Hey y’all! I’m sad because I don’t think this will be found and I was so looking forward to reading what happened next!

It was a J2 fic:

What I remember is that Jensen lived near the water and would often hang out on the dock where bratty!merman Jared would come to visit, steal caught fish and tempt Jensen into the water. It was an established relationship, and Jared got Jensen to sail his dads boat out into the ocean one night so that they could be together where no one would see.

There was something about Jensen jumping in and Jared started swimming wildly, and having to breathe/kiss air into Jensen lungs when he started to have a panic attack from going so deep into the water.

Jared did something that put Jensen in a sort of trance. I know they had sex and it was bottom Jensen, and it had a bit of a dub-con edge.

Jared had a bit of a split personality - a cutesy side and a dark, possessive side. Jensen wanted to leave for college and Jared wanted to keep him forever.

Does this sound familiar to anyone?

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FOUND IN COMMENTS BY blueforshort42:
Enthrall By: WetSammyWinchester
Jared is not a boy and Jensen is in over his head.

I'm trying to find this specific fic where Jensen is a serial killer. I've looked through other people's posts about serial killer fics, but I can't seem to find this specific one. Jensen and Jared were childhood friends and Jensen killed Jared's dad because Jared said he wanted his dad to die. Jared knew (or at least suspected) that Jensen was the one one who killed his dad and he was happy that Jensen did it. But Jensen didn't know this and thought that Jared wouldn't accept him so he leaves and that's the last time they see each other for a long time.

Flash forward and Jensen is now a serial killer. He uses a specific MO to kill a bunch of people, and then he moves and completely changes his MO. So the police think there are all these different serial killers when it's actually just Jensen. Jared is the only one who figures it out as he now works for the FBI or something like that. He finally finds and confronts Jensen in a dinner and the two end up together.

Thanks for any help!

Hello!

1 ) Because there is coming Fifity Shade of Darker movie, I was wondering is there J2 version this movie? Or Sam/Dean. I didin´t like the the first movie but J2 version it could work ;D I like long fic but you can one shot, too! Only TopSam, please ;p

2) Anything dark Sam/Dean fic. ? Give me your favorites!
affliction
3) Also PrgenantDean are ok, too! Only TopSam again.

4) some history fanfiction with J2 or Sam/Dean

Thank you!

I'm looking for a J2 high school fic, where Jared is a shy, mute boy and Jensen is the new kid. He's attracted to Jared immediately, and they begin a relationship. At some point, Jensen gets fed up with all the students and teachers who bully Jared, and he brings a gun to school one day and shoots them. He's arrested, and Jared goes to visit him, but his mom tells him that he can never see Jensen again. The story ends with Jared shooting the rest of the people on Jensen's list so that he can join Jensen in juvie.

Hi!

Can anyone please help me find the j2 fic "It Was Just a Stupid Dare" by seragabriel? The journal has been deleted and purged. I got recommended the fic by Sumersault1509's delicious: http://del.icio.us/somersault1509/virgin!Jensen?&page=17

According to the summary, Chris dares virgin!Jensen to go to a gay bar where he meets evil!Jared. I'd love to read it.

Thank you!

Hi guys!

Hope you can help me find this story:

In this story Jensen is Jared's prisoner, more like a sex slave. I remember one of the first scenes Jensen is naked and tied and Jared orders the guards to bring dogs so they can smell him and find him if he tries to escape.

I think Jensen had tried to escape before so Jared's guards cut one hand of Jensen's brother (I think was Chris).

I have been looking for this story for days I already looked on slavery tag and abused Jensen tag, and other tags and no luck, hope you can help me.

Hi there!Sorry if my description of all the vents in the fanfic is very long but I DO LOVE THIS FIC :(

A loooong time ago I read a long j2 AU fanfic here on lj where hooker!Jensen gets booked by a filthy rich man,mystery man Jared. He gets booked for a long period of time and there's a lot of very violent S/M involved.
Jared is from what I recall a sort of drug lord or something and has a big entourage (CW actors are in this story too)
During this time Jensen gets in touch with one of his older clients,an old lady,who tells him that if he ever feels like he's in danger,he can call this number she gives him and wherever he is he'll be found and saved by a sort swat squad.
Everything seems fine but!!! one time Jared hosts a party on his boat and he has sex with Jensen..but he's hurting so bad he can't take it anymore and wanting to leave he calls the "special"number.
Finally they rescue him and he comes home safe and sound leaving his old escort life behind..but after some weeks /months JARED FOUND HIM!Poor Jensen :'((

He's a very deranged man and the author express this exquisitely.
Oh and it turns out (don't remember if jared tells him this at the very end) that Jared knew Jensen since high school,but poor Padabear was a nerdy loser who wanted to impress Jensen with no avail.
In that moment Jay realised that he'd change his image and get a "revenge" on Jensen in the future.

That's pretty much it.
It's a fantastic story,compelling and it'll get you all paranoid!!trust me!It'd be a great thriller on screen,yeeppp.

I hope someone can help me finding this precious jem!

Hi,

I am looking for a fic that is J2. I don't remember much. Jensen is shy (maybe) and meets Jared but Jared is actually a demon or god being worshipped by a cult. That is all I remember. Any help would be appreciated.

Thank you for any help.

Hey. Can anyone rec me any fics involving j2 or s/d, getting married or partnered to get something they want maybe they have to get married to adopt or something, though not necessary for the fics im looking for. Sort of like the movie chuck and larry but i already read that fic.


I'm looking for a fic that i got from searching here, but i lost it. I remember it saying that jared was the bad guy and he put a dating ad looking for i think it was omegas. Jensen answers to the ad. Jared was abusive tp jensen. I did not have beastiality. Found: Pretty has it pretty does it

The story I am looking for is not Into Every Life, A Little Rain Must Fall. However it is very similar. The title has something about Jensen's rules for high school? It is a werewolf story were Jensen draws the attention of Jared who is alpha and leads a pack in the school and it is violent. Jensen breaks the rules he wrote for staying away from Jared's pack and avoiding his attention.
I have searched all the tags and also done a goggle search, any assistance would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks

Thanks so much for the fast responses, Story Found, link in comments!

Hello everyone!

I was wondering if somebody can give me some recs that have bottom!Castiel/Misha and the Winchesters being mafia gangsters, yakuzas or any type of powerfull and dark position? I don't care about the pairing, be it Destiel/Sastiel or anything else.
The character who is with Cas should be dark, possesive but loving at the same time.

Thank you in advance,
Alex~

Oh my, I feel really bad to ask this, but...  Fic found!!!
( It's a dark and kinky fic, sorry... )
Also, any recs for dark J2 fics with a "happy" ending would make me very happy!!! I don't mind if it's a true happy ending or only a perceived one... (ie I don't mind if they're still serial killers in the ending, as long as they're happy together)
I think this is quite clear, but please no death fic!

(Eesh, so many tags! Mods: I think I've got everything but I can't seem to find the tags for wing!kink or for dark!castiel. Please help me out!)

To my fellow spn brethren. Yes, yes, I know, it's me again, but I can't help it ^^
Anyway, I'm looking for two types of stories today.( Under the cut for possible triggers... )
2. As the title says, I'm also looking for wincestiel wing!kink stories, because there seems to be a massive shortage of this in the fandom. I have read plenty of Destiel, Sastiel and even Wincest wing!kink, but strangely, not any wincestiel. So please help me out! Again, I will literally take anyything. I would prefer it be bottom!cas,but I will take bottom!sam or dean instead too! So please gimme all you got! :)

Thanks in advance!

Hi all!!
Please rec me some mob/maffia fics!!

A big bonus if Jensen is hurt and Jared gets all protective! ;)

Thanks!!

First request: Do you know any Wincest fics where Sam accepts or takes on the role of boy king? Not necessarily him being Lucifer or his vessel but coming into his own powers.

Second request: I'm pretty sure I've read most of known mafia!jared fics but I'm craving for more. It doesn't have to be him in a mafia but in any position of power where he is feared and dangerous and mostly not a very nice person


Preferences: bottom!Dean and bottom!Jensen

Thank you :)

Hey,

I'm looking for a fic I read a long time ago.

Here is what I remember:
-J2; Jensen was a hooker, Jared was his pimp (though we don't find out til later on that he is actually a cop); starts out with dark!Jared though I think he turns good at the end
-It started with Jensen being taken to Jared's house (perhaps he didn't bring in enough money?)
- Jared makes a deal with some club so Jensen has to go work there
-Jared has a strict no drug policy; the new club they are at force Jensen and the other hookers to take something

I don't remember much else but hopefully someone can find this for me!


Also looking for any other abused!Jensen stories and/or hooker!Jensen? Any recs are appreciated!

Thank you!

Hey, everyone! So today I'm seeking fics in which either Sam and Dean or Jared and Jensen are enemies. Or have an unhealthy relationship.

Gen or slash, both are welcome. I'm not really looking for abusive relationships or "just sex" relationships, but more actual enemy fics, like hunters who don't like each other or those of the hunter and huntee. I don't simply want a hit man who falls for his mark, for example, but a fic where they actively dislike each other. At least for a while. If they fall for each other in the end, or learn to work together for gen, that's fine, even great. But I'd like at least half the fic to revolve around being enemies. (I don't really mean possesion fics or fics in hell either). Here are some fics like the ones I mean:

Dark Love: NC-17, J2 Slash. Mpreg. Really weird, but I loved the love/hate relationship. It was twisted and amazing. There's a sequel too, so that's a plus. Summary: "Jared went undercover in the Ackles organization and fell for the top boss, Jensen. When they finally come to arrest Jensen, Jared finds out he's pregnant. But mobster Jensen is set free on a technicality. What happens when he catches up with pregnant Jared, who betrayed him?"

Neighbors: NC-17, J2 Slash. I totally wish this could have been more extended and detailed, and I felt that the hate was a bit too intense, but hey. It's good. Summary: "Jensen is the neighbor from Hell. So is Jared."

What I haven't found yet is a fic where Sam and Dean are like hunters in competition, who preferably aren't brothers. But occasionally one finds the other injured and helps them, before leaving as quickly as possible because they're still enemies... so... any fics like that out there? Thanks, guys!

Are there J2 violent abuse between Jared and Jensen and Sam/Dean toward other?  I want to read them.  It can be Jared or Jensen who is abusing toward Jared or Jensen. 

Hello,
I'm looking for three stories. Maybe you guys can help me...

1) The first story is Wincest. Sam and Dean live in the Men of Letters bunker. Dean has a beard. Sam wants him to shave it off, because he looks like John and it's just weird when they are in bed together.
Edit: FOUND! Links in comments

Becaus of possible triggers I put the next two requests under a cut:
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Any ideas where I can find these stories?
Sorry for the mistakes, English ist not my first language ;)

Thanks in advance!

Edit: All three stories found in record time!!! Thank you so much!

Okay, so I read this fic a while ago. It was about Jensen having to go to prison -I can't remember why- and he ended up in an alpha prison even though he was an omega because -I think so anyways- he had always pretended for a long time that he was an alpha so the prison system/courts never checked. On his first day -or maybe a couple days into it, I don't remember for sure- Jensen goes into heat and all the alphas, realizing he's actually an omega, gather around needy Jensen and start fingering him and saying how they wanna have sex with him first. Jared -basically a psychopath in this fic- says that Jensen is his but one inmate doesn't listen and tries to fuck Jensen.

Because of this I'm pretty sure Jared killed him -or at least seriously wounded him- and proceeded to take Jensen for himself. The fic ends with Jared telling Jensen that he'll protect him if Jensen becomes his property, but if he says no Jared will let the other inmates have him. Jensen makes a comment about how he wishes Jared would just kill him -not seriously- and Jared says he will if Jensen wants him to. Obviously Jensen doesn't, so he agrees to become his property.

So, any ideas you guys? Thanks a ton in advance! :)

I'm looking for J2 fic 'One more tomorrow' by aquariuskitty19 where not-so-good Jared abuses Jensen and tries to make up and there is awesome Chris Kane.
Apparently, the journal has been purged. I've been searching for days and failed. :(
Does anyone know if it was posted somewhere?
Or if anyone has a copy, please let me know.   Thanks!

FOUND : PDF (WIP 18chapters) in comments.

I'm going crazy for case fics lately and I'd love some super long ones. Gen is okay but I'd prefer Destiel. Even Wincestiel is cool just, please, no Wincest. I'd love some hot slashy sex and all kinks are welcome except scat, watersports and Daddy!kink. (It gives me the super-squicks.) I'd also love some Serial Killer AUs. Wincest is okay to start with as long as it ends in Destiel (or, it starts with J2 and ends up as J2M or Cockles). I'd love Dean and Cas trying to impress each other with their kills. Completed is preferred, but not necessary. Self-recs are more than welcome.

Hallo everyone,

it's so stupid. I read this story a few weeks ago and probably even saved it on my harddrive but I can't find it anymore (facepalm)!
Here is what I remember:
Jensen is a hooker and Jared his rich client. Jared loves to hurt and control Jensen. I remember that Jensen had to kiss/lick Jared's feet. Jared tied Jensen up and really hurt him (whipping his dick etc.) and Jensen cried and pleaded. The next day Jared was sorry and apologised. They took a shower together and Jensen was really exhausted but Jared talked him into having sex again. Jensen was pretty poor and kept hooking up with Jared for the money although he could barely handle their sessions. The story was probably part of a kinkmeme but I'm not sure about that.
The summary was sth. along the lines: Jared likes to have control and Jensen doesn't know how to say no.

Any ideas?
Thanks so much in advance ronjamaus

Found: Link in the comments!

So I'm looking for a specific Non-AU. Jared and Jensen are still roommates, but I don't know what season they were filming. Jared comes home completely drunk one night, and finds the wedding gift Jensen was going to show Jared and Sandy at their wedding. It was maybe a bunch of pictures and DVD of them or something? Jared gets pissed and upset, because Sandy had called off the wedding months before but Jensen hadn't had the time to get rid of the gift. I think Jensen comes home then or walks in and apologizes for upsetting Jared. But Jared is drunk and violent and beats the crap out of Jensen. I think he throws him through a glass table and knocks his head against something before he passes out or Jensen knocks him unconscious. Then Jensen carries him upstairs and puts him in bed, even though he's hurt and bleeding. I think he felt really guilty and wasn't mad at Jared. Then he passes out in his room. Misha comes to visit the next morning and finds Jensen unconscious, with blood all over the sheets and glass embedded in his legs and arms. Jared feels really guilty when he realizes what he did, but Jensen thinks it's all his fault and thinks he has to leave, I think? I don't know if the J's get together in the end or not.

I read this fic a few months ago, and I really wanted to re-read it. So if you could help me out I would much appreciate it! Have a nice day! :)

I'm looking for any stories where one or both of the Js are serial killers. Would be great if one is a killer and the other an almost victim or even a cop/detective. All kinks are welcome, slash only though and also any and all word counts. Doesn't matter who bottoms but bottom!Jensen is my favorite. Thanks :D

Oh, any JDM thrown in there is more then welcome as well!

I'm looking for some fics that are a good intro to the dark side of RPS in the fandom. J2 only please. I'm happy to read gen but slash makes my heart happy! I don't mind whether it's AU or not, I'll take the lot!  More under the cut.

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This was sprouted by yellowbulma's more specific request for a J2 fic concerning detective!Sam and serial killer!Dean, but my request is more broad. I'd simply like reccs that feature either one or both of the boys as a serial killer - whether SPN or J2. More specifically, I've been looking for stories that feature one of the boys hiding the fact that they have a lust for killing from the other, but haven't really been able to find one. Stories along that line would be even better, if that's possible. Thanks!

I have two fic searches that I don't know if they exist but I'd love for them to be real.

1st search: I just watched This Means War and I absolutely loved it (huge fan of Chris Pine). And while watching it, of course, I kept picturing Jared and Jensen in it. Jensen would have Reese Witherspoon's and maybe Jared and Tom or Misha would be the two guys fighting for her. I would LOVE for this to a fic that's already written or is going to be written.

2nd search: Are there any fics that have Jared as an asshole in the beginning but he turns nice at the end?

I'm new to the darker side of the Spn fandom and looking for fic recs. Gen is fine but I would LOVE some slashy recs - Sam/Dean or J2 please (AU or non, I like 'em all!)

Details of what I'm looking for under the cut.


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Hi everyone! I'm new to this and thought I could find it on my own, but honestly I'm perplexed. I'm looking for an AU, multi-chaptered story where Jensen is an escort that lives in a fancy apartment where the clients come to him. Jared becomes one of his clients and then exclusively becomes his only client. Eventually, Jared kidnaps Jensen away from the place. I'm really hoping someone can help me solve this. Other details, Jensen goes into a head-space of "Alec", takes drugs to numb himself, but Jared will have none of it. Anyone? Ideas? Update - FOUND thanks to anniespinkhouse

hi
any fics where jared and jensen are brothers
, half brother, step brothers, blood brothers;  exc,
and jared is falling in love with jensen. but jensen
 is at first freaked out by jared's feelings and fights aganist
them.   jareds like a dog with a bone he wont let go 

i want jared to be ok with falling in love with jensen  maybe at first he's sneaky ,
or aggressive or mean. to get what he wants. but changes his approach to a more softer one
that involves wooing, courting, sweeping jensen off his feet.



non-con or dub-con  is ok 
bottom jensen
shy jensen 
jensen being man handled    
 self recs are ok


and this is a very long shot but i have to try.
 are there any crossover fics with supernatrual/heros.
 like syler going after dean sexuly
and maybe deans a little creeped out.
non-con or dub-con with sam saves the day ( deans ass). 

Hi everyone!

I've recently read "A Touch of Evil", by thenyxie, and because it's a WIP (woe is me!) I have a sudden hankering for killerfics and the suchlike. Sam and Dean, J2, either is fine by me. :D

I'd also like to know if there are any other good Dexter fusions out there.

I've just gone through most of the serial-killer fics I've found in this GREAT, WONDERFUL community and I have compiled a list of what I have already read, just so that they won't be recced again :) Thank you to all who reply!

ETA: New link to "A Darker Shade of Black"-- thank you, Anonymous!
ETA 2: I've compiled a rec list, complete with pairings, ratings, and summaries of all the amazing stories recced here . :) Enjoy!

The Lady Killers by thrdstrike (Sam/Dean)--> Deleted! :(
http://thrdstrike.livejournal.com/68045.html

Darker Shade of Black by sardonicsmiley (Sam/Dean)--> Deleted! :(
http://smiley.zonezine.net/html/DarkerShadeBlack.html

Hedonistic by cha (Sam/Dean)
http://masterlist415.livejournal.com/53356.html

They're Killer by sammyndeansgrl1 (J2)
http://sammyndeansgrl1.livejournal.com/90727.html

We'll Dance All Night ('til the House Falls Down) by fleshflutter (J2)
http://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/75831.html

Colors by englishblue (J2)
http://englishblue.livejournal.com/21056.html

Dark and Deadly by blueeyedliz
http://blueeyedliz.livejournal.com/41138.html

The 'Strangers' series by hopefulwriter27
http://wincest.livejournal.com/2242436.html

We Are Legion by aelfsiden
http://aelfsiden.livejournal.com/215375.html

The 'Howl' series by paxlux
http://huntersarchives.livejournal.com/35600.html

Bad Moon Rising (Portland OR) by red_handed
http://red-handed.livejournal.com/116922.html

A Touch of Evil by thenyxie (J2)
http://thenyxie.livejournal.com/608981.html

I've been trying to find this story for several days with no success, and I'm started to think that maybe I imagined it!. What I remember is that Trucker!Jared kidnaps Jensen (who was traveling with some friends or something like that). At first, Jensen is understandingly angry and tries to escape several times, but ends falling in love with Jared (Stockholm syndrome maybe?). Details may be wrong or I may be fusing two stories, or maybe it was another fandom altogether. I've read too many fics!

It's not "Keep On Truckin'", though I remembered about the older one while reading it.

Many thanks in advance!

Hi :D Okey, I just watch cinderella story; once upon song. Is there cinderella story Jared and Jensen style? :D I like more ShyJensen but shyJared is ok too, but tell me witch one :D

And give me your favroite shyJensen or hurtJensen fic :D Or hurtDean! And I really, really like MpregJensen/Dean. I like long fic :) Thank you!!

Hey folks! My second time posting, so bear with me if I mess something up.

Anyway, since the last episode, I've been hankering for a serial killer story and all the places I'm looking either do not have any or I've read them already.

Stipulations: I kinda just want gen fics, either Sam and Dean were raised killing people or they went crazy while hunting and started killing people, I don't know and I kinda don't care, just as long as they ( or one of them) is killing people for fun.
If there happens to be a pairing or incest, bottom!Sam is most definitely preferred.

Oh, and serial killer J2 is welcome, so long as it's bottom!Jared or just a gen fic.

Thank you very much! Mods let me if I need to re-tag this.

I thought i had this story in my memories, but as it happens that I did not. Can anyone find the story where Jared and Jensen are killers, and they go from place to place just shooting people. I think at one point they have sex after they shoot everyone in a gas station or a convenient store. JDM is the agent assigned to the case, he is the one that hunting them down. At one point they meet with another set of killers [chris/steve] and they go to a prison to get one of the brothers out and they get caught. Jared was shot and Jensen escaped with Steve/chris. He kills them after he gets out and then finds JDM daughter, kills the son in law.  He uses her to get his Jared back.  

Anyone tell me where to find it????

Thanks, 
Luv_Sammy

hi  guy can anyone help me find a story  is about hitman jared who was order too kill  jensen  but decide not too.. he decide too stay and protective jensen.. from his boyfreind or husband...i think jensen was rich and jared was poor.. he have a dark past  he was taught bye a madman and that man hurt him and beat him...i think even rap him..
 
slowly jensen and jared fall in love  and jensen become protective of jared of  how broken he is

is anyone please sent me the link..

Hey y'all,
I'm looking for a fix that was Jared/Jensen/Chad(MM). Form what I remember the plot was that they were at the gym and Jared gave Jensen muscle relaxant and then they, well... took advantage of him.

Thanks :)

Mods: Can't find any tags for Chad or for this particular pairing

Hi,
After I've read His Heart left the World, I've got a sudden craving for feral!Sam and Dean, who is the only person capable of "taming him".
I've read only two ficks of this kind - one I've mentioned above and other I don't remember (Sam was cursed to slowly become feral). BUT - I want more fics like that!
So. Does anybody knows any stories like that? Wincest, of course - or J2 (In that case it has to be Jared who'd become feral). ::hopeful smile::

 Ya'll are always so great with recs!
I'm looking for a dominating!jared. Not D/s but hes rough in bed, but normally sweet. I'd love to see some breathplay. And maybe Jensen surprises Jared with how dirty/imaginative he can be. Or just surprises Jensen with how much he likes it. No non-con, but dub-con is alright. 

id also like a fic where:
1) jared or jensen buy a house that is haunted and the other helps get rid of the ghost.
2) jared and jensen are a couple and end up buying a haunted house. bad things begin to happen so they go for outside help. no happy ending required.
3) truly scary fics where jensen and jared are the couple and bad things are happening
4) friendly/helpful ghost fic.
5) maybe one of the boys is a stalker, or jensen is getting stalked and jared tries to protect either as a friend or a cop. 

all well written of course :)

thanks guys!

 Hello you wonderful people I am desperate to find some fic's I have lost and my google powers are useless so I don't know how to find them.

The first one is called something like Couldn't be much from the heart?  All I can really remember is it has Jared going out with Sandy and sleeping with Jensen at the same time , but then Jensen becomes pregnant.  

The second is J2, but Jared is a drug and or alcohol addict and is really nasty to Jensen in fact I think he even hits him.  The only other thing I can remember is I think it is set around the filming of the episode In the Beginning.

I know I haven't given you people much to work with I just hope someone recognises them.  Ooh and if it isn't to much bother any other fic's like this would be much appreciated.

Thank you in advance.

Mods sorry for the tags last time and I hope I got it right this time.

I am looking for two J2 stories.

1.) The first Jensen/Jared (cannot remember which) is a shut-in and is addicted to QVC/HSN and orders tons of products from them. Jared/Jensen is the hot FedEx guys who delivers the boxes. He keeps ordering more and more stuff to see the FedEx guy until they start dating.

2.) Jensen opens his door to the mailman and it's Jared. They wind up having sex, but big reveal at the end? Jared is a serial killer who charms his way into people's homes, rapes then kills them.

Thanks in advance for the help.

ETA: Both stories found, only #1 is online. Thanks everyone for the help.

I am looking for the story that is connected to a certain video:

"Third Party Ripoff" by insane_songbird.

And on a side not, in honor of Memorial Day, I would love to read some stories with the Boys in the Military.   Thank you in advance for all of your help.


PS:  On a totally different note, any sweet mpreg (Dean/Jensen pregnant) would be awesome.

Hey gang, hope you all had a nice Easter.

Right, are there AU fics where the J's are childhood/highschool friends or maybe a little more. Either Jared or Jensen has to go away for a long time, maybe their parents have to move away for a job or something. When the moved away J gets, reaunited with their old buddy, they are a really dark sad angry person, completely changed  because of something that happened while they were away. (I hope the dark tags are what I'm on about.) Bonus points if they are changed phycially too, their hair, style or angry tattoo's etc.

so I looked in all possible tags but couldn't find it and I hope you can help me.....it was J2 but Jared left Jensen and then Jensen started working with robert downy jonior...he became capten America and became really famouse....then Jared tried to fix things with him....it ended hapilly.....so does it ring any bell?

also....do you know any fics in which Jensen is blackmailed....(weather by Jared himself or some one else)....to be Jared's boyfriend?

and another request....any fics that have Jared's family hating Jensen and putting him in mental hell while Jared doesn't believe him?

or jared being hurt....physically or mentaly (like losing some one he cares about and he is grieving)....and he takes it out on Jensen?

I know I forgot something but for the life of me I can't remember it so this will be it for now....and I apreciate any help....thanx.