I read it a few years ago but can't for the life of me find it!
It was kind of mpreg but not the typical deal. For starters there was no romance, no smut or any slash; the only relationship in it was platonic between brothers. Sam was at Stanford when he was hit with a spell by a woman who couldn't have children (i think she found the spell at some kind of new-agey shop?) I forgot some of the details but it somehow targeted Sam resulting in a fake rapid pregnancy along with all of the symptoms. Dean hadn't heard from Sam for quite awhile but he got a message from him asking Dean to come to Stanford to help with his "issue".
The specific story I'm looking for is pre-series and involves one of the boys being molested. Bobby and Jim are discussing how to handle it (John is off on a hunt/unreachable). Bobby says he won't kill the guy, but he figures what the pastor doesn't know won't hurt him.
I'm almost certain I found it through someone else's search here . . .but I have no idea which one.
In general, any fics where one character takes the law into their own hands in defense of another are welcome! Gen only, please.
ETA: Specific story found, with link in comments. Recs for the general search still more than welcome!
Hey guys! This is my first post so sorry if I mess something up. Lol anyway the fic I'm searching for is weechester. I think that Dean gives Sammy a little bit of alcohol for some reason (maybe because he wouldn't stop crying?) and John finds out and yells at Dean who then thinks that John hates him and he hides. John and Bobby panic and try to find him. I don't remember anything else about it except for a part where Dean thinks John is leaving him and he chases the Impala and falls and scrapes his knees. At the end John apologizes for yelling at Dean so heavily and everything is ok. I don't think it was a very long fic either if that helps.
Also for my general search, if anyone knows of any fics that include any of these:
1.) Outsider POV of Dean
2.) There is someone (teacher, police, etc.) that think the boys are being abused but actually aren't
3.) Any other angsty pre series fics featuring John and Dean
I would greatly appreciate any help, thanks in advance!
Thank you!
UPDATE 7/25/2019: For anyone looking for similar stories in addition to the ones posted below, I did come across another pre-series Sam death!fic by the lovely
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Summary: Mary Winchester has one son.
I'm looking for a pre-series fic set in an alternate universe where Sam dies instead of Mary but the family still see him around the house, especially Dean. Sam also grows even though he's not alive really and Mary tries to get rid of him before realizing he is actually her son.
Thanks.
Hi guys, i'm looking for a multi chapter fic i read awhile ago where Sam, who is maybe 10-12 is bitter about Dean treating him like a kid, so i think he makes an accidental wish (Maybe to fae? or a leprechaun?) to be older.
I remember that Dean and Sam woke up with their ages swapped, and then they continued to age in opposite directions by threes (Sam was 17 and Dean was 13, Sam was 20 and Dean was 10, etc...) and Sam began to fear that Dean would disappear. John comes back later and almost attacks grown up Sam.
Also looking for another specific fic on Tumblr (I think) that is a Wincest 2 parter- younger Sam and Dean are together and older Sam and Dean end up in the past with them. Older Sam and Young Sam end up sleeping together and Old Dean and Young Dean do too. But for moral reasons I think Dean won't touch young sam?
Also if you guys have any good recs about the opposite of De aging, like one of them is an adult or they time travel and meet child them, idk that's my hard to find niche fanfic obsession.
I need help finding a story I read about John abusing Sam on the anniversary of Mary's death. He mistakenly leaves Sam handcuffed in the bathroom so Dean finds out. John tries to convince Dean that it wasn't him. I know Caleb was involved but I cannot remember to much else. Any help will be appreciated.
I hope everyone had a wonderful Holiday weekend and that your families/friends are well! If no one has told you that they are thankful for you, just know that I am!
I am looking for a fic I read not too long ago and I am hoping someone can help me locate it! I have to admit I only have blanket details but you guys have performed miracles for me before (which is why I will always be thankful for my SPN fam XD)!
It’s a wee!chester fic that is slow build from pinning!sam and pinning!dean discovering this forbidden connection. Once they give in everything is hot and heavy with constant teasing in public, around John, in the impala, restaurant bathrooms, etc.
Things specific to this fic are that Sam really wants to go all the way but Dean thinks he is too young. It gets so tense between them that Sam decides that if he can’t have all of Dean then they won’t do anything and won’t let Dean touch him!
They also get left by John a lot, like 2 weeks to months at a time. Once in a house that John rented in walking distance from their high school. They play house and are very fluff-tastic other than when Dean stops them from going to far. Dean does finally give in and they seal their bond and dream bout their future together. While they are living in the house I remember Sam ties Dean to the bed frame and drives him crazy once. Maybe there is Sam in panties or stockings at some point? While they have these moments alone there is a lot of Sam trying to convince Dean that they should just leave and be together just them but Dean is reluctant but sure that he will always be with Sam.
John eventually comes back and they have to continue stealing moments together between his late nights and hunts. There are several times when John takes Dean on hunts and they can only communicate over the phone and phone sex is had.
I believe I read the fic on AO3 and it might be a WIP but I’m not quite sure! Hopefully someone can help me, I know those details are running themes in lots of wee!cest fics and they are scattered but maybe someone knows what I am talking about!
Thanks for the help ahead of time!
1- the first one I believe was called “hanter boy” or “boy hunter” I don’t remember and it was pdf and I think it was about Sam having amnesia and hunting alone and John and Dean trying to find him.
2- this one is called “And Won The Soul’s Rest” and this is the Summary: “Sam of Winchester entered the Abbey five years ago. Now, his brother has come to get him out.”
it’s on LiveJournal but the link won’t open so please if someone has a copy I would be entirely grateful.
And if anyone has anything along those lines that would be perfect too! Self-rec is welcome just please NO slash unless it’s a minor thing in the story.
Again sorry about any mistakes and thanks in advance! :D
Thanks for any help! :)
This was a multi-chapter epic, maybe 30+ parts
I'm pretty sure the word "highway" was involved
Sam and Dean were barely out of their teens
They encounter spirits/ghosts in the forest, and have hallucinations that seem real to them
This is wincest - the brothers are involved with each other
The spirit is of a settler in the land from 100+ years ago (revealed toward the end)
The boys get separated for a time and one encounters the spirit, who tells their whole backstory
Thanks for any help. I'm gonna feel really dumb when I'm told the title, which I SHOULD remember.
#2 and 3 found in comments ! Holding out for #1, read it on fanfiction but can't find it again.
1. Dean and Sam are in high school and John is off hunting. Dean is sleeping with his female teacher in exchange for money and food. He hates it and gets sick when he gets home. I believe there are sequels where Sam and or John figure(s) it out.
2. Dean is targeted by a vampire who entrances him and has sex with him while he's in a dreamlike state. He winds up being taken by the vampire. Sam and John go to rescue him but actually rape him in a crowded basement instead. I remember there being the concept of elder vampires.
3. The 3rd I believe by the same author as # 2 . It's John/Dean but Dean is mentally browbeat into giving into his father's advances. At one point John is possessed by YED and is even more of a depraved partner than usual coercing Dean into giving in having src in front bathroom mirror and rimming him on the kitchen table. Sam walks in at one point
If anyone knows about these it'd be great.
I am looking for a fic I read and cant find anymore.
It happens when Sam is at stanford and Dean is cursed and slowly changed into a girl and there is no way to reverse the curse.
I dont remember well but I think that when Dean realise he is changing he tries to hide it from John and have Bobby help him look for a cure.
Then John take him to Missouri so he can learn to deal with being a girl.( I mostly remember Dean and Missouri shopping for bra.)
Thanks in advance!
I'm looking for a specific where both Sam and Dean are younger and set at bobby's house.
The only things that I can remember from the story is that Sam is too young to hunt and wants to have his first but john won't let him. Sam is kidnapped when John and Dean go on a hunt and dean blames himself for what happened to Sam. When they save Sam, Dean goes crazy and kills all of the monsters and takes Sam to the hospital. Dean cares for Sam the whole time after Sam gets out of the hospital and Bobby know whats happening and helps Dean. There is also a shower scene where Sam has a flash back to when he was kidnapped and starts to freak out, and Dean sleeping with Sam to help with the pain of his injuries.
Wincest starts to happen
I would also love to read any similar stories where Sam gets mad because of how they were living and and does something and Dean takes the blame. I love dean!whump
Thanks
2. This is kind of a long shot but I hope you can help me find it. It's a "Bobby meets John and the weechesters" story and all I can remember is that Bobby looks at John and thinks that he's "a good man gone up in flames." That always struck me as the absolute perfect description of John and I'd love to find the story again.
Thanks everyone!
Anything from practicing witchcraft to coming in to his psychic abilities. Gen preferred
Thank you
Sam is in Flagstaff
A forest fire occurs
Sam gets caught in it trying to save other people.
I think that John finds him because of Bones.
I am also looking for any teenchester/pre-series fics. Also fics that involve Sam running off to flagstaff.

Found https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7100050/1/Fights-Failures-and-Flagstaff
I asked about this fic a long time ago, but in the intervening years have still had no luck finding it, so here goes and fingers crossed: It was on ao3, fairly long and complete, I think. It was Dean/Cas, and an AU where some people had guardian angels-Gabriel was either Mary or Sam's guardian angel, and sort of like an uncle or extra parent to the boys. Then Mary is killed, John blames Gabe, and somehow banishes him from the boys side. As they grow up, they keep seeing another kid who saves them several times, this turns out to be Cas, who is a demon who acts like a guardian angel, or an angel who was raised as a demon, I can't quite remember what exactly. Eventually, they figure out how to unbanish Gabriel, and Cas recognizes him. I would love, love, love to find it again, so please, anyone? Thanks!
After the tragic loss of SamDean Archive, I’ve managed to locate several of Jassy’s stories, but I’ve never found Its Just a Jump to the Left archived anywhere. This was a truly amazing story, and I’m gutted to be facing a world where I can never read it again.
Can anyone help? Please? Pretty, pretty please??
I love any stories were Dean is worried over a emotionally unstable, hurt or abused Sammy.
It's a fiction that I read years back and I just can't remember the title to dig it up. I'm pretty sure it's on fan fiction or AO3 cause I haven't join live journal back then:D
It's sort of a case fic set in teen!chesters era. Dean was like 15 or 17 and Sam was like 12 or 13. John thought it was a creature but the monster turned out to be one or two humans. They might had a history with John?? but I'm really not sure about that :P
What I'm sure is that the boys were abducted by the bad man and they hurt Dean with a silver needle or silver hook kind of thing. Dean was pinned through hands and feet and shoulder and in a lot of pain but he was so awesome that he managed to free his hand and shoot the man with his injured hand and free Sam from the chains by shooting the chains. And afterwards John and Bobby to the rescue.
I am now desperate to find it but just can't. So I'd really appreciate it if any one of you recall such a fiction could you please send me the link or give me a hint of its title or something. Thanks a lot!
1. It's pre-series
2. Sam thinks that John and Dean have been killed by a zombie or something
3. Sam Fakes his death, by setting a fire in the motel room
4. Sam finds Dean's amulet
5. Sam throws himself into hunting for John and Dean
6. John and Dean throw themselves into a life of normalcy for Sam
7. Many years later Sam is injured and John and Dean find him but dont know it's him. Dean wants to know where he got the amulet.
That's all I can remember. I also believe that it was on fanfiction.net
Also any other stories were Sam feels unloved and runs away or gets really hurt. Anything with lots of guilty and protective John and Dean.
Ptsd, bipola, suicide attempts is what im looking for but i prefer young boys were john has to look after him with Dean.
This can be due to anything but i love a bullyimg story but i prefer not to have wincest.
I'm looking for a fic that has young Sam on a hunt with John and Dean. John thinks that the monster they are hunting is one thing but Sam's research points to it being something else, now I can't remember what the monster was called but I know that it would jump from tree to tree to get around.
When they are on the hunt Sam notices the broken branches in the trees he tries to alert John but John ignores Sam; the monster kidnaps Sam and take him to it's lair and I think it tries to strangle him?
I think the monster could jump really high? Like it had springy legs? For some reason I think it had rabbit in it's name?
Pretty sure it had multiple chapters and was on Fanfiction.net
Dean and Sam are living in a house in the suburbs, but Dean begins to notice that things are very strange, like the children of the neighbors (which if I remember correctly are demons), and also that many pets have disappeared, in some moment he realizes that this is a place where Sam had him safe while he governs hell.
Things I'm not sure about:
1.- If it is Wincest.
2.- If Dean at some time tries to escape.
3 .- Sam killing at some point a girl (who is a demon) and hiding the corpse in the basement.
Now the recs.
Fics where Dean hunts alone, either before the series or after leaving the pulgatory and see that Sam remade his life.
Any fic where Dean takes care of a child (other than Ben) as Jesse Turner or a child who is during any of their hunts, either with Sam or pre series.
Also any fic where Dean will not live with Lisa after season five.
Sorry for the English grief. Thank you :)

- I'm looking for fics where Dean has retired from hunting but is not staying with Sam, Castiel, Ben & Lisa, or a new family he has made. I'm interested in reading about Dean taking time to focus on himself and his healing, free of responsibility and having to worry about his loved ones. I want to believe something like that exists and I just haven't been able to find it yet.
- Anything where Dean takes up fishing. If it's combined with the above request even better.
- Dean for whatever reason has to see a therapist and it ends up helping him deal with his trauma. I found one of the recent episodes of the show upsetting in that regard so I'd like to read something where Dean is treated with respect by a professional. I've already read Defining Normal by Baroqy.
- Pre-series- Dean is turned into a vampire or some other monster and John tries to deal with it. Alternatively, John is the one who gets turned. I've already read the Berserker 'verse by leonidaslion.
- I rewatched Faith recently and it got me wondering about the rawhead hunt Sam and Dean were on in the opening of the episode. Are there any codas about that particular case?
- On that note, are there any pre-Pilot fics about John and the woman in white?
Thanks in advance!
My laptop’s memory refused to work with me properly and erased some of my files. Thanks to my habit of creating multiple list of the saved files, I had a masterlist of all the podfics I had on my hard drive. I hope it is not too much to ask for, but could someone help me with restoring my podfic collection (of course if the authors or readers don’t mind sharing their work)? I asked for help earlier in one of my posts, but I didn’t know the full extent of the damage at the time…
This is the list of the podfics that I have lost or are partially damaged:
- Summer Camp – author: gigglingkat, reader: euphoric_aria,
- Ink – author: norah, reader: pattyposh
- His Pretty Lips, Another's Lies – author: ladycrystal_c, reader: pattyposh
- In Media Res – author: memphis86, reader: pattyposh
- Second Glance – author: ygrawn, reader: alexisjane
- Sight Lines – author: kissyn, reader: alexadean
- Crush – author: sonofabiscuit77, reader: crinklysolution
- Evil Intent – author: chemm80, reader: chemm80
- And you would be a fool – author: badbastion, reader: fantamae
- The Old Man Of Peru – author: de_nugis, reader: fantamae
- Almost At Home – author: balefully, reader: blackbyrdy
- Ten in One – author: smilla, reader: ursa1ita
- Moths on the Mirror – author: fleshflutter, reader: ursa1ita
- The Allegory of the Cave – author: tryfanstone, reader: ursa1ita
For those I listed above, the search took me quite a long time, but either the links are broken or the hosting sites they were posted on are no longer available.
Thank you in advance :)
There is a fic that I have been searching for everywhere, but can't remember the name of it or the author. Heck, I'm not even sure if it really exists or if my imagination is just making it up.
Anyway, I seem to recall that the story is about John needing to hold Sam up on his feet after Sam gets impaled on something. John's actually not a bastard in this and is rather frantic to keep Sam awake and standing so he won't be injured any worse.
I think the story took place in a haunted house and Dean was sent out for help, but John has to basically hold Sam up for a really long time. I can't remember much more than it was a good story and it really bugs me that I can't find it anywhere and I would love to read it again.
Thanks for any help you can give me!
I was rewatching season 1 the other day, and I couldn't stop wondering what the first season would have been like if Cas was already part of the story. What would he have thought of John, of a younger Dean and Sam? Thus, I am now on the hunt for pre-season 4 fics where Cas is part of the story, whether a canon divergence where Cas shows up early, time travel where an older Cas is thrown back in time, human Cas meeting Dean and/or Sam somewhere in the earlier seasons, Cas being a fellow hunter, basically anything set in season 1-3 where Cas is part of the equation. Destiel or friendship is awesome, thought no Wincest please.
Thanks, dc9
- it was a teenchester fic with John, Sam (and later) Dean
- 50000% sure it was on Fanfiction.net
- Dean was off on a separate hunt in another state but promised to meet John& Sam later
- it begins with Sam sulking from not wanting to go on the hunt with John
- The hunt was in the woods, off of a highway
- John told Sam to split up, but John found the monster first
- I think the creature threw a tree? at John, but somehow, John got knocked unconscious and was able to let out a few bullets (that i think killed the monster?)
- Sam heard the bullets and ran to where John was, but one of John's bullets hit Sam in the stomach
- i remember this part vividly, because Sam was lying in the forest and he didn't know what happened, but he knew he had to get to his father so he crawled/dragged his way next to him before passing out
- John wakes up and realized Sam is next to him and that he's bleeding/he shot him and calls Dean
- but he couldn't get a reception so he had to leave Sam to get back to the road and find help
I can't remember much more, but i hope this helps! Thanks!
I was hoping you could help me find Stanford era Dean-centric fics that have MINIMAL Sam angst. I'm tired of starting promising looking fics only to discover Dean spends all his time missing Sam or thinking about how smart and strong he is to get out of the life. It's both out of character and uninteresting to me when Dean has no anger or resentment about the fact that he was (in his point of view) abandoned. So I would like recommendations that aren't all about Sam's absence. However, a focus on his relationship with John is more than welcome, as are case fics.
I'm also looking for pre-series fics that explore the dangerous situations Dean was put in as a child with a focus on human monsters. Especially the scarily plausible idea that he was sexually abused in the past. A trope that I'm tired of encountering when it comes to this type of fic is when the predator is originally after Sam and either settles for Dean or Dean offers himself up to protect Sam. Please, recommend me stories that avoid that cliche and have Dean as the one who's in danger from the start. The only fics I'm accepting where that scenario plays out would be ones where Dean is bitter about what happened to him instead of perfectly content that nothing bad happened to his brother.
I apologize for how bitter this request sounds. I just want Dean trauma fic that is about Dean and only Dean and avoids cliches. If you happen to have something that fits the general description without necessarily being pre-series then I welcome that too.
Sam somehow ends up going back in time and replacing his pre-canon self, I believe. Like, his 20+ year old brain took up residence in his teenage body. He walked out of his high-school class the moment he realized he was old enough to legally do it. It might have been because of the Yellow-Eyed Demon, his traveling. He didn't end up going to Stanford, he kept hunting. He and Dean traveled together and wincest was a Thing -- until Dean met Cassie, as he had in canon.
Sam let Dean go, and let him have his relationship [one line i remember really clearly is something like "that's the thing about dating your brother. Even if we break up, we're still family"], and headed back to his dad by taking the bus. However, as he arrived, John was bitten by some sort of lust-demon and the poison affected him enough that he attacked and overpowered Sam. After, he threw some money at Sam -- go back to your brother -- and bolted, out of guilt. Sam, now very Not Okay, took the money and just -- left?
The next bit I remember, he ended up going to the Roadhouse and went by the name of Jesse. John and Dean were looking for him at this point? He and Ash ended up hunting together. Both ended up with big/elaborate tattoos, and they slept together, but it was a friends-with-benefits type thing.
I'm pretty sure by the end of the 'verse, the YED was dead.
Sory - that's all I remember. I think I found it on LJ, but it might have been on A03. Does this sound familiar to anyone else?
1. This one is pre-series and starts with John and Bobby in a bar. They hear a commotion in another part of the bar where Sam and Dean are (Dean is playing pool and Sam is watching) and see that some guy has punched Dean. Sam is pissed cuz Dean did nothing to provoke the guy. Someone else in the bar says the guy punched Dean cuz he reminded him of the guy his wife left him for. Dean and the guy who punched him take the fight outside and Dean easily beats him. At first, he seems to graciously accept his defeat and reaches a hand up for Dean to pull him up off the ground. But as he does so, the guy stabs Dean in the stomach. An ambulance comes while the guy is held back by other people from the bar.
2. The second fic is wincest. Dean and Sam had sex, but Sam reveals that he doesn't actually feel that way about Dean and he only had sex with him cuz he wanted to do something for Dean. Sam sees no problem with it and wants to continue doing it, but Dean is appalled and refuses. Later, Dean flirts with a witness and Sam gets jealous and realizes he does feel that way about Dean.
Thanks!
Hopefully that's enough for someone to recognize it. :P
Thanks to whoever names this amazing fanfiction!
This was a short (?) Gen, pre-series, Dark Angel crossover fic featuring teen Dean. I think it may have been an outsider POV too.
All I remember is one scene where a woman who works for Manticore is mugged in an alleyway and teen Dean comes to her rescue. Dean ends up with a superficial injury, a cut lip or something like that and the woman dabs the wound dry with a hanky.
Dean is modest and kind to her and then goes on his way. When she returns to work the woman remembers how brave Dean was and replaces the DNA Template of one of the proposed X5's with Deans DNA.
I loved they way the author spliced the two fandoms together and would really like to read it again.
Can anyone point me in the right direction or give me an author or story name?
Fingers crossed and many thanks.
i would prefer pre-series but canon era is nice too. gen, pre-slash or slash welcome. :D
thanks in advance!
Thank you!
I am looking for specific wincest fic, i kinda don't remember a lot from the actual plot (cause that thing might have been a pwp) where sam and dean were pretty young, pre stanford era, and Sam was highly fascinated with Dean, i do remember clearly there was a scene of Dean, erm, trimming his pubic hair and Sam wanted to watch? Or he thought about that? Or something like that. Long story short Sam was pining for Dean and i think there was some sexy times in the end. Help? Thanks!
In it Sam and Dean are in high school two gunmen come into Sam's class that broke out prison. One of them leaves looking for their kid/daughter. The other guy stays in the class and takes Sam and Dean hostage and makes them make-out and do some other stuff (they both secretly like it but are ashamed/guilty). I'm sure Dean was a senior, and he purposely failed so he could stay in school and keep an eye on Sam.
Offical Summary: An incident at school changes everything for the boys. AU. Wincest.
If anbody knows where this story might be posted elsewhere, or has a copy, I would be extremely grateful! I've been looking for this fic for weeks, and finally found the name/author only to discover it has been deleted.