holding him prisoner. Can you guys rec anymore fics similar that has a dark castiel obsessed with one of the boys? I’d rather have dean/cas but obviously will read both.

I seem to remember a fic that was wincest that took place in Disneyland? Dean was trapped there while Evil!Sam was destroying the world. It's not a very long fic as I recall and despite how cracky it sounds it was actually dark and pretty awesome.


Thanks!

Looking for all or any stories about Dean/Sam & Bottom Sam (Non-Consensual, Somnophilia, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Knotting)!  Does anyone know any stories? Thanks!

I have been looking forever for this one specific wincest fic. I would appreciate your help!

John finds out about Sam/Dean and gets mad. The boys run away and continue thier relationship. John tracks down the boys and eventually finds them. He plans on killing them. He finds them laying together in bed asleep. Before he can kill them, Dean pulls out his gun from under the pillow and kills John.

Hi, here looking again for everyone's help to find a specific story, which I remember only vaguely and I'm not sure I did not mix the stories and three recs.

Dean and Sam are living in a house in the suburbs, but Dean begins to notice that things are very strange, like the children of the neighbors (which if I remember correctly are demons), and also that many pets have disappeared, in some moment he realizes that this is a place where Sam had him safe while he governs hell.

Things I'm not sure about:

1.- If it is Wincest.

2.- If Dean at some time tries to escape.

3 .- Sam killing at some point a girl (who is a demon) and hiding the corpse in the basement.

Now the recs.

Fics where Dean hunts alone, either before the series or after leaving the pulgatory and see that Sam remade his life.
 
Any fic where Dean takes care of a child (other than Ben) as Jesse Turner or a child who is during any of their hunts, either with Sam or pre series.

Also any fic where Dean will not live with Lisa after season five.
 
Sorry for the English grief. Thank you :)

Hi!

I was hoping for help finding two Sam/Dean fics I read years ago.
1. The first story was an AU in which Dean was a serial killer and Sam was enthralled by him. I think the title had "shells" in it. Sam ended up tracking down Dean and they ended up having a relationship. In one of the later parts Dean was jealous of a friend of Sam's and threatened to kill him.

2. The second story is another Sam/Dean but they are still brothers and hunting. They both are either online dating or talking to someone online and don't realize it's the other. Sam and Dean set-up a date to meet and once they show up at the dinner date, they realize that they've been talking to each other.

Thanks for any help in advance!!

I was cleaning up my own journal and found a list of Big Bang recs from 2009, including "The Lady-Killers" by thrdstrike. I think this is a fic that I posted here searching for a few months ago, but it wasn't found, and I didn't know the title or author at that time. I'm wondering if anyone has a link to it, if it's still on the internet somewhere? Or a copy of it? Googling brought me here, but the entry that allegedy had a request for a PDF is returning a "Journal Deleted" error, which is bizarre considering I'm typing a post to this journal right now, lol. Actually, I'd even take a summary of the fic, if anyone remembers, because I'm trying to figure out if it is, indeed, the lost fic I was looking for.

Thanks in advance!

There is a PDF download in the comments. :D Thank you for your help!

Since a bunch of people were having trouble, I uploaded the file myself, to Box, HERE

I'm trying to find this specific fic where Jensen is a serial killer. I've looked through other people's posts about serial killer fics, but I can't seem to find this specific one. Jensen and Jared were childhood friends and Jensen killed Jared's dad because Jared said he wanted his dad to die. Jared knew (or at least suspected) that Jensen was the one one who killed his dad and he was happy that Jensen did it. But Jensen didn't know this and thought that Jared wouldn't accept him so he leaves and that's the last time they see each other for a long time.

Flash forward and Jensen is now a serial killer. He uses a specific MO to kill a bunch of people, and then he moves and completely changes his MO. So the police think there are all these different serial killers when it's actually just Jensen. Jared is the only one who figures it out as he now works for the FBI or something like that. He finally finds and confronts Jensen in a dinner and the two end up together.

Thanks for any help!

Hey guys,

1. I was wondering if there any stories that involve the yellow-eyed(I know his name but I can't spell it) kids that lets them beat the prophetic match or at least they pull one over the yellow eyed one.

2. Or stories that involve the boys becoming more of part of the hunter community, and they don't become hunted

3. BAMF Sam is also apperciated without dean being a dick would be awesome

4. Does anyone have any stories where the boys are dark but still hunters and not insane or demotic.

5. The boys use hoodoo and magic but are not evil

Basically I just want the grey!boys who don't see the world as black and white.
Any length, any paring, and I would prefer complete

I read a story a while ago and can´t find it anymore.

Jensen had turned or mated Jared against his will. Jared was pregnant and hated it. I think he commited suiced in the end but I´m not sure.

Can someone help me please.

Hi guys so I've been searching all over for any fics with a cult being the central part of the story. Long/epic fics are preferred but any length is okay. I don't care who's involved or what ship it's for (gen is fine too!).
I'd prefer if the characters in the story were an actual part of the cult in some way (they were raised in it and tried to leave, etc.) instead of being kidnapped. But I'd even be okay with that if Stockholm syndrome was involved?
Anyway just give me anything you got that has cults in it and I'm sure I'll love it :)!

I'm looking for a story I read where Cas came to the bunker after the angels fell, and( under cut for triggers for abuse/non-con )
I know it was on the kink meme a long time ago, not sure if it was ever posted anywhere else... anyone know the story I'm talking about? :)

Thanks! 

I think castiel is an assassin or a killer, who on the job freed a young dean from slavery.

castiel becomes obsessed with dean. otherwise he is apathetic. later he goes undercover as deans slave to get closer to dean. He goes to the room where dean is having a threesome and they have sex.

Cas can leave at any time he just doesn't want to. Its like a vacation to him. He finally leave at the end.

At the end dean realizes castiel is the one who saved him.

Guys, I'm looking for a specific story where Dean is kidnapped and forced to fight. Dean is kept in an underground cell and his kidnappers, pretty sure it's one very rich man, make him train for the fights and then transport him to the fight venue in chains.

I remember big bodybuilder type guys are Dean's minders and I believe that the man has also kidnapped Sam and is keeping him in a separate location to use as a hostage against Dean, he makes Sam hold up a newspaper as proof of life.

Sorry I can't remember if this is Gen or slash but I sure hope someone out there recognizes this because I'm keen to read this again.

Thanks for you help and fingers crossed.

I'm looking to read Wincest fics where there's a plot twist or surprise ending, where the reader doesn't know what's really happening until later, such as 1) one of the brothers gaslights/manipulates the other, 2) secretly a demon/monster and the other doesn't know, 3) someone else has changed reality for one or both of the brothers, 4) one is hallucinating/mentally ill.

Hi, so I'm looking for a specific fic. I'm pretty sure it's only 1000-2000 words.

It starts with either Sam or Cas closing the gates of hell, and Cas gets stuck in hell where he's captured. It cuts between Cas getting tortured and Dean looking for a way back into hell. Sam gets back into a normal life (I think?) and tells Dean that he should go search for Cas, coz he'd never be happy not doing so. Dean looks for and eventually finds Death, who tells Dean that he can't help him get to hell, but he can help him find God. He gives Dean back his amulet.

Cas is on the Rack downstairs, and he's not broken. From what I recall, he's described as flayed, and mising an eye. I recall a new demon gets his turn, and Cas fixes his one eye on the demon, and calls him by name, and describes the deal the demon made (I think it was removing her cancer). The demon is unerved, and recalls what they say about Castiel. They can break angels, who have faith only in their Father, but Castiel, he has faith in a human, still after all these years, and he is not broken.

The title, I am sure, is either a comment on Cas's faith or on his eye. It's a really dark peice, and very visual in terms of torture. I thought I had it bookmarked on AO3, but it's not there, so I'm desperately hoping it's not been deleted.

It's not romantic Dean/Cas, but the faith and depth of their relations is certainly above that of a romantic relationship, so...

I've been searching for quite a while for all three of these fics.

1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!

2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.

3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.

I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!

Just a general, non-specific search for stories that feature mentally ill and/or suicidal Jared or Sam. The more dark and messed up the better, I really want him to hurt (I know, I'm a terrible person). It can be AU, non-AU, gen or slash (but if it's slash please only Wincest or Jared/Jensen). I've seen a lot of mentally ill Sam fics out there but not many ones focusing on Jared. The longer the word count the better. Thanks!

I cannot recall the title or author of this story. Here's what I remember (as I believe Sam was underage in the story, I will put it below the cut):

( Underage non-con )

Thanks for the help!

Found by a helpful soul on Tumblr. Just For Me by goandgetthegun on Ao3.

Hi guys,

I'm looking for:

1) Fics where Sam and Dean are captured/kidnapped and forced into having sex with each other.
2) Sex pollen/magic made them do it type fics.

Anything goes as long as its based in the supernatural universe (no high school AUs please!), preferrably NO established relationship, Mpreg, or main character deaths.

Hope you can help :)

I wasn't aware that this huge and amazing novel was a podfic until recently, it was read by blackbyrdy and written by leonidaslion. A Sam/Dean story.

It appears all links are dead (here) and that the podfic archive does not have it (access denied when you click its link).

Does anyone know of a place it is still online to download or can anyone upload it? I really want to listen to it. I need all 38 hours of it in my life! It is my favourite fan fiction ever.

Sam and Dean are together, and Sam has yellow eyes like Azazel. Sam has gone over to the dark side and is working with Azazel and his special children, I don't remember if Dean is with Sam willingly or not. This isn't just one story but 3-4. The last one is called 'Yellow Brick Road' because one of the special children has locked Dean into a Wizard of Oz scene, while he was separated from Sam. Sam comes back from wherever he was and isn't happy. 'Penny Lane, and The Prodigal Son' are titles of a couple of the other parts of this story. Does anyone know what this is or who the author is? Thx to all who reply

Hello,

you guys are always great help, so I hope anyone can recommend me some fics
about the following specific topics. I already went through any kind of tags regard my requests, but sorry, I'm kinda specific and yeah I think also very picky.

( Season 11 )

Hi! I'm looking for two fics I remember reading years ago, but haven't been able to track down since.


1. Dean is on the run from evil!Sam. Dean is in a bar while Sam is on tv telling the world that Sam will kill someone for every day Dean doesn't turn himself in. The folks in the bar don't consider this to be a problem; Dean does, and turns himself in.

Second request behind the cut for rape: ( Second request )

I want all stories about Dean or Jensen forcing Sam or Jared to get pregnant with his child or children.  Send me the links.  Thanks! 

This J2 story that I'm looking for is about Jensen raping Jared every time he takes him out of the mental hospital or something.  Jared is ill in a way and he disappears.  He is married to Gen and they don't like each other.  They have kids.  The couple meets a realtor who is Jensen and Jared is in shock.  It was a new story last year.  It is a dark one!

Got the title but can't find the link.  It's called "It's A Very Beautiful Thing" by debrassteamyfiction.

Does anyone have a copy of this story or a link to it?

I'm looking for an old dean/tentacle creature fic.

in this one dean gets taken while on a hunt by the creature but ends up liking it. and when he realizes that its driven by a breeding urge but can't acturally reproduce he goes back every year at the right time.

there was something about him having missed a season due to going to hell??

I'm hoping someone has the complete (I know it hasn't been completely re-edited) Becoming !verse. Chapters 14-24 are not accessible. The last edited chapter was reposted three years ago.

If someone has a copy and wouldn't mind sharing (and if the author is okay with it), please let me know.

Link in comments thanks to deserthighway.

Just starting season 10... Maybe it's not going this direction but thought it would make good fic anyways. Any fic where Demon Dean is chasing after Sam? Sam is on the run trying to not be found by Dean and at the same time trying to find a way to save him.


Also just any other EvilDean/Sam fic doesn't have to be above theme. Thanks!

Well, there's this abandoned fic(last updated 2009 so yeah) (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4559734/14/The-Falling)
Basically, any stories out there where Dean deals with the darksides of his soul? Maybe with Michael or Lucifer as a catalyst of sorts, or were actually parts of his souls. Demon Dean is also awesome too.

Not really interested in sex, but hey, if it fullfills the conditions above, then whatever.