Hi

The fic I'm looking for was set at the end of season 6 or the beginning of season 7. I seem to remember there was mention of Cas as god, but it could have been before all that went down. I do know it was about Sam's wall crumbling, and he basically never came out of the coma. Dean carried on looking after him at Bobby's, basically giving up on everything. It starts with Dean being hopeful that Sam will come out of it, but as Sam deteriorates so does Dean. There were pretty in depth scenes of Dean washing Sam and treating bed sores etc. In the end Sam dies in one of the most heartbreaking scenes I've ever read. If memory serves, Dean shoots him because he knows Sam wouldn't want to be stuck like that but I'm a little hazy there. There may have been some sort of communication between the brothers, with Sam asking Dean to put him out of his misery. However it comes about, Dean just gives up. He basically goes to bed and wills himself to die, and Bobby can't do anything to stop it and has to watch as Dean dies of a broken heart.

The last scene is Dean waking up in Heaven, in the Impala and Sam comes to get him, and Mary is on the porch waving at them or something similar. It is one of the saddest and most beautiful things I have ever read and although it ends with them both dead, it kind of has a happy ending too.

I'm pretty sure this was a oneshot, and I'm pretty sure it was Gen and not Wincest, but I'm not positive about that. I'm scouring the big bang and the mini bangs in search of it as well as my story favs, bookmarks etc but so far, no luck.

Any suggestions? Sound familiar? Chuck, I hope so!