Dean was hospitalized.And was angry with Sam everytime he visited

Sam at one point had to stay in a shelter. An elderly woman helped him
Sam still visited Dean but Dean would be mad at him.
Sam was struggling to set up a place for Dean when he got released from hospital.At one point,Dean felt guilty.

There was a garden or something in the house and the elderly woman visited thte boys.

Sam will one point go back to a nearby community college or something.

Thank you.
 
 
03 May 2019 @ 07:24 pm
Hey! So ive been looking for fics where sam (and john) cherish dean and shower him with affection and are very protective of him..it can be alpha/beta/omega dynamics also...selfrecs are awesome...its a bonus if its long!

There’s some ive read similar wjere sam calls dean mom and john treats him like his wife

Thanks in advance!
 
 
One of the first stories I read in this fandom was set in S1 or S2. Dean was kidnapped by a guy to make Sam use his powers to find his missing sister and he was also going to teach Dean "a lesson". The dad of the missing girl approached them with a stuffed animal and pretty much begged Sam to hold it to find her psychically but he had to say no, it doesn't work that way. I don't remember many more details but the guy just beat Dean all to hell in a barn and it caught on fire and Sam made the dad help find where the guy had Dean. I read it ff.net. Thanks!!
 
 
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01 March 2019 @ 02:11 am
Hope someone recognizes this story... I read it quite some time ago and can't find it in my stash of fic. So, here's what I remember... Dean/Jensen has been hurt, I think permanently -- a head injury? I somehow remember that it has something to do with his memory. Sam/Jared works from home -- he does work on the computer -- I think he's the 'help desk' or something like that. Sam/Jared also dances -- I think he gave up that career to take care of Dean. There's a third party in the picture, I think Castiel who is an artist and finds out about Sam's dancing one night in an abandoned building -- if I'm remembering correctly. I remember this third party (Castiel?) also gets to know Dean and Dean has some improvement. Does this ring a bell for anyone? I'm fairly sure it's a Dean and Sam fic. *Sigh* Your help is appreciated! I'll tag as best I can. Can't wait to see if anyone knows this story! Thanks!

Found... in Comments!
 
 
07 November 2018 @ 03:38 pm

Hi there! Are there any stories about Dean getting tortured and Sam caring for him afterwards? I am particularly interested in the aftermath of the torture, the healing process etc. So, I'm also fine with the torture being "off-screen". Only Gen fics please :)

 
 
29 September 2018 @ 08:06 pm
1. I am looking for any fics where Dean is hurt or about to pass out and whoever he's with (Sam, John, Cas, etc.) doesn't realize at first. Bonus if the other character/s are angry with Dean before realizing he's hurt

2. Fics where Dean is seriously hurt but he powers through and keeps going to the worry of other characters

3. Fics where it's kinda Sam's or John's fault that Dean is hurt and they feel guilty

4. Fics where someone hurts Dean or says something bad about/to him and Sam, Castiel, or John gets pissed and protective. The more pissed they are, the better ;)

Thanks for any help!
 
 
04 September 2018 @ 03:01 am

I would love to read a fic with a brotherly talk about Dean's line "I don't care what happens to me - I never really have." in 13x20. Dean's self worth issues are tragic! :(

 
 
30 August 2018 @ 02:39 pm

#2 and 3 found in comments ! Holding out for #1, read it on fanfiction but can't find it again.
1. Dean and Sam are in high school and John is off hunting. Dean is sleeping with his female teacher in exchange for money and food. He hates it and gets sick when he gets home. I believe there are sequels where Sam and or John figure(s) it out.
2. Dean is targeted by a vampire who entrances him and has sex with him while he's in a dreamlike state. He winds up being taken by the vampire. Sam and John go to rescue him but actually rape him in a crowded basement instead. I remember there being the concept of elder vampires.
3. The 3rd I believe by the same author as # 2 . It's John/Dean but Dean is mentally browbeat into giving into his father's advances. At one point John is possessed by YED and is even more of a depraved partner than usual coercing Dean into giving in having src in front bathroom mirror and rimming him on the kitchen table. Sam walks in at one point
If anyone knows about these it'd be great.

 
 
07 August 2018 @ 11:17 am

Request: "Sam and Dean are sleeping in the bunker when Dean is having a really bad nightmare about hell & Alastair. He can’t wake up from it and it goes on for some time. Because Dean is really quite at first, he suffers alone. When he finally begins to get more vocal and screams Sam’s name, Sam runs to help. By now, Dean is in his nightmare for quite some time already and Sam has a difficult time waking him up. When he is finally awake, Dean has a difficult time figuring out what is real. Sam tries to help. I like me some hurt Dean and brotherly moments with Sam."

 
 
06 August 2018 @ 06:20 pm

Request: I am looking for a story in which Dean is openly bisexual and Sam has no problem with it. The brothers are still as close as ever. Dean is in a relationship with a guy but this guy is abusive towards Dean. It takes some time until Sam figures it out and when he does it's not all roses but Dean keeps insisting that the guy is only doing it occasionally, and when he does it he's done something to deserve it and that he really loves him. This is mostly due to Dean's really bad self worth and Sam tries everything to help him recognize that he is worth having a good life. No Winchest please. 

 
 
19 July 2018 @ 06:30 pm
I’m looking for fics in which Dean gets injured during a hunt/rescue/attack/etc. and Sam has to carry him to safety. No wincest please.
 
 
28 June 2018 @ 11:30 am
So a while a ago I read an Alpha/Beta/Omega fic that was Sam/Gabriel on archiveofourown. The plot was that Dean and Sam were omegas, and the Crowley kidnaps Dean (and maybe Sam) to keep and use for sex. Dean breaks himself out and ends up witnessing a murder as well and goes on the run.

It starts off with Sam being put into Gabriels care, whos a police officer protecting him, and helps Sam try to find Dean who's now a key witness to taking down Crowley and his cohorts. Castiel is the one who finally tracks him down

I think in the end they finally catch Crowley in Vegas.

I can't find this fic no matter how hard I search so I really appriciate anyone who can help me find it!
 
 
Hey all! I’m looking for any fics with Omega!Dean where he is suffering from the nomadic lifestyle : never being able to put down roots, etc. maybe John and Sam are alphas and they notice Dean doing worse and worse dispite putting on a brave face? Maybe even Dean doesn’t understand why he’s so depressed? Sam is the one who always complains about leaving but dean feels it deep...

I would read omega Sam fics like this as well! Not a fan of Destiel or John/dean but would be perfectly okay with wincest (Sam/Dean)

Do fics like this exist ?? 🙏🏼
 
 
08 April 2018 @ 07:35 pm
I'm looking for a fic that takes place in S4 (I would prefer it to be around ep14-ep19 when tensions between the brothers are high, but any other time during S4 is fine too) that has hurt!dean and protective!sam. Powers!sam is awesome too. I prefer it to take place when there's a lot of tension/arguments between the brothers and having it end up with sam saving dean or some other kind of h/c (but that may be a little too picky XD). I would prefer NO Castiel in the fic, and NO wincest! Thank you!
 
 
28 February 2018 @ 08:37 pm

Hey I'm looking for some recommendations about a story which is kinda like this:

It's Dean's first summer after his return from hell. It's an unusal hot summer and even Sam complains about it. But Dean is having major issues, nightmares, flashbacks etc. from hell and is overall in a tough place because the heat just won't stop. Sam tries his best to help. (No Ruby, Cas or Slash please)

 
 
20 January 2018 @ 04:47 pm
Stories with hurt!dean and protective!sam using his psychic powers. No wincest please! would prefer if the fic only has sam and dean in it and no other characters such as Cas, but i don't know how many of these there are out there, so i will take more characters if i have to.
 
 
Hi everybody, I just got back into fandom after almost 2 years and am currently trying to re-read my old favorites.

1) The first one is a specific story from Sam's POV and he is quite possessive of Dean in this one. He thinks that if Dean was not as good-looking as he is, people would not look at him everywhere he goes and Sam will be the only one to love him and have him. There waere many detailed descriptions of Dean's real appearance and his what-if one.

I remember a line that went like "Sam thinks about when he was younger, he used to look into the mirror and thought that he was ugly, because his hair was not dirty blond, his eyes were not green and he didn't have freckles". I may be mixing up to different stories, and in that case, I'm interested in finding the story with this line as well.

2) Secondly, I'm looking for The Looking Verse by hunting-ghosts (which was originally posted here). It consists of three stories:

The Look - John noticed the way people looked at his son. [1851 words]
None So Blind - Dean needs to escape for a little while. [1788 words]
Too Dark To See - Dean lays some ghosts to rest. [5147 words]

3) FOUND in comment. Thridly, I'm searching for Broken English Verse by mass_hipgnosis. I found the author's AO3 account but it seems like they do not post their spn works there.

4) Next is another specific search. The story is probably based on House of Wax. Sam and Dean were captured by the mad guy and he tried to turn them into statue. there was a scene where Dean was lying on a table, tied and looking at the villain who was doing something with the wax. I think he tried to make Dean a sun statue and Sam a moon one, or maybe it's other way. I'm also pretty sure that the story was posted on fanfiction.net

5) And finally, just a general request. I would love some in-character Destiel works to read, preferably with bottom!Dean and Protective!Sam (of Dean, mostly because I want to read something with Sam being protective of Dean while he's in an actual relationship) would be a huge bonus.

Thank you for spending your time reading this. Bye-ee.
 
 
Hi read this story awhile ago and now I cannot find it.  Sam died I believe in the fire and John blames Dean and abuses him.  Dean blames himself and takes it.  John tries to get Dean killed on hunts.  Sam keeps appearing to Dean as a little boy ghost.  Finally John possessed by yellow eyes tries to kill Dean but grown up ghost Sam shows up and saves him.  Its really sad. 
 
 
05 September 2017 @ 06:48 pm
Hi everyone, looking for 2 fics I read a few weeks ago on archive of our own.

The first one, Sam and dean find cas being tortured by some guy. The guy has carved Enochian sigils on cas so his wings manifest physically against his will and can be seen.
Cas keeps freaking out when brothers have to or accidentally touch his wings. He compares his wings being forced to manifest and then touched/seen without his permission was like rape. Sam and dean look after him and Eventually becomes okay with dean touching his wings. May have been gen or Destiel.

The second fic has cas suddenly appearing in the bunker. Sam and dean have to go through cas's important memory to keep him alive. They are able to feel cas emotions and find out how much he cared/admired them for the start.
One example I remember was them realising when cas first met Sam and called him boy with demon blood he actually didn't mean to be offensive he was actually happy to meet Sam and greatly admired him.
 
 
I am looking for 2 general types of fics

1. Fics where Sam really needs or wants Dean. For example, Sam is in trouble and he knows Dean can make it all better because he's Dean. Either Dean actually is there and Sam is glad he is or Sam wishes his brother were there.

2. Fics that show Sam prioritizing Dean as most important over other people (like John). For example, I read this one where Dean and John split up in the woods to go look for a monster while Sam stayed behind. Dean gets caught in some kind of barbed wire trap. Sam heard something (or something like that) and thought one of them was in trouble, but he didn't know which one and he decides to go after Dean instead of John. If anyone knows that fic or any fics like that one, that would be great.

Basically, I'm looking for fics where Sam is shown to really appreciate/love his brother. Thank you!
 
 
03 April 2017 @ 01:36 pm
Here's what I remember ( I only read it once, so there isn't much to go on):

It was an au fiction, where Dean was apparently killed during an explosion at the end of some battle that averted the apocalypse. Dean's body was never found. Sam went to live with Amy (or Amelia?). At some point, Sam had dreams (or something) and left Amelia to search for Dean, and found him in Mexico (or South America?), living in a convent. Dean thought his own name is Sammy, and his behavior suggests brain damage. Sam brings Dean home to Amelia, and in the end, it turns out that Dean wasn't brain damaged at all. It was just severe memory loss...

That's the bare bones of it. If you've read it and know the name of it, I'd greatly appreciate it.
 
 
16 February 2017 @ 09:51 pm
Sam and Dean were hired by this rich guy to fix some supernatural problem and he offers to let them stay for a bit. He's impressed by Sam because Sam went to Stanford and he says he can pull some strings to get Sam back in. Meanwhile, he looks down on Dean and sees him as dragging Sam down. Rich guy has a wife and little girl. The little girl loves Dean and he is adorable with her. She convinces him to go play in the pool with her and her mom wants Dean to go in the pool as well because she wants to ogle him.
So rich guy and Sam are talking while Dean plays with the little girl. Rich guy suggests he get Sam back into school or something and says they'll find something else for Dean to do to get him out of the way. Sam stands up for his brother and I think he punches rich guy or pushes him into the pool or something? Later, Sam and Dean are talking and it's revealed that Dean was only staying there for Sam cuz he thought Sam might want to use the rich guy to get back into Stanford. He says it doesn't matter if rich guy looks down on him but Sam says it does and they leave. Also, the story is written from Sam's POV.

Thank you!
 
 
04 January 2017 @ 10:45 am
Happy New Year, everyone!

I'm looking for a specific fic I read about Cas' time being controlled. Unfortunately, all I can remember is there's a part where Dean's observing Cas, and notices that his eye looks strange (ie irritated, red, bruised, like something had been inserted into it, etc. I don't remember specifically how it was described).

And in general, I'd dearly love any fics dealing with what Cas endured under Naomi and the "lobotomy," (as seen in flashbacks here). I'd also be very happy reading any fic surrounding the angels who captured him in season 11, the ones who used those creepy head contraptions. Honestly, any fic surrounding these or related subjects would be fantastic. Aftermath is good, too! I'm a sucker for hurt!cas, caring/comforting!Dean and/or Sam, others. Can be gen or slash.

I hope some part of that drivel makes even a bit of sense; I'm afraid I am not very articulate at the moment.

Thank you all so much!
 
 
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Happy New Year!

I know in the past I have looked for stories where Sam realizes all that Dean has sacrificed throughout their lives but now I am looking for stories where Sam knows how much Dean sacrifices for him and all that Dean does for everyone else that he does something significant for Dean to show him that he appreciates him. Can be something as simple as Sam giving Dean a thoughtful gift or as big as planning a birthday party with their Hunter"family".

I'm also looking for stories where Sam defends Dean or even brags about him. Stories where Sam points out how smart Dean is to either their dad or other hunters. Where he points out the EMF meter that Dean made or how Dean figures out patterns on cases quicker and better than other hunters. Even stories where he brags about Dean to his Stanford friends and tells them that it was Dean who raised him.

Gen and wincest are fine. Please no WIPs. Self recs are always welcomed.

Thank you in advance for any recommendations you can offer.
 
 
Hi,

I'm searching for some fic recs that deal with Sam & Dean's Childhood.

  1. Either fics that are set in or partly set in their childhoods. Not HighSchool AU, I mean fics that could be set canon.

  2. Or fics set in canon time, ie from season 1-12, that have Sam and Dean dealing with the scars their childhood left behind. Focussing on Sam recognizing how much Dean was there for him and how much Dean took on the caring / nuturing role eventhough he was just 4 years older.

I know the show touches upon their messed up chilhood and the unhealthy dynamic it created, but they always kinda stay on the surface. Also it is usuall very Sam focussed and how unhappy he was and how much he hated the life and it usually glosses over how much Dean sacrificed to let Sam be a child. When they do go there in the show, Dean usually just shrugs Sam's desire to talk away. So I'm hoping some wonderful fanwriters felt the need to fill in that gap :).

Some Remarks:

  • no wincest

  • Pairing-wise I'm a Dean/Castiel girl, but I also enjoy reading GEN.

  • I usually read Dean or Castiel centric / POV fics, but I'm not anti Sam I enjoy his character. I just think he has a blind spot when it comes to their chilhood and the role Dean had to take on.

  • John as a dad. Not a fan of Evil!John. I think he was a crappy dad, but more in an absent, both physically and emotionally, than I'm purposely hurting you. He was a bad parent, but he wasn't evil incarneted.

Thanks in advance
 
 
01 September 2016 @ 01:44 am
I'm on a bit of a bad-father!John kick at the moment (mostly because I love the angsty h/c it causes for the boys), hence my two requests:

1. Are there any fics out there where John mistreats or abuses Sam (physical, mental, etc.), yet when Sam tells Dean about it Dean doesn't believe him (at least initially)?

2. Conversely, are there any fics where John is hard on Dean or treats him unfairly and Sam protects him/stands up for him? This can be physically or verbally protecting Dean from John's actions, or just backing Dean up when John pushes too hard. Not looking for age-regression fics. I've seen this theme come up in deaged!Dean fics, but never in scenarios where their ages are kept unchanged.

Really appreciate any recs you send my way! Any pairing and timeline are accepted. 
 
 
14 August 2016 @ 10:48 pm
Hello, everybody!

I read a cheater!Dean fic recently, and it gave me something of a taste, so I was hoping you kind people had some recs. I'd prefer non-AU if possible, and a happy reconciliation by the end because I'm soppy like that.

But I also would love to ready any fluffy Sastiel or Mishalecki fics you had to recommend. Especially if Sam and Jared are all protective of their respective angels. Not adverse to some light hurt/comfort. Also perfectly okay with gen instead of slash.

Thanks in advance.
 
 
I'm not looking for a specific fic. But any fic that has to do with Dean being traumitized from his time spent in Hell or Purgatory. It could be anywhere from being nonfunctional and not able to be left unsupervised to functioning but with severe PTSD. I really want to read about the emotional, physical, psychological effects of Hell or Purgatory on Dean.

Also they can be AU in that maybe Sam gets Dean out of Hell and angels aren't involved ot it can follow canon.

Also I'm good with both Wincest and Destiel, so if anyone knows any good fics I would be grateful!
 
 

Hey I was wondering if you guys can tell me the name of this fic. All i remember about it was the Dean was being abused by his dad and he meets Sam at school and they become a couple and Sam finds Dean beat up in his house and gets him to the hospital. If you guys can me find this fic or others like it that would be great thank you. I remembered that Dean was a football player and Sam went to Notre Dam after Graduating.(Edited)

 
 

1. I am looking for a story where Dean is beat up by a bunch of guys from his school who are on the football team, he goes to Bobbie's to get help. He's pretty beat up and it turns out that most, if not all of them, were possessed. Bobby comments how it is amazing that he survived. At one point John and Sam arrive , discuss the situation ( it has something to do with Sam's power) they leave Dean alone at Bobby's where I think he gets attacked again. No pairing.

2. A deaged Dean fiction where Dean is 13 -17. Everyone , mostly Sam but Bobby a little too, wants him to stay young but Dean remembered how hard it was to be so pretty at that age. Sam forces him to go to school but he is sexually assaulted by his classmates. Sam has difficulty realizing that Dean is used to being strong and invulnerable . I think the witch that cursed him lives or hangs out on the beach. He eventually finds her.
Found!: The Do-Over
https://m.fanfiction.net/s/8948683/4/

 
 
I saw this fic not too long ago and forgot to bookmark it.

It's Gen and fairly short - in it, Dean and Sam (with Crowley's help?) both make some sort of soul bond to Castiel to anchor him when they evict Lucifer from his body. When Castiel comes to, he immediately feels the connection and is surprised that the brothers would do such a thing for him.

Please help me find it - I'm obsessing over it lol
 
 
I'm requesting this here because apparently google and other other search engines on fanfic sites don't seem to understanf my request for some to be protective OF Gabriel, not protective!Gabriel.

Just, any fics where Sam, Dean or Cas (or all of them, or maybe the other arcangels or someone!) looks out for Gabriel. I would love to see something where they are protective of him from his older brothers, but I'll take what I can get. (there was a cool AU fic where John Winchester was all protective of Gabriel in a scene where his mother was trying to guilt him into something, and making him feel bad, because Gabriel was Castiel's brother and therefore family)

I've already read the awesome one where he's hurt by a Black dog while humanish and all three of them are all caring and adorable towards him.

I have a feeling this sort of thing might come more under Dean/Gabriel... but I'm not very familiar with the pairing. Any pairing bar incest is fine with me. thank you.
 
 
29 February 2016 @ 03:16 am
I am hoping someone can help me find a specific bonded boys fic. Sam and Dean are young. John leaves them alone while on a hunt. Dean becomes sick and Sam gets scared because he doesn't know how to take care of his brother. Grown up Sam appears in place of young Sam to take care of his brother when young Sam makes a wish that he would know how to help his brother. Once Dean is getting better then young Sam is back. This continues that Grown Sam shows up during times that Dean needs him. I remember one was when John, Sam and Dean were staying in a apartment complex/hotel? where I think a haunting was happening and at some point the spirit has Dean cornered and Grown Sam appears to save him. John witnesses the transformation. The story continues on with part of it involving Bobby.

Thank you in advance!
 
 
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26 February 2016 @ 12:19 am
Looking for fic that has Sam start drinking Demon blood again behind Dean's back. If he has powers cool if he's doing this to some how protect Dean, even better! Wincest would be great, but gen is fine too! :)
 
 
 
08 February 2016 @ 11:22 pm
I read this fic a while back and I loved it but I forgot to bookmark it. I remember that Sam was super protective/possesive over Dean, it's a Wincest story, I think it was a spell that made Dean a girl, Castiel appears in it, Ruby turns out to be Meg, Dean gets bitten by a snake or something and I think it was on AO3?
Also there might have been the real FBI in it at some point and nuns but I'm not sure on those two???
Now found- link in the comments
 
 
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Hello wonderful people. Hope the new year is treating you well.

I am looking for a specific story. Can't remember if its actually Wincest or not but Dean becomes pregnant but I can't remember if its solely from a spell or if its a spell that worked because of wincest. All I remember is that Dean almost dies during delivery and then later the YED or other demon comes for the baby when it is six months old. I do remember other hunters (the usual, Caleb, Jim, Bobby and Ellen) gather to help the Winchesters protect the baby. During the attack, Dean is pinned to the ceiling and his stomach slashed just like what happened to Mary.

Thank you so much in advance if you can help locate this story. I've really been wanting to re-read it.

(note added) I remembered a little bit more of the story and wanted to add it in case it helps someone remember it. The boys know the demon is coming and Dean makes Sam promise that no matter what happens, he is to protect the baby...not worry about Dean...protect the baby at all costs. Hope this helps. I really, really want to read this story again. Thank you!


FOUND! http://samdean.archive.nu/viewstory.php?sid=347&textsize=0&chapter=1
 
 
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25 January 2016 @ 06:33 am
Relatively recently someone had searched for a story in which Sam was kind of obsessed with Dean. It was a Djinn fic where Sam was hit by the Djinn [sorry, I can't find that particular entry].

The story was Better Elsewhere by Veronamay http://archiveofourown.org/works/1190469/chapters/2429007

It's a fun read. But I kind of crave something different now because of it.
In the fic "real world" Sam was in love with "real world" Dean but Dean was in denial. Then Sam got hit by the Djinn.
In the Djinn world, Djinn-world!Sam had a bit of a psychotic break due to his obsession with Dean and was placed in an institution. The story followed Djinn-world!Dean who eventually returns Sam's affections.

I'd love to know if there are fic in which Sam is obsessed with Dean, but Dean DOES NOT return Sam's infatuation. He loves Sam, but only in terms of brothers. Like, Sam might be even kind of creepy and Dean has to try to instill hard-line boundaries to stop Sam from just kind of consuming him. Or Dean makes sure to not be totally alone with Sam because Sam is mostly fine/normal...but that can't always be trusted.
Or Sam is constantly pushing boundaries, Dean continues to love him platonicly and tries to cope.

I'm fine with rape, assault, dub-con, just pushing Dean till he has to push back, or being creepy and suggestive without anything more happening.
 
 
21 December 2015 @ 02:42 am
Hi! I'm looking for a fic that I read a looong time ago that I've really been struggling to recover. I think it was quite short and it dealt with Sam and Dean's souls mixing slighlty so they each acquired some of the other's personality traits. I think this mixing might've occured as a consequence of trying to save Dean from hell or something like that.

It might've been deleted, but if anyone knows where I can find it I would be eternally grateful!

FOUND!
 
 
10 December 2015 @ 12:34 am
I'm looking for any protective!Dean fics where he is protective OVER Sam. Or Sam over Dean if you have them.

If not... Any Protective!J2? 🙏🏼

I saw this gifset and suddenly need to read any fics like this! :) http://twoidgits-oneassbutt.tumblr.com/post/134906036850/winterchesters-protectivedean-in-11x09
 
 
07 December 2015 @ 09:06 am
Hi. I was wondering if there are any stories out there where Sam or Jared is a superhero, and Dean or Jensen is a cop/firefighter/doctor/soldier or some kind of hero in his own right, and the two of them have the same kind of guardian angel relationship that you usually see between Superman and Lois Lane.

I really like Sam/Dean, but there are some great RP and gen stories out there, too, so I'll take whatever you've got.

Thanks.
 
 
29 November 2015 @ 07:44 pm
First time posting so I hopefully do this right!

I read this fic ages ago, I know it was on AO3 but I can't find it in my history which is a little strange. It had multiple chapters based on Sam's life after he was blinded on a hunt (either by a witch or a werewolf), it had time stamps from when he was younger in school and when he is older hunting with Dean, sure it's set between pre-series, season one and two and it's not Wincest though it contains cute brotherly moments!

In one chapter Dean had been hustling pool and the guys accused him of cheating and he ran out of the bar with Sam but they are cornered outside the bar, cue BAMF!Sam though he is blind he can kick some serious ass! There is another chapter where Dean his kidnapped by Gordon and Sam saves him and there is another one where the boys end up switch like Dean is blind and not Sam and it gives Dean an insight on what Sam goes through on a daily basics.

Hope that's enough info and I hope you magical people find it!
 
 
15 November 2015 @ 06:19 pm
Hey, looking for a story I read years ago on fanfiction where Dean is abducted by aliens. (NOT SEASON 6)
I'm pretty sure it was set in either season 1 or 2 and the brothers are working a case about people getting abducted. I remember a certain amount are abducted by aliens and I think its the last one who they return.
The brothers go to the place where the last abduction took place, even though I don't think they believe its aliens. When the spaceship turns up Sam tells Dean its here and Dean's like 'really? I hadn't noticed'. Dean gets abducted and Sam goes back to see someone who had previously been taken & they tell Sam that Dean will return on a certain day in the place where he was taken and when Sam goes back to that place he finds Dean who is traumatised. I'm sure the aliens have tentacles or something and abuse Dean, and they continue to traumatise him even when he's asleep and safe with Sam.
I'm also sure John turns up at some point and tries to help his son.

Hopefully someone recognizes it, would love to read it again.
 
 
10 November 2015 @ 02:40 am
I remember this fic rather vividly but I cant find it anywhere.

It started out with Dean being exiled from his pack/family because he was different in that he was a male who could give birth. Be is picked up by Alistair who has another mercreature(I'm not sure if they actually use the word mermaid or not), who I think was Azazel. Azazel figured out that Dean had an eggsac like a female and raped him, causing him to get pregnant with two eggs I believe.

Eventually he is rescued by Castiel and his crew, who are marine biologists of some sort, and they take Dean to nurse him back to health. Merman!Sam is already there and realizes immediately that Dean is his mate. But Cas wont let him in with Dean beauase Sam fought with another Merman, Lucifer.

Anyways the last time I read it they were trying to catch Dean so they can give him an exam and he was terrified, trying to swim away from the divers and Sam breaks out of his tank and drags himself over to Dean's. He blocks the divers from getting to Dean and when they leave he goes to comfort Dean and he finds out that Dean's eggs are making him sick.
 
 
This is quite an old one, but hopefully someone will remember it.

Sam becomes King of Hell, not sure how. He isn't evil but he is very dark. Naturally, Dean is with him, and Castiel too - I think because he wouldn't leave Dean with Sam (or possibly to avoid being taken by Heaven, or both). But now he's reliant on Dean for protection from Sam. (Possible Dean gets powers in this due to being Sam's brother and consort).

I do remember Castiel being scared of Sam and having to play it very carefully.

There are three scenes that have stuck in my mind:

1) Sam follows Castiel into a room and Cas wants to leave but thinks Sam won't let him pass - he does though.

2) Sam is in a relationship with Dean, but wants Cas too - a combination of actually wanting Cas for his own sake, and because he's an angel, and because he's a little jealous of how Dean still cares for Cas. I remember Cas drawing a promise from Sam not to hurt him, and having to remind him of it a few times because while Sam isn't rough he isn't gentle either. Dean's there to support Cas through it and make sure Sam reigns it in.

3)The Host show up to negotiate / deal with Sam, and it ends up with Sam, Dean and Cas on one side of the table and I think Michael and Zachariah on the other. They want to take Castiel back, and claim that Sam is holding him against his will. Sam disputes this, and says Cas is free to go anytime, but I think he gets a few barbs in about how he's treated Castiel better than they ever did. Michael and Zachariah tell Cas his place is in Heaven with them, not in Hell with the Winchesters, but Cas says he'd prefer to stay. (I think he says something like he'd rather serve in Hell than in Heaven). Which pisses them off and I think they threaten to take Cas, but Sam tells them Cas has made his choice and if they try to grab him Sam will just turn them and their armies back at the gates. I remember Cas being quite stunned at Sam being so protective of him.

Thanks in advance!
 
 
02 September 2015 @ 09:50 am
Hello wonderful Community. I am in search of fics where Dean is his usual self sacrificing, over protective, caring, thoughtful self but also features Sam knowing all of the sacrifices and protectiveness that Dean shows him. Fics where Sam acknowledges everything that Dean has ever done for him. Perhaps Dean is injured on a hunt and refuses to rest but Sam pushes back and tells Dean to rest, let him take care of things for once. Stories where Sam tells Dean in an uncharacteristic chick flick moment how much he appreciates what Dean has done for him. Stories where Sam might do things for Dean that are subtle that he feels are little kindnesses that he can give back to Dean (making sure he always gets first shower, or he uses fabric softener just for Dean's clothes or anything thoughtful like that). Basically stories where Sam knows what Dean does for him and he tries to give some of that back. Would be considered a bonus if Sam stands up to John and tells him how great Dean is (protective, cooks, cares and provides for Sam better than John does. That Dean did everything right on the hunt that it was John that messed up). Please no WIPs. Pre-series are definitely welcomed, so are gen, wincest and self recs! Thank you in advance!
 
 
30 August 2015 @ 10:09 am
I have two general requests which are fairly similar to each other.

First, I would like pre-series fics where Dean is hurt by someone (someone preferable to something) and John hunts down the someone and causes them great pain and suffering. I prefer the story be from Dean's pov as opposed to John's, but I'll take whatever you have.

Second, along those same lines but instead of John "avenging" Dean, it's Sam. This one doesn't have to be pre-series.

I'll also take fics where no avenging happens but Sam takes care of Dean after the someone hurts him.

The angstier the better :)

Thanks so much, guys!
 
 
21 August 2015 @ 12:21 am
I recently read The Wild Ones and I loved how protective Sam was of Castiel. I have two general searches:

1. Sam protecting, or taking care of Castiel. I haven't read a lot with Sam taking care of Castiel and I would really love to see more of it.

2. Anyone protecting, or taking care of Castiel. I would just love Castiel getting some love and comfort for a change. Nothing is too fluffy, or too angsty, as long as Castiel is taken care of.

I tagged for the main pairings with Castiel, but I'm not trying to limit it. I'm open to gen or any pairing, and I have no top/bottom preference. I'm good with almost anything (de-aging, AU, non-au, infantilism etc). Please no (permanent) major character death, non-con between the main pairing, or unhappy endings.

Self-recs and WIPs are welcome, any recs of this nature would be very much appreciated! Poor Castiel has had such a hard time, he really just needs someone to take care of him. :)
 
 
02 June 2015 @ 12:00 am

Hello everyone! :D

I'm looking for any H/C fics (Wincest or Gen, NO Destiel or any other ship) where:

-Sam (preferibly) or Dean gets an embarrassing problem and he's too ashamed to let the other know about it until it gets serious or the other one notice it. (I've already read The Nutcracker by Jasmineisland :) )

-Sam develops a condition (brain injury, illness, temporary or permanent wound, spell, whatever!) that leaves him unable to do even basic daily activities without the assistance of Dean (eating, dressing, bathing, ect) - I have already read Trialculosis Sam, thanks :)

-Sam is soaked and messy (feel free to choose what kind of mess) and Dean helps him to clean himself up.

I'm a die hard H/C fan and situations like these make me squee!

Thanks!! <3

 
 
26 May 2015 @ 01:52 pm
Hey guys!

Since everyone here was so amazingly helpful the last time I was in dire needs of fic recs, I've returned to tentatively ask for more help!

After reading the amazing Home is Relative by jsymo on AO3, I've been amazingly obsessed with finding wincest or Sam/Dean stories where Sam is the older one and Dean is younger. I'd like any story- AR's where the boys are brothers, or completely AU's where they're not related at all- just so long as Sam is older and Dean is younger. I'd love for there to be some hurt!Dean in there too, and Protective!Sam, but not hurt!Sam. And only bottom!Dean, please!

Thank you!