21 May 2018 @ 03:18 pm

Hey there! So, I've been looking for fics that revolve around two themes:

1) AU or Non-AU fics where Castiel, while still being an angel, has a child or children or at least is a present parental figure in a child's life.

2) AU or non-AU fics where Dean and Cas, or either, have a sick child. Established, pre-relationship or gen is totally fine.

I'd appreciate enormously if you'd point me in the right direction. Thanks in advance!

 
 
This was a few years ago but I'm desperate to find this story again. It involved Jared living in the country with Tom (he was a toddler I think) and a lot of women had died of a strange disease that was killing women only. Gen had caught the disease and there was a few flashbacks of Jared nursing her until she died. He was on his own and in touch with Jensen and then Jensen comes to visit him. Jensen stays and they fall for each other and live together with Tom.

It was the 'real' J2 and Supernatural existed but obs it was AU.

I hope someone recognises it from my ramblings!

Found in comments - thank you so much!
 
 
Is their any series were sam has asthma epilepsy or something alonf those lines. So john and dean has to baby him and look after him.

Also is there any stories were sam is tramatized and has night terrors and need consoling.
 
 
28 November 2016 @ 11:41 pm
I have looked for well over a month to find these and I could use some assiatance.

I remember Sam and Dean lived jn an apartment and Dean took care of Sam and they no longer hunt. It was a series of fics And In one Sam got sick and was having sensory issues and Dean has all these things to help him like a crash pad in the living room and closet with is full of different sensory items like different textures of things and lights depending on whay is needed at the time for Sam. They were eating breakfast and Sam panics and Dean has to take him to the special closet to calm him. Sam also most of the time sleeps in Deans bed with him and it was not a wincest fic. Just for comfort. It states Dean researced autism to help figure out how to deal with Sam's sensory issues. In a fic in the series it talks about Sam's obsession with blankets because soft things remind him he is not it hell anymore.

Any of this ringing any bells for anyone? It is driving me crazy!

Thank you in advance!


P.S : if anyone else also has any good post hell sam fics where Dean has to help take care of him feel free to drop those in as well.
 
 
Hi all,
I'm looking for four different things:
1. A specific Destiel fic where Cas was a witch, so was Gabriel I think, and Dean was his familiar(I think he could turn into an animal), the story is about how they meet, and there's a scene where John shows up, possibly at Bobby's when Cas is trying to heal Dean from something, and attempts to shoot Cas and/or Dean I think. Gabriel protects them I believe. Dean either didn't know he was a familiar or had been taught witches were evil or something. Thanks!
2. A general destiel fic search where Dean has a chronic illness or disability of any form, and Cas is his doctor and/or caregiver.
3. A specific destiel fic from a years back, set after Cas raises Dean from hell-in this story, Dean became a demon in hell, he had horns and a twisted appearance, and Cas had to take him somewhere for a long time to help him heal, keep him chained up because he kept trying to attack Cas. I think the horns fell off eventually or something.
4. Any fics where Chuck is a father figure to any of the boys, rescues the boys from being abused, or is in anyway remotely paternal to Dean, Cas, or Sam.
Thanks very much!!
 
 
18 June 2016 @ 02:17 am
So I'm a creeper who's been in the mood for some dean or Jensen stuff. I'm not really looking for any story in specific, just one that focuses around a hospitalized dean or Jensen. Please no gunshot wounds or petty things (wow how does that fit in the same category in my brain?), something really serious. And it doesn't have to necessarily take place in the hospital, so maybe a disease? I hope this makes sense. An example of something really well written like this is Wescott Prep Academy. I'm not sure who it's by but it's on fanfiction.net I'll probably be cool with anything. Uhm, au high school boys is preferred but it's whatever you know. No wincest please. I'm not strong enough for that. I really hope you guys can help me out. There's so much out there that I haven't read yet!
 
 
Hello!

I am looking for a specific fic, but I don't remember the title or the author. I remember that Dean has a rare illness and I think he has it all his life. He constantly has trouble breathing, and coughs out sputum(or phlegm?).

I think Sam is with Jess and is in Stanford. One day Dean comes to Sam, and Dean has to do his coughing out thing in front of Jess and she kind of freaks.

Sam helps Dean spitting with tapping his back. He's helped Dean since they were kids(until Sam left for Stanford).

I don't know if this is from this fic but, Dean is playing poker with some men, and one of them died suddenly.

I read this fic a long time ago. And I want to read it again. Please help me!


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Could you recommend J2 stories in which one J recovers from extreme abuse? the ratio of abuse to recovery time is not important, but it has to be pretty horrific and move towards a better end, even if the fic doesn't end on perfect notes (even death!fics are cool(.

Examples or harm include, torture, malnutrition, involuntary body modification, extreme power play that leads to identity and dissociation issues, and of course lots of physical harm. Sexual violence/slavery is cool, but I'd prefer if it was paired with more complex issues.

Bonus for length, world-building, J1 helping J2 recover from JDM (I love me to evil-JDM), and badass!victims that want to get better but need someone to show them how to move past their trauma and love themselves.

Also, the recovering abusee doesn't have to be one of the Js, but one of the Js must contribute to the recovery and (preferably) no J on J violence unless you think its awesome (like in the Desperate Measures verse).

Oh boy. I am a real buzzkill. I have no idea how to tag this except to select everything under the 'warning' tag :-/

Please and thank you
 
 

Hello everyone,
I remembered parts of a story I've read some time ago but I can't seem to find it in my bookmarks. Here is what I remember:

Dean was in hospital but the doctors didn't know what was wrong with him. They put him in quarantine and wore masks and special clothing when being in contact with him. Dean was pretty much out of it. He might have had flashbacks of hell (I'm not sure about that aspect), because they kept manhandling him. At one point they took a sample of his spinal fluid I think and Dean was panicking.

Sam didn't know where Dean was at first. Finally he made it to the hospital and rescued Dean by disguising himself as a doctor or nurse. He dropped some kind of smoke bomb in Dean's treatment room, so everybody fled. Sam took Dean from the hospital but Dean was very weak and had problems with his legs, because Sam moved him to early after the spinal fluid extraction.

I can't remember what was wrong with Dean in the end. Maybe some kind of supernatural illness.

Any ideas?

Thanks for your help in advance
ronjamaus

Edit: Found! Link in comments.

 
 
15 November 2014 @ 11:35 pm
Are there any other stories like this one - https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4987670/1/Not-Hungry - where Sam finds out that Dean sacrificed his own nutrition so that Sam could eat when there wasn't enough food for both of them? I'd especially like it if Sam finds this out when they are adults.

Any other stories about their different tastes in food would be good too. Maybe how Dean loves to cook or maybe some hurt!Dean where he has to adjust his diet and Sam convinces him to at least try and eat healthier.
 
 
16 August 2014 @ 02:05 pm
I was just re-watching Wire in the Blood and the main character learns he has a tumor. When his doctor tells him of the symptoms if they don't remove it, well, it made me think of the boys.

Does anyone know of a story with either of them having to deal with something like this? I've come across a number of physical traumas/illness/injury stories but nothing regarding the brain.

I prefer no wincest or slash and no death-fic unless it's well done (No Line on the Horizon comes to mind)

Thanks in advance!
 
 
03 June 2014 @ 01:45 pm
Hey guys I have a few sick!dean requests hope someone can help
1. Are there any fics where Dean is diagnosed as HIV positive and him dealing with that. Can be AU or Non-AU
2. Any fics where Dean has a chronic illness he manages while still hunting
3. Dean dealing with chronic pain or headaches
4. Dean has Depression/Anxiety/Panic attacks
5. Dean is sick and he gets stranded/trapped somewhere
6. Dean is sick and alone (Sam is not around for whatever reason)
7. Casefic with a side of sick!dean
As you can tell im really in the mood for some sick!dean h/c but i feel like ive read a lot of the good ones. i have read a lot of whats on hoodie time.
Gen is preffered but I will take any pairing
No hurt!Sam/Sick!Sam its just not my thing
Obviously dean focused
No Death fics
Thanks in advance :)
 
 
 
I've been wracking my brain trying to remember where the two fics I'm looking for were even located and since Google fell down on the job, maybe you guys can help!

1) This fic goes AU after the fight in Sex and Violence (S4). Sam kills Lilith without raising Lucifer, and Dean finds him in a near catatonic state. Sam hears bits and pieces of what's going on around him and thinks Dean's going to kill him. He runs. A year later, Dean stumbles across him in a town where he works at the library while recovering from brain cancer - a side effect of the demon blood powers. I think the fic was on LJ, but not sure.

FOUND!!!! Link in comments

2) After the boys split up in S5, Sam literally pics a continent. Dean tries to track him down but Sam's phone is off and he's in Spain trying to locate a gate to Hell so he can figure out some way to help fight off the devil on his own turf. They end up fighting hellhounds or something like that in an old Spanish castle. I think this one was written for one of the mini-bangs a few years back.

FOUND!! Link in comments


Your help is greatly appreciated!!
 
 
Hey!

I read this one a while ago and wanted to reread it, but it's gotten lost in my abysmally-organised and massively huge bookmarks folder:

It starts with teen Jensen coming into hospital with not much hope and a brain tumour (he's got poor co-ordination/reflexes etc. because of it). In the ward he meets happy-go-lucky teen Jared who appears to have nothing wrong with him and is the only other patient.

As the fic progresses, Jensen learns that Jared got HIV/AIDS from his first/only boyfriend and is shocked by how much hope he still holds.

They start to fall in love and Jared persuades Jensen to go in for the surgery, even though it is quite risky. Jensen draws hope from Jared, goes through with it and pulls out the other side completely fine.

Ending Spoilers )

My Google-fu has failed me and I can't find it in any of the obvious locations. Is the above description enough for someone to help me?

Thank you!

EDIT: Turns out it was unrelated Wincest, so I changed the tags.
 
 

Hi everyone,
I love this fandom, and every last one of it fans! I need help finding a fic. that I read a long time ago, and can't seem to find.

Jensen has been abused in one way or another during his time on every TV show he's been on (emotionally, physically, sexually). He has severe PTSD, and uses drugs, and other self-harming tactics to cope, and to deal with his past abuse.

When he joins the SPN cast and meets Jared feelings develop between the J's, but Jensen is severely damaged but wants to be a stronger, and better person for Jared and eventually tells Jared about all the abuse. I remember Jared feeling overwhelmed, and torn between being happy that Jensen finally starts to tell him his painful past, and physically ill from Jensen's sometimes awkward, and sudden outburst of all the ugly things he went through.

I also remember that Jensen actually believed he wasn't worthy of love, friendship, or even being in Jared's company, and that he was very vulnerable and the story made me cry.

Oh, and Jared has a fight outside of a movie rental place with an old abuser of Jensen's, because the CW star starts calling Jensen a whore, and slut. I think the old abuser actually was with another CW star that he was currently dating, and Jared felt sorry for the new boyfriend and eventually helped that actor out of his abusive relationship with the unknown abuser. If I remember correctly Jensen and the other abused CW star both end up living with Jared. Also, Jared gets physically, and emotional ill himself from neglecting his own needs and putting Jensen's first all the time.

I hope someone remembers this story because I can't find it:-D

 
 
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Hi all,

I'm looking for a specific fic that has pregnant Jensen. The following is what I remember about the story. Jensen has some sort of medical condition where he has cysts in his womb so although he and Jared are happily together, they never planned on having a baby. A faulty condom changed everything and Jensen found himself pregnant. It is a very difficult pregnancy that involved false labors and bleed outs. The birth is even harder on Jensen and he and the baby are both in danger. I'm fairly certain that despite all the obstacles, the ending is a happy one.  FOUND: Plans We Didn't Know We Made by [livejournal.com profile] obsidianromance.

On that note, I would be interested reading any fics involving Jensen or Dean going through a difficult pregnancy or birth/labor. It can be difficult either physically (as the fic above is) or maybe just and emotionally difficult one. Either way, I want my boy to be having a rough time with things. I'm not picky about the pairing or who the other father is, as long as Jensen or Dean is the one carrying the baby. The fic can be short, long, happy, sad or even graphic...it doesn't make much difference to me (although I would appreciate a warning if there is miscarriage involved...I can read it, but I have to be emotionally prepared). Any recs would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks in advance. You guys are awesome!
 
 
27 August 2013 @ 10:51 pm
Hello, lovelies! I'm looking for two different fics today.

1. Pre-series, Sam unwittingly strikes a deal with YED in his dreams, which results in Dean getting seriously ill (cancer, I think). YED threathens Sam that Dean is going to die unless Sam promises to say "Yes" in the future, without telling Sam what he is actually agreeing to.

2. I haven't read this one, but this is how my lovely [livejournal.com profile] sparrow_lately described it for me: "THE ONE WHERE SAM AND DEAN AND CAS GO BACK TO A TOWN THEY LIVED IN FOR A WHILE AS KIDS AND IT'S HALF FLASH BACKS AND THERE WAS A WITCH AND DEAN HAD BEEN ABUSED BY HIS PE TEACHER." She also adds that, "I THINK IT'S CALLED THE LIGHT OF HOME," and, "There was a witch and the town was really quaint and lovely."

John is present in both fics.

All help is appreciated. Thank you very much in advance!
 
 
 
Hi, I'm looking for a few things. Are there any J2 fics out there based on the movie How To Lose A Guy In Ten Days? I think that would be really cute and funny and I've been looking and haven't been able to find one.
I'm also looking for J2 fics that are really pet centric. A lot of focus on Sadie and Harley and/or Oscar and Icarus and bonus would be how they played a part in forming the J2 relationship. I'd also read really good gen for this and I've already read Man's Best Friend and How Jared Met Jensen: A Love Story in the Key of D (For Dog).
Finally, I'm looking for any fics about disabilities, including but not limited to mental disabilities, physical disabilities, brain injuries, mental illness, non-verbal, visual disabilities, hearing disabilities, learning disabilities, ect. J2 is preferred but I'd read wincest for this also.
Thank you in advance for your help!
 
 
05 June 2013 @ 03:20 pm
01. Any fics where Sam comes out as gay/bisexual to his brother and father? Any reaction is fine, and I'm all for wincest or Sam/omc etc.

02. Alpha/beta/omega fics with Sam or Jared as an omega - I'm always on the look out for these! Knotting and mpreg are a bonus!

03. Any fics where Jared/Jensen/Sam/Dean are bikers? There's not enough on these, and since I'm working on a biker!verse of my own I thought I'd see what you guys can turn up! Bottom!sam/jared only please.

04. Any slutty!Sam fics? Can be girl!sam, but I'd love to see a version of him where he loves getting fucked. Would be awesome if Dean found out about it and there was eventual wincest, but I'd take anything where bottom!sam is a little bit of a slut. Underage is fine. Bonus for him getting off on rough sex and being manhandled. Dubcon elements are fine. Will also be happy to receive slutty!Jared recs :)

05. Possessive Dean/Jensen. I seriously can't get enough of these, so please rec your favourites!

06. Hurt/sick Sam or Jared. Would particularly love something where Sam/Jared finds out that they have a serious illness and tries to hide it from Dean/Jensen. I think I've read most of these, but I'm desperate to turn up some new ones!

07. Sam with a medical assistance dog of some kind? Would also love ones where Jared has a dog for this reason, but Sam ones are hard to find and I'd really appreciate people tossing a few my way. Doesn't matter if it's for an emotional/psychological reason (such as ptsd) or physical.

08. Fics where Jared/Jensen or Sam/Dean meet in college?

09. Fics where Sam/Jared thinks he's worthless, or has low self esteem? Or has an eating disorder?

I think that's all for now, but I'll likely be back with a few more requests soon enough! Thanks in advance to anyone who helps!
 
 
02 April 2013 @ 12:58 pm
I'm looking for any fics that have any of the boys going through cancer. I would love to see the effects that chemo has on them and how the deal with it.
Slash would be fantastic, any pairing.

thanks in advanced
 
 
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18 March 2013 @ 10:06 pm
It is possible I made this all up in my head. All I remember is that the Winchester's are staying in a dodgy motel or apartment and the mould or dirty water in the bathroom makes Sam sick. Pretty sure the boys were teens. That's all I remember sorry.

Additionally, my favourite fics to read are very similar to this one so I'm asking for any teen sick!sam stories that you know of. A good example is "Slipping Through the Cracks" by Kokoda2007.

Any help would be much appreciated, thanks in advance! :-)
 
 
03 March 2013 @ 09:56 pm
Hi my friends!!
I have two requests and hope you can help with them:)
1) J2 WEREWOLF MPREG FICS WITH ADORABLE CUBS- Can you please rec me some J2 werewolf fics where they have adorable cubs? I don't really mind about the story as long as its well written, has mpreg and cute playful cubs in it:)

2)J2 HURT/COMFORT FICS WHERE ONE RUNS AWAY- Any fic where one of the boys run away and the other finds him? The only fc I have read so far is this amazing one. Can you rec me some more?

3) J2 FIC WHERE ONE HIDES ILLNESS FROM THE OTHER- Any story where someone is hiding an illness or injury from the other?

Thanks a million in advance
 
 
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03 March 2013 @ 06:08 pm
I was wondering if anyone could be of assistance,does anybody know if there was ever a masterpost or PDF file done of Both sides now by nocturiquette1 and or Self Defense by [livejournal.com profile] pussycatbelle these are my two favorite fanfics ever,and I would love to permanently save them to my documents,I would be very grateful for any help.

FOUND NOW,Thanks [livejournal.com profile] billysgirl5
 
 
20 January 2013 @ 09:58 am
I'm looking for a specific au where Jensen was going to marry Jared sister but finds out it was just for his money. He leaves her w/o knowing she's pregnant. Years later she gets arrested and Jared gets custody of the twins, and finds out he has cancer but doesn't tell anyone. He decides to take the kids to Jensen so the kids have some where to go when he dies. Jensen doesn't trust him and just wants his kids and for Jared to leave.

That's all I can remember, sorry but if any one could find this or others like this (one of them secretly really sick), it would be greatly appreciated. :)
 
 
I just finished re-reading Brain Pain by the amazing [livejournal.com profile] jcrgirl and would love to read any reccs anyone has (self-reccs are awesome!) where Dean takes care of Sam through migraines (or J2 in this same situation is great too). I suffer from chronic migraines and would love Dean to be helping me through mine!

Thanks in advance! If you haven't yet read Brain Pain go check it out - it's part of her Brain Verse and, as always, her writing is beyond wonderful!

Sandycub
 
 
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19 October 2012 @ 11:00 pm
So I went a while without internet, and in this time I kept a document helpfully entitled "storyfinders." Yesterday, I remembered this document and opened it. Today, I'm posting a few ;)

1. Film Fic - With Taken 2 coming out (which I really need to see), I was wondering if there was any supernatural (or RPS) versions wherein Sam/Jared gets taken and Dean & John/ Jensen etc have to get him back? J2, gen or Wincest.

2. Specific fic - Jared and Jensen lived in a house with lots of other people. Jared finds out that he's pregnant but some jocks or something beat him up and he loses the baby. I remember that Gen or Sandy or one of the other girls help beat up the guys who attacked Jared.

3. Film Fic - Any stories loosely inspired by The Invisible with Jared/Sam in the role of Annie and Jensen/Dean as Nick? J2, gen or Wincest.

4. Film Fic - I figured that I couldn't be the only one who watched We Bought a Zoo and immediately translated it back to our favorite boys because Colin Ford was in it? I don't mind whether it's a retelling or just loosely inspired, as long as its gen, J2 or wincest.

4. General search - Any fics where Jared is sick/injured/upset and his dogs alert Jensen to the fact that something's wrong? I can picture them as being very receptive to his emotions.

5. General search - The classic alpha/beta/omega with Jared as an omega, because I'm sure there must be more out there than what I've turned up by going through old searches. Bonus points for: heat and mpreg. Sam/Dean or J2.

6. General search - Any stories where Jared/Sam is pregnant and nervous about people finding out/what people will think because he knows that there's a lot of people out there that mpreg is bad/wrong/hell-worthy or whatever. Jensen/Dean should be supportive, or perhaps clueless in the beginning :)

7. (Last one!) General search - where Sam/Jared is exhausted. To the point where Dean/Jensen shepherds him around and has to do stuff for him. Bonus points for: Jensen/Dean carrying Jared/Sam.
 
 
01 October 2012 @ 10:37 pm
Hi!!

I'm looking for a fic that was a J2 version of Sons of Anarchy, with Jensen as Jax and Jared as Tara. It was a long fic, probably around 60k, posted one-two years ago. I specifically remember Jensen wanting to make the MC less violent and Jared fixing Jensen's son, and the story focused on how they got together. There may have been timestamps or a sequel...

Can anyone please help?
 
 
28 September 2012 @ 05:38 pm
Hi.

Im looking for a specific J2 fic I read a long time ago. I don't remember much of it, but I hope this rings a bell to someone anyways.

It takes place somewhere between the 1920's and 1940's I think. Jensen is sick. I can't remember with what, but I think he walks with a cane. I might be wrong about that. But he lives with relatives, an aunt and uncle or something, and they really despise him. And they keep him secluded and inside the house cos he has a weak health.

JDM gets a job working on the family's fence or something I think.

I can't remember how Jensen meets Jared, but Jared is living somewhere outside the little town and Jensen sees him sometimes in stores and stuff. Jared is described as some kind of 'free spirit' type of person.

JDM has a son who comes home I think. He's gay and very sick, and he has a broken heart, and both Jared and Jensen takes care of him. For some reason I seem to remember the son being Tom Welling, and his lover who broke his heart is Michael Rosenbaum who later shows up to win Tom back?

Anyways - does this sound familiar to anyone? Please help!!!


ETA: FOUND IN COMMENTS!!!!
 
 
Hi all,

I'm looking for a story where Sam has just finished chemo and beem released from the hospital after going into remission from throat cancer he got from second-hand smoke from Dean's smokng habit. Even though Dean's cigarette's gave Sam cancer, he still smokes, though he tries to do it behind Sam's back.

The opening scene has them in a diner and the waitress can't hear Sam's order cuz part of his larynx was removed. They go on their first case since Sam's diagnosis: a spirit who was a smoker that almost kills Dean during the salt-n-burn cuz he couldn't hear Sam's shout of warning to Dean. At the end of the story Dean buys Sam a safety whistle.

I'm almost positive it's a Wincest story cuz it's basically all I read, but I can't remember if it's Est Relationship or First-Time or what. The emotional impact on Dean of Sam's cancer was more central to the story than any sex, IIRC. There's also quite a bit about Sam's rehab and the therapy Dean still has to help him do every day.

Can anyone help? I've already tried the tags here, ljSeek, and looked for "cancer" stories on Delicious. I'm not sure what else to do. Thanks in advance,
kristin1974
 
 
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I'm on the hunt for some nice AU hurt/comfort, where Castiel has mental or physical disabilities, or is dealing with long term aftermath of an accident/illness/injury, akin to see no evil by [livejournal.com profile] zeppx (blind!pianist!Cas) or Sanctuary by Comedic Drama (agoraphobic!Cas)

Dean/Cas would be brilliant. The longer and plottier the better. My only concern is that it be a life long, or at least long term issue, and that the issues aren't the result of present abuse (I mean, panic disorders because of a bad childhood are okay, but injuries because of current boyfriend's munchausen by proxy aren't. ..does that make sense?) I'd like to see how the people in Cas' life learn/ have learned to cope with his condition.

Thanks so much!
 
 
09 August 2012 @ 01:21 am
Looking for long fics in which Sam is suffering from either mental or physical long term illnesses. Anything from dyslexia to permanent loss of hearing or limbs.  

I would like John to feature heavily, whether he's really supportive and understands and helps sam or if he's really distant or even neglecting sam.

Lots of angst is a must!

Thanks :-)
  
 
 
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16 July 2012 @ 02:29 pm
I've found a new "Cas" kick again! They beginning to A Reason To Fall had me thinking about Cas being in a Hospital with no memory or with and how he would react. Would he call Bobby, Dean, Sam, or would he just get up and go? Then I went on a side trip to him being Kidnapped. Either by bad guys or good guys (as in one of his brothers trying to keep him safe etc.) But Alas! I can't find very many! So I would love your guy's help! If you have any Favs related to this as well please rec those too!

Needs...
-Cas Kidnapped or in a Hospital
-Him haveing to get help
-I love comfort and hurt to go along with it
-if you have any fatherly!Bobby I would love you!

Thanks to any who can help!
-

(Mods- I couldn't find a Cas-kidnapped but one for each of the boys. I would love if you could add Cas to the list as well ;) Thanks!)

Edit: Help! I still want more :p I suck I know but I would love more it you guys got them! Thanks!
 
 
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10 July 2012 @ 02:28 pm
Hello guys!
The last times I was looking for something you guys were totally awesome so I'll give it another shot.

I am looking for fics where Sam was born disabled. He can be blind, deaf, paralyzed or have some serious illness... I don't care as long as Sam has to suffer from something like that for a very long time. It could have also happened at a very young age I just want to see how he deals with it for a long time.
The disability doesn't have to be the center of the story but it should be mentioned and some limp!Sam stuff would be awesome. :)
I prefer Sam but every Dean story is fine as well, just like J2.

Do you guys know any fics like that?
Thank you so much!
 
 
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Hi you wonderful people !

I'm looking for a few story types that all involve a physically or emotionally vulnerable Sam or Jared and a protective, caring, understanding awseome Dean or Jensen.

Here are the specific types of stories I'm looking for :

1) Stories where Jared/Sam is physically deaged (NO mental or emotional deaging please)

2) Stories where Jared/Sam is deaf/blind/mute/mentally challenged/has phobias etc... (you get the drill) and Jensen/Dean helps him/takes care of him.

3) This one will be difficult I think but well... Stories where Jared/Sam has been raped/tortured/abused. I want those stories to focus ONLY on the aftermath of the rape/torture/abuse. NO graphic description of the act please. Of course, Jensen/Dean isn't the agressor but I'm sure this is obvious from the title of this post right ? :)

4) Jared/Sam is hurt or ill and Jensen/Dean is a cop, a bodyguard, a doctor, a firefighter, has powers so he can protect Jared/Sam... You get the idea. Or Jensen/Dean is simply himself and tries to help. Stories about Jared/Sam's growing pains for example. Or hypothermia etc etc etc... Also stories where Jared/Sam has powers and Jensen/Dean helps him to deal with them and control them.

5) Jared/Sam is underage and Jensen/Dean is an adult.

6) Jared/Sam works for the first time in the porn industry and Jensen/Dean is his first partner.

7) Jared/Sam has nightmares (god knows poor Sammy has had tons of reasons to have those all his life) or insomnia

8) Jensen/Dean is dead (yeah yeah I know I said no deathfic but this is an exception) but he's still here as a ghost and can be seen by Jared/Sam and talk with him. Maybe even touch him somehow ???

9) Jared/Sam is a shy adorable brilliant student and Jensen/Dean is his teacher. (highschool, college, music, dance whatever...) or any other situation where Jared/Sam is shy and adorable.

10) I'm sure this one will get no answer at all but I'll try anyway. Who knows, I could get lucky. So Jared/Sam (god, how many times did I type those names in this post ???) need a kidney transplant and Jensen/Dean volunteers to be the donor.


11) This is different from my other requests but here it goes. I'd love to read stories where Jared/Sam is asexual and him and Jensen/Dean fall in love with each other.

- All stories must be J2, Wincest or any pairing between the four guys. No gen please.
- All ratings and lengths are fine with me.
- AU and non-AU are fine and any timeframe goes.
- No WIPs and no FF.net links please. Self-recs will be absolutely appreciated. Be proud of your work !
- Happy endings only
- no deathfic unless the dead person is not Jared, Jensen, Sam or Dean or if it fulfills my 8th request.

My eyesight is pretty bad so it's kind of difficult for me to browse the internet so hit me with anything you have. Even stories from the early days of the fandom.

I hope I didn't forget anything.

Many many tags could apply to this post but I was afraid it wouldn't be okay to use too many so I tried to stick with the basics.

Take care
Vanessa
 
 
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15 June 2012 @ 01:18 pm
Hey, I'm looking for a fic where Jared and Jensen hook up and then on the next morning have breakfast (I think) with Jensen's brother and sister-in-law. If I remember correctly than they have a son, who suffers from Down's Syndrome and Jared seems to be totally smitten with the little boy. The sister-in-law tells Jensen to keep Jared because they like him and he is completely different from all the other guys Jensen's dated (obviously they weren't interested in his family)

Does anbody remember this? Please?

Thanks in advance! :)

edit: story found, link in comments
 
 
28 May 2012 @ 04:14 pm
Hey people!

Does anybody know some stories where one of the
boys has a chronic disease like asthma, diabetes, epilepsy,...
Could be Dean/Jensen, Jared/Sam, Castiel/Misha or someone else.

Thank you!!! :)
 
 
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18 May 2012 @ 09:09 pm
Exams finish in less than a month and, other than moving house and a week-long camping trip with my bestest boys, I have little in the way of plans for the two months following, so! STORY SEARCH.

1) It's been done a hundred times before, but I'm doing it again in the hopes that it'll turn up something new: alpha-beta/omega fics. ONLY ones where Jensen/Dean is the alpha and Jared/Sam is a beta or omega. Extra awesome if there's some needy Jared/Sam, vulnerable Jared/Sam, hurt!Jared/Sam or generally tactile behaviour with some protective or possessive!Jensen/Dean. Mpreg is fine, but J2 or Wincest only.

3) J2 or Wincest fics with mpreg!Sam/Jared and protective or possessive Jensen/Dean. Some nesting, scared!Sam/Jared and generally adorable boys.

2) J2 or Wincest fics with mpreg!Sam where something goes wrong - I'd rather that its something that threatens Sam/Jared more than the baby (like, the baby's delivered but there's some complications) and Dean/Jensen are worried and protective perhaps even feeling a little bit guilty (I'd love if they didn't want to see the baby until they knew that Sam/Jared was going to be alright. . However,  I will also accept any fics where both Sam/Jared and the baby are in danger (even miscarriage fics).

2) Fics where, as a teen something happens to Sam (mental health issues, an injury [though I'd rather there was nothing like he's permanently paralysed or has a body part amputated or something] abuse, anything) and Dean takes primary custody of him.  

3) Your favourite ever hurt!Sam/Jared or sick!Sam/Jared fics. Can be flu, cold or something more serious like cancer or diabetes.

4) Your favourite schmoopy J2/Wincest fics with lots of cuddles and snuggles. I LOVE sleepy boys. Seriously. 

Thanks a lot!
 
 
so hi fellas,

i'm not looking for any specific storys, just some good fics to read ! i guess you can help me

1. highschool and college fics, where either dean / jensen or cas / misha is teacher and one or the other student. maybe that one whoever are student gets in trouble and teacher gets worried about him, and somehow they fall in love. i also would like to read stories with same basis but where teacher panics about their big age difference and maybe ends their thing and another gets really sad or pissed etc

2. stories like http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7726055/1/Too_Much ( one of my all the time favs, you really should read it ! ). i mostly prefer cas as bipolar and dean getting care of him. college and high school au's are the best, but i take others too

3. eating disorder fics. i don't care which one of these two are sick, but i maybe like more dean as the one. maybe it could be sam or gabriel / bathazar too, like, seeking attention, getting jealous when brother has found someone who gets suddenly all the attention. i've read lately stories http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7563979/1/The_Dead_Walk ( another favourite !! ) and http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6887905/1/Thin plus few others, but most of them have been wincest or j2 so please, give me some destiel

4. just good college and gich school fics, as long as possible ! me likey if there's some drama clubs or dancing hobbies, but i'm okay without them too. just something good to read !

show me what you guys got and hit me with your best shots ; i dare you !
 
 
Hi

I'm looking for a J2 fic I read a long time ago. I don't remember much but I do hope it's enough for someone to recognize.

It starts with Jensen coming back from a shoot. He's hurt his back from a stunt, and ignores it. Jared is calling his cellphone, they're together, but he doesn't want to talk to Jared. Or he did, and they broke up. Can't remember the details, but things aren't good between them.

The story skips forward a few years after that I think. They've broken up, and Jensen is now either in a wheelchair or something. He really hurt himself at that accident apparently.

They are both actors in the story, but Jensen isn't after the accident, and I don't  remember if it's an AU or not. 

Somehow they meet each other again. I think Jensen is now a movie director instead or something, or he owns some kind of special-effects company, or a company that makes digital effects? But they meet at a party as far as I remember, and then slowly start to get to know each other again.

It was quite angsty and heartbreaking but I think it had a happy ending. 

I know it's not much, but I just remember the first scene, with Jensen colapsing on his hotel bed, all hurting and groggy, and thinking how tired he is of Jared, and their relationship. I think Jensen might be either drinking or be on some kind of heavy medication. Not sure.

Hope this means something to someone. Please help.


THIS WAS APPARENTLY DELETED. THANKS ANYWAYS!
 
 
02 May 2012 @ 09:47 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic where either Jared or Jensen is seeing double and tries to hide it. I can't seem to remember which one of the J's it was though. I don't remember if it was a J2 or a gen fic. I remember that they were on set and something happened that the medic was called and J admitted to the double vision and they sent him to the hospital. I think that's when the other J finds out about the double vision. The double vision goes away at some point during the story and I know the doctor told him to make sure to make an appointment with his regular eye doctor. Sorry I know this is pretty vague. Thanks for any help you can give me!
 
 
Hi I'm new, and Trying to find Gen stories of Dean for...

1) Dean has an illness,it ether makes him very weak for ever or he dies.
from WeeCheter to current age -no older-
(No Wincest or Destiel, Please)


2) Very Sad Death Fic,hopefully dieing for Sam,but any Sad Death fic will do
no Suicide!fic, only if he has to do it like in WIAWSNB
(No Wincest or Destiel, Please)


3) Dean as a ghost/spirit
from WeeCester to current Age -no older-
(No Wincest or Destiel, Please)


4) Sad Demon!Dean fic (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

5) any Blind,Mute,Deaf (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

6)Dean Crazy/ in a mental institution (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

7) Dean never was born,but Sam is (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

8) you're recommendations,you see what im looking for, what else do you think i'll like (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)


I really appreciate, for any help I get,thanks everyone
 
 
14 April 2012 @ 12:21 am
Hey folks. I'm in the mood for some 'serious' reading (not angsty stuff, but I'm dying to read some fics), but I'm about out. Can you help a gal out? Specifically, I'm looking for:

1) One of the boys dealing with Erectile Dysfunction. I mean, come on. As big as this fandom is, there's gotta be some lurking somewhere, right?

2) Kidfics with the kids walking in on sexings. Not kiddie-porn or anything, but I've yet to meet a parent who hasn't had the kids come in... inconveniently. Again, huge fandom with alot of kid-fics... this is out there, yeah? *hopeful*

3) Kidfics with angsty kids (preemie, surgeries, anything to that affect). I've already read the Brothers In Arms, with Jensen's son Rider being a preemie. Things like that. Bonus cookies for super-protective dad as a result. I'll also nab anything with one of our boys being the kid.

4) Motorcycles. Got a year until I can finance my own, but in the meantime, we've got such lovely weather perfect for riding. Already read Love N Leather, Disclaimer and Brothers In Arms, so anything outside of that is a go. :)

5) Magic. Anything along the lines of SemiAutoMagic is awesome.

6) LONG fics. I mean, long. The kind that suck you in. I've read a fair share, but listing them would take the better part of "OMG, she's still writing them out??", so I'll just ask for 'em all. :> Just about anything goes for this one, I'm just looking for a nice, looonnngggg reading session. The kind you can't just walk away from.

For all: Either Wincest or J2/J3, no horror or deathfic, but otherwise we're good. With the kid fics... I'm open to non-m/m pairings, but heavily, heavily prefer it. Self-recs more than welcomed. Thanks in advance guys. *waits patiently*
 
 
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11 April 2012 @ 09:20 pm
I am looking for a story I read a long time ago on ff.net, in it Sam found out he had a degenerative condition like Friedreich's ataxia, where he slowly lost control of his limbs and had to use a walking stick. I think he also had trouble with his speech and vision due to the disease. I remember he was  not staying with Dean and John for some reason, but staying somewhere with a girl? and Dean came to visit him. It was a really long story and possibly had a sequel.

Can anybody help???

Thanx in advance
 
 
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07 April 2012 @ 12:14 pm
Hey ya'll!

Last night I read The Stars Go Walting and Life in the Fast Lane by [livejournal.com profile] mentholpixie and it really made me want to read more stories with Sam/Jared with epilepsy. Both of her stories are amazing but I want more!

Does anyone know of any stories with epileptic Sam/Jared? I would love you forever!

Please and Thanks!
Wine_Echos
 
 
02 April 2012 @ 04:45 am
Heya guys!

2 General searches this time (*gasp* I know, right?? :P), so if you've got anything, please please please, toss it in the pile. :D

1) Sick boys. I don't care who's sick, or how sick (be it just sniffles or hospitalization, I don't care), or if they're hiding it or if they're playing it up for sympathy, or if it's slash or if it's gen. Allergies are kicking my butt and I'm getting torked that people keep sanitizing their friggin hands after using a pen I haven't touched at all because I'm a little congested due to the trees doing some long-distance sexing. So um, yeah. I'm looking for some sick boys to make me feel better. I think there may be comms out there for this, but I have NO CLUE how to find those. :/ I've gone back in the comm a bit, but I'm not finding anything that's really tripping my trigger. Edited to add that allergic-boys make me happy too. ^_^

2) Non-sexual puppy play. I've read all that are on j2-recs, and grimaced my way through the sexual ones... but that can't be all that's there, is there?? *whimpers* Anyone? Again, any pairing, gen is welcome, I don't care. 

Any pairing, any rating, any genre (except deathfic and horror), I just don't care tonight. If it has to do with non-sexual puppyplay (or even if the sexual part is small... I can skip past it), or sickly-boys... please rec it. Self-recs welcomed too.
 
 
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31 March 2012 @ 09:26 pm
I'm new to the fandom, and have been devouring fanfic like crazy. I'm hoping you can help me find more fics featuring my favorite tropes:

1.) Hurt!Cas, whether angel, fallen, or human. I'd love to see fics with the boys patching Castiel up, and taking care of him as he slowly heals. Gen or Slash (any configuration) is awesome. BAMF!Hurt!Cas is a nice bonus, as is protective!Sam

2.) This trope is common in my other fandoms. Hoping to find it here. Because of a misunderstanding, or misscommunication Castiel keeps an important fact secret, which ends up biting him. Ex: fallen!Castiel doesn't tell Dean he can't heal himself, and gets hurt during a hunt. human!castiel overhears bitching about increased food bills, and decides he probably doesn't actually need to eat...that sort of thing. Gen or Slash cool.

3.) Any fics featuring the boys an Castiel with Bobby, especially where Bobby is protective of Castiel. Hurt!Castiel and a Dean slow to forgive would be extra nice.
 
 
01 March 2012 @ 10:20 pm
Alright, so I have mock exams all of next week, not to mention getting results from the previous segment, so I'm working on the principle that I'm either going to need some good fics to cheer me up, or just for relaxing with. As such, I'm looking for a few things:

1. Stories where Sam and Dean or Jared and Jensen have an argument, or some kind of misunderstanding, and Jared/Sam ends up hurt - causing mucho guilt for Jensen/Dean. I’d much prefer that there wasn’t any cheating, but it’s alright if one of the boys simply THINKS that the other has cheated on them.

2. Stories where Sam/Jared essentially feels that he’s worthless. Eating disorders, self-harm or suicidal thoughts are all fine, although I’d prefer if it wasn’t a death!fic. Aftermath of dub-con or non-con is fine, as are mentions of mental issues such as bipolar or depression.

3. Stories where something happens to Sam at Stanford and Dean finds out about it - either when it happens or when they’re back together again, it doesn’t really matter.

4. Fics where a hurt!Sam saves either his brother, father or both. Particularly if there’s lots of hurt/comfort afterwards with Dean and/or John taking care of him.

5. I lovelovelove fics like tabaqui’s wolfpack ‘verse, where the boys are just a little wilder and more feral than they are in the TV show, and I’m actually working on a ‘verse with a more feral-based outlook for myself, and so I’d love if there was anything else out there that was similar.

6. General hurt!Sam/hurt!Jared stories - throw me your favs! No pairings other than Sam/Dean, Jared/Jensen and I’d prefer bottom Sam/Jared. (Mods: tagged the hell out of this. Feel free to add/remove any, as always. EDIT: Fixed!)
 
 
14 February 2012 @ 06:22 pm
Hi, I'm looking for a link to a fic. I don't remember the name of the person who wrote it but the fic had something to do with Jensen and Jared being a relationship (married maybe). They had two sons, I think (not mpreg) and Jared fell ill (Cancer? something really serious and life threatening). Most of it is a blur but I do remember Drew Fuller, being like, um, Jared's caretaker (or doctor) and he was kind of hitting on Jared. And Jared give in and they, well I don't think they have sex, but they probably kissed or something and one day while Drew was being all flirty, Jensen stumbled upon them and loads of possessive jealous and angst. Oh and Jensen is a cop, Sheriff maybe??

Oh and it's bottom!Jared.

thank you!!!
 
 
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