Hey all! I was wondering if there are fics out there that portray Sam being in a mental hospital or insane asylum at the end of season 7 beginning of season 8 when Dean was in purgatory instead of with Amelia.

Either fics of that time or after the time with Dean finding out are good for me.

I'm looking for Supernatural fic I read awhile ago, but forgot to bookmark to save it. I know I read it on AO3 and that the pairing was Benny/Dean. Here are some of the details that I remember about this story I am looking for:

- Dean has left Sam to spend time with Benny (can't remember if this is because Dean and Sam got in an argument or not)
- Dean and Benny are travelling on Benny's boat
- At one point Dean leaves to go and see Sam (not certain about this point, might be a different story)
- I think that this was a multi-chapter story? Pretty sure it wasn't a one shot
- remember that this was listed as complete when I read it

Thank you to anyone who can help me to find this story. I really want to be able to read it again!
11 May 2017 @ 04:21 pm
I am looking to read stories that take place around Season 8 and beyond, so anything from Purgatory or after. They can take place within canon or start there and become AU, I just really want stories that are dealing with events from later in the series. I am a Dean girl, but I am open to any pairing. Thanks.

Mods: There isn't a tag for season 12, so I used a hashtag. Hope that is ok.

The title pretty much says it all, I'm hoping to find some recs for Suicidal Sam, after the events of Southern Comfort. Any pairing or gen is fine.

Thanks, lovelies!

31 January 2017 @ 09:50 pm
Hey y'all,
It's a bit alarming, but I went to visit sinful-desire.org for their archive of fics, specifically "Riot Gear" and the entire site has been suspended.
Anyone have a copy of Riot Gear? Or any others off the site? Riot Gear is possibly one of my favourite stories to read.

04 January 2017 @ 10:45 am
Happy New Year, everyone!

I'm looking for a specific fic I read about Cas' time being controlled. Unfortunately, all I can remember is there's a part where Dean's observing Cas, and notices that his eye looks strange (ie irritated, red, bruised, like something had been inserted into it, etc. I don't remember specifically how it was described).

And in general, I'd dearly love any fics dealing with what Cas endured under Naomi and the "lobotomy," (as seen in flashbacks here). I'd also be very happy reading any fic surrounding the angels who captured him in season 11, the ones who used those creepy head contraptions. Honestly, any fic surrounding these or related subjects would be fantastic. Aftermath is good, too! I'm a sucker for hurt!cas, caring/comforting!Dean and/or Sam, others. Can be gen or slash.

I hope some part of that drivel makes even a bit of sense; I'm afraid I am not very articulate at the moment.

Thank you all so much!
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Hope the tags are right! Anyway, shortly after being sent to purgatory, Dean and Castiel escapes, but somehow Asmodeus is with them. Asmodeus helps Lucifer escape from the cage. Sorry can'r remember much else except maybe Asmodeus was either a fallen angel or nephilim?
I haven't read much fic lately and I was wondering if anyone could rec me some first time Wincest that's set anytime after they've aquired the Men of Letters Bunker, the longer and plottier the better. Any rating is fine, and I'd prefer complete stories but WIPs are great, too if they're not abandoned. Thanks for your time!
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Specific searches, all of these are Gen:

1. A multichapter vampire!Dean fic I'm almost positive is on FFN where, after Sam has convinced Dean not to kill himself, Dean's understandably upset about the whole situation and starts acting out. Sam meets Bobby in a restaurant and Dean comes in, possibly in sunglasses, and starts trying to get a rise of out them by talking about how he wants a steak, nice and bloody, etc.

2. Another vampire!Dean fic (possibly the same one???) where Sam, Dean and Bobby go on a hunt with Jo and Ellen without the latter two knowing he's a vampire now. They mistake Dean holding an unconscious Sam with his fangs out for unrelated reasons as Dean trying to attack Sam.

3. An S4 fic where Dean misses Hell, and takes to locking himself in the bathroom with a heat lamp and a little tin of sulphur. [FOUND: Images of Broken Light]

General searches, still Gen please:

4. Any Gen vampire!Dean or unusual creature!Dean you know of from LJ. I'm pretty sure I've picked Ao3 clean at this point ;)

5. As an extra tragic twist, does Gen creature!John fic even exist...?

6. Would love to see a fic where, after the big S9 argument, Dean leaves. Would be supercool to see one in S8 where Dean runs off to be best buds with Benny- haven't seen one that isn't just slash yet!
13 September 2016 @ 12:54 pm
This is a fic where Sam, Dean, and Amelia go on a hunt. Amelia and Sam get separated from Dean in a tunnel and Sam gets hit on the head, probably has a concussion. I think Dean was freaking out but Amelia knew how to take care of Sam because she's a vet. Lots of

Pretty sure I read it on fanfiction.net

It wasn't that long, maybe a one shot?
I'm really getting into a lot of ABO fics, but some are a lot of early Season J2 or Dean and Sam

I was hoping maybe there were any later season ABO like Jared in Season 7ish to Season 9ish as an OMEGA and of Jensen as his Alpha or becomes his Alpha

SO Any favorite ABO where Jared/Sam is an OMEGA and Jensen/Dean is an Alpha, either establish relationship or first time (finally getting together after working together for so many years?)

keeping my fingers crossed
I'm not looking for a specific fic. But any fic that has to do with Dean being traumitized from his time spent in Hell or Purgatory. It could be anywhere from being nonfunctional and not able to be left unsupervised to functioning but with severe PTSD. I really want to read about the emotional, physical, psychological effects of Hell or Purgatory on Dean.

Also they can be AU in that maybe Sam gets Dean out of Hell and angels aren't involved ot it can follow canon.

Also I'm good with both Wincest and Destiel, so if anyone knows any good fics I would be grateful!
1. Specific Fic:
This is a destiel, sabriel fic, post Season 5. Sam comes back to life (after jumping into the Pit) and so do Gabriel and Castiel (as humans/without powers.) He decides Dean will be better off and so won't go to him to tell him he's alive. They go on a semi-road trip to figure out what's going on with the now human angels. Early on there's a scene of him training them to be hunters by teaching them to fight; Cas gets tired quickly and makes a comment about how Dean said 'he should've walked or he'd be flabby' and Gabriel also quickly gets tired and decides hunters are crazy. As Gabriel and Sam get closer together, there's a scene where Cas - as he does - goes off to be by himself and Sam realizes he's missing drugs and freaks out, pointing out - when Gabriel asks/shrugs it off - 'he has a history'; they go out to the car where Cas is sitting and Cas offers the bottle and says he wasn't going to do anything with it. Cas goes back inside and Gabriel points out Cas never wanted to be human, and not to put too fine a point on it but the biggest thing that would make him happy is Dean and Sam said he can't have that. Sam - either in this scene or soon after - agrees to go to Bobby's for help, which Gabriel acknowledges is his way of wanting to let Dean know without being the one to break up Dean's 'apple pie life.' They get there and discover Dean there working on a car. He immediately points a gun at them, but can't pull the trigger right away because they look like his loved ones (while adding that Gabriel was kind of a weird addition/hanger on.) He mentions Cas isn't wearing his usual clothes and someone (Gabe?) makes a comment about dying because of that. One of them adds that they're human and Dean says something with faith and Cas ("looks triumphant") and says 'that's your problem, you have no faith' and Dean hugs Sam and hangs onto Cas. Also when Sam asks Dean what he's doing there it turned out Lisa kicked him out for hunting and/or drinking, and Bobby mentions what a pain he's been. And then Dean yells at Sam for not coming to him (I believe Gabriel and Cas watch them fight from a window.) Later I believe Dean/Cas declarations finally happen on the roof.

>>Found: For Love is Strong as Death by Sakuri

2. General Request:
Also a general (if detailed) request for S8 destiel fics: I'm not really looking for small codas, but more long fics that are semi-AU or touch on a lot of the season. (Or if they complete the trials, I'll take those in a heartbeat too.) I'd love if they include Benny, Kevin, Linda, Charlie, and/or Jody to some degree. I also love Meg - though I'm not really looking for any Megstiel (or Meanstiel) at the moment - and Naomi, and I'd rather those two don't die if they are in it. However if the fic kills off Crowley you get huge bonus points. ;)  Things that also focus on fallen angels are cool, but no-s9 stuff (unless massively AU) please. Fic that's more domestic!bunker is cool, but I'm really looking for fic tied more into the later half season arc, though I'll take early/mid stuff too.

3. General Request:
Sam/Sarah fics with heavy Dean. I'd prefer destiel but I'll take Dean/OC too. (Like The Salvation Futureverse by B. Stearns.) This can be an AU from S2 or S8, or non-canon based, or whatever. I'm more interested in the Dean-Sarah aspect, but not them together (though I can live with Sam/Sarah/Dean in part or whole.) Not just episode codas, but where Sam and Sarah are end game. (I've also seen Sam/Sarah/Jess fics, which I'm ok with.)

Anyway huge thanks!!
15 June 2016 @ 06:38 pm
Hi All,

To keep from going through SPN withdraw, I'm binge watching the previous seasons.  I'm currently on season 8 and, what I think are bits of a story keep popping in my head, so I'm hoping you guys can help me.

It's really only like two parts though: Dean and Castiel are back from Purgatory and when Dean killed the monsters there, he took on aspects of them, like *cough* a werewolf knot *cough*, and Cas was still crazy, but he finally had a cat.  I think it also may have been eventual Mpreg with Dean knocking up Sam.

I know it's not much to go on, but is anyone could help me, I'd be forever greatful!
I'm looking for a really creepy little fic that told the story of Sam after he'd stopped the trials (I think). He's with Dean and he feels weird - keeps hearing flies buzzing around him - finds stains on the bedding. It turns out that Dean bought Sam's corpse back to life and Sam is sort of living dead (I hope this makes some sense). I've searched and searched to no avail so any help would be awesome!
Hey there everyone! :-)

I hope you'll be able to help me out, 'cause I've been going crazy on my own trying to find this.

So, I am looking for a specific fic. Sadly I don't remember the title or the author, only that it was on AO3. Every chapter was one episode of the show. The author or authors were up to season 8 or something, I think? Basically, it was about a character from every episode mistaking Sam and Dean somehow for a couple, although they aren't together. It was awesome reading how every episode could have some Wincest and the boys reaction to it.

So to recap, every chapter was from a different outsider point of view, it wasn't actual slash, but the outsider always thinks the boys are together, there are many chapters (though the single chapters aren't actually every long) and it's still a work in progress.

Rings any bells? I've no idea how I can't seem to find this on my own...
I'd really be grateful for your help! <3

Edit: Found! It's Fumbling in the Dark by leonidaslion and I've simply got very selective memory concerning the summary and the first chapter.
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06 April 2016 @ 04:01 pm
I'm looking for curtain!fics or just general slice-of-life fics about Sam and Dean moving into the bunker and living in the bunker. Wincest or not, doesn't matter to me. Angsty or not. Gimme whatever you've got!
28 March 2016 @ 10:00 am
1) literally I'd love to read anything that is set in S8 and is bottom!Sam if there is sex. It feels like I've read all the work with a tag of "season 8" and "bottom Sam" on ao3 but I still want to read more.... So please recommend me some good fics that satisfy these two tags. It can be h/c or angst or whatever. I preferred wincest but I'm also good with gen. Feel free to recommend! ;-P

2)Any fic with protective!Dean and hurt!Sam? I know there are tons of fics out there so you probably could just recommend your favorite ones. Thanks!! again if there is sex I prefer bottom!Sam :-)

3)Fics where Jared at first,for whatever reason, thinks Jensen is not a good guy and is sacred of him, and then it turns out that Jensen is really kind and nice so Jared fall in love with him. For example I've read an a/b/o fic where the Js are forced to mate, omega Jared is afraid of alpha Jensen due to his experiences with cruel, unfriendly alphas before. Later he finds out that Jensen in fact is polite and gentle. bottom!Jared only please

Thanks in advance!!!!
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23 January 2016 @ 02:05 pm
Can anyone recommend some general or wincesty stories that take places after season eight and onwards? I left the fandom around this time and I want to catch up on stuff. No Destiel. Whump!Sam is awesome. Top Dean, if there's sex.
05 October 2015 @ 04:35 pm
Also looking for wincest fics with a big gap in relationships. For example, Dean and Sam are lovers in first seasons, but then (after Dean's deal or after apocalypse or after something else) they break up. For a few years they try to deal as brothers. And in recent seasons(8, 9, 10, 11) they go back to wincest. Great THANK YOU for badly hurt!Dean in a bunker and Sam trying to cure him with soft wincest.

thanks in advance
I am in need of some completed fics. I go through books and fics too fast and I cant seem to find any by myself today. So help, please. Here are some things which I would like to read more of but not limited to:

1. Sam get Dean out of hell or saves him because:
  a. a pre-existing contract that Sam owns
  b. a bond of some sorts
  c. a loophole in the contract
  d. time travel
  e. dimension travel
  f. SPACE travel

2. Sam and/or Dean actually dealing with their problems

3. Season Eight AUs or Fix-its

4. Dean and/or Sam being abused by John pre-series
  a. the other one doesn't know until the series
  b. the other finds out pre-series and AU

5. A race against time fic for any reason (ex. ran away, stalked, kidnapped, cancer, deal)

6. Crossovers
  a. Harry Potter
  b. Friends
  c. Criminal Minds
  d. Marvel, x-men, or Avengers

7. Powers, Ablities, and gifts, - either the boys using them
  a. Sam actually using his gifts with out the feather instead of locking it down
  b. Dean uses what he learned in Hell and Purgetory

8. They grew up hunting and hunted almost all their adult life like six years each for Dean that's like 30 years and Sam it's around 20, been to Heaven, Hell and Purgetory, Sam housed an archangel's grace, drank demon blood, and was breifly an actual demon
and Dean actually hunted in Purgetory and been a incomplete VAMPIRE, Death. Are there some fics that we can see some fics with actual consquences of this, please, like they become something unearthly or unhuman not evil but not human.

9. Badass fix it fics, of any kind, whether fixing stanford to fixing a entire seaon *cough*season four/five/eight*cought*

Any pairings, throw them at me.
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Also self-recs are welcome.
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Hi All,
SO I've been trying to locate this specific Wincest Story I read maybe last year.

I can't remember the title. But this is what I kind of remember:
Dean is back from purgatory with Benny and Sam of course is Jealous and throws a fit or accuse Dean of sleeping with Benny. I think Dean loses it or gets really pissed off and ties Sam up (can't remember if he does or not)

But I do remember Dean asking Benny to hold Sam so he doesn't run away and Benny whispering in Sam ear "looks like you push big brother to far this time, maybe he'll let me share in the fun". I do remember Sam getting scared at this point and Dean actually gets mad at Benny and tells Benny to lay off "I told you to hold him not scare him"

I can't recall if this was a D/S relationship between Dean and Sam or it becomes one because how purgatory has change Dean.

Does any of this ring a bell with anyone? if it does can you please rec it to me??

Also while on the subject does any one have any good Purgatory Dean Recs. I mean where the writer actually explore Dean total 180 change his new skills he aquired. I mean remember how he could hunt down the monsters easily while he was in Purgatory and smell a lie easily (interrogating that guy in Jail). and Sam's reaction/feeling to this whole new Dean. I mean Dean was a good hunter before but now, he is Scary Bad-Ass better. It could be Wincest or Gen. if it is Wincest I preferred Bottom Sam. I mean after 1 year in Purgatory Dean is more likely all Alpha and Dominant.
Hi, again!
So, I wonder if anyone knew fanfic about Dean found the Men of Letter bunker in pre-series? Plus, if he found it sometime after Sam left for Stanford and after John and Dean parted ways (or John went missing).

And I'm also looking for this particular fic. I don't remember the title and the author is. The story is about when the LeviChesters (Leviathan that become the Winchesters) try doing massacre in the bank, they fail because at the same time the real winchester at the same bank and four of them get caught in the camera that make the officers think the Winchester are not evil but framed by another party or organization. I think the fic is crossover with NCIS, but I might wrong.

Well, that's all. Thanks in advance! ^^
13 July 2015 @ 08:39 am
Alrighty, I am seriously having trouble finding fics that don't that are not beyond frustrating either because it is a dead fic unfinished, the plot rocks but the writing makes me want to cry in horror, the writing is to wind baggery for my attention span (like 'you need to turn left, then right, then circle back around...ect' when only need to say 'it is right beside you').    OR TOO SHORT AND NOT SQUEAL IN SIGHT :''(

1. I would love if people can rec fics that boys are bamf and get things done. You know where they are kicking arse and taking names. Whether as hunters or supernatural creatures. Maybe the boys boys destroying some kind of system/plane of existance or just a kick arse on hunt.

2. Fics with Sam having a record of addiction (drugs, self-harm, tobacco, ect) before (and maybe after if you have some) the demon blood.

3. Anyone have any dark!stanford fics.

4. Season Eight Universe Alterations. Where everyone gets their crap together and it either gets better or worse, or everyone stop brushing everyone eles mental states off.

5. Any fics that are based in canon and the boys are angels in there own rights.

Any pairing, any type. No rules, just fics. 
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30 June 2015 @ 05:34 pm
So I've looked all over the place for these after I read them once and stupidly forgot to save them, and that includes this community as well. Hopefully somebody else has had better luck and can help me out.

1- The first fic is an AU of season 7. I remember that it was a big focus on Sam and Dean and it turns out that Lucifer was still in the cage, but was able to interact with the world around them. I remember Lucifer writing on the back window of the impala and that they needed to track down his trident to defeat the leviathan, resulting in Sam and Dean screwing up with a ritual and Sam opening the cage again.

2- The second one was based off of a short comic and dealt with Gabriel being alive, but more like a ghost. He's checking on/watching over Sam and Sam shuts himself away to listen to the voicemail from Lucifer Rising as a way of reminding himself to be better. I know he had the amulet, Gabriel was in a fit and incapable of helping, and Dean catches Sam and breaks the phone.

3- This is a season 8 AU. I found something close here where somebody was looking for a fic where Sam had made a deal with the alpha vamp to get Dean out. But the fic I'm looking for was one where he'd made a deal with Benny and was sneaking off to let Benny feed off of him as payment. I remember Sam ended up in the hospital and Dean found out in the end. Found!

If somebody can help me find any of these, that would be greatly appreciate. I'm pretty sure the first one was multiple chapters, but I'm not sure about the third. Also can't remember if there were any pairings or if they were just gen.
I have been reading so much Destiel, Samifer, Sabriel, and J2 lately that I'm suddenly craving some gen fics, taking place during any of the seasons between 4 and 10. I really don't care if they focus on a specific character or not but would prefer them to be at least 20,000 words long.

Thanks for your help!
I'm having a really hard time finding fics that deal with s8.

Mostly in that most I've seen give way too much sympathy for Sam abandoning Dean in Purgatory.

I'd just like to read something where Sam shows actual remorse, and that don't try to come up with excuses or make us feel sorry for Sam. I really don't want to see anything that gives Sam an excuse for behaving like an asshole, or that ignore the way he tried to blackmail Dean into shutting up. I just want to read something that has Sam facing up to what he put Dean through, without trying to make Dean the bad guy for reacting badly to the way Sam treated him.

Any pairing's fine, crossovers are a plus, and I would love a focus on Dean having PTSD from Purgatory

For the record, I prefer nothing that bashes Sam, I just don't want to see yet another story that completely ignores Dean's pain in order to come up with excuses for Sam's horrendous attitude.
This is my second favorite wincest fic aND I LOVE IT :(

PLEASE HELP!! Dean came back from purgatory and he treats Sam really bad because he thinks Sam jut stayed with Amelia, when really, Sam had tried to commit suicide and Sam's baby (with Dean) had died. He now kept the cremation (??) of his unborn kid n a box that he never let Dean touch. I remember that Dean dumped the contents of the box into the lake and Sam sat by the lake and cried for a long time (than went to the dumpsters to try to find some of his box). Sam calls his "kid" Box.

Dean eventually finds out what Box was and they (after a while) become a messed up family with Box as their kid, although Sam is really hesitant to let Dean touch box.
26 February 2015 @ 10:52 pm
I recently went to reread the fic Riot Gear on AO3, which is s8 Wincest w/ mpreg elements. It seems to have been deleted from AO3 along with its timestamps. I can't remdmber the author's name, so I can't tell if the whole account's been deleted or just that fic. Does anyone know of a way to get in contact with the author? Also, does anyone have PDFs of the fic?

Thank you for your help!

EDIT: See comments for link to fic.
Hi everyone! Looking for a few things, hoping for your help just like all previous times you wonderful folk you :)

1) Specific: I feel like I've looked everywhere and it's driving me crazy. What I remember: early season 8 (before any Trials, Dean still treats Sam like crap). At some point somehow Sam leaves, Dean thinks he's decided to bail for good and doesn't even think to look for him. Amelia seeks Dean out. Turns out Sam made a deal with the Alpha Vampire for Dean's return from Purgatory, and as per that deal every few months Sam had to go to the Alpha, who proceeded to drink from him (I think) and just generally use Sam as a punching bag because there's something about his pain being "addictive" or some such??? Of course a rescue happens, I think Benny was also involved in it? Any ideas? Anybody?

ETA: FOUND thanks to [livejournal.com profile] crucis01 - Persephone Deal by CeCe Away

2) General: don't really care how, don't really care why, but Sam is the proud/bewildered owner of a hellhound puppy or several. I just want all the shmoopy, feel-good, rot-your-teeth-out-of-your-head-sweet fic of Sam cuddling hellhound puppies and giving them tummy rubs and just generally being a completely awesome dog-loving dork and the pups snuggling all over him and being all drool-in-your-face ridiculously adorable for Sam, but don't let that fool you, because they're still hellhounds, and they're not shy about letting anyone who so much as breathes funny around Sam know this. Bonus points for Dean being leery of them at first - "they're Hellhounds, Sam!" - but slowly warming up to them (they're dang useful on a hunt! ...and, okay, kinda cute in a feral kind of way) and sneaking them treats UWU

3) As a sort of side-order on the above, Sam as any kind of pet owner, really, whether mundane or supernatural.

Please and thank you: no animal deaths. No evil Sam.
24 January 2015 @ 04:08 pm
I have had Riot Gear by Elaine_Penny favorited on AO3 for a while just so I could go back and reread it, but whenever i try to open it now AO3 says it can not be found. Does any one know if Elaine_Penny deleted her profile? If so does anyone know where I could read it again? I really liked that fic and would love to read it again.

Also I have been wanting to read fics where Dean/Jensen cheat on Sam/Jared, I have read all the fics like this I can find. I'm just looking for any I haven't

Thank you!
12 January 2015 @ 01:24 pm
I am looking for any and all stories of where Sam was and what he was doing while Dean was in Purgatory. Canon compliant, AU, Amelia was real/not real, Sam was in a mental hospital, Sam really thought Dean was dead, Sam spent the whole year looking for Dean, whatever you've got. Any pairing or no pairing ok. Please and thank you.
08 December 2014 @ 10:24 pm
I'm new to Wincest and I would really appreciate some good season 9 and/or 10 slow build fics. Season 8 is good too.

I'm not looking for anything real specific. I am not limited to anything. I'll read anything just as long as it's good. The only real preference I have is top!dean or bottom!sam but even that doesn't really matter. I'd love to read some great Wincest fics so I can appreciate the ship a lot more than I do now. As much as I love it, I don't want >Destiel. Thank you :)
17 November 2014 @ 05:52 pm
Hey all I have a pretty simple request for you today.

Since I've been busy with work and such I don't have time to search for or keep up with the new fics. So I'm asking you guys to rec me hurt!Sam fics set on S8, 9, or 10. I can do wincest or gen. Please no destiel. The only requirment is hurt!Sam related with protective!Dean. Thanks!.
05 October 2014 @ 02:21 am
this fic is set directly after the fall and basically cas can't (or doesn't want to) find dean and sam so instead goes off and works with these two sisters for a long time. one of the sisters is around sam's age and the other one is a lot younger (12ish i think). at one point the sisters spilt up when they're working on a case (young one stays with cas, older one goes off by herself) and the older one runs into sam and dean and starts working with them and eventually they all meet up and work together. also i think throughout the story cas is being chased by angels but i could be wrong
10 September 2014 @ 06:55 pm
I'm looking for any Wincest fics that take place during season 8 that deal with the fallout of Sam being with Amelia and Dean and Benny's relationship (or friendship) in Purgatory. I'd like for the boys to have an established relationship before Dean went to Purgatory. I don't care how angsty the fic is just as long as they make up by the end of it.

Does anyone know of anything remotely close to this?
28 August 2014 @ 01:38 pm
I've run into writer's block for my own story set in that time period, so I'm looking for other stories to help me get into Sam's headspace at the time. Why he didn't look for Dean or why he did and lied about it. Where he was while Dean was in Purgatory. Amelia was real or not real. Not really picky. Bonus if they have Dean coming back and not really sure what to do with Sam at this point.

I read a story when Sam finds a book of different types of Devil's Traps in the Men of Letters bunker and starts to experiment with them. He draws one and gets stuck in it and can't get out. I remember that Sam thought it was because of the demon blood but that wasn't why he was stuck. I think Dean ends up rescuing him in the end, he might have been stuck for a couple of days?

Fic found, Beyond Good and Evil
12 August 2014 @ 05:19 pm
I have two requests:

1. Does anyone know of any fics featuring Aaron from "Everybody Hates Hitler"? I just rewatched the episode and I love him.

2. Any fic centered around a canon character other than Sam, Dean or Bobby meeting Cas for the first time. e.g. Kevin Tran's POV of meeting Cas. Not necessarily someone who has met Cas in the show. For instance, Charlie Bradbury or Garth or Jodi Mills.

Preferably Gen or Dean/Cas.

Sorry if I tagged this wrong. I can't find tags for Aaron or "Everybody Hates Hitler"
06 August 2014 @ 09:44 am

I'm looking for any fics where any angels/archangels/humans/demons come back in season 8 and find Trial Sam (Sick!Sam). I'd especially love it if it's Lucifer or Gabriel who come back. Slash is great, but gen is good too (not big on het)

So I read this one really good fic while I was obsessed with blind!sam, I'm pretty sure it was sett in season 8, Dean had just gotten out of Purgatory but he couldn't find Sam. Meanwhile Sam had been kidnapped along with Jody Mills maybe? Anyway. he was kidnapped and being tortured by Missy (the little girl from the crazy family in season 1) she was all grown up and angry that her family was killed, she was working with some other people vampires or demons I think. She cut out Sam's eyes I think, I know he ends up blind and eventually Dean rescues him. There might have been non-con?
28 July 2014 @ 02:40 am
Hi, hope I've formatted this all ok.

Basically I'm looking for a fic, think it was on AO3. It was gen, set in the bunker, possibly during the Trials. All I can remember of it is Sam has a fit a la vision-style. Dean talks Kevin through dealing with it. I think Kevin was a little pissy beforehand with the two boys, but not entirely sure. That's it, that's all I can remember and it's been driving me nuts trying to find it again. Can anyone shed some light please?

Thanks, Freakizimi7
22 May 2014 @ 04:42 pm
I'm looking for two types of Wincest fic.

1 - Domestic boys with schoomp and sexytimes! There can be some angst just as long as there is a happy ending. The longer the fic, the better. I love Compo67's Chicago Verse over on AO3, so something similar would be great.

2 - Season 8 make up sex. It can be in a one shot or part of a longer fic. I'm not too picky.

18 March 2014 @ 10:44 pm
I just watched Season 8 and I'm looking for fics where Crowley successfully becomes human or season 8 AUs (written while or after season 8 aired, not fics based on season 8 speculation).
Any pairing or gen welcome. Self-recs also welcome.
I'm looking for a gapfiller fic for episode 821 (The Great Escapist) for that time between Sam passing out on the floor and Sam waking up in the ice bath. How long was he on the floor? What did Dean do when he found him? Where'd he get all the ice? :) Thanks!

FOUND!!! - 107 Degrees by scullspeare. Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] chellexxx for finding it!
22 December 2013 @ 10:54 pm
Hey so I'm looking for a spanking fic from the episode Bad Boys. Details under the cut. Thanks!

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16 December 2013 @ 07:14 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic that centers on Henry Winchester. It was an AU where he went back to the past instead of going with Dean to save Sam, and I thought it was hosted on AO3, but I haven't found it. John raised his sons as Men of Letters, but Dean wasn't so much the stay-at-home scholarly type, so went out on his own. I remember very specifically that at one point, Henry pulled Dean aside to assure him that his grandfather was proud of him no matter his life choices, no matter that Dean was a letdown to John.

Also, I think 2013!Dean told Henry before he went back to call on Michael if he needed to, but I definitely remember that Henry spoke to Michael.

29 November 2013 @ 01:03 am
1. The first J2 one I want is where Jensen's father is on the set of Supernatural to film an episode, and he sees the love between Jared and Jensen. I don't really care what happens in it, I just want him to see that Jensen and Jared care about each other a lot.

2. This one can be either J2 or Wincest. I want Jensen/Dean to have an obsession and love for Jared's hair. How they love it long and everything.

3. This is a season 8 episode I want, so I think it needs to be under a cut? Continue )

That's it!
25 November 2013 @ 04:42 pm

I read a fic sometime ago but have managed to lose it. i dont remember the author but the fic was placed in season 8 after citizen fang, when dean goes to the motel to meet and explain to sam. In the fic when Dean enters the room he finds it trashed, with liqour bottles everywhere and sam is obviously drunk. if i remember correctly when he asks sam "where was the party" or something, sam replies "its a wake" that is when dean sees an empty bottle of pills and realises that sam tried to kill himself by causing an OD> after that Dean calls for help and gets sam to a hospital where when sam wakes up he yells at him and assures him that he is the only brother he wants.

can someone please help me locate this fic, i would love to read it again.