22 August 2018 @ 07:49 pm
I never actually read this one but I saw the summary and I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately and I can’t find it. So Castiel wants to help Dean and Sam have a better childhood and in this fic Dean, and maybe also Sam, is a hooker, prostitute, sex worker, whatever the name is. Castiel goes back in time and gets their services but overpays by a lot and maybe gets them food, too? Anyway, Sam and Dean start to really look forward to Castiel’s visits. That’s all I can pull from memory.
 
 
06 July 2018 @ 10:48 pm
Alright. I'm looking for a fic I read a while back. This is what I remember.
+ Sam decides to prostitute himself while they're running low on money. (They still hunt and everything)
+ He tells his customers that for 800 an hour, he will do whatever they want
+ They call him 'puppy'
+ Dean eventually finds out, and is not happy
+ Dean then has sex with Sam. Sam's latest customer wants to see it, but Dean kicks him out of the motel room.
+ I think it was on ao3. Might be completely wrong, though

Please drop the link and/ or title in the comments if you know it!

Also, fic recs: if you have any favorite bottom!sam fics (any pairing, but especially wincest), please drop them below too (self recs are more than welcome).

Thanks!
 
 
Looking for two specific fics:

1) where Sam travels back in time (maybe this is Soulless Sam?), and young Dean is having to turn tricks to support the two of them. Sam has sex with the younger version of Dean and then runs into young Sam outside the motel room.

2) Sam is desperate because Dean is seriously injured and he can't pay the hospital bills or for aftercare and has to turn to hooking. I think Dean is unconscious/unaware of what Sam is doing until later.
 
 
29 May 2015 @ 01:55 pm
I'm looking for a fic I read some time ago.

I don't remember if it was J2 or Sam/Dean (not related).

Jared or Sam was a young hooker working on the streets and there is a john who kills young boys as an offering for a deamon. Dean/Jensen saves Jared/Sam before the guy can kill him. He has been cutting or painting Jareds body with signs. Does someone know this story?
 
 
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So I found a fic on someones delicious account that I would really really like to read;

My Heart Yearns
"Sam said he was going away to Stanford, but he actually never got into college. He just needed a reason to run away from his unnatural feelings for Dean. Two years later, Dean comes looking for him in Palo Alto, but they have no record of Sam Winchester as a student. Dean tracks Sam down to a sex house in San Francisco where the owner keeps the working boys high on a dangerous cocktail of drugs to make them more compliant to customers' strange demands. Dean has to pose as a client to get close to Sam. Sam seduces him." (comment fic)

it doesn't say anywhere what comment fic meme it was in :/

PLEASE SEND HELP

love you all xoxox
 
 
02 March 2015 @ 11:25 pm
Hi guys, I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago.

Sam had been raised by the YED and had escaped and I think was working as a prostitute? Dean and John had found him and were keeping him at Bobby's place. I think he had a pet rat, and there was a scene where he threw up after they made him eat meat.

Thanks in advance!
 
 
30 December 2014 @ 02:43 pm
Hi guys, I have a couple of general themes I'm looking for and would much appreciate the help!

1) I'm looking for Wincest that starts as the boys just "helping each other out" (nudge, nudge, wink, wink) and becomes a relationship with plenty of angsting by the boys over whether the other feels the same.

2) I'd like any fics of any pairing (characters or RPF), where one of the boys is a shy or low self-esteem stripper/hooker/phone sex operator/etc.

3) Any fic of any pairing where one calls the other "Baby Boy" (obviously lends itself to Wincest or JA/JDM, but any pairing is good)

Thank you!!

(Mods: I can't for the life of me find the "any pairing" tag, could you pretty please add that?)
 
 
Hello all,

I can't sleep lately, and I need me some lovely supernatural fanfic to keep me company! :) Two general requests:

1) Hustling Pool/Poker - I love this aspect of the boys in the show. Sigh. The three I've read that have made me want more are fleshflutter's I'll Take My Chance on a Beautiful Stranger, brightly_lit's The Perfect Life, and glorious_spoon's Devil's in the House. Are there more? Do they exist? I adore wincest, but gen or other pairings are fine. Not a big fan of Destiel.

2) Outsider POV Wincest - having recently finished leonidaslion's Fumbling in the Dark, is it any surprise that I'd want more? First time, slowburn, established relationship, whatever.

Thank you all so much. My sleep-deprived brain is ever-grateful.
 
 
Hi. I need some help finding some good fics.

1) Okay so I'm looking for particular fics that are heavy in angst, hurt/comfort, and dark. Now I was wondering if anyone knew if any fics where either Sam or Dean where with someone else but they end up dying and they are going through a hard time and it eventually leads to wincest but after all the hurt/comfort. I don't want any fics where Sam/Dean and there partner leave each mutually. I want it where they are having a hard time getting over their first lover or whatever. This doesn't have to be just Sam/Dean, it can also be J2!

2)I want some dark,evil type fics. Such as one of the brothers, preferably Dean, go dark/evil. I prefer it be some type of wincest but I don't want it to be where the other brother is completely fine with it. I want it be more dubcon and non con. Kind of like the brother is breaking the other brother into submission and what not.

3) I'm really in need of fics where it turns out the events of Supernatural never happened and it's all in one of the brother's head and their actually sick mentally. This can be wincest or gen but heavy in interactions with the two brothers and other people.

4)One of the brothers in a role of a hooker or sex slave. Preferably wincest or J2. Don't really want an immediate happy ending. I want there to be a type of struggle and distrust.

5) One of the brothers or J2 become pregnant by someone else. I want it consensual and preferably Sam being the one pregnant. This one can be wincest, J2, or gen.

6) Linked a bit it request 6. Sam or Dean get pregnant by someone else when they are with each other. This can also be J2!

Thank you in advance for anyone who can help me find this request. Hopefully you good people can find me some goodies!
 
 
Hi guys,
I absolutely love slave!fics and hooker!fics, but I've read so many I'm having trouble finding more. Can you please rec me any longer fics of these themes? Hopefully there'll be something I haven't read yet! Any pairing is good, be they characters or RPSs.

There's also a specific Jensen/Christian fic I'm looking for that I'm hoping one of you know. Jensen works on the family farm, and Christian is a musician. Christian ends up on the farm for some reason (car crash nearby maybe?) Bits I remember: Christian must be hurt or something, as I remember Jensen watching over him as he sleeps. Christian and Jensen go to a swimming hole together and that's where schmexy stuff happens. Mama Ackles warns Christian to be good to Jensen coz he's kind of a naive farm boy. Christian playing guitar on the porch.

Thanks gang!
 
 
13 September 2012 @ 06:06 pm
Looking for a Wincest and/or J2 AU that features one of the boys as a cowboy and the other as a hooker. Big bangs, if you have 'em. I don't think it particularly matters who's the cowboy and who's the hooker. I know it's kind of specific, but can anyone help me out?
 
 
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13 May 2012 @ 09:10 pm
Hi guys.
I tried to post this the other day but i was on my phone and the tags weren't working right (sorry mods)
Anyway, my request is simple. I want some sam/dean or jared/jensen fics where one of the boys is a hooker. I don't really care who (although hooker jared is always welcome!) angsty, schmoopy, pwp, it's all good. Happy ever afters only though please!

Hit me with your favourite hooker fics.
 
 
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18 April 2012 @ 10:47 pm
I'm abusing this comm tonight, wups.

So, yeah, fics where Sam is a hooker and Dean picks him up. Nothing where they turn out to be bothers etc. Just one hunter Dean on the road in need of a bit of ya know, and one Sam on the side of said road offering what he wants. 

Like this awesome gif set.


 
 
29 December 2011 @ 01:57 am
Hey y'all!

Basically I've been looking for a specific hooker!Sam wincest story that I read a while back and now can't seem to find anywhere. At this point I've had to accept that my usually reliable googlefu has failed me, and that I need someones help to find it.

Story (as far as I recall) goes; Sam and Dean were seperated (either when Mary died or after) and don't know they are brothers when they meet. Sam is working as a hooker (possibly to pay his way through college?) and Dean stops to ask him for directions to a house where he's working a case (Sam is, understandably, dissapointed Dean isn't a new client). They meet up several times and eventually hot wincest ensues.

They eventually realise they are brothers after they discover one or both of them have a famliy photo with the other in. Things get angsty for a while and Dean goes off hunting on his own before they get over it and realise they were better off together. I think Sam stops being a hooker at Deans insistence shortly after they hook up, but I can't remember if he joins Dean hunting or not.

Anyone know the story I am talking about? Serious thanks to anyone that pitches in with this!

Much love!

EDIT:

Found in comments, thanks to katsheswims for the help! =]
 
 
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19 November 2011 @ 09:07 pm
I'm looking for a couple of specific fics and a general request.

1.  I'm looking for a specific fic that I think was a 5 times fic. The only one I remember had Sam & Dean running away from CPS and ending up freezing to death in an alley.

2.  Any fic where Sam and Dean are living on the streets (both underage).

3.  Any fics roughly based on WIAWSNB or alternate realities.  I don't care if it's Sam or Dean who go and I don't care if the "other side" is evil or apple pie or somewhere in between.  I just want to read some "fish out of water."

4.  The two specific fics are one that had Dean stuck in WIAWSNB reality and Sam shows up as Dean's daughter's (son's??) teacher.  The other one has Dean going to an alternate reality where his counterpart is dead and he decides to stay with the other Sam because his Sam is dead too.  Then he discovers that the alternate Sam is evil.

Any help with any of these would be greatly appreciated.
 
 
 
18 July 2011 @ 12:50 pm
 I just lost my Bank card. It fell into a muesum donation box...please don't laugh at me

As a result:

1)  Boys with any kind of bank/credit card problem
2) Same for money problems
3)Needing to make money doing chores/illegal things/etc.

I would prefer a happy ending, and I love to read slash (J2, Wincest, Destiel) or gen is fine too.
 
 
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Looking for a fic I read… ages ago, before I was really in the fandom, and thus failed to bookmark.

It was definitely gen, and told from an outsider POV--one of Sam's classmates, I believe. Sam went to a bar with friends, and Dean showed up. Sam didn't clue in his friends as to who Dean was, but he was noticeably aggressive toward him, and it was clear that there was some kind of history.

I can't quite recall whether one or both of the brothers was actually hustling pool, but they played against each other for money, and the atmosphere got progressively tenser as the competition heated up. At the last moment, Dean threw the game so that Sam had enough money to buy books for the semester.

I'm pretty sure I read this on LJ. It was a one-shot.

Bless anyone who knows what this fic is!

Edit: Found in the comments: Devil's in the House, by [livejournal.com profile] glorious_spoon
 
 
30 May 2011 @ 03:01 pm
 Lately, I've really been wanting to read fics where the boys (j2 or wincest, but if wincest preferably NOT related) have at least a 10 year age difference. Like Jared's 15, and Jensen is 25, or Sam is 16 and Dean is 26. But, not in a creepy, rape-y relationship. A true, sweet relationship just with a big age difference. I'm being incredibly vague but in all 800 of my memories I've never come across more than one that stayed as a relationship, instead of an one night stand. I don't mind if the younger is homeless or a prostitute if they eventually are taken in by the older man.  I hope you all can help me, and thanks in advance!
 
 
This may be a long-shot, but are there any J2 fics based on the movie "Pretty Woman" with Jared as Julia Roberts' character (only a guy, not female!Jared, though I suppose I could read it and just change it in my mind ;-D) and Jensen as Richard Gere's?  It could also be AU Sam (as Julia)/Dean (as Richard), but where they're not brothers (though again, maybe I could change it, lol)

The other under the cut... )The other under the cut )

Thanks!
 
 
30 March 2011 @ 07:37 pm
Apparently I'm totally addicted to spnstoryfinders. So far, it's been the most reliable source to ANY thing I wanna read. Spn fandom is wicked awesome! At the moment, I am reeeeeeally wanting to read some fics that have cute, shy, little Sammeh! Weechest, Weecest, hurt/comfort, horror, schmoop, anything is fine really, just particularly wanting the boys to be under 20 and shy!adorable!little Sammy is the BEST! 'Specially if he gets picked on, cuz  that results in angry!protective!Dean. XD And Jared and Jensen totally work too. ;D

Oh and hey! Another request if anyone knows of any. Where the boys are hookers? Strippers? Anything like that? I fricken love hurt and/or bottom Sam/Jared, so if it has that? I will squish you hard enough to crack ribs...which might not be all that pleasant..for YOU! Muahahaha! 
 
 
13 December 2010 @ 09:30 pm

I read a story a while ago, the link should be on this site but I can't find it anymore. Read more... ). But I would really like the link if someone recognises this.


thanks liz
 
 
27 November 2010 @ 06:20 pm
Hello, I'm looking for any fics that fit these descriptions, or even superficially resemble these plots:

1. Any and all stories where Sam is confronted by his classmates/friends from Stanford, or people (such as teachers, or professors)  that he knew before he got back together with Dean. Or alternately, Sam being confronted by his hunting past while at Stanford.

2. Interaction between the boys and the law. (Either the FBI or just local police- both are great!)

3. Any fic in which other Hunters are reflecting on the Winchesters. I'd love to see one where John's parenting methods are called into question...to his face or not. XD;

4. Anything at all that deals with Sam or Dean hustling pool or playing poker for money. Any time frame for this would be wonderful. Stanford, Teen!Chesters, or simply at random while they're on the road.

5. In a similar vein to the last one, I've been searching for fics in which the financial gap between the Winchesters and their peer group is mentioned or featured.

6. Sam's past friends or people that he knew hearing about him (or Dean) being wanted by the FBI. I know that there must be some out there, but I've been having the hardest time finding them.

7. Any dark!boys. Not evil, but more amoral and willing to get the job done, no matter the cost.

8. Fics in which the boys are bonded or cursed to be together in any manner.

Oh, and Wincest is good for any of these- as is Gen. Or really, any pairing.
Thank you so much in advance for your help!
 
 
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24 October 2010 @ 08:13 pm
I've not been in this fandom for long, but looking around I found fics that feature hooker!Sam and others that feature hooker!Dean, but I'd like to read some fic with both hooker!Sam and hooker!Dean, working together or separately.

Wincest only, please! AUs are fine, and so are self-recs.

Many thanks in advance!
 
 
22 October 2010 @ 10:29 am

 I do hope I am doing this right. I put it behind the cut for explicit material.


I am fairly new to the SPN community and I have read a couple stories that I would like to reread  and cannot locate. I've gone through the tags, but there are so many in these categories it's been hard to single them out. I would also like to find any others like it and a couple other requests. I've checked the tags as welI, but am getting a little bogged down by the amount of posts ; )  would like only SPN and not J2 as well.


Read more... )
 
 
18 October 2010 @ 06:47 pm
Hello Everyone!

I love the character Gabriel (who doesn't?) and I love RPS. I've read this great RPS AU

http://kimisgirl.livejournal.com/17246.html#cutid1 ;

and wanted to know if there's more like that. I don't care if it's Sam/Gabriel, Jared/Richard, Richard/Sam, Jared/Gabriel (I think I have evey constellation).

I just want AU. I don't care if it's Amnesia or with some kind of disability or a hustler story or if one of them was raped and the other is protective.

I would prefer it, if they wouldn't know or don't really know each other in the beginning.

Can someone help me, please?
 
 
29 September 2010 @ 02:27 am
I just read Boy Next Door by [livejournal.com profile] cassandra_leeds and I really want to find more fics where Dean finds out Sam was a porn star or stripper while at Stanford or even in his free time between their hunts. Any help would be appreciated.
 
 
28 September 2010 @ 06:50 pm
Sooooooooo I recently found some Fic *shifty eyes* that I was surprised I liked so much *koff*. And these are not fics that my LJ nearest and dearest would be like "OH! I wanna read that, too!" And that's what I'm looking for: Those fics that you found, followed a delicious list, or read/made some anon prompt over at [livejournal.com profile] spnkink_meme.

and clearly anonymous commenting is on so, we can all most of us *ahem* can keep our secret favorites our secret favorites.

Thanks!

ETA: Just to clarify, these are not happy shiny fics.
If you do not appreciate the subject matter, you don't really have to tell me. The post was approved by the MODs and I think the tags speak for themselves. I'm not saying I condone any of the subject matter but that's the point. If I can't search for fic in a Fic Finding Comm, by all means, re-direct me.
 
 
26 September 2010 @ 08:54 am
 
Hello Guys!

I want to get my mother hooked up for FanFiction. Especially SPN.

So I need your help. I don't care which pairing, which genre, which age regression. I don't care how long or how short. And I don't care if it's slash, gen, het or femslash. Just this one. NO CROSSOVER, PLEASE!

I just need your favourite story or favourite stories. Or stories you think that are worth reading.


Thanks for the help!
 
 
29 August 2010 @ 07:11 pm
Hey,

I remember reading this story where Sam was a hooker while he was at Stanford. Bobby found out and made Sam promise that he wouldn't do that anymore. Later, once Sam is back hunting with Dean something happens and Sam starts hooking again. Dean finds out and talks to Bobby about it and Bobby couldn't believe that Sam had broken his promise. I think it ends up as Wincest, but I'm not 100% sure. Unfortunately that's all I remember. Any help would be greatly appreciated!

Thanks!


Edit: Found - link in comments
 
 
30 May 2010 @ 10:30 pm
I'm trying to locate a story that had both Sam and Dean working as prostitutescut for story details )

FOUND: You Always Have a Choice by [livejournal.com profile] causette
 
 
08 October 2009 @ 10:37 pm
I was reading another story written in 2007 and someone in the comments mentioned a fic in which Sam prostituted himself (maybe in San Francisco) to get Dean out of jail, through court, and housed. I really want to read this fic. Does anyone recognize it?
 
 
I am looking for stories about Sam being a hooker or a prostitute, and Dean and Sam not knowing that they are brothers, like for example, Dean and John didn't know that Sam survived the fire as a baby or something.  So, can anyone give me the links for the stories that I am searching for?

From,
dianamartins
 
 
28 August 2009 @ 10:28 pm
 Hey!  I was wondering if this fic sounds familiar to anyone.  I read it recently but I forgot to bookmark it so I have been searching for it to no avail.  Here's what I remember of it.


Behind the cut )I'm also looking for any J2AU or wincest recs.  The longer the better.
1. Hooker fics
2. High school/college
3. One of the boys is an artist/musician
4. Abuse
5. Homeless boys
6 Hurt/comfort

Thank you!!

ETA:  FOund.  Link in comments
 
 
J2 Recs have just posted a Hooker Theme and they missed one of my favourites and now Iv got a craving for it.

Jensen's a hustler and teaches Jared the ropes in such a way that there's hope of getting out of that life, He has rules, and their hooker names are Sam and Dean. Mike and Tom are around, I think they're hooker names are lex and Clark

When jensen realises he's getting attached he leaves, moves to another state and starts a completely new life as a successful ad guy.

Its a series of three oneshots or multi chaptered things

Thanks in advance

ETA - Found in comments: http://truelyesoteric.livejournal.com/10528.html
 
 
15 May 2009 @ 11:54 am
Hello all, just a new fic search, hope you can all help me.
I'm in the mood for fics with either (or both) slutSam and/or slutDean.

Either as bottoms or tops, or whatever, but fics where either of them, or both, just can't get enough sex.  The dirtier and raunchier the better for this, but any and all help is appreciated.  Fics where its not just one of them, but both, as just dirty, sloppy sluts would rock.

Also, an extension of that search, fics where one of them pimps the other out, and watches them do whatever, would likewise be hot.

Thanks in advance.
 
 
30 March 2009 @ 06:10 pm
So I know that there are a lot, a lot of fics where Dean pimps out his body to make ends meet but I was wondering if there were any fics where it's Sam and not Dean who uses his body to help make ends meet in a time where they are really pinched for change.

Can be Wincest at the end happy or sad doesn't really matter.

Also are there other fics where Sam likes pain and Dean finds out by finding Sam with some one else?
This one can be Wincest but doesn't have to be.

I would be nice if in both fics the other is a male. And both fics can be made into J2 if need be as well.
 
 
06 February 2009 @ 03:22 am
I'm looking for fic that includes Sam hustling. It can be hustling pool, cards or himself. I'd love to read anything pre-series or Stanford era, but I'm not really looking for fic where John is pushing him into it. Current timeline fic would be great too!

Wincest is love, as is Dean finding out/protective big brother Dean.

Probably not the best night to be asking for help with fic... but I can't watch the new episode until tomorrow and I need a fix XD
 
 
07 October 2008 @ 09:17 am
Hi guys!!!
I'm looking for Hustler!Sam fics.
Can anyone point me out to some of them?
Thanks in advance!

;)

 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
 1) Jealous! Jensen and Jealous! Dean. Sam/Jared finds another guy attractive/is in a relationship with another guy, and Dean/Jensen gets jealous, maybe? With plot, please. Not for the sake of sex between both of them. 

2) Sam or Jensen angst/drama.

3) Hustler! Sam or Jared? :D (Squee.)

I've checked the tags and all, so new fics/oldold ones would be great.
Gen, slash + self-pimps are loved. And as long het isn't a main thing, or it helps with the plot, etc, it'll be fine. :D If they're long, it'll be awesome. I need it to tide me over for like a week, goddamn school.
Thanks for the help in advance!
 
 
Hopefully you guys can help me out, again.

1) Hurt! Sam, basically. (Don't I always search for it?) Maybe ones where John is verbally/sexually/physically abusive? I don't mind, anything but Dean hurting Sam.

2) Hurt!Jared. I know I came across one that dealt with self-harm, rape, maybe an eating disorder, I can't really remember. It wasn't the emo! Jared verse though, sorry if that wasn't specific enough. Anything to do with self-harm/rape/eating/abuse disorders/etc, i'll take it, as long as it's Jared or Sam suffering. I'm mean, I know.

3) Any asylum fics where the author writes all the day from the start to the end of the ep? How Dean/Sam felt, possibly?
More. )
 
 
24 June 2008 @ 08:11 pm
1. I'm on the look for hooker/hustler fics, so please any of your recs will be most welcome. Can be Sam or Dean, Wincest awesome, no J2 please.

2. I've read evil!Sam and evil!Dean and while both good, I'd love to see more where Sam and Dean go darkside, it doesn't matter who goes first, but I'd love to see our boys as baddies. Wincest totally loved!

3. Anything with Ellen and Sam or Dean, or both, what the hell. They go so well together and I have some saved fics, just trying to get a complete collection.
 
 
20 June 2008 @ 04:11 pm
I am looking for a case file story. It's outside POV. The guy picks up our boys who pretend to be hookers.

Found! Link in comment.
 
 
04 June 2008 @ 07:26 pm
Hi, I'm back!

I'm looking for fic that deals with Jared/Sam or Jensen/Dean as a hooker. Pairing doesn't matter, but points if it's well written.

Self-Recs HIGHLY encouraged.

Do me. *wink*
 
 
23 May 2008 @ 09:06 pm
Hi guys!
I was telling a friend about a fic the other day and now I can't find it!
Here is what I remember...Sam didn't grow up with Dean...I think, they thought he was dead or not I'm not sure...But Dean went to this bar to look for him and he found him in some guy's lap, all tight jeans and sluttiness...Sam was a really really well paid busy whore I think and he lived up above the bar. Oh and he gave Dean some serious attitude.
Sorry I can't give you too much info, but does it ring a bell for anyone?
Also any hustler fics, Sam, Dean, Jensen, Jared...(Wincest, slash preferred.) You want to recommend go right ahead!
Thanks for any help guys!

**EDIT**
Story found! Link in the comments!
 
 
04 March 2008 @ 09:38 pm
Dear loverly readers-

I'm in need of a distraction, and something to read while at work tomorrow. I'm really in the mood for:

A) Hooker!fic. Not just for *me* but for someone I've recently dragged kicking and screaming into fan fiction.

B) Stories with Sam at College. Or Dean at College. Or Dean and Sam at College.

Rec the stuff that you read, re-read and read one more time.

Wincest and gen, slash and het. Pimp yourself and others.

Please, neither Daddycest nor RPS. Anything else goes.
 
 
04 February 2008 @ 02:35 pm
I'm looking for two specific hustler!Dean fics and then any other hustling recs you might have to offer.

The first one has Sam getting kidnapped by vampires while Dean's with a john, and Dean has to rescue him.

The second one, I'm not sure if Dean actually does anything sexual with the guy, but he and Sam trick him into driving them to meet up with John, holding him at gunpoint and basically hijacking his car.

Any other hustling recs would be great, with Dean as a kid/teen so he can take care of Sam - bonus points if Sam finds out and even more angst ensues. Sam hustling fics would be good too, either while younger or while at Stanford.

Thank you!

<3

ETA: Found! Links in the comments. Thank you so much!