25 September 2019 @ 09:31 pm
Hi all,

I read this fic many years ago. Sam goes missing- without a trace- and dean never finds him. From what I remember it was a fairly long fic and gen. All about deans desperate search and eventual acceptance.

Anyone have any ideas?
 
 
05 May 2019 @ 11:24 pm

Hey guys, if you watch both shows you know that they have lot mythological similarities. Even our lovely Death Billie is part of their cast too. SH is ending on Tuesday so I wanted to read some crossover. Is there any crossover out there? I would love (maybe) Alec and Dean pairing. Please help me find a nice long crossover. Thanks 

 
 
Hi all! I'm trying to track down a fic I lost when Delicious went down.

It was a multi-chapter story with 3 parts. Castiel brings her and John together as he needs their residual grace from being in heaven to hide him from his fellow angels while he and the boys try to stop the Apocalypse. Castiel falls for the both of them but borrows each of their bodies to sleep with the other as he refuses to use his vessel like that while Jimmy's soul is still alive (this is all consensual, the body of whoever he's in gives explicit permission for him to use it to have sex with the other person). There's quite a few scenes with Buffy and John getting it on while Cas struggles with himself not to get involved.

Towards the beginning of the story Buffy and John go on a hunt where they have to kill a werewolf and Buffy stops John from killing the werewolf child. She spends the night outside the cupboard she locked the transformed kid in talking to it and promising it a better life, then arranges for Oz to pick the kid up via helicopter in the morning. There's a scene where Cas washes Buffy's feet and touches her hair while she's in a bath. There's also a shower sex scene between John and Buffy. The three of them meet with Sam and Dean at a diner at some point so they can take Jimmy with them while Cas travels in John or Buffy's body. Dean REALLY doesn't like Buffy at first and is pretty rude to her until John reprimands him. Towards the end the boys meet a bunch of other Slayers and Faith flirts pretty heavily with Dean.

I think the fic was on Livejournal? Wasn't able to save it from Delicious before it died, so any help tracking it down would be awesome :)

Edit: Found! Some kind soul emailed me. For those interested, the fic is Here in this Perdition by cidercupcakes
 
 
21 September 2018 @ 12:39 pm
I wanted to re-read this story, which I'm sure I had saved in my Delicious account, only to find that Delicious is no more!  Looking for help - basic plot:    John drops his sons off in a forest one night, with no prior notice, because something evil is in it - it is a test for them?  These rather vague details doesn't  begin to describe this excellent story.  Here's some more info:

This was a multi-chapter epic, maybe 30+ parts
I'm pretty sure the word "highway" was involved
Sam and Dean were barely out of their teens
They encounter spirits/ghosts in the forest, and have hallucinations that seem real to them
This is wincest - the brothers are involved with each other
The spirit is of a settler in the land from 100+ years ago (revealed toward the end)
The boys get separated for a time and one encounters the spirit, who tells their whole backstory

Thanks for any help.  I'm gonna feel really dumb when I'm told the title, which I SHOULD remember.
 
 
16 September 2018 @ 04:25 pm
Hey I'm looking for a story I read a while back and can't remember the title, author, or where I read it. I think Sam and Dean were staying at a bed and breakfast type place and Sam makes a wish that his brother would listen to him. Then there is a scene where I think sam is drunk or otherwise impaired and wrecks the implala and his bag of skittles goes flying everywhere. I think there might have been a zombie horde involved at the end? Thats about all I remember. I'm not sure if it's gen or wincest. Its not a lot to go on but if someone could help me out I would appreciate it.
Thank you

FOUND: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/3057109/1/Energies-and-Ice-Cream

After rereading I have updated the tags
 
 
13 September 2018 @ 03:40 am
Hi all,

I'm looking for a specific Dean/Cas fic.

I read it ages ago on LiveJournal (I'm pretty sure). Like, 2009/2010, probably (although I'm not completely sure on that - it was awhile ago). I don't remember a ton about it but Cas shows Dean his trueform (he's pretty hesistant about it because he knows it'll be overwhelming but eventually gives in). Cas has to bring them to a different plane of existence because otherwise Dean would die and/or go blind. From what I remember, Cas has like multiple animal heads and a bunch of arms, and Dean starts to cry when he sees Cas like that (because he's so beautiful, etc). I think they eventually have sex like that (I remember something about Cas feeling Dean all over with his arms). It was probably around 50k+ words but I don't remember anything else that happened (I think the whole dean/cas stuff was the main point of the fanfic so Sam and other things may have been mentioned but they weren't a big part of what was going on).

Any help would be great! Thanks in advance!
 
 
As per title, looking for a copy of Learning to Live Half a Life by [livejournal.com profile] princess_aleera the journal is deleted and the story isn't held at AO3 if I have checked correctly.

Also an Dean/Cas recs would be gratefully receive. These are now my new favourites. I'm not fussy on who tops etc.

Finally I'm really late to the Dean/Cas pairing (after 10 years of j2) and therefore a fair amount of the recs I have found have been deleted so if anyone has any copies of good deleted Dean/Cas to share then pls send my way my email addy is my username at gmail.com.

I prefer longer stories


thanks everyone
 
 
Hello internet friends

I am looking for bottom Jensen stories, or ones where they switch but are predominantly bottom Jensen,

I used to be an avid fanfic reader but kind of tapered off about 2010. I have started rewatching Supernatural from the beginning and have fallen back in love.

I like, longer, plotty, angsty fic. Werewolves, ABO dynamics. Adultery. Fics with scarred characters or characters with a disability, carrier fics. I am rereading a lot of my faves (if they haven't been deleted) so rec any and all to me please.

One particular fic I am looking for was a WIP, Jensen was a carrier and was sent to live with Jeff and Jared. Jared didn't like Jensen initially as he had previously been married and his husband had absconded with their carrier. He warmed to Jensen and the last part I read Jared was enrolling Jensen in college. There hadn't been any sexual interaction between Jensen and Jeff at this stage.
 
 
13 July 2018 @ 11:42 pm

probably read this years ago. all i remember is that it was a decent length — lots of pining and accidental touches. not sure what season, but somewhere in the middle. it focuses on the boys time together between hunts. they drove around, and went to a carnival. one of them wins something and gives it to a kid. in the parking lot sam like falls into dean. 

 
 
11 July 2018 @ 07:59 pm
Hey, I'm looking for a story that I read ages ago, probably pre 2010, it was a longish story, J2 were both actors starting out and I think it was Jared's manager that said he needed a girlfriend. I'm pretty sure that the boys had been to school together and had left for Hollywood together. Jensen caught Jared in bed with a girl (Sandy possibly), they split up and then met again years later. Any help would be appreciated.

Also while I'm here Calamitycrow used to have a page of disability recs but has long since deleted her page, does anyone have a copy of the recs at all please?

thanks fandom friends.
 
 
I've been rereading the Suite 'Verse and I seem to recall another evil Sam 'verse that I was reading. I'm hoping someone can point me in the right direction. I would have read it back around 2008-2011. It was a long verse and I remember the index page had lots of chapter titles that hadn't be written yet so were greyed out. It was very dark, consort Dean in a hopeless situation. My memory is sketchy so any help appreciated.

Please also rec any evil Sam stories. I particularly like long plotty stories.

Thanks
 
 
Looking for a specific story, which I think is on LiveJournal somewhere.

  • Sam's POV

  • At the start of the story, Sam and Dean are not sleeping with each other.

  • Pre-bunker era, but not set in any specific season (to my recollection).

  • They're on a case, or have just finished a case, and Dean suddenly starts ... um. Having his mouth fill up with semen? randomly? and it turns out that there was a dead porn star from that area whose ghost decided that Dean had perfect cock-sucking lips and wasn't putting them to proper use.

  • Pretty sure the phrase "ghost ejaculate" is used at least once.

  • Burning the body doesn't do anything, so Sam figures that Dean has to give someone a blowjob in order to get the thing to stop. Sam's going to go find someone for Dean to give a blowjob to, but Dean thinks that's too gross and the only person it wouldn't be completely gross with is Sam--so he gives Sam a blowjob, but makes Sam put a towel over his face so that it's somehow less weird.

  • (It's not)

  • (but Sam just about spontaneously combusts anyway)

ETA: Found by [livejournal.com profile] somer: Your Mouth Was Made To Suck My Kiss by [livejournal.com profile] fleshflutter.
 
 
22 March 2018 @ 05:46 pm

Hi everyone!

I've been looking for this story for a little while now, I can't remember the title, the author or where I read it the first time either

What I do remember is that Sam was newly blind, and Dean and him decided to settle down to allow Sam to adjust. After a little while, the boys went to adopt a service dog (on a suggestion made by Bobby), but the dog they chose had a brother, so they decided to take both dogs, and the one closer to Sam had a hell-related name, and the one closer to Dean had a heaven-related name. I also remember that Sam started training with a blind person, and sucked at it at first (but then became BAMF!Sam).

It was a pretty long story, with slow burn wincest.

Thank you !

 
 
11 March 2018 @ 11:44 pm
Hi! So I’m looking for one specific fic, but any are welcome! (Either Destiel or gen please!)

So Dean is Ex something (he had a team he use to work with) and he is now working as a teacher. There is an incident - I think some men had broken into the school with guns - and Dean keeps all of his kids safe and is badass. His team gets called in by someone (no idea who lol) I remember it being pretty long, but not if it was a one shot, it may have been a few chapters. Also pretty sure there was no pairing either.

Any help finding this will be very appreciated! Thanks! :)
 
 
06 March 2018 @ 12:28 am
This story was about Dean being on his own because he and Sam had argued and Dean was in a bad place, Dean met other hunters, an older man and his niece, they fell in love and eventually went back to Sam and the bunker I think. There were some pretty powerful demon around as well, a male and 2 females I think. Dean becomes a demon, can't remember why and he is really nasty,
has lots of woman and attempts to kill Sam and his girlfriend. I remember that Sam has feelings for Dean's girlfriend as well, from when Dean was a demon and they spent a lot of time together. His girlfriend sells her soul to help him. They have a battle near the end with the male demon and Sam and Dean die and the girlfriend goes to hell, but I think Crowley helps her get out and up to Heaven. Does anyone recognize this story, thanks in advance to all who reply
 
 
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Pairing: Dean/Sam?

Other Characters: Castiel, Ellen Harvelle, Ash, original characters

Other Tags: Sam and Dean are not related, Sam is a social worker, no angels, no monsters, no supernatural anything

I read this fic not that long ago and I hope I’ve given enough in my tags. The story is this, Sam is a social worker and I think his supervisor is Ellen Harvelle. Dean is the father of three children and he’s very reserved. He and his children live out on his ranch, I think, and he works with horses if memory serves. Ellen knows Dean and Sam is new to town and needs a place to live. He rents from Dean and later brings his dogs to stay with him as well. Castiel lives with Dean and his kids, and I think Gabriel too, but they are more helpers to Dean and the kids. Ash has a place on the property but isn’t there that often. His place is the other side of Sam’s place. Sam is not there as a social worker, just a renter. But, I believe that he and Dean develop a relationship. If it is not Sam and Dean then it would be Cas and Dean. That’s all I can remember. I can’t find it, but I’m sure that I read it at AO3. Okay, pretty sure. Please help! I can’t believe I did not download this! It was a great story! Thanks in advance!

Found by the wonderful, nikkitembo! This is a wonderful story, Into My Head by Saraid, and can be found here, AO3. FYI, you must be logged into AO3 in order to read!
 
 
Hey,
I asked about this fic a long time ago, but in the intervening years have still had no luck finding it, so here goes and fingers crossed: It was on ao3, fairly long and complete, I think. It was Dean/Cas, and an AU where some people had guardian angels-Gabriel was either Mary or Sam's guardian angel, and sort of like an uncle or extra parent to the boys. Then Mary is killed, John blames Gabe, and somehow banishes him from the boys side. As they grow up, they keep seeing another kid who saves them several times, this turns out to be Cas, who is a demon who acts like a guardian angel, or an angel who was raised as a demon, I can't quite remember what exactly. Eventually, they figure out how to unbanish Gabriel, and Cas recognizes him. I would love, love, love to find it again, so please, anyone? Thanks!
 
 
08 February 2018 @ 01:56 am
Hi everyone.
After the tragic loss of SamDean Archive, I’ve managed to locate several of Jassy’s stories, but I’ve never found Its Just a Jump to the Left archived anywhere. This was a truly amazing story, and I’m gutted to be facing a world where I can never read it again.
Can anyone help? Please? Pretty, pretty please??
 
 
03 October 2017 @ 10:23 am
Hey everyone,

So today I'm interested in reading stories that go into detail about why exactly Jesus is never mentioned or featured in the show. I've always thought it was really weird that during what was almost a full blown apocalypse he was never even idly mentioned as a possible solution to fixing things. The fic can be any pairings, length, etc so long as this theme is mentioned somewhere in it.
 
 
19 August 2017 @ 11:00 pm
Hi everyone! So recently I've become obsessed with kid fics, preferably J2 ones and while I was digging through the internet in my search I found a fic by sammyndeansgrl1 called; When Strangers Fall and by the description alone I fell totally in love with it but when I clicked on the link I saw that her account had been deleted from LiveJournal, so instead I started scavenging the internet for this fic and only came up with the first chapter on her dreamwidth account but nothing more. So I'm hoping that any of you kindhearted people have either a link to where I can read the entire ficm, perhaps a PDF link or if you have the fic saved you can mail it to me. Thank you!

Email - mainlyretroo@gmail.com
 
 
17 August 2017 @ 11:20 pm
Hello!

So I've been trying to find this fic, but I really can't remember a lot of it... as in, literally all I remember is that the fic featured omega/beta Jared, and he was pregnant. The one scene I clearly remember is that Jared had decided to switch his major to gender studies, once he figured out that he was pregnant. Now that I'm thinking about it, I'm pretty sure he also goes to some sort of support group for pregnant men or something. I know Jensen was an Alpha and a born!were, but Jared may have been a human at the start of it.

(Oh! Also, the gender studies scene happens WAY into the fic, which is pretty long. I think it's also an LJ fic, but not sure.)
 
 
02 August 2017 @ 11:04 pm
Hi guys!
I would like to read some non!au or slightly!au j2 fics, like where boys are still actors, working on the show, have the same backstory as in real life. Mabybe with the side of pining and first time with each other. Also, big bonus if its big and slow burn and something up to last seasons timeline (not a must).
Thanks!
 
 
20 June 2017 @ 11:16 am
The fic I am looking for I haven't seen in a while and might have been deleted. Dean is working his way through a degree taking care of angels. Cas is an Alpha angel, the first ever caught and has been violent to keepers in the past. He takes a shine to Dean, who eats his lunch by Cas' cage. The facility they are keeping the angels in has strict security and Dean is learning the ropes from Benny, I think. Inais and Hester are mates, or Inais wanted to mate with her and got injured. The endgame was going to be Destiel. It's a multi-part story.

That's pretty much what I got before I bookmarked it to read when finished. My old bookmarks went the way of the dodo with my old computer and I can't find it now. Any help would be greatly appreciated.
 
 
09 June 2017 @ 01:24 pm
This is one of those instances in which I'm not even sure if this fic actual exists or if I'm just combining a bunch of fics that I remember wrong. With that being said, I'm looking for a specific long consensual John/Dean AU where a very young Dean got taken away by CPS or kidnaped or something like that which leaves John thinking that Dean is missing/dead. Dean was living on the streets and became a prostitute to survive. When he's in his late teens/early twenties John picks him up, not at all recognizing him as his son. It ends up being a reoccurring thing and Dean eventually finds out about hunting. He ends up staying with John and their relationship evolves so that they are basically dating. Sam was raised by John and is weirded out about his dad being with someone only a few years older than him, but he and Dean bond. I think eventually they realize that Dean is Dean, but that's basically all I remember...
 
 
I was cleaning up my own journal and found a list of Big Bang recs from 2009, including "The Lady-Killers" by [livejournal.com profile] thrdstrike. I think this is a fic that I posted here searching for a few months ago, but it wasn't found, and I didn't know the title or author at that time. I'm wondering if anyone has a link to it, if it's still on the internet somewhere? Or a copy of it? Googling brought me here, but the entry that allegedy had a request for a PDF is returning a "Journal Deleted" error, which is bizarre considering I'm typing a post to this journal right now, lol. Actually, I'd even take a summary of the fic, if anyone remembers, because I'm trying to figure out if it is, indeed, the lost fic I was looking for.

Thanks in advance!

There is a PDF download in the comments. :D Thank you for your help!

Since a bunch of people were having trouble, I uploaded the file myself, to Box, HERE
 
 
11 May 2017 @ 05:50 pm
Dean always had Michael living in him, but Michael was sorta dormant/sleeping. Team Free is at Bobby’s when they discover Dean is Michael because either Gabriel or Castiel speak Enochian. Castiel is possessive of Dean and doesn’t want Michael to take him away. There is a huge battle/apocalypse in Las Vegas. It is Castiel/Dean.

Any help is appreciated! I’ve been looking for this fic all day!
 
 
04 May 2017 @ 09:29 pm
New tablet and can't transfer my book marks :(

So im looking for any hurt sam that you may know and love. Prefer long, but any length good. Any form of hurt. Au's good along with cannon, but no rpf please. Please help fill my bookmarks up. Cheers guys!!!
 
 
27 March 2017 @ 08:04 pm
Hi guys so I've been searching all over for any fics with a cult being the central part of the story. Long/epic fics are preferred but any length is okay. I don't care who's involved or what ship it's for (gen is fine too!).
I'd prefer if the characters in the story were an actual part of the cult in some way (they were raised in it and tried to leave, etc.) instead of being kidnapped. But I'd even be okay with that if Stockholm syndrome was involved?
Anyway just give me anything you got that has cults in it and I'm sure I'll love it :)!
 
 
22 March 2017 @ 10:33 pm
After a long hiatus away from supernatural fanfiction, I have again ran out things to read (That is my curse okay)



  1. Long/Epic Length fics would be awesome. SO if you have any send them my way.

  2. Fix it fics would be golden. Just the boys solving problems and taking names before they pop up.

  3. BAMF, I need BAMF to live okay and I feel like I have read ever BAMF in SPN so like if you have one send it my way and if Gabriel is willing, it will be on I haven't read.

  4. Sam being a parent (like to any of the kids they met in series or not) is adorable so like feed me the feels.

  5. Also some angst/hurt comfort, (omg the writer is horrible to the character) to balance out the fluff and bamfery would be awesome.


Any pairing.
Completed would be nice.
Crossovers are also good.
 
 
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10 March 2017 @ 01:00 am
I can't really remember much because it has been at least 4 years since I read it but, Dean is on a show like The Bachelor because John makes him, they were important Sam had a drug problem and ruined their name so Dean has to repair what Sam ruined. Gabriel is the host of the show and Castiel is a camera guy but Gabriel makes him fill in for a contestant who dropped out and the only other contestants I can remember is Bela and an OC who I think ends up liking Sam.

Castiel stays on the show, even though Gabriel said he would be gone that day but Dean likes him so Castiel stays. John gets mad about Castiel still being on the show and because Dean and Castiel are getting close
 
 
27 February 2017 @ 08:13 pm
Hi, so I save my J2 fics in another app and so I've got tons of information for this fic, but I've never read it and I want to.

Unfortunately, the link I have goes to live journal but says the journal was deleted. I was wondering if there was a PDF or another link or something.

So here's the information:

Dead link: http://glassyskies.livejournal.com/38829.html
Title: Someone Wake Me Up
Word Count: 163,500
Author Summary: Jared and Jensen have just about everything running smooth and perfect. But something inside Jensen is going to shatter, whether Jared acknowledges it or not. And when it does, there’s no telling how or when the fragments will be reassembled.
 
 
11 February 2017 @ 08:09 pm
I've love some amnesia fic recs for J2 and/or Wincest. I don't care who has the amnesia. The longer the fic, the better. No Destiel please.
 
 
02 February 2017 @ 12:23 am
Looking for Destiel fics set around s4-5 but it doesn't have to be about what happened during those seasons. I'm looking for that feeling where Cas was an awkward angel, we had cases with Bobby (I love that guy!), motels... and things were just better and easier.
I don't know how to describe it really, so I'll make points:

- preferably not ao3 ones (cuz they're give that s8-11 feeling, feels too new)- gimme ones from lj or other communities/sites
(- preferably written around s4-5-6 airing)
- slowburn please (UST is good), gimme long ones, preferably with Cas and Dean not knowing they like each other romantically and slowly building it up (well, Cas would know pretty quickly so that's good too), I prefer pre-slash -> slash rather than established relationship
- no big au (no abo, no 5x04 timeline, no affliction other than what the boys already have, no genderbender), just Sam and [Dean & Cas] + impala + hunting monsters, maybe dealing with angels (liked that storyline but I also like it if it's about Cas being an angel and the consequences of that)? and Bobby if he's alive - just the normal shtick
- pretend couple is good but only for a short time (like before the motel manager or something), not through 95% of the fic
- pov Dean or Cas
- no Sam hate (just no) but also no threesome with Dean and Cas
- it can be case fic or not, as long as it's interesting

Please tell me if I can help in any other way!
 
 
 
31 January 2017 @ 10:40 am
I'm in the mood for some Wincest Dean POV fics. Seems most out there are Sam POV with Sam silently pining away.

If not Dean POV then a clearly pining Dean where Sam isn't making a move. The longer the better and angst and pining slow builds would be awesome.

Some I've already read:
All stories by candle_beck
Summer Blackout by nutkin (and everything else by them)
Two Queens by belyste (more humor but at least Dean POV)
And indeed there will be time by Greta
And the Devil Makes Three by Killa (and sequel)
Milestones by intrepidheart

Pining!Dean but from oblivious!Sam POV:
Crush by BewareTheIdes15

If you know of others to rec or know of complied lists that include Dean POV/pining Dean as a tag, let me know. I have looked through the tags here but did not find much...
 
 
Hello! Been looking for these fics for a while and finally got up the courage to post.

1. This one is a Destiel AU in which Dean is really close friends with Cas and they both are mutually pining for each other and Dean is under a lot of stress mostly due to John. Dean is working in Bobby's shop and since he's so stressed out he gets careless and ends up being pinned under a car or large toolbox. He is found by Bobby and taken to the hospital. When he wakes up in the hospital he has amnesia and doesn't remember anyone, but he definitely knows he's attracted to Cas and wonders if he's his boyfriend. Dean eventually gets his memory back, tries to deny his feelings, but eventually gives into them and it's a happy ending.

FOUND HERE

2. I don't remember much about this one but it is a Destiel high school AU that involved Dean bullying Cas and then them eventually getting together. Dean may have had some stuff going on in his home life or denial of his homosexual feelings that made him act that way? There was also a sequel (I think) where all of Cas's siblings hate Dean for bullying Cas before they got together and didn't understand their relationship which made Dean's self-loathing kick in. I also think Dean had some sort of confrontation with Gabriel at some point. Everything gets worked out in the end.


3. I have been searching for download links for all 4 books of Bloody_Adorable and evil_twin's Smoke & Lightning 'verse, which is a J2 AU fic, and all the links I've come across have been broken. Does anyone happen to know where to find working links to all 4 books or have copies they'd be willing to share?

FOUND: BOOK 1 BOOK 2 BOOK 3 BOOK 4

Thanks! :)
 
 
29 January 2017 @ 12:28 pm
Okay, so I have a very specific scene in mind and I cannot remember what the larger fic is for the life of me. I'm looking for a crossover fic with Harry Potter. The scene I keep think of is Sam and Dean (and I think Castiel and Gabriel) are about to go on a hunt, and Dean locks Harry in the hotel closet so that he doesn't try to come with them. Flash forward to them coming back to the room, Harry has gotten out and throws a lamp at them when they come back in. He had a panic attack while locked in the closet, and says something among the lines of, "I told you I spent the first 10 years of my life in the cupboard under the stairs and you, you lock me in a closet." Cue guilty Sam and Dean, and Harry not wanting anything to do with them and hiding in a corner crying until I think Castiel hugs him and comforts him.

I'm pretty sure this is part of a large fic, and I definitely read it on FF.net, although it might have been cross posted to Ao3. I don't know if this is a shipping fic or a Harry Winchester fic, although I was reading a lot of the latter at the time so that is totally possible. Any ideas you have would be fantastic! Thanks!
 
 
13 January 2017 @ 04:25 pm
Hello!!! So my favorite kind of fics to read are the really really long ones with really slow builds and angst and schmoop and everything. So if anyone has any favorite long fics (by long I mean like over 50k please) that they'd recommend to me... any story or side ships is fine as long as the main ship is j2/wincest. Self-recs are welcome!!
 
 
11 January 2017 @ 02:55 am
The fic I'm looking for was from Sam's POV and was fairly long. There was a lot of Sam who was in high school pining for Dean who I don't think was. I remember two scenes clearly.

1) Sam and his girlfriend call Dean from the high school bathroom stall they're hiding in because someone's running around the school with a gun. Dean gets to the school and runs in and finds Sam and the OFC in the bathroom. Dean may have fought the shooter, but I can't remember. They all get out safely.

Second scene )
 
 
02 January 2017 @ 10:53 pm
Hi everyone,

I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago and like usual I seemed to have forgotten to save it somewhere so that I could read it again. Here is what I remember:

~The Js were not together in the beginning of the fic
~The story took place in a cozy little beach town
~If I remember correctly either Sophia or sandy called Jared up to persuade him to come visit (I think the caller had cancer) but he doesn't find out about that information until later on in the fic.
~I think Jared moved away to go to college leaving all of his friends behind.
~ I remember that the usual CW gang was also very much a part of the story (I.E.) Tom,Mike,Chad.
~ I can't remember how Jared and Jensen ended up together but it was definitely a slow build.
~ I think there might have been a wedding happening and that could have been the reason sandy or Sophia gave to Jared to make him go there to see her but I can't remember who it involved.
~ There also might have been a part were everyone is talking about the good old days when everyone was around and always there to hangout.


I hope this sounds like a fic that someone recognizes!

Thanks in advance
 
 
07 December 2016 @ 02:14 pm
I'm kinda re-reading J2 non-au fics (the ones above like 10k) and I remember from the past that a few of them were written in first person. And the problem is that I can't find any of them :/ can you think of any?
 
 
29 November 2016 @ 10:13 pm
Hi everyone. I guess I'm not the only one who mourns the lost fics of jinjurlys audiofic archive. I'm looking for the podfic versions of these two fics.

-Infrangible Roads by Dayspring

"In Country" part 1 and 2 by Oselle

Does anyone here have them and want to share?

(I hope get the tagging right this time. I think my last post got rejected because I screwed up)
 
 
27 November 2016 @ 02:43 pm
Hello,

I am looking for J2 recs that are decently long and romantic or fluffy with possessive/protective Jared. I would prefer au's and completed or regularly updated. If you want a perfect example I would say Fucking Kodiak, Alaska by Xenodike (http://archiveofourown.org/works/7076524?view_full_work=true).

Thank you
 
 
14 November 2016 @ 11:12 pm
Okay, so a while ago I remembered two Sam/Gabriel fics, and wanted to reread them and looked everywere for both with no luck!

1) One of them was a completely human au, and had Gabriel as a nurse or doctor. He met Sam when Sam was hit by car, lost all of his memories, and was basically a child again. With no known family and Sam unable to tell them anything Gabriel takes him home to take care of them.

2)The second one was a short fic, and included Sam as a dying incubus. He was still a virgin in the fic and was coming to the point where he need to have sex or die, but was with Gabriel who just told Sam he was asexual, but they end up having a little bit of fun anyway.

I'm almost 99.9% sure both these fics were on Archiveofourown, and any help would be extremely welcome!

Also,if you have any short Sam/Gabriel, feel free to drop some links to those as well!
 
 
 
10 November 2016 @ 05:03 am
I am looking for a story about Jared, who is getting abused by his husband. I think his family made him marry the man because of money. They basically sold Jared to this man. I'm not sure what the husbands name is. The husband is very controlling and abusive. Jared gets sent to a ranch while his husband is away on business or something like that. He is sent there to be watched because the husband is paranoid and doesn't trust Jared. He hires people to keep an eye out for Jared. Jared is an artist, he loves to draw, but he is always told by his husband that he is horrible and should stop wasting time on something that will never amount to anything. Jensen tells Jared that he's an amazing artist. The ranch turns out to be the best place for Jared because he gets more confidence in himself. And he is surrounded by people who care about him. He meets Jensen at the ranch either the first day or the second and later on they start a friendship,but it becomes an affair overtime.The friendship takes time because Jared is very timid and doesn't trust easily anymore. Chad shows up at the ranch with help from Jensen. Chad and Jared haven't seen each other in a long time because Chad and Jared are not allowed to hang out. Jared has been forbidden to see Chad, so they keep it a secret from Jared's husband as long as they can. The husband eventually finds out. At the very end of the story Jared shows up at his house to get stuff. He gets raped and ends up in a fight for his life. Jared either kills his husband or almost kills him, by bashing his head with a lamp or something like that. Jared ends up at the hospital. Jared and Jensen end up together in the end.
Here are some tidbits I remember from the story.
The husband parades Jared in front of his friends. The husband may share Jared I forget. The friends are also are mob related. There's evidence against the husband relating to his shady deals. The man had been grooming Jared for a long time and the minute he turned 18 he asked to marry Jared. The dad said yes and forced Jared to sign papers. Jared's mom is either a drug addict or an alcoholic so she is no help at all. During his stay at the ranch he is made to make multiple calls to his husband. He must tell his husband everything about his day. I think Jensenis the one to find Jared in the house after the attack and blames himself for Jared getting hurt. That's all I remember.

I hope that helps and I hope it wasn't to confusing.
 
 
I haven't read much fic lately and I was wondering if anyone could rec me some first time Wincest that's set anytime after they've aquired the Men of Letters Bunker, the longer and plottier the better. Any rating is fine, and I'd prefer complete stories but WIPs are great, too if they're not abandoned. Thanks for your time!
 
 
Current Mood: hopeful
 
 
04 November 2016 @ 11:21 pm
Relevant facts about the fic I'm looking for:

  • I'm 98% sure it's set post-removal of the mark of Cain

  • Dean's having nightmares, but they don't happen if he sleeps next to Sam

  • They're actually attacks on him by faerie, who are coming after him because of his escape back in "Clap Your Hands"

  • They use dream root so that Sam can walk into Dean's faerie-induced nightmares and help him fight back against the faerie

  • In the end, they're able to force the faeries into corporal form, and fight them off that way

  • It was on the longer side--I think it was split into two parts

  • It's either smarmy gen, or slow-burn wincest--don't remember which for sure.

Thanks!
 
 
30 September 2016 @ 11:10 pm
Hello,
I am looking for some first time together wincest, when boys are living in the bunker. If you know some good established relationship fics, bring them on too. The longer fic is the better, i am talking about epic lenghts, i would love to read some very slow relationship development stories. Case fics are fine too, basically everything during the bunker era is a yes.
Thank you!
 
 
29 September 2016 @ 11:20 pm
Please please please rec me some Long/Epic SPN AU fics... (AU as in completely different kind of world/universe, whether Hunter exist or not is fine)

as long as it's GEN and has Sam&Dean being brothers and all BAMF, I'll take anything
crossover & self-rec are ok
the longer the better ;)

Fairy tales, medieval, sci-fi, military, anything are fine.
(I've found a really nice Kingdom Hearts xover, so game world definitely are ok too)
I've been reading plenty of them, but it's difficult to find anything Gen AND long AND focused on the boys

thankthankthankthankyou before
I'm in the middle of mountains of repetitive-and-boring-yet-has-to-be-finished job and in need of fresh story to escape a bit ;)