Hi, I read the summary of this fic while browsing through fic recs, found it interesting, and thought I saved it, but apparently, I didn't, and now I can't find it anywhere.It was a post-hell fic set in S6 or S7. Sam got out of hell but is psychologically damaged, Dean does his best to look after his brother, and Sam brought a hellhound from hell that protects him. Anyone?
I am looking for a story set in season 6. Sam is with the Campbells, they all think Dean is weak and useless and they treat him like he is useless. Actually Dean has a plan which i remember was really well plotted. It involves using some magic object which allows him to have access to Purgatory. He also had Sam’s soul in his amulet all the way. Not too sure about this one but i believe he also finds a way to use Michael’s grace or power.
At some point Dean uses Gwen, i think he arranges for her to get pregnant so he can use the baby for a spell.
It’s Soulless Sam and almost Evil Dean.
Pretty sure it was posted on fanfiction.
I am new to the community so apologies if I’m doing this wrong.
Thank you :)
Found! Some kind of monster by archard-winchester on ff
Hey I'm looking for a fic based in season 6 where Castiel DOES NOT make a deal with Crowley about the purgatory souls, and DOES NOT betray Dean and become god. If there is any fic's like this, please let me know, thanks x
Hi! Two S6-related requests I'd love help with, please:
1. The Soulless!Sam fics I’ve found seem to largely be angst or smut or angsty smut. I was wondering if there were fics where Soulless!Sam does nice things for Dean, or acts protectively of him, for whatever reason. Anything that explores the fact that even without a soul, Sam remembered what it was like being Dean's brother. We see a little of this in canon when soulless!Sam briefly tried to be what he thought Dean would want, but I haven’t found a lot of this in fic. Wincest is totally cool, but I’d rather their bond as brothers be more of a focus than any sexual attraction.
2. Ben or Lisa’s perspective of Sam any time during or after Dean’s stay with them. Particularly anything to do with Sam’s relationship with Dean or the impact (good or bad) they believe Sam had on Dean. Or any significant Lisa-Sam or Ben-Sam interaction set during the S6 period. Real, resouled Sam, please. kelhome’s Family Ties is an awesome example of this.
I hope you'll be able to help me out, 'cause I've been going crazy on my own trying to find this.
So, I am looking for a specific fic. Sadly I don't remember the title or the author, only that it was on AO3. Every chapter was one episode of the show. The author or authors were up to season 8 or something, I think? Basically, it was about a character from every episode mistaking Sam and Dean somehow for a couple, although they aren't together. It was awesome reading how every episode could have some Wincest and the boys reaction to it.
So to recap, every chapter was from a different outsider point of view, it wasn't actual slash, but the outsider always thinks the boys are together, there are many chapters (though the single chapters aren't actually every long) and it's still a work in progress.
Rings any bells? I've no idea how I can't seem to find this on my own...
I'd really be grateful for your help! <3
Edit: Found! It's Fumbling in the Dark by leonidaslion and I've simply got very selective memory concerning the summary and the first chapter.

I do not mind if cas went to dean at the beginning or later or if dean intervened or learned of it somehow and got involved and changed things
would prefer it was only dean but if you know one where everyone got involved too I'd like to see it too.
longer than between a rock and a hard place would be preferred. I have already read the vampire dean chronicles
no sam/male pairing other than Lucifer please, even minor references in the background
i'm not looking for fic where sam comes back in obvious s7 type agony -- more like something canon compliant up until cas' soul fisting. baffled, f**ked up sam hearing that dean think he's a monster, aw yiss. i know i can't be the only one who's thought about this!
i would love love LOVE it if anyone pointed me towards fic dealing with this AU. anyone got info?
It was a relatively short Robo!Sam/Dean noncon story where Sam assaulted Dean in the bathroom of a gas station and they had sex which ended up being pretty much like Sam's sex scene in 6.13 "Unforgiven".
Would be great if someone knew what I'm talking about. Thanks!
Thanks for your help!
I'm kind of looking for two things with this ask - the specific story detailed above, and then if anyone remembers it if they also have more of the author's stuff, because IIRC they had other fics I liked.
Thank you!!!
The fic I'm looking for was set at the end of season 6 or the beginning of season 7. I seem to remember there was mention of Cas as god, but it could have been before all that went down. I do know it was about Sam's wall crumbling, and he basically never came out of the coma. Dean carried on looking after him at Bobby's, basically giving up on everything. It starts with Dean being hopeful that Sam will come out of it, but as Sam deteriorates so does Dean. There were pretty in depth scenes of Dean washing Sam and treating bed sores etc. In the end Sam dies in one of the most heartbreaking scenes I've ever read. If memory serves, Dean shoots him because he knows Sam wouldn't want to be stuck like that but I'm a little hazy there. There may have been some sort of communication between the brothers, with Sam asking Dean to put him out of his misery. However it comes about, Dean just gives up. He basically goes to bed and wills himself to die, and Bobby can't do anything to stop it and has to watch as Dean dies of a broken heart.
The last scene is Dean waking up in Heaven, in the Impala and Sam comes to get him, and Mary is on the porch waving at them or something similar. It is one of the saddest and most beautiful things I have ever read and although it ends with them both dead, it kind of has a happy ending too.
I'm pretty sure this was a oneshot, and I'm pretty sure it was Gen and not Wincest, but I'm not positive about that. I'm scouring the big bang and the mini bangs in search of it as well as my story favs, bookmarks etc but so far, no luck.
Any suggestions? Sound familiar? Chuck, I hope so!
Thank you!

FOUND! See comments.
This one is set back during the season six finale (without going into too many season spoilers, we have here Godstiel). I believe the fic starts directly during the finale. Godstiel actually does something to Dean to make him the new Mother of All, and his body goes through some internal physical changes. Lots of hurt!Dean and emotionally!vulnerable Dean. Sam, Bobby, and Dean hole up at Bobby's place I believe where Godstiel visits Dean nightly with the intent to impregnate him with his children, new species of monster I believe - or not new? One of the kids is a vampire or werewolf or something, and the pack (or vampire nest or something) actually come to protect Dean while he's pregnant. Some of the sex scenes might be construed as non-con, but there are definitely some dub-con scenes.
Not sure if this was a WIP or complete. Either way, I'd like a link, darlings.
While I'm here, any links for your favorite vulnerable Dean fics? Bottom!Dean preferable, but general angst and hurt/comfort is of course welcome.
Sharing is caring. Thanks in advance guys. <3
I've just recently watched season 6 again, and in episode 2, 'Two and A Half Men', the whole episode just seemed rather.. domestic to me. It seemed as though Dean was the Mama bear protecting the kid, while Sam was the Papa bear, and comes to the rescue. So, I was wondering if there are any such fics out there where the whole story seems very domestic? Bonus if Sam happens to rescue Dean (and the child if there is one). Thank you!
It's all from the team's POV, but the subtext implies that the neighborhood knows what really happened with the changelings, and they trust Dean to handle it if the kidnappings turn out to be supernatural in nature. The crossover team doesn't twig to the fact that Dean is on the FBI's Most Wanted, but they think it's weird that he's so trusted in the community and I think they take him on as an advisor after ruling him out as a suspect.
Eventually it turns out that it was a married couple of regular human pedophiles - this is the part I remember clearest, that it was the man who lured kids over because he repaired arcade games at his house, but the woman (I think a member of the PTO?) was the "dominant partner" and basically tried to throw him on the rocks when they were taken into custody. No pairings, I don't remember if Lisa was in the picture in this one or if she was just offscreen a lot. The focus was on Dean being an awesome dad and also competent in a crisis.
It was a Team Free Will + Bobby fic; either completely Gen or very mildly Wincestiel / Destiel.
It was set sometime in season 6, I think, and Castiel had been hurt badly during his conflict with Raphael, and the Winchesters took care of him at Bobby's house. I read it before watching season 6, but I remember that though it didn't really give away any plot points, it heavily alluded to the fact that Castiel had never been told by Dean / the Winchesters that he was like family - they do during the fic, but while he is unconscious, and I remember quite clearly that the fic stated that the next time he was told it was too late (i.e. referencing the end of the season) - I think that was one of the final lines?
Sound familiar?
1. A fic where Bobby doesn't want Sam and Dean to join him on a hunt because Sam tried to kill him while soulless. The brothers get worried and when they decide to go after him they figure out that Bobby has been taken by a vampire nest.
2. Any fic where Bobby struggles with trusting Sam, great if it is because of what Sam did while soulless, or because Sam let Lucifer out of the cage.
I think it was setted in s6 and somehow Dean and Sam got bitten by a werewolf pack (?) and they eventually got turned into werewolves. Dean ends ups as an Alpha and Sam as an Omega and they start to develop feelings for each other triying the argue to mate (and they really really wanted to have sex), I think the bad one (lol) wanted them to mate with each other and steal their pups or something(?)
Also, they were pretty freaked out abou turning into werewolves.
If anyone has this fic saved/bookmarked I would be very thankfull <3
Edit: Found in the comments!
If this sounds even vaguely familiar, please let me know. And heads up, I'm not 100% sure on all of my tags. Some are just assumptions due to the outline of the fic.
Thanks!
Crowly agrees to help Sam and Bobby reopen the portal to purgatory and gives up a deal he made for the soul of a virgin in exchange for her blood.
FOUND! Link in Comments
AND, any fics that go AU after Dean was bitten by Eve? Maybe he becomes a monster or the new mother of monsters? Destiel preferred!
I've read a few stories where Soulless Sam takes advantage of Dean in some way, but I was wondering if there were any wincest stories that touch on the aftermath once Sam gets his soul back.
I would rather they didn't have a sexual relationship beforehand, even better if they hadn't been pining for each other, and even better than better if Dean didn't know Sam was soulless at the time and was seduced by him, rather than forced, but it's not a must.
I also would love it if Sam to realize he has crossed a line and can't see his brother the same way, and still wants to be with Dean, but he's a lot more loving and tender and the differences between the sex are noted.
Long fics are preferred, self-recs are welcome.
I've tried looking for something like this, and came up empty handed. I hope you can help me!
Also, please only bottom!Dean
I am looking for a fic where Dean, Sam and Cas get sent into another reality and find Gabriel alive. It's similar to the French Mistake but a female fan hides the boys to keep them safe. Cas goes to church with her and finds God or at least the connection to the host he's been missing. Gabriel hears Cas praying and then finds them. Eventually they all go home. The fangirl who found the boys was given a task by God to protect the boys when she meets them. I know this is a bit confusing, I'm sorry. I also think Gabriel left behind a daughter of sorts in the original reality that takes up his mantle of punishing those who deserve it, including our boys.
Thanks,
Renoirkmk
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Any Hurt!Dean, kidknapped!dean, vulnerable Dean casefic from seasons 5-8? I haven't been able to find many.
Also looking any Dean Centered hurt/comfort fic from season 8. Whether they be one-shot or casefic. Can't really find much in the way of H/C for Dean from season 8. I have read most of the purgatory stuff. Any H/C coda's to Goodbye Stranger? Lingering effects and dean angst after Cas beats up Dean.
Gen is preferred for all requests but will take light slash.
Warn me for hurt!sam.
Thanks
Edit: Found!
I'm looking for wincest or gen fics that deals with the events in season 6 and 7. There doesn't seem to be alot if at all in my searches. Perhaps i'm looking in the wrong direction.I thought there would be alot of writing material considering the potential but where is it??? More info on link
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i am looking for 4 specific stories i came across earlier but forgot to bookmark. would really appreciate the help in locating these
1. jared and jensen. Jared and jensen are part of a band and spend alot of time touring. Jared likes interacting with the fans back stage. Jensen gets jealous one day, when he sees a fan giving jared her number and jared pocketing it and asks jared to throw away the number. But later he finds the number in jared's wallet i think while looking through his stuff, and in a fit of anger breaks up with jared. Jared is hurt and when jensen tries to apologize and get back together after realising his mistake, turns jensen down, saying that no relationship can last if the people involved dont trust each other. i think finally they go to jared's mom's place for dinner while in town and later talk things out and get back together. sorry if this was a sucky summary
2. this is a specific fic with possessed dean, shortly after born under a bad sign. Meg goes on to possess dean after sam and makes dean shoot sam in the gut in the motel room. she then ties up sam and leaves him while she goes bar hopping, promising to bring dean back in time to allow him to apologize and watch sam die. Sam replies to this saying that dean doesnt need to apologize as he is not at fault. Sam then manages to paint a devil's trap with his own blood and trap meg in it, and exorcises her from dean. Dean rushes them to a doctor who is trusted by bobby i think and in the end both boys survive.
3. this sam and dean fic, revolves around that nasty voicemail message from season 4. i think its set in season 6, and involves dean finding out that sam has kept the message all these years and regularly listens to it. he then clarifies the misunderstanding and insists sam delete the message then and there. sorry thats all i remember, i think they were at bobby's but i am not sure.
4. sam and dean season 5. in the first episode, after dean drives off in the impala without sam, Sam doesnt go to the motel but throws away all identities and admits himself into a mental hospital. over the months he starts talking to the pyschiatrist, slowly becoming more and more comfortable. finally the doctor introduces him to dena, saying dean had come by a few weeks ago searching for him and the doctor had to make sure sam trusted him before letting dean meet him. dean insists sam get the clear from the doctor before leaving, as opposed to breaking out of the hospital. When they finally do leave, dean hands over sam's wallet, money clip and other identities to him, that he had thrown away.. indicating to sam that he had followed sam's steps in an attempt to find him.
thanks in advance
To Hold your Broken Soul
Link: http://ohsam.livejournal.com/268016.html?thread=1769968#t1769968
Now I'm curious to see if there are any fics about Hell!Sam. Maybe its just me but I found Hell!Sam really attractive..Wincest,gen is fine.
Any who, looking for a Specific Dean/Soulless Sam fic.
What I can remember was Dean had always had feeling's for Sam but never acted on them etc. But after they reunite in season 6, Dean see's it as a 2nd chance and what's to be with Sam. Of course Sam is soulless (Dean does not find this out till later, like in the show.) and he's OK with it. (Soulless Sam is so easy!! ;3)
They sleep together once and for Dean of course it's a big deal and he's hurt when Sam just say's something like "it was fun" but wasn't interested in a repeat.
Some time pass's and Dean finds out Sam is soulless. Sam get's his soul back etc etc. Of course Sam doesn't remember that night, while Dean is happy Sam is 100% but feel's guilty, believing he took advantage of Sam. And also about Sam remembering that night. I'm pretty sure Sam does find out BUT he's had secret feeling for Dean too so it all good. XD
* It was bottom Sam
EDIT - Found story in comments!!
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1. Soulless Sam/HellSam pairing fic
2. Hell!sam w/ wincest or gen
I read it on Fanfiction.net, but it might be on Livejournal too so any link to it would be awesome! Thanks!
A) Gabriel comes back sometime after 5x22/Swan Song
B) (starting sometime after Gabriel's reappearance,) Dean/Castiel
That's really it; season 8 fic would be particularly nice, but whenever's fine. I don't have feelings one way or the other about Sabriel, as long as Destiel is the primary pairing.
And.. I want to read those stories when soulless sam did something should not do, so dean say 'you should not act like that' and sam say 'yes' and act in way dean want him to but in his mind he doesnt care about that at all
I focus on sam doesnt act cause Dean say so. I feel like seeing some sort of bond..? relationship between robo sam and dean
If there is nowhere to see scene like above, it is OK any good soulles!sam/dean fics
except non/dub con plz!
Thanks for reading this:^)
I'm looking for a particular fic where, at the end of season 6, Dean manages to get the jump on Cas when he fakes kneeling in worship or something. Turns out Death had enlisted him and gave him the mission to get Cas. I think the whole fic was inspired from Death calling Dean detective in Appointment in Samarra.
* Added - Oh, I forgot to mention this before, but I think at the end it was mentioned that Dean was meeting up with Death at a specific diner he liked? And he was teased coz he was 'going out' with Death, or something like that.
Anyone know it?
I remember liking the kind of fics this author wrote, and would love to read more of their work.
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Seeing as that may be highly impossible, I'm also looking for just Misha/Jensen fics where they have an established relationship (I very much prefer Misha to be the dominant one). Bonus points if they talk about there relationship in an interview about Supernatural, or just are together in an interview related to Supernatural.
Did any of that make sense?

1) Dean/Castiel stories where Castiel is not ignorant of human emotions and sexuality - so he knows exactly what he's feeling when he's getting all up in Dean's face and staring him hard in the eyes.
I have this head-canon where Castiel has been to the earthly plane before, back in Biblical times when angels weren't so remote from humans, and he isn't a virgin, he knows about having sex the human way, it's just that his knowledge of cultural reference points, taboos, relationship expectations, and etc is both severely limited and way out of date. I've read a lot of really great fic where Castiel eventually figures out that he's feeling desire, or where Dean instigates and teaches him, but nothing where Castiel actually understands from the get-go what all that tension is between him and Dean. If anyone has seen anything like that, omg please give me a link!!!
2) canon-compliant Season 6 fic that explores what could have happened if Castiel had trusted Dean and told the boys the truth, if not at the very beginning then at some point along the way before he opened Purgatory.
I've seen a bunch of very awesome fic that diverges completely from canon after Sam/Lucifer and Adam/Michael are locked in the Cage, but I don't think I've ever found anything that deals with the exact situation set up in canon - Raphael's threats, Crowley's offered deal - but has Castiel making a different decision. If any of you lovely people out there can think of some, please point me at them!
I have no preferences as to over-arching plot, pairings, length, kinks, etc outside of the themes I'm looking for, so no worries there. I hope y'all can help me out!
(mods, I tried to go really light on the tags, I hope I didn't over-do it. Also, I'm not sure how the "non-AU" tag is meant to be used, but I thought it would apply in this case...?)

If you've any idea of what it is, i would be relieved!
(mods: i apologize if the tags are wrong, i'm doing it on the phone)
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