28 April 2017 @ 03:34 am

I was wondering if anyone can help me find a fic I've lost. It's J2 and they are both some kind of were!cats (Maybe Lynxs or panthers, I'm not too sure on that.) Jared was kidnapped as a child and is raised with his cat side being surpressed by the man Jared believes to be his father.

Jared's father is not nice and abuses Jared, making him think that he is sick and that's why he has to take the pills. I think Jared's father dies or Jared ends up running away but Jensen and his pride find him sat alone in a airport café, confused and afraid as now his medication has been stopped his cat traits are coming back. He ends up passing out and Jensen takes him home, where he and his pride help him to understand who he truly is and that his is a part of their pack.

I think it ends with Jared and Jensen becoming mates. I remember a part where Jared's skin sorta gets hot whenever Jensen is near. There was also a scene where Jared needs to be cooled down in a bath but he freaks out due to his past abuse and Jensen has to calm him down.

Thank You. :)
23 January 2017 @ 09:08 pm
Mods, sorry about a separate post for this one.

This is a pretty old story. I cant remember for sure if it was J2 or Spn but im 99% sure it was j2. Jared was kidnapped a few years ago and his kidnappers abused him and i think there was some non-con. He was out woth his friend and some people come and chase them down with tranquilizers i think. He is found years later and taken to Jensen who is a doctor because his ankle was damaged from the abuse. They become good friends. I know thats not very specific but im sure if you've read it you know what story I'm talking about. Please and thank you if you can help.
10 November 2016 @ 05:03 am
I am looking for a story about Jared, who is getting abused by his husband. I think his family made him marry the man because of money. They basically sold Jared to this man. I'm not sure what the husbands name is. The husband is very controlling and abusive. Jared gets sent to a ranch while his husband is away on business or something like that. He is sent there to be watched because the husband is paranoid and doesn't trust Jared. He hires people to keep an eye out for Jared. Jared is an artist, he loves to draw, but he is always told by his husband that he is horrible and should stop wasting time on something that will never amount to anything. Jensen tells Jared that he's an amazing artist. The ranch turns out to be the best place for Jared because he gets more confidence in himself. And he is surrounded by people who care about him. He meets Jensen at the ranch either the first day or the second and later on they start a friendship,but it becomes an affair overtime.The friendship takes time because Jared is very timid and doesn't trust easily anymore. Chad shows up at the ranch with help from Jensen. Chad and Jared haven't seen each other in a long time because Chad and Jared are not allowed to hang out. Jared has been forbidden to see Chad, so they keep it a secret from Jared's husband as long as they can. The husband eventually finds out. At the very end of the story Jared shows up at his house to get stuff. He gets raped and ends up in a fight for his life. Jared either kills his husband or almost kills him, by bashing his head with a lamp or something like that. Jared ends up at the hospital. Jared and Jensen end up together in the end.
Here are some tidbits I remember from the story.
The husband parades Jared in front of his friends. The husband may share Jared I forget. The friends are also are mob related. There's evidence against the husband relating to his shady deals. The man had been grooming Jared for a long time and the minute he turned 18 he asked to marry Jared. The dad said yes and forced Jared to sign papers. Jared's mom is either a drug addict or an alcoholic so she is no help at all. During his stay at the ranch he is made to make multiple calls to his husband. He must tell his husband everything about his day. I think Jensenis the one to find Jared in the house after the attack and blames himself for Jared getting hurt. That's all I remember.

I hope that helps and I hope it wasn't to confusing.
24 October 2016 @ 02:21 pm
I'm looking for fics either of the J2 or Sam/Dean variety that feature mpreg and/or omega Jared/Sam. Bonus points for fics where mpreg/omega Jared/Sam fics where he's escaping an abusive past.

I'm also looking for a specifc J2 fic with omega Jared.Its a forced boning fic. I cant remeber if they are fourced together by some outside agency or if they are fourced together by nature i.e. once you meet your mate you cant refuse bonding. I do remember that there is an age difference and Jared is younger, maybe a teenager, while Jensen is an adult. They live together in Jensens home and they don't physically bond at first because Jensen knows Jared is not ready for that.Read more... )
I'm dying to read again an old fic I lost and cannot for the life of me find on google
- it was eventually Sam/Dean
- teen!Sam is kidnapped, tortured and rape by a supernatural creature
- Dean and John never knew he was kidnapped
- Sam is let go by the creature with a curse written in his inner thigh (or something like that I'm not sure) that cause him to constantly seek pain and sex and to be unable to say no
- to break the curse he has to find someone that knows about the curse and love him nonetheless but he can't reveal to anyone what happened
- I remember Sam had sex with a teacher, kissed for the first time a class mate, and met Jen in a bdsm club
- Dean finds out about the curse thanks to the ghost of another victim of the same creature
ETA: FOUND in the comments

And for the general search, I'm starving for Sam/Dean or Jensen/Jared fics
with sexually abused Sam or Jared (NOT by Dean or Jensen)
that focus on rape recovery
with Sam-Jared being insecure, having nightmares, PTSD (etc) and Dean-Jensen helping him
novel-length fics are better, but I'll read everything
AU or not AU is the same;
I feel like I've already read every single fic about this topic (including all the ones I could find here) so please help me out!
THANK YOU and sorry for any mistakes: english is not my first language!
I'm looking for a story where Jared was abused but rather than it was by a man it was by his wife. I remember reading the summary of this but I never actually read the story.

I also wanted to read In Service by Phantasima by I can't find it. Does anyone have a PDF of this story or an alternate link?

Does anyone have any general recs for stories of abused or slave Jared or Sam where Jensen/Dean is not the abuser?

Any help would be greatly appreciated 😁
25 March 2016 @ 11:31 pm
Hello! I remember very little about this fic, but I really hope someone can help me, I really want to re-read this story. So all I remember is Jared was in an abusive relationship and they had a child, when Jared starts dating Jensen, Jensen tells Jareds daughter that if someone bullies her she should fight back, and I remember Jared got mad, because he didn't want her to think violence was okay like her other father did. That is all I remember for sure.
I also may remember that the daughter wasn't really Jareds biological daughter but was the abusive mans daughter, I may be mixing that up from another story though! So I'm looking for anything that even vaguely sounds like this.
Please please please and thank you for any help!
18 January 2016 @ 01:07 am
Ok guys I really hope you can help me, because I'm going nuts trying to find this fic.

The premise is as follows:

Jensen runs a BDSM club.
Jared is in a D/S relationship with Michael Weatherly, who is the villain and is abusing sub Jared.
Jensen rescues Jared from Weatherly's clutches and in time he wants to be Jared's Dom.
I can't remember where I read it, something tells me it might have been on LJ but I'm not sure.

Anyway, that's all ive got, I hope someone knows what I'm on about!

Mods: Iv'e basically tagged the hell out of this, with anything I think might be relevant.
'Hey everyone! I'm looking for a specific fic this time.

What I remember about this fic is that Jared has a young son and is possibly pregnant somewhere in the fic... They move in next door to Jensen. I think Jared may have been on the run from an abusive ex or something (the father of his kid). I remember the kid running into Jensen's yard or garage on moving day...

I think throughout the fic, Jensen is enamored and intrigued by his elusive new neighbors. Jared is very protective and secretive about his past. Eventually they get together of course. I also think there may have been a confrontation between J2 and the abusive ex.

Anyone remember this one?

// 02/25/16
Edit: Found in comments! Thanks for the help guys! (http://storyspinner70.livejournal.com/9450.html)
Could you recommend J2 stories in which one J recovers from extreme abuse? the ratio of abuse to recovery time is not important, but it has to be pretty horrific and move towards a better end, even if the fic doesn't end on perfect notes (even death!fics are cool(.

Examples or harm include, torture, malnutrition, involuntary body modification, extreme power play that leads to identity and dissociation issues, and of course lots of physical harm. Sexual violence/slavery is cool, but I'd prefer if it was paired with more complex issues.

Bonus for length, world-building, J1 helping J2 recover from JDM (I love me to evil-JDM), and badass!victims that want to get better but need someone to show them how to move past their trauma and love themselves.

Also, the recovering abusee doesn't have to be one of the Js, but one of the Js must contribute to the recovery and (preferably) no J on J violence unless you think its awesome (like in the Desperate Measures verse).

Oh boy. I am a real buzzkill. I have no idea how to tag this except to select everything under the 'warning' tag :-/

Please and thank you
12 December 2015 @ 11:21 pm
Hi all,
I am looking for a fic that I read a while ago I don't remember a lot of the details only that it was about a rockstar Jensen and I think an abused fan Jared. Jared goes to one of Jensen's shows and I think he passes out in front of Jensen when he goes up to get any autograph possibly because he is hurt or he is just really excited to meet Jensen. Then I remember Jensen taking him in and letting him ride on the tour bus. It is eventual j2 also Chris my have been a band member. Sorry for the lack of details

Thanks in advance for the help.
Hello everyone,

I'm looking for a fic that I've been looking everywhere for so hopefully someone recognizes it. It featured Rich!asshole!jensen who gets with Jared (blackmail maybe?). Jensens brother was trying to take his company from him. Jared had been abused as a kid and his abuser was in the story at some point. Jensen caught him messing with Jared and put an end to it, but he went to jail for abusing Jared ( I think? At any rate Jared didn't tell the truth about what happened because he was embarrassed). He is eventually cleared but he looses the company to his brother. He eventually gets it back at the end of the story.

Also looking for General fic recs that heavily feature Christian Kane or one of his characters (especially Lindsey McDonald or Eliot Spencer) any pairing or rating!

Thank you!
08 June 2015 @ 07:58 am
I read a fic once that wasn't exactly a crossover, but in it I remember that Jared had an abusive relationship with Alexis Bledel (she was abusive towards him) while he was on Gilmore Girls and when he went to work on Supernatural Jensen found out about the abuse when he went to Jared's trailer to get him for a scene or something and found an upset Jared. It was a J2 fic where they ended up together.

Does anyone remember this fic? The GG reunion thing got me thinking about it.

FOUND, link is in comments.
Hi friends!
I recently read the amazing 'It's just a phone call ' by freakn-out and am craving for more Jared/Jensen fics where either of the boys have been through physical or mental abuse of any kind and the other helps him recover .

Help me please?

I am dying to read fics where either Jared or Jensen have experienced any kind of assault in their life (in the past or present) and the other helps him in overcoming the trauma. Any kind of fics of this genre..first time or established relationship are welcome.

Thanx a million
19 May 2015 @ 08:53 pm
I'm looking for some fics. I hope you guys can help me.

#1. Any good J2 or Wincest fics. Bottom Jared/Sam is preferred. Any length is okay, but the longer the better. I don't care of it's AU

#2. Any J2 or Wincest fics where Jensen/Dean cheat on Jared/Sam. Any ending is okay

#3. Any hurt, sick, abused (in any way) Jared/Sam fics. It can be J2, Wincest or Gen, I don't care.

Thanks for your help.

1. What I remember is Jensen looks like Priestly and he works in a coffee shop that I'm pretty sure is owned by Danneel. Jared is new to town and works in the bookstore(?). He comes in and they start flirting. The reason Jensen dresses the way he does is because his parents were homophobic. I think they have a hard time with sex? That's all I remember.

2. Where jensen is a professional swifter and jared is a lifeguard. And one day jensen drowns and jared saves him and then they become friends then kind of boyfriends. And Jared says that if jensen wins the Olympics then he'll date him or something like that, and Jensen wins. And jdm is jensen a coach

3. Do you know a fic where Jared has a rape fantasy kink and almost does it with a few guys when Jensen comes in and takes him on the hood of his car? (Or maybe it was Sam and Dean, I can't remember...)


4. I'm looking for abusive Jensen fics with bottom Jared, it can be AU or Non-AU (preferred) hurt and comfort where they somehow work it out or not and Jensen doesn't change not picky about that.
I'm looking for any fics with:

1) abusive/drunk/asshole!john abuses dean in any way.
Bonus for (especially) Sam, or maybe even Bobby (or some other character) intervening on Dean's behalf.

2) fics with Jared/Jensen where either J1 or J2 (or both?) is being abused by their spouse/partner/parent, etc. Especially fics where J1 saves J2 from the situation - lots of hurt/comfort.

If anybody could help me find fics like this... it would make me very happy. <3
For reference, I think I might post fics I've already recced' here as well.

The Recs so Far...
My delicious tags for abuse (I must be a psycho...so many tags):

Recs by [livejournal.com profile] ohwillothewisp

  • Old Ghosts, New Love When Jared and Jensen have their first real fight it brings to light some trauma from Jensen's past.

  • Stealing His Omega Jensen was a thief for hire. He had just not expected to find this priceless treasure in the house he was robbing.

  • Wedding Night  Jared is a young omega who is about to go into his first heat. At the same time, his parents set up an arranged mating to secure a business deal. To Jared's surprise, his alpha isn't interested and instead, ties him to a machine with no synthetic knot or alpha pheremones to satisfy his heat - for who knows how long. Jensen is a thief-for-hire (mid to late 20s), and he's been told the home containing his target should be empty, so he's curious when he hears crying and moaning. When he finds Jared, a clearly unclaimed omega all alone, he knows he's gonna steal a little something for himself as well. Besides, an alpha who doesn't take good care of their omega doesn't deserve to keep them anyways. At first Jared thinks his alpha has returned for him, but he becomes frightened when it becomes clear that some stranger wants to take him away. He desperately wants to be knotted but he doesn't trust this stranger and knows that it's very important to his parents that his marriage works out.

  • The Jester Jensen is the sidekick to one of the world's most respected heroes. A man loved and admired by all. What nobody knows is that the hero in question has been sexually abusing Jensen, since he took the boy in as his ward. Warning Jensen that if he tried to tell anyone the truth of what's been happening, no one would believe him, since everyone would just assume that Jensen had been brainwashed by one of his guardian's enemies. One day, Jensen is hurt in a fight against one of said heroes younger supervillain nemeses, aka Jared. Jensen is more hurt due to something that his mentor did to him, than what the bad guy's did to him.  Jared initially just takes Jensen along, planning to use him as a hostage against his mentor, but then he somehow finds out what the hero has been doing to Jensen. After that Jared becomes immensely protective of Jensen, takes care of him and tries to help him. Only stopping Jensen from going back, because he knows that if Jensen does, he'll just go back to his guardian's abuse. And he knows Jensen only wants to go back because he's scared of what his guardian would do to him if he didn't.

Recs by [livejournal.com profile] casey679

  • * Bring Me to Life: Jared’s a shy young man, whose life has never been easy. His father hates him, his mother drinks her sorrows away and his husband Paul condescendingly treats him like he is nothing more than a beautiful toy. When his husband has to go away on a business trip to Europe for two months, he sends Jared away to a ranch in the middle of nowhere to keep him under control. There, Jared meets people who show him what love, friendship and loyalty mean for the first time in his life. Can he escape his life and finally find some love and happiness for himself?

  • * Stars Fall In: Growing up next door to each other in Calvary, Tennessee, Jared has known Jensen practically their entire lives. He knows almost everything there is to know about Jensen, harbors all of Jensen’s secrets. And that’s why Jared is hellbent on getting Jensen out of there, before it’s too late.

  • * The Best Gift of All: Sam runs away from and abusive relationship, taking his daughter with him. On the road and trying to get as far as possible on limited funds, his car breaks down. Against his better judgment, Dean, a mostly retired hunter and the town mechanic, offers to let them stay with him until repairs can be made. Together, they find a way to comfort and heal each other.

  • * Shouting Out Loud: "Jensen and Jared are college students who are nothing alike and meet for the first time when they both enroll in an acting seminar. They are cast as the leads in an experimental 2-man play dealing with domestic violence."

  • * Fight for What's Yours: Jensen has to deal with a lot of things: the fact that he's in love with Jared is one. But when Chris asks Jared out, everything changes. Tiny trembles were felt as I pressed him closer and it was clear he was fighting the rising tears. Those beautiful eyes peered up through lashes damp with moisture and his broken voice whispered, 'Can I stay?' 'Oh, Jay…' I murmured, tugging him along the couch until he was practically in my lap and sliding my arms firmly around his torso, giving him the support he needed.

  • * Mismanaged: Jared has a secret that he hides from everyone. The only family he has left, his manager, has been manipulating him, forcing him to audition the old-fashioned way: on his knees. When he meets Jensen, he knows his secret is in jeopardy. When Jensen finds out, will he listen or will he break Jared's heart.

  • * Us Against The World: At the age of 10, Jensen had a car accident that caused brain injury, changing his life forever. Now at the age of 30 he is trying to branch out on his own for the first time. Jared is abused and mistreated by his widowed father. Friendless and alone, he meets Jensen when the older man moves into one of his father’s apartments. Can Jensen and Jared change their lives? Together they have a chance.

Recs by [livejournal.com profile] elwarre

  • Dangerous Waters by [livejournal.com profile] virtualpersonal: "Two decades ago, Dean Winchester was betrayed and left for dead by his own father. Now, the so-called Pirate King is poised to take revenge on the father who cast him out, and the brother who took his rightful place and has been living the high life. When Sam Winchester sets sail to collect a bride that he does not want, his journey is cut short and he finds himself at the mercy of a hard, bastard of a pirate who hates him and orders him to his bed. Inexplicably drawn to this mercurial and sometimes cruel man who holds the power of life or death over him, Sam walks a dangerous tightrope using everything in his arsenal to convince Dean to change course and see him as partner and ally rather than as his pawn and victim."

Bonus:Recs by [livejournal.com profile] rainbowglowing

  • Gunpoint by [livejournal.com profile] felisblanco: Jensen got his childhood stolen away from him when he was ten years old. Along with his memory, his voice and every emotion that wasn’t fear, hatred or anger. Question is, can Jared help him get any of it back? And more importantly, does Jensen really want him to?

I'm looking for a story I was halfway finished reading... I stupidly managed to push a button that simultaneously deleted all my tabs on my iphone and ipad and also the history. Yikes. xP
The fic featured Jared/Jensen with both of them just starting Supernatural together. In the very beginning of the fic, Jared is being beaten (presumably by his father) -- the fic then fast forwards to Jensen at a party where Jared is a server. They get along famously before Jared's manager Alex calls (or something like that) and "his face drains of color'...blah blah. Later on, Jensen's friends Tom and Mike talk about how much they hate Jared because they heard he slept for his part in Gilmore Girls and every other movie.
Long story short, his manager makes him sleep with someone from Supernatural (I think he finds out later that the guy he slept with to get the gig wasn't affiliated with the show at all - it was just his sleazy manager getting rid of an owed favor).
Jared is a nervous wreck through all this, trying to support his family and living with the guilt of how he came to get his acting gigs (or how he thought he got them -- turns out his acting was a thousand times better than he knew them to be)
Sound familiar to anyone?

It was mismanaged by [livejournal.com profile] macbyrne or [livejournal.com profile] miss_managed
Current Mood: aggravated
29 January 2015 @ 11:42 am
I remember pretty much everything about this fic since I read it several times, but I can't find it anymore. It's about how Jared's parents died when he was a kid and he went into the foster system, where he was abused by several different sets of foster parents. He then gets put into the care of the Ackles family, who work on a farm. I think it was split into two different parts, the first one with Jared settling into life on the ranch and getting caught in a flash flood after running away, and the second beginning with Jared attempting to kill himself after Jensen gets mad at him, finishing with him and Jensen finally becoming an official couple at the end around Christmas.
I started reading this story a few months ago and then my computer crashed and I lost the location of the story :( Jensen and Jared were an item when they were younger, then Jared moved away and married a man who became abusive. Jared had 2 sons (twins) with Jensen. Jared escaped with the boys and moved back to his hometown, where Jensen was a cop. Jared and Jensen became involved again, but then Jared's husband shows up and messes everything up.

FOUND in comments!
I'm still a bit shocked that magser deleted her/his journal, I was there only a month ago...

As it says on the tin, I'm looking for "Behind the mask" by magser (tall_tales was the name of the lj) - "Jensen Ackles is in the home stretch...he just has to get through four months at the worst Asylum he has ever seen and he is a fully qualified psychiatrist. What he finds there though is much worse than he ever imagined, and like an old movie playing out in front of his eyes, he finds neglected patients, lazy doctors and an injustice he is determined to put right..."

Since the journal has been purged, I cannot contact the author to ask whether it would be alright to share (maybe someone here knows something?), but I just optimistically assume it's fine and ask if someone saved the story and would be kind enough to send me a copy (and I'd totally bake you virtual christmas cookies!)! :D

Edit: FOUND fantastically fast by kruel_angel. Link in the post.
02 December 2014 @ 07:44 pm
Hi, I'm looking for a specific fic I read a while ago, Jared is committed to a mental institution (by his mother to control his inheritance or something similar) and he's abused and kept in the basement of the facility. Jensen finds and rescues him. If anyone knows where I can find this fic that would be amazing!

Thanks :)
Hey, I need help finding a specific fic. Here's what I remember...

--I think I read this on livejournal
--The fic was separated into sections that started with "when Jared was 5 years old..." and continues on with time checkpoints like "when Jared was 7 years old..."
--The beginning was pretty dark--Jared's dad and brother sexually abused him and Jared got bullied in school.
--Jensen got a job as a new gym teacher at a very run-down school that Jared attends, and Jensen figured out Jared was being abused when Jared didn't have any gym clothes and Jensen lent Jared a shirt for gym and saw the scars on Jared's body. Because of Jared's injuries, the first day Jensen only had the kids play dodgeball.
--I think later on Jared winds up staying at Jensen's house when Jared gets really attached to Jensen...

Hope that's enough detail and thank you in advance!

(edit) FOUND: Concrete Angel
Hi people!

So I'm looking for a fic that I can't remember the name of at all, or the writer, but basically:
Jared is the second breeder of his master in a very unpleasant world. His kids (called pups), unlike the first breeder's, are destined for sale rather than staying in the family. He's submitted to abuse daily, and when he goes into labor at the same time as the first breeder, he's punished and left alone for not being able to take care of the first breeder. Half the babies he delivers (with Jensen's help) are dead, the other three are masters. (his market value rises after that so at some point his first master sells his kid and first breeder to buy Jared back)
Jensen is a very mysterious doctor who really seems to dislike Jared but SPOILER he's actually made a deal with a space witch when Jared died in a previous life, to give them another chance. He's in pain at seeing Jared in his new life and feels very guilty ( he can remember their past but Jared can't, he was actually born again in that world.) In the end it turns out that the witch set them up for failure, she put JAred in that dimension because she thought it was 'fun' to see their struggle because their love was real.
In any case they end up together, Jared has to stay with someone else on a farm (like a house in the country) before that. His owner then (maybe Ty?) doesn't think Jensen won't be a good owner because Jensen refuses to discipline Jared by whipping him and stuff. Eventually he does get Jared. One thing that I remember from Jared's POV is that he thought to himself that his hips were naturally wide so he could accommodate his Master in between them. Also Jared rreeeeaaalllyyy wants to get pregnant but he loses his baby with Jen at least once.
-An important character is Misha, primarily as friend of Jensen. He hooks up with the other breeder who was at the farm with Jared.
-Second breeders can't come, so when Jensen gets Jared he has to flip the switch (I think it was some sort of chip) to first breeder. Jensen sees the controls digitally projected in his head.
-When Jared is with Jensen they pretend the other breeder from the farm is Jensen's second breeder, and two other breeders try to murder Jared (and kill his unborn baby) by poison because Jared is much less experienced as the other farm- breeder and they didn't think it was right.
- Way at the end they manage to escape that world. there's a control room with some sort of veins that lead to other worlds and Jared does something so travel between those worlds would become very hard in there.
much much more but I hope this was enough details. Thanks so much for reading!!
26 June 2014 @ 12:16 am
So this is a fic that I've read several times that I wanted to read again, but it's been deleted. It was called You're the Light In My Stormy Seas by beckalooby, where Jared is in an abusive relationship and Jensen runs a call centre that helps gay abuse victims.
Hey I'm looking for any fics that have a plot something like this:
In an a/b/o society where omega Jared/Sam grows up in a family that abuses him (physically or mentally or sexually), he is somehow arranged to be married/mated with alpha Jensen/Dean. Alpha Jensen/Dean is a businessman/rich/high-ranking reputation. He is a complete asshole to omega Jared/Sam (which includes taking him roughly) until he finds out Jared/Sam has been abused. Then Jensen/Dean starts treating Jared/Sam with lots of love and maybe gets revenge for Jared/Sam....Maybe Jensen/Dean personally knew Jared/Sam's abuser somehow.
Basically, I have an insatiable thirst for anything like this, so lots of virtual cookies to anyone who can find fics with any of those aspects. I'm open for all ideas here, any length fic (I do like the longer fics though) :)
22 May 2014 @ 02:14 pm
I have had a REALLY bad 4 months and I need LOTS of cheering up. What you can do to help with that is to recommend as many h/c, angst Sam (or Jared) stories you know (gen only please but I will take any and all ratings)!!! Share with me the ones where Sam is SO injured, you don't know how he is going to survive. Share the stories where your heart is breaking apart right along with his. Recommend all the abused Sam stories you keep reading over and over again. My motto is the more Sam hurts (physically and/or emotionally) the happier I am!!! Also the longer the story is the happier I am!!!

I am sure I have read a lot of your recs but please rec away. It is always good to re-read great fics over again. Also self-recs are welcome (I don't know why anyone would have a problem with self-recs). Bonus points for Dean (Jensen) being an AWESOME big brother (at least by the end of the story)

So start reccing!!! THANKS!!!
There's a fic I read a long time back, so not sure if it's still around. It had Jared in a relationship with a rich OMC who is physically abusing him. Jared is an artist and the OMC makes him paint all day to earn money from selling the paintings. By memory they move into a beautiful house by the beach, and Jared has a room that is just for him to paint in. I don't recall how the Js meet, but they do and eventually happy ending and all. Sorry, it's not much to go on!

It's not Shouting Out Loud (though that is also Abused!Artist!Jared and incredible, I highly recommend it).

Also, do you know any fics of any pairings where one character is with someone that is abusing them and they have an affair before abused!character leaves the abuser? I would especially like if the abused character is super shy. I love Bring Me To Life, so similar fics would be very much appreciated! Or if you know of any abused!Jensen, since I think I've only read abused!Jared fics. But really, any combination of characters, I ship them all.

08 May 2014 @ 11:30 pm
Hey guys, I'm gonna try to make this quick. I read a story not too long ago about warewolf!jared being found, I think in a cage by Jensen. Jensen thinks he is just a dog and keeps him for a while, talking to him , sharing secrets. Adventually something happens and to save Jensen, Jared take a bullet or knife for him and in the pricess returns to human. Jensen at first wants to kill him when he finds out because he's a supernatural creature, but it all works out.

I don't have much time for more details but if this sounds familiar, please let me know.
26 April 2014 @ 09:39 pm
Hi all,

I can't help but notice that a lot of J2 fics have Jensen with a crap family who abuses/casts him out for being homosexual (that seems to be the most common cause in J2 fics) whilst Jared's family tends to be all 'we-love-you-and-you're-awesome'. So, I'm looking to flip this dynamic.

I'm asking for fics where Jared's family is not all sunshine and roses. Maybe they abuse him or cast him out/disown him for being homosexual or perhaps they're just generally sh***y people. Alternatively, I want Jensen to have the family that actually loves and accepts him for who he is.

Are there any J2 fics that fit this dynamic? Hopefully someone out there can find one. Please, if you post a rec, mention who bottoms (if anyone).

Current Mood: apathetic
28 December 2013 @ 10:59 pm
I'm looking for J2 fics where one of the boys is conditioned and trained for most of their life to be a soldier or some type of warrior without choice. Something like In retrospect (I’d rather have been a poet. Or a farmer.) by . Maybe J1 was physically as well as mentally abused? Completed stories only, please. Lots of angst, but please warn me for death fics. Thanks! 
I've read The Third Third and was wondering if there were more fics where Jensen has anger problems or loses control and Jared (at some point) is scared that Jensen might turn his anger on him, or where Jensen accidentally does hurt Jared in like a fit of rage or when he loses control?

Any length or context is fine; I do prefer bottom!Jared though. I'm hoping there's some where Jared & Jensen aren't together in the beginning of the story - the slower the build the better if those exist - but an already established relationship is okay. I'll take any fic that comes close to the request. Thanks in advance!
02 December 2013 @ 04:01 am
Hey guys,
I'll try to make this short and sweet. I'm looking for a story is kind of like a Cinderella retelling but a little bit darker. Basically Jensen is Prince Charming and Jared is Cinderella. Jared is abused by his stepmother and works in the stables with a man who is just as abusive. I remember his grandmother lives with them and is sort of like a fairy godmother. She helped him find an old outfit to wear when he goes to the ball. When he comes back I think he hides in the stables and the man who works in there finds him and beats him really bad and ties him up and locks him in a closet. Jensen finds him in the end and it all works out. But it's pretty dark. Can anybody help me?
21 October 2013 @ 12:51 pm
Hi guys,

 1. I'm looking for fics were one of the J's was or still is in fostercare and had a rough childhood (physical, mental abuse etc.). I'd love to read something along the lines of Brand New Start.

2. I adored the Strangers and Angels verse especially how the relationship between the brothers and Jo's family is protrayed. So I'm wondering if there are other good stories like that out there, that deal with the boys being welcomed into a family. (I already looked through older, similar searches and I am now looking for additional stories)

3. Are there any stories were the Js or Sam and Dean are scuba divers, or just scuba dive in their free time? I don't think I've come across a story like that, and I came up empty googling it so.... recs plez if you got any :-)

4. And last but not least. Does anyone know if there is a story out there that is based on the movie "Shelter" by Jonah Markowitz? I just loved the atmosphere and tone of the movie and was wondering if anyone has written something based on it.

Thx everyone in advance!
13 October 2013 @ 11:16 pm
I read the summery of a RPF.
Jared was in an abusive relation ship with Jeffrey Dean Morgan and ran away. JDM hired Jensen an PI(?) to find Jared and bring him back. Jensen finds Jared and falls in love with him. I think he helps Jared to get/stay away from JDM. I don´t know how it ends.

Can someone help me? Please
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Hi ,

1. It's a story i read a long ago and i believe it was WIP back then.  It was J2 and arranged marriage? . J1 is looking for a husband for public or something like that and go to some agency and find offer with J2. Everything is arranged and they marry. But J2 thought that it wold be like fairytale but J1 only sleeps with him , barley talk to him etc. For J1 he is just fuck toy or something. Thats all i remember. Maybe that was alpha/beta/omega AU but I'm not certain.

2. It's demon!sam and demon!dean with other demons attack some angel facility and find young innocent angel castiel in library.

3. This is gen request - any fic with J2 where they are friends but J1 is love with J2 but J2 is complete moron and doesn't notice it and start dating some girl. This girl however are more aware of J1 filings and do all to end friendship between J2. Generally I want bitch girlfriend/finance who want to ruin J2 friendship. Maybe they fall apart for few years or couple days i don't care only with happy ending.

4. Another gen - J1 hurt J2 in any way (mentally, neglect etc.) and then try and apologize. Something like that.

5. Any J2 fic with homophobia in it. I would like it very sad like J must run from home becouse his parents disown him or something like that.

I like long story but good short one wold be fine. WIP if it updated
regularly. I don't mind alpha/beta/omega or mpreg or AU.
25 June 2013 @ 01:37 pm
I mostly like aus, but non aus are okay, but I'm looking for any J2 fics with abused/hurt Jared, and shy Jared.

Thanks in advanced!
20 June 2013 @ 10:09 pm
Hi friends:)

 Can you please rec me  any fic where either Jared or Jensen were abused in their previous relationships, before they met each other? Any story where horrible experiences with ex lover leads one of the boys to have trust issues or hidden scars..that the other manages to heal?

I am up for any story as long as its well written and doesn't have extreme underage in it.

Thanx a million in advance
Hi everyone,

I read this story a while ago and cannot remember the name of it and I have searched this community but cannot find it :(

I cannot remember if it was Jared/Jensen or Sam/Dean. I think it was Jared/Jensen. They were both abducted, along with Chad and sent to a sex-slave camp/ring/something. Tom Welling was there, as one of the trainers. Jared and Jensen were kept by 'Mistress' along with a girl named Ghost. Jared is younger than Jensen. Jensen acts very protective of Jared and they eventually start a relationship.

They were all forced to have sexual relations with clients. Eventually the feds are able to free them.

Does this sound familiar to anyone?
08 May 2013 @ 05:13 pm

sometime ago I started reading a fic about a verry dark mean Jensen who rapes an inocend Jared. It although dealt with the aftermath, when Jensen rely realised what he had done to Jared. And how Jared lived with this experience like suicied thoughts and self harm.

Thank you for your help.
03 May 2013 @ 01:58 am
Specific Searches.

1. It was a short kind of AU fic where Sam was the only child when Mary died, and John unable to cope with looking after baby Sammy and hunting evil uses the amulet to create Dean so Sam can have a big brother to look after him. Dean then grows up believing he's John and Mary's son.

2. Jensen was a storm chaser and Jared goes to work for him. I think Jensen had an injured leg.

General Searches.

1. Any fics that deal with the aftermath of Sam shooting Madison in the episode heart.

2. J2 fics where Jensen finds out that Jared has been abused in the past. Doesn't matter if it's by his family, a past boyfriend or even a stranger. AU and Non AU are both fine.

3. Jared or Jensen suffering Nightmares and the other one comforting them.

Thank you!!
28 March 2013 @ 01:59 am
Hi guys!

I was hoping you guys could help me out. I've been following this community for a long time and finally got a account. I've been in search of this one fanfic that I vaguely remember so I apologize in advance. I know it was a Jared/Jensen fic where Jared has Jensen come to meet his family. During the process Jensen finds out that Jared was abused by his father(?). I remember this one scene where Jared is in his bedroom and is talking to his brother who knows of the abuse and is wondering why Jared came back or something like that and Jensen walks into the conversation. It was a long fic and a really good one!

Again I'm sorry for the lack of info! If you guys have any other fanfics where Jensen finds out about some kind of family related abuse to Jared that would be great as well!! Self recs are welcome!
21 March 2013 @ 11:16 pm
Hi I'm looking for some fics where
1. Dean intentionally being mean to Sam or hurt him (emotionally/physically ect)but didn't realize or expect it to do that much damage (maybe Sam already feels the cracks and pressure/guilt, and what Dean said literally broke him)

2. Similar to number one request but more of a sexual nature. Read more )

Wincest or J2 with Sam/Jared as bottom or really good Genfic(for number 1)
02 March 2013 @ 02:32 am
I'm looking for a story, I can't remember if it's Sam/Dean or Jared/Jensen. If it was Sam/Dean, they were unrelated. It was an AU where Sam/Jared left his abusive ex with his daughter and they met Dean/Jensen at a diner and then he found them with a broken down car and invited them to stay with him. Dean/Jensen was a hunter, but he had been injured during a hunt where Bobby died so he took over the salvage yard. It was set during winter/Christmas time.
17 February 2013 @ 12:01 am
Okay so I've been trying and utterly failing at my google skills to find this fic for the past couple hours...

In the fic Jared and Tom started dating and Jensen was really protective of Jared, he didn't want him involved with Tom at all.

Tom became abusive (starting with emotional abuse then to sexual and physical) and Jensen helped Jared to leave.

I think there was a sequel to this also.

Hope someone can help!
08 January 2013 @ 11:37 am
Hi and happy new year to you all!

I´m looking for some stories where Dean/Jensen are in a relationship Jared/Sam but Dean/Jensen hurts (starts hurting) Sam/Jared. All together with a lot h/c or suicede or drugs or selfharm. I think you get the picture...

Second I´m looking for fics where Sam/Jared is kidnaped or realy bad abused and takes on revange in the end. H/C from Dean/Jensen is more than wellcomed

Thank you for your help.
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30 December 2012 @ 02:55 am
Hi. I'm looking for any fics where one of J's suffers some sort of childhood abuse and the other finds out and helps him, or fics where the J's are adult and one of them finds out about he others past childhood abuse. The abuse can be emotional, physical or sexual. Thank You.
27 December 2012 @ 01:37 am
Jensen and Jared are married(or together), Jared's father visit and Jensen found out that Jared was abused by him in the past.

I found it in a post and can't remember the title of the fic. Please help me!
15 December 2012 @ 11:23 am
Ok guys,

This is a story I've been looking for for a while. I've tried everything to find it but I feel like I'm just missing it.

It was one of the very first J2 story I read. It had Fred Lehne (no tag I noticed) and he was a bad guy somehow, either human trafficing or drugs or something along those lines. Jared (if I'm not mixing this up with something else, it's been a long time since I read it) just got out of juvie and was propositioned to go undercover into Freds life and find out some information on him. I remember Jared going to and staying at his house with him as some sort of assistant/boytoy. The only other thing I can remember is towards the end, Jared gets out of the whole undercover thing only to be kidnapped somehow by Fred and Jensen finds him at Freds house in a closet tied up, beaten, and naked. I honestly don't remember how Jensen ties into the story or if it's J2 or just gen.

Please help me if you can, it's and older story and I'm pretty sure it was a popular one.

Please and thank you.