20 October 2019 @ 11:34 pm
I'm trying to find a Jared/Jensen fic I read quite a while ago. I don't remember the name or author but I do rememeber it has Jensen alone initially. Jared then stumbles into his shelter and they hole up together until one day, Jared comes back from a supply run and Jensen finds out Jared got bitten.

Jared eventually turns into a zombo and Jensen is heartbroken and eventually ties Jared up on a mattress to restrain him before having sex with him (can't rememeber if it was once or multiple times). I think the end had Jensen realizing Jared seemed like he started understanding him and that Jared might somehow turning back into a human again.

FOUND by onlythefireborn in comment below! Riyku's "Evolution"
 
 
Tell me some of your favorite stories in terms of writing style.

Maybe the characterizations aren't to your taste, or you don't like the twists and turns of the plot - but the writer's style is so good that you read (and love) the fic anyway. Whatever impresses you - voice, originality, word choice/usage, sentence structure, use of narrative tricks and tropes, dialogue, themes and motifs, etc.

I'm looking for specific writers or specific fics - even specific scenes, if one particularly impressed you.

J2 or Sam/Dean pairings (or GEN, none at all); Weechesters, apocafic, curtainfic; canon or AU or RPS. No holds barred, except - no angel sex, please. Thanks.
 
 
You know how I said that my last request was my LAST?? Yeah, I lied. *hides face in shame*

Y'all are just so good at this! Hoping you can help me find a specific fic.

Here's what I think I remember: Post-apocalypse. Sam/Dean. Boys separated - Sam may have gone Dark, although the apocalypse in question may not have been THE Apocalypse.

Here's what I know: Dean was helping or leading a group of survivors. They stayed in an abandoned church in Boston for protection against - demons? Forays out into the city were dangerous and had to be strategically planned.

Ring any bells? please and thank you.
 
 
Y'all have been so helpful lately - thank you! One more request:

Please hit me with your favorite dystopian or post-apocalypse fic (or lists). Love the trope of Sam and Dean crossing the country in the aftermath, just trying to survive. (I was hoping the Show would go there for the final season, but no such luck.) Gen or Wincest, either one. No angel sex, please.
 
 

Does anyone have a copy of "And Hell Followed With Him" by legoline? It was a Big Bang fic from 2016. I have the link saved but it seems like the journal has been mostly cleared out or deleted. I didn't see the fic on the AO3 masterpost or on The Wayback Machine.

If the plot helps jog people's memories...it was a post-Apocalypse fic where Dean comes back from the dead. Sam is leading a group of humans who have survived the Apocalypse. Around the same time Dean returns from the dead, things start going wrong with weapons and food runs and a lot of the other humans think Dean is actually a mole for the demons. I don't want to spoil the ending but Castiel and Bobby are in it and Dean is extremely broken from his time - 4 years - in Hell.

 
 
16 December 2018 @ 08:52 pm
Hi!

First time poster here, and hopefully you’ll be able to help me find what i’m Looking for :)

It was an old Sam/Dean oneshot (posted here or in ao3 i’m really unsure) ,about Dean being in a organized military apocalyptic type of world, and Sam joins his team but he doesn’t speak / can’t speak.

I remember one part where a person in dean’s team tries to hit on sam and Dean just absolutely loses and is asking Sam to be his?

I don’t think there were brothers in this one, just dean being utterly besotted basically.

Thank you for the help!! 😊
 
 
19 November 2018 @ 03:03 am

Hi, first time poster! Okay, this was a very old fic on fanfiction.net I believe. What I remember was the following:

1: It was before Metatron was introduced to the show, but a version of him was involved.

2: Crowley, Balthazar, Gabriel, and Bobby all were helping fight Lucifer in a second apocalypse

3: Sam was kidnapped partway through and tortured into saying yes to Lucifer

4: Sam ended up dying, and Gabriel went to heaven to retrieve his soul

Thank you so much in advance!

 
 

Long, complete destiel canon-divergence AU I've read years ago. Unfortunately, I'm very fuzzy on the details. What *might have been* the premise:

Dean doesn't know about the supernatural, has a job and a house. One day, freaky things start happening to him, and finally the angel Castiel appears in his house and tells him of the whole vessels/destiny shtick. Dean has trouble believing him, but doesn't have much choice other than to go along and try to stop the apocalypse.

I think it is eventually revealed that someone (possibly the angels) has meddled with time, probably to have Dean grow up without hunting and thus pliable, unprepared for the heaven's grand plan. Castiel is working with Dean to prevent it (perhaps he remembers the original timeline).

Dean may have been raised by Ellen and/or Bobby. Wish I remembered more than Dean's freakout at meeting Castiel in his house!

 
 
20 April 2018 @ 07:28 pm
Guys, I really hope you can help me find this quickly.  Here's what I recall:   The story begins with various 'sightings' of Sam, I think - some recognize him as Lucifer's vessel, some don't.  (They're like small posts in a newspaper, I think, or maybe like someone interviewing various people across the post-apocalyptic U.S.)

At some point there's a little boy who had his picture taken with Sam in Chicago, before he said yes to Lucifer - somehow that photograph finds its way back to Sam or Dean (who are separated at the beginning of this story).

That is all I can remember - any bells?  Please and thank you so, so much.
 
 
04 February 2018 @ 10:44 pm

Hi. I am looking for a fic I read a while back. It was a post apocalyptic fic where Sam said yes. Dean found him after they defeated Lucifer with his fellow freedom fighters. He thought that Sam was dead. Sam was wearing the white suit from endverse. Sam twitched or something so Dean knew he was alive. the other fighters wanted to kill him but Dean couldn't do it. He took Sam away and they were living on the outskirts of a small town. Sam was catatonic. He could move, he could wipe his butt and eat if you put food in front of him but he didn't talk. Then one day he just started talking but he'd lost all his memory. Didn't know who he was or Dean. He found a journal and read it and pretended that he'd regained his memory because he saw that Dean really wanted 'his' Sam back. I can't remember the name of the fic, or who wrote it. I've searched the post-apocalyptic tag on AO3 but haven't' found it. Does anyone know it's name or the name of the author?

 
 
I remember that the fic started with Castiel waking up near Detroit (probably) and soon after he found a young Dean Winchester. The ending was that Dean found the Impala and then from there they found Sam.

Also, any other post-apocalyptic fics with the fee of The Last Outpost of All That Is or Other Worlds Than These? No zombies, just barren landscapes and Winchester grit please.
 
 
So, I think the subject pretty much says it all. I'm looking for 3 types of fics:

1. fics focused on Sam's visions.
2. anything where the boys have been raised apart.
3. post-apocalyptic fics

(no destiel)

Thanks in advance!
J
 
 
03 October 2017 @ 10:23 am
Hey everyone,

So today I'm interested in reading stories that go into detail about why exactly Jesus is never mentioned or featured in the show. I've always thought it was really weird that during what was almost a full blown apocalypse he was never even idly mentioned as a possible solution to fixing things. The fic can be any pairings, length, etc so long as this theme is mentioned somewhere in it.
 
 
 
Specific Sam/Dean Fic. Boy King Sam and Consort Dean - Outsider POV
Hi,

I'm looking for a very old fic. Its a post apocalypse fic, where same has taken on his powers, and Dean is by his side. Sam needs an heir, so woman come to 'audition' and Dean helps pick ones he think will be suitable. The story is told through the eyes of one of the women. She describes being chosen, and then shes laying and waiting for Sam, when Dean comes in and lays beside her. He starts talking to her and telling her to stay calm. Sam comes in, and hes abit animalistic, so Dean calms him and talks to Sam while he mates with the woman.

Does this sound familiar to anyone? I used to have it saved, but my poor old laptop died😕 . Would love to read this again.

Thanks for reading.

D xx
 
 
29 July 2017 @ 05:02 pm
**Found!**
Hi everyone!
I'm looking for a fic I've read before, and I'm pretty sure it was on here? Maybe.
It's set around the whole leviathan era I believe, in a kind of post apocalyptic setting. The main things/scenes I remember are:
1) I think in the beginning Dean takes Sam to a cabin somewhere (Dean has a broken leg) and Sam is practically comatose. It takes a long time for him to start speaking.
2)Sam has really bad nightmares and the only thing Dean can find to stop them is some sigil he carves into Sam's back with a knife. He does this at least twice throughout the story.
3) At some point they get invited to join this group of survivors/hunters and eventually help train them. They also help plan an attack on the leviathans.
4) Sam mostly uses knives because he feels more in control.
5) Walt and Roy make an appearance.
6) The boys are completely bamf. Most people are terrified of them and think of them as "legendary" and I think for awhile they hide their real names because of it.
7) Towards the end the boys have a fight. They're extremely codependent.

I've been looking for this fix for awhile, so any help finding it is greatly appreciated. Thank you!
 
 
So, it's Real People Fiction (I can't recall if it was slash or not; I don't think it was) and it's set in a post-apocalypse (I think zombies; the settlement/camp reminded me of The Walking Dead).

It had a rather wistful/sad tone to it.

Starts out with Jensen's POV and nobody knows he used to be an actor on a show called Supernatural, although I think someone realizes he's the model on a burnt/destroyed billboard watch advertisement. He's like "that was a long time ago" or something. You also find out his family perished during the outbreak & he's just pretty miserable/unsure why he's even still trying to stay alive.

Scouts of his camp/settlement alert everyone there's a band of survivors approaching, and Jensen always hopes/prays it's someone he knows.

I'm pretty sure the climax of the story is just that the band of survivors includes Jared Padalecki (whose family also perished) and they hug it out & cry.

There might be a little bit more after that... describing how meeting each other pulled them both back from the edge & became more personable with others as well as better contributors to the community, but I think that's it.

It was pretty short, but the scene where Jensen recognizes Jared was friggin great. I'd love to give it a reread.

Also, after checking with /r/fandomnatural on Reddit, it seems like When the World Ends; That Is When We Begin by TruelyEsoteric might be the fic I'm thinking of, but the details seem off: Jared was alone when he arrived at the camp, Jensen didn't have a surrogate daughter, & I don't think it was slash.

Thank you so much for any/all help on this!
 
 
31 May 2017 @ 09:47 pm

My details are sketchy, but heres what I remember:

--I believe this lost fic may be loosely based on The Road by Cormac McCarthy
--Sam was injured somehow, and is now childlike
--The brothers stumble across a well stocked bunker and spend some time there
--Im not sure if they're being chased/hunted in particular, or if its just the circumstance of this post apocalyptic new world
--There is some Dean/OMC. Its a survival thing, but Dean did actually care about the guy
---Theres some Castiel in there, too...I think

Thanks for any help!

 
 
18 February 2017 @ 09:46 am
I am looking for a fic that I have the urge to read but cannot for the life of me find. I've gone through my bookmarks and saved lists, but I haven't found what I think I'm looking for.

It was a Castiel/Dean story where they had come up with an alternate way to stop the apocalypse. I know they get rest of the Angel Squad on board, because Dean spends various battles possessed by Michael (who has done an about face on previous stances and is now a friend of Dean and Castiel). Michael, however, does not possess Dean all the time, and the rest of the time he wears Dean's former aunt (she had been John's sister, and had been braindead in a hospital due to an accident, I think). They also get the Vatican on board to help stop the apocalypse, as Dean and various angels make several trips to Europe to meet with people snd collect things. I believe it was posted to Archive of our Own, but I'm not sure.

This sound familiar to anyone?
 
 
I've been looking for this for a while and can't find it. It's a fairly older one, so it might be deleted. It was a J2 fic on Livejournal, fairly short. It was placed in a city post apocalypse or in an otherwise dystopian universe. People lived in tribes all over the city. Jared's dad died and Jared became the leader of the tribe but they were suffering and Jared had to go ask for advice from Jensen. Jensen lives on top of a skyscraper and gives vital information to the tribes (who were fighting against each other for resources?) in exchange for money or goods. Jared has nothing to give, ergo Jensen asks for sexual favours. It was pretty PG though. Thank you to anyone who might help.
 
 
02 December 2016 @ 05:50 am
Hey guys!
I am looking for a fic and it is driving me insane.
Started reading it not so long ago, was still in progress I think.
Summary goes like this:
The boys are teens (14-16/18-20 I think), Mary and John are dead. There has been a zombie apocalypse going on since forever (I think even before the boys were born). They are living in a city with other survivals, everyone has their own duty to do. Sam and Dean are outside the city walls (their duty was to kill zombies I think) and Sam gets bitten. They both know that now Sam will die. Dean takes Sam back with him to the city to their own appartement to let him die there only to find out that Sam is immune. They both plan to flee from the city (because they are afraid that someone will kill Sam because of the wound/ scar?) and take a friend with them...
I hope some knows the story :)

Sorry for my bad english,
Annie
 
 
18 September 2016 @ 05:09 pm
Hi there,
I am looking for a story I read about four years ago. It's post apocalyptic. Sam rules a kingdom on earth and somehow Dean is there with him but I THINK he is mute, but maybe not and acts as Sam's hound. Not a dog, but scouts for him and fights for him. I think Meg or Ruby are there too. They are fighting a battle against the last free humans on earth.

I don't remember a lot about this story, but in the end Dean betrays Sam and goes to work for the human's. Rather than lose Dean, it forces Sam to change his mind and come along side him.
I know this description is super vague, but any help finding this would be appreciated

FOUND:
Dare Frame thy fearfull symmetry by [livejournal.com profile] keerawa on LJ
Also on AO3 (link thanks to [livejournal.com profile] dinkwerks)
 
 
Hi! I'm looking for 2 separate specific fics, both involving Sam & Dean, probably Gen although maybe Sam/Dean.

1) A casefic set in Season 1-3, I believe, when Sam's psychic powers were still active but before Cas/Ruby become involved. Sam has some sort of vision or premonition about a woman who's in danger (in a vision, he sees her involuntarily commit suicide due to some supernatural influence) in a town somewhere in the Midwest or East Coast (I think). I don't remember why, but Sam hesitates to tell Dean this. Instead, he convinces Dean to come with him to this town on a thin lead regarding a water monster in a lake or river nearby. Dean doesn't believe him from the jump and knows Sam's hiding something, but trusts Sam enough to play along, although he's not happy about it. Sam finds the woman (who I think is a divorce attorney or something), through the help of a local diner waitress, and visits her on his own while he sends Dean off to do more research on the fictional water monster. Turns out, the water monster is real and the boys eventually take it out. Sam then sneaks off on his own again to help the woman; he stays at her place overnight and somehow prevents the supernatural influence from causing the woman to commit suicide. Dean keeps calling Sam's phone as he doesn't know where Sam is, but Sam again being sneaky doesn't call back until he saves the woman. At the end of the fic, in a token of gratitude, the woman invites Sam and Dean to have dinner at her house. This fic is probably moderate length (at least a few thousand words) and had, I think, 3-4 sections/chapters, and I think I read it on LJ or Dreamwidth.

2) Fic set in a post-apocalyptic world where human civilization is rebuilding itself, and the Winchester boys have become myth/legend for saving the world. Dean and Sam have become separated and Dean lost his memories somehow. It's written from Dean's POV but his name isn't mentioned because he doesn't remember who he is, and we only know based on description of his physical appearance and other hints. He seems like a storyteller/seer-type figure to the people around him. At the end, Sam comes and finds him, and I think I remember that Sam touches Dean's face, which is when Dean remembers who they both are. This fic is shorter (maybe 1-2 sections/chapters on LJ or Dreamwidth).

I've gone through all my bookmarks, sifted through my history for the last several months trying to find these stories but somehow I can't find them. Any help would be appreciated; these fics were beautifully written and I'd love to read them again. Thanks so much!!
 
 
14 August 2016 @ 04:10 pm
Does anybody have a copy of After the Flesh by QueenGeekKeri. I really want to read it. I found the pdf version but after the first page nothing else shows up and I really want to read it. The story has appERANTLY been deleted and I was wondering if anybody has a copy if so can you email it to me asterdreams@gmail.com.
 
 
05 August 2016 @ 05:41 pm
Sam has to complete tasks to become the king of hell; Sam had a bunch of demon followers.

I remember specifically a part where Sam and Ruby go into a bar and then into a room where the devil shows up and makes him pick a consort - where he picks Dean, not knowing that means they will have to have sex. There was also a part where Sam leveled a city to get rid of some monster.
 
 
18 June 2016 @ 02:57 am

Someone help me. I’m having a brain fart.

What’s the name of that fic where Sam and Dean travel the USA and all of the worlds population is gone? They count the missing population over the course of their travels. It’s basically gen fic. They end up finding a house to settle in that’s away from the dangerous chemicals etc that would explode in a few years without maintenance.

It might have started with a G, or that could've been what the author's name starts with.

 
 
13 May 2016 @ 10:52 am
Hey Guys
I made a pot last night but it didn't show up or something, I don't know, this is the first time Im doing this so please excuse me if I screw up

Its a request for General Non-AU fics preferably with bottom! Dean and Jensen

1)Wincestiel - Not pointless ones , some with a good storyline a bit longer maybe ?
2)Destiel- Slow Burns- Epic lengths
3)Post Demon! Dean on how he deals with everything he's done.
4)Mark of Cain! Dean and how he's trying to get control
5)Team Free Will and Bobby fighting the good fight - in this scenario I want some fics which are very well written and stick to the characters as much as possible. Dean-Centric ? if possible ?
None of these AUs please. In the SPN set maybe ? Lengthy fics ?
6)Well written humour! focused J2 and Cockles
7)Well Written angst! h/c J2 and Cockles
8)Well Written apocalypse fics
9)I read this fic once called Unexpected Destinies By otp_Destiel, I liked it a lot , so If there are more fics like that ?
10)Purgatory


all dean-centric

Thats about it. Am i allowed to make so many requests ?

Thanks in Advance guys!
 
 
15 April 2016 @ 11:00 pm
Hello.
I'm looking for a specific fic that I've read a very long time ago so I'm little fuzzy with the details.
What I remember is that it starts with dean just getting out of hell. He wonders (in pain, not completely healed, a little insane and believes it's a trick) until he is found by the resistance (and their leader Sam).
They think he is sent by Lucifer and they don't trust him.
I'm pretty sure he doesn't trust them either because Lucifer kept torturing him similar way (showing him Sam and then killing Sam).
I also think that dean believes Sam is dead.
There is a traitor in the resistance and (he/she) make everyone suspect Dean.
The fic is very much hurt dean.
Also they fic does have good angle with the resistance but they don't mention Cas by name.
I also remember in the end Lucifer summons dean and dean goes and I think maybe Lucifer makes him do something humiliating.


I'm 70% sure this fic was posted on LJ if that helps.
And I'm pretty sure it was GEN.
Also if possible could you rec me fics with similar theme!
 
 
Hello. I haven't been on LJ in literally years. It's good to see this place is still running! There is a really great older fic - I'd say at least six or seven years old - that I've been looking for. Demons have overrun Earth and Sam and Dean must make it to the last refuge for humans - Truth or Consequences, New Mexico. I thought it was just called Truth or Consequences but none of the fics I've found under that name are it. I'm pretty sure Ash was in it but not 100 percent. It's a great story written during the early seasons when the fandom was just starting to pick up steam. Any help is greatly appreciated. Thanks.
 
 
06 March 2016 @ 01:32 pm
Alright, so I've just updated my movie remake comm [livejournal.com profile] spnremakes and it made me want to start another project.  So, i'm putting together a master list of all the amazing science fiction stories that our fandom has created. Apocalypse, Alternatre Histories, Zombies, Superheros/Powered up boys, time travel, Aliens... whatever fits in the sci-fi realm.   I've gone through every list, comm, and author that I know writes sci-fi but I don't want to miss anything!  So, please rec me any and all sci fi!!  Any pairing, SPN or RPF, any rating!  If you have a great rec list, or know an author who writes a lot of sci-fi, lead me their way!!   There can be crossovers, but the story needs to have one of the SPN/RP characters as a main character.

And yes, I have checked the tags here already :P

Thank you !!
 
 
06 February 2016 @ 07:21 pm
I need titles here ('cuz I'm sure these are both on my hard drive) - driving me nuts because I can't remember the names...

Both are Sam/Dean.

1.  This one begins with ALL the hunters in a big fight with all the monsters, fighting out in a field back to back.  Just when they think they are all dead, something happens and all the monsters disappear.

2.  This has Sam saying "yes" and disappearing.  Dean eventually ends up heading up a compound of survivors - there's a bunch of going out on supply runs, and moving the salt lines out to make their safety zone bigger.  Eventually he figures out where Sam is and makes his way to his compound, where he's almost a prisioner, as he tries to talk Sam out of what he's doing.  Baby is there, and he's allowed to work on her, and takes her out for a drive a couple of times.  He drives off with Sam in the end.

I've read these both a number of times, really like them, and really wish I could remember the titles.  Thanks for your help!

!!FOUND!!  links in comments.  Thanks!
 
 
25 January 2016 @ 10:30 pm
Hello, I have a couple or requests if you could help me out!

1) Redeemed!Lucifer - where lucifer kind of joins team free will or just doesn't want to do the whole "Satan" thing anymore. i think im thinking of an actual story i've read. I thought it might have been Unexpected Destinies, but It wasn't. Since I remember no other details, i'll just ask for any fic recomendations, any paring, as long as it's complete!


2) Fics featuring the angelic family. like i said, Ive just reread Unexpected Desitnies and I'd love more of the family dynamic between the angels. I read this other fic called make it on your own by SailorChibi that started out with Gabriel taking care of fledgling!Cas, that was so cute and i wanted more! Please no Human!AUs, and complete fics only.

Thanks!
Aki
 
 
12 January 2016 @ 10:28 pm
Hi,

I'm looking for a fic that either either zombie-themed or post-apocalyptic. In it, non-AU J2 are apart from each other when the end of times come in the form of a disease that causes people to become violent and overall zombified.

Jensen somehow ends up in a community, as as their unofficial _de facto_ leader, waits for Jared to show up, even though he doesn't have any real evidence that he's still alive. Every one in the camp knows that he's expecting someone, they just don't know who.

One day Jared finally shows up with Chad (IIRC Chad has an amputated arm due to a close encounter of the zombie kind) and every one realizes that he's the one Jensen's been waiting for. However Jared is changed by the harshness of the apocalypse and is no longer the bubbly person he used to be in his Supernatural days.

A slow, but deliberate courtship begins and they make babies, and although things are hard at first, they both acknowledge the feelings they've had all along, and happiness (inasmuch as happiness can exist in a post-apocalyptic world) ensues.

Please, please help. My google-fu fails hard, and I've been searching for this for at least a week ---

Thank you

ETA: Found by [livejournal.com profile] phoenix1966, right here http://archiveofourown.org/works/612790/chapters/1104514
 
 
Dear friends,
I am lookin for "What is Always and Everywhere" by portrait_of_a_fool. It was written for the werebigbang and the summary was as follows:


One cold night in Michigan, Sam went for a walk and met something else on his way. Two years later, he had finally learned to cope and Dean was actually dealing with things pretty well. Then the sky fell on Ash Wednesday and left them separated by thousands of miles.

These days, Sam is a freak amongst freaks and surviving the best he can as a latter day gladiator. Every time he steps into the arena, he doesn't know if he will live to see the next fight. As for Dean, he’s still out there and trying to make it back to his brother in one piece, which is sometimes a lot harder than he’d like it to be. It’s a long walk; so long sometimes that he doesn’t know if he’s walking to Hell or New Orleans.

If anybody has it saved i would appreciate a copy to:

andrianne2904@yahoo.com

Thank you in advance
 
 
15 December 2015 @ 01:36 am
The fic I'm looking for I read a couple years ago. I'm tempted to say it was like a book--a lot of chapters and details. Sam and Dean were living in The Bunker after the war with Angel's ended. There was a virus that killed infants very quickly and Sam was working on a cure at some outpost/rural city that begged them for help to survive. People are demoralized. Dean denied his feelings for Sam and hooked up with human Castiel because he was worried about the incest being found out. Dean is like a commander or general. There's a bar that everyone hangs out at and finds partners at. Dean goes into the city and gets Sam a kitten at one point. Sam and Dean follow Castiel after Dean ends it with him and he's in an old church going through a ritual attempting to get his grace back or into heaven or absolution for getting between Sam and Dean. There's a Doctor working with Sam that encourages his relationship with Dean.
 
 
14 October 2015 @ 10:33 pm
Hi,
So I have been looking for this fic for about 4 to 5 yrs. I have finally gotten frustrated enough to get over the fear and shyness of posting online and try and get help to find this fic. As I have only read it once and it was years ago I may be a bit vague on the details.
Anyway the fic was set during the apocalypse but Sam did not accept Lucifer and was saying no to do this Dean carved ruins into Sam's back. At the start of the story they were coming down from the mountains I think? It had something to do with Sam. Sam then saved a kid and Dean wondered why anyone would be scared of Sam. They later met up with a camp or refuge base where the others were wary of them. I do not believe the camp at first knew who they were. They bunked together in the same room and pushed the beds together but I think it was only for comfort I don't think it was slash.
Sam and dean then helped to fight the demons (?). One scene had them fighting together to show the rest of the camp how/ or what it was like and the camp was amazed at the brutal and efficient way they fought. They finally managed to kill Lucifer only the rest of the camp then thought Sam and Dean were dead as a building collapsed on them. The ending had them being seen in the mountains alive though.
From memory Sam was portrayed as traumatised and was very scary. Dean was the over protective big brother. So overall not much difference to many other fics there.
I think the fic was around or at least 100k.
Thanks in advance for any and all help :)

Ps. As this is my first ever post on LJ if I have done something wrong please let me know!

Found: Explaining is an Admission of Failure
 
 
28 September 2015 @ 02:10 pm
Hello, all. I'm looking for a specific fic that I know I have read but cannot find in my 250+ bookmarks.

This one is set in either a roadhouse or diner. I think it is a diner. I can't recall whether Sam is Lucifer or just rules hell. The opposite applies to Dean (rules heaven or is Michael). I remember there is an old man in the diner who is the only not one freaked out by them walking in. He keeps telling the waitress/whatever that it will be okay. Dean(?) gives him some kind of message about a relative (maybe mother). Sam flips out when someone insults Dean.

I know this is really vague but it popped in my head the other day and I can't find it and it's driving me nuts. Sorry for how vague the description is.
 
 
09 August 2015 @ 09:40 pm
Hello -

Not much to go on here, but I am looking for a fic - a one-shot that I read on LJ (I think...).  It was set in a futuristic/post apocalyptic world where Jensen was a highly trained/programmed assassin or soldier who had escaped from/was in hiding from the people who had trained him.  He was with Jared, in a remote place - cabin in the woods or on a mountain, somewhere.  They were doing all right, under the radar, but then Jensen came back from town or wherever, with a body - someone had tracked them, and Jensen had killed the man to protect them.

It was a beautifully written story, gorgeous language - spare, almost, and I think it was a winter setting.  Anyway, I would be very grateful if anyone can help!  I swear I had saved this fic to memories, but I just can't find it!

Thank you!
jennk528

Story found - author has locked journal, but has been granting access on request.  See [livejournal.com profile] downjune
 
 
 
29 April 2015 @ 01:51 am
Hey guys,

this is my first post ever here so I hope I'm doing this right...

I'm still not over The Last Of Us. It's such an amazing game with a thrilling & exceptionally human Zombie Apocalypse story. I'm fairly certain some of you are familiar with Joel and Ellie and their adventure.
Sooo... I'm looking for (Zombie)Apocalypse and/or Dystopia fics with Sam and Dean in the middle of it! I've read "Last Outpost Of All That Is" and it was heartbreaking & hauntingly beautiful and had the exact atmosphere that I'm looking for. The "Last Of Us"-vibe!
Since then I've been looking for other stories like that all over the internet but for some reason I didn't come up with much. Even browsing the Apocafic-tag here... there are many many J2-stories but only a few with the Winchesters.
Maybe you could help me find some more and/or point me to some more Delicious-tags to browse through? :)
Length doesn't matter, rating doesn't matter... I prefer complete fics but I will take WIPs if they aren't abandoned!

Thank you so much! <3
(oh and sorry for any mistakes - english isn't my first language, please bear with me ^^)
 
 
05 April 2015 @ 05:53 pm
hello,
I've just reread the Holy!Dean Verse and was looking for simpilar fics where Dean is maybe placed in charge of angels or given some holy task or responsibiliy. I've alread read Named and On the Wings of War. Despite all the listed stories being Dean/Cas, I have no preference about pairing, as long as it's dean centric, please,and complete!
 
 
02 March 2015 @ 09:09 pm
There was some sort of virus of perhaps zombie apocalypse and the world is going nuts. Sam and Dean are driving around and heading east, they end up on an island with a lighthouse and I think a friendly ghost.
 
 
19 February 2015 @ 05:15 pm
Hey everyone,

I'm looking for 2 different types of fics, I hope you can help!

1. I've been in the mood for J2 "post-apocalyptic" stories, where earth has nearly been destroyed (war, disease, etc.) and everyone is just trying to survive. I'm looking for something along the lines of "Every Old Town's Just Our Pasts Burning Down" by akitay, just to give you an idea what I have in mind. But I'm also open to other suggestions! I'd prefer J2 but gen is fine as well.

2. Stories that are set on a farm or ranch, or maybe where there is an emphasis on hiking and being outside. It's pretty vague, but I've just cam back from Texas and I want stories that have that open space feeling, or maybe where they are outisde during a storm or something. J2 or Sam/Dean or Gen are all fine

Thx in advance!
 
 
11 February 2015 @ 01:26 am
What I remember of this story is that the Apocalypse is over, Sam doesn't remember his part in it, Castiel is dead and Dean is the only human alive that remembers anything. It takes place in a church with Dean confessing to a priest, basically asking if there is a heaven for Angels. I'm pretty sure Uriel makes an appearance near the end and wipes the priest's mind as a form of punishment for Dean.

Any help would be greatly appreciated.
 
 
Sometimes I read awesome stories on LiveJournal that have no AO3 link or PDFs. I could copy and paste everything into a Word document and create my own PDFs, but I figured I'd ask around about a few specific fics first and maybe even find some gems... and if anyone knows how to download ff.net fics, that would be amazing. Reading them is great, but sometimes authors delete their own work. I've been collecting my favorite fics lately to ensure I can always read them.

1. I'm looking for the PDF of Instinct by highermagic. Or an AO3 link.
2. Anything by K Hanna Korossy or KKBELVIS, two of my favorite authors. I love love love their stories, but I can't find PDFs anywhere.
3. What is Always and Everywhere by portraitofafool, an apocalyptic AU in which Sam is a werewolf gladiator and Dean is crossing the country in search of him.

4. And, hey, any amazing recs or self-recs that have PDFs. I prefer lengthy Sam or Jared-centered fics, nothing too dark, wincest okay, bottom!Sam or Jared, and minimal Cas. But I'll take all suggestions, and others on this board will have other tastes. I also love sick fics!

Thanks!
 
 
01 December 2014 @ 02:06 pm
The first one is driving me crazy. I have read it several times, but I can't find it even after a search of this com. It's a J2 fic. I think Jensen is either a paramedic or a firefighter and his station gets a call to a car crash in which Jared is involved. I think Jared hotwired the car and was driving it to the hospital when he gets into the crash. Mike Rosenbaum is in it and he's not too fond of Jared. Jared delivers the baby in the ambulance. FOUND! It's Accidental Delivery. Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] phoenix1966

The second fic is a post-apocalypse I think. J2 or Sam/Dean. I'm very vague about the details. All I can say is Jensen/Dean is looking for somewhere safe for Jared/Sam to have the baby. I have read a few similar to this, but I would be very grateful if you could rec any at all in the hopes that I will find it.

Many thanks.
 
 
27 November 2014 @ 07:12 am
Hi y'all :)

So I've been really getting into the whole end of the world thing (thank you the walking dead), and I thought want's better than a few j2/wincest zombie fics?

1) I'm looking for those really good long J2 fics around that idea. Dean/Sam are welcomed as well, wincest is a plus.

2) a specific search about a j2 apocalypse fic I read a really long time ago. I believe it stars with jensen and that j2 has split up somehow, and jensen is kind of a leader? I remember one scene that every time new people came jensen always looked if jared was with them until he finally was. It wasn't a long story, no more than 3 parts.

Thank you!!!
 
 
23 November 2014 @ 09:49 am
Looking for a fic (pretty sure it's also a podfic) where Sam and Dean are the only people left on earth. Everyone else just seems to have disappeared like in the Left Behind senario.

Things I remember:
-Sam sees a puppy (lab?) and even if he wants to bring it with him Dean convinces him that the dog will be better of with the other "wild" dogs roaming around. They drive away.
-They end up at a farmhouse. They find a small dead dog in a corner. Dean cleans up the mess so Sam doesn't have to.
-One night, while they are traveling, they end up somewhere and Dean is forced to turn on the music to keep from hearing all the dogs trapped in houses and apartments howling.
-Also almost certain it's a Sam/Dean fic. I don't normally read that but in this case it actually seemed logical for them to end up together.
-Don't think Castiel was in it. Just Dean and Sam.

Almost 100% sure I heard this as a podfic but have't had much luck looking for it at Audiofic.

!Found!
Link to fic: http://gekizetsu.net/sn/lastoutpost.htm
Link to podfic: http://www.audiofic.jinjurly.com/last-outpost-of-all-that-is
 
 
18 November 2014 @ 03:40 am
Hi guys, I have one fic that has been driving me crazy trying to look it up. It's an old story from years ago, and from what I can remember, Dean and Sam and Ruby try to stop the apocalypse, with the final reveal that Ruby is Lucifer. At the end, Gabriel shows up with a sword for Dean to slay Azazel. It's a fairly long story, I remember reading it in several posts on livejournal. If anyone have a clue what I'm talking about, please let me know.
 
 
16 November 2014 @ 09:42 pm
I'm doing a rec list for a friend of mine who's new to the wonders of Supernatural fandom. And I remembered this series of oneshots I read awhile ago. Basically, Gabriel came to help the Winchesters avert the apocalypse without Sam having to say yes. They backstabbed Lucifer (literally, I think) and Team Free will went to Chuck to celebrate. I think in part 12 or 13, Gabriel figured out that Chuck was God. And he was bugging Chuck so Chuck teleported him to the Antarctic. It was either gen or Destiel.

Sound familiar? Would love some help.