05 August 2019 @ 12:45 am
Hello! I'm looking for two Sam/Dean fics. Unfortunately I can't remember their names but I read them somewhere on LJ (I think).

The first one is a non-hunting AU where Mary is alive and the boys have other siblings. Somehow I remember that John and Mary might have had five kids overall. I think the fic was told mostly from the parents' and the other siblings' POVs.

The second one is a pre-series AU. John died at some point and the boys are raised by Bobby. I vaguely remember there was very brief Caleb/Dean in it because Dean was being silly and trying to resist Sam.

I think both fics were fairly short.

Thanks in advance!
 
 
01 August 2019 @ 09:57 pm
Hey y’all! I was hoping you can help me with this specific fic. Its name ( or the sequel’s name I don’t remember which one) is Sam I Am and it was about how Sam was kidnapped by some scientists after he went on a “school program” it was a trap obviously to abduct him and the other special children to train them to be assassins and to train their powers. Pastor Jim, Bobby and Caleb were in the story too and it was finished but it had an unfinished sequel last time I checked.

I went back to re-read it again but found the author’s account on ff was deleted so I was wondering if anyone had a copy of it and is willing to share it (if that’s ok with the author) I’ll be forever grateful cuz I absolutely adore that fic.

And if anyone has a fic similar to this I’d absolutely love to read it! So just comment the name of it or the link, just no slash please!
Thanks in advance!

UPDATE!! Fic found in the comments. Unfortunately the sequel was only on ff.net so if anyone has it and is willing to share I’d still love to have it.
And if you have similar stories I’d still love to read them too! Thanks🙏
 
 
15 July 2019 @ 09:12 am
I searched ao3, in its entirety but couldn’t find tellthenight previously known as captainawesomellie or ellielephant’s Destiel fanfic “Match Me”, which was an alternate soulmate AU.

If anyone has files of the authors any other works too, I’d really appreciate it.
I’m a fan of their work and would be extremely grateful if anybody could email me the fanfic.
Here’s my email:
samalexshep@gmail.com
 
 
14 July 2019 @ 10:21 pm

Hey guys...any help is appreciated.  I have search everywhere for a story I read and need help finding it.  John gets possessed and hurts Sam permanently (shattering his ribcage).  This spirit keeps trying to hurt Sam.  It possesses Dean but he fights back.  Bobby, Caleb, Josh are all in the story.  Thanks in advance!



 
 

The specific story I'm looking for is pre-series and involves one of the boys being molested. Bobby and Jim are discussing how to handle it (John is off on a hunt/unreachable). Bobby says he won't kill the guy, but he figures what the pastor doesn't know won't hurt him.


I'm almost certain I found it through someone else's search here . . .but I have no idea which one.


In general, any fics where one character takes the law into their own hands in defense of another are welcome! Gen only, please.


ETA: Specific story found, with link in comments. Recs for the general search still more than welcome!



 
 
Hi all, I'm looking for a specific older Bobby/Crowley fic. It had Crowley frequently popping up on Bobby's hunts and dispatching things for him, at one point I'm pretty sure he dispatched some ghouls? with a sledge hammer (I seem to recall they were in a sewer at the time) It might have been a 5 things/times style fic but I'm a little fuzzy on that.
It is not "If That's Your Thing" by thimbleoflight (https://archiveofourown.org/works/2099574)
Thank you for your time and help in advance.
 
 
Hi All,

I read a fic which I can no longer find and I hope one of you remember it. It was incomplete, very long, and well written with lots of detail - in the fic Dean and Sam need to join the coast guard for a case. They had to do weeks of training and Bobby helped set them up with a flat. They are then posted to the place where the case is, and end up buying and renovating a house they got the money for the house from selling something to Bella. I remember that it was a very slow build towards an eventual relationship. Dean adopted a cat as well.

I hope this triggers something for someone. Thanks in advance.
 
 
13 May 2019 @ 06:12 pm
Hey All,

I’ve searched a few years back in the hurt dean tag and can’t find this one.

Dean gets mauled by some kind of a demonic creature that poisons him as well, to stop the spreading poison/infection, Johns and Sam take him to Bobby’s and flush the wound with Holy water (I think) and it’s really painful for Dean.

Maybe I’m combining a couple stories in my head, but I remember it was super painful and Dean almost dies, but it did have a happy ending. Was possibly pre-series. Any help would be super appreciated!

Thanks in advance!

EDIT: HALF FOUND- so I think I was combining two stories. Still searching for the mauled aspect, with a bite wound that’s being doused in holy water.

But this story has John, Bobby, an infected wound, holy water and hours of hurt dean.

Revenge
By Letting the rain in

https://m.fanfiction.net/s/3970169/1/

Will update again if I find the rest.
 
 
Hi everyone!

I am looking for a specific fanfic I read a while ago about Dean dying after falling through the floor of a house after a hunt. He calls Sam, Bobby and John and they either think he's drunk or simply don't pick up at all. I think Bobby finds him in the end.

Does anyone know that fic and has a link for me?

I'd really appreciate the help.

Jai guru deva om

https://archiveofourown.org/works/955608/chapters/1869996
 
 
I remeber reading a fic a while ago that had a scenario where they stopped the apocalypse but sam was tortured by lucifer. Dean wakes up after being possessed by michael and thinks sam is dead because he isn't there. Bobby and cas are there and tell him that sam won't come home because he is trying to set dean free from himself. Dean calls him and convinces him to come home. The fic ends with sam on his way.
 
 
17 March 2019 @ 08:59 pm
I was wondering if anyone has a copy of Kroki_refur's fic Quia Lux Non Ex?

I can't find it anywhere and would appreciate any help!
 
 

Does anyone have a copy of "And Hell Followed With Him" by legoline? It was a Big Bang fic from 2016. I have the link saved but it seems like the journal has been mostly cleared out or deleted. I didn't see the fic on the AO3 masterpost or on The Wayback Machine.

If the plot helps jog people's memories...it was a post-Apocalypse fic where Dean comes back from the dead. Sam is leading a group of humans who have survived the Apocalypse. Around the same time Dean returns from the dead, things start going wrong with weapons and food runs and a lot of the other humans think Dean is actually a mole for the demons. I don't want to spoil the ending but Castiel and Bobby are in it and Dean is extremely broken from his time - 4 years - in Hell.

 
 
10 January 2019 @ 02:54 am

I read this several years ago on ao3. Started with John, Dean, Sam driving to Bobby's, I think. Sam was 16 or 17? Sam gets kidnapped by demons or humans who work with demons, and he gets tortured (maybe shocked, water was involved,...). Dean and Sam are intimate, Bobby is gay or at least bi. Some guy (Rufus?) gives Sam and Dean knives that they bind to each other. They spend awhile hiding at a hotel cause the owner was tortured by...something evil, so she has lotsa protections up to keep demons 'n things out. When they face Azazel, he reveals their intimacy to John, who loses it, and Azazel tries to like control Sam, but Sam has been cleansed of the demon blood through his relationship with Dean, so Azazel dies and John works to understand Sam and Dean's relationship.

That's about how far I read, I think, and I really want to read it again. If more detail would be helpful, I can definitely go into more detail. I feel like the name is on the tip of my tongue but I can't remember it.

 
 
25 December 2018 @ 02:19 am
Back in the fandom after a long hiatus, and have sadly misplaced a lot of my old fanfic bookmarks. I'm looking for a story that I think was posted on LJ. Can't remember whether it was gen or Wincest, but I do remember that Dean is left temporarily blind after Lucifer is freed. He and Sam stay at Bobby's for a while before hightailing it, and I think Dean may have been slow to update Sam when his eyesight started coming back because he felt like it was better for Sam to freak out over that than to freak out over everything else going on with them.

Does this ring any bells with anyone?

A merry Christmas to those who choose to celelbrate! Thanks for any help you can offer.
 
 
20 November 2018 @ 07:03 pm
Hello! I'm looking for what I think is a fairly classic piece of alternate timeline weecest/teencest. Here are the points I recall:

A. As a teenager, Sam begins to have visions, specifically when he touches objects
B. Dean knows, but Sam makes him promise not to tell John, who thinks psychics are demons or something evil
C. John finds out, and tries to exorcise Sam and essentially it's a scene of abuse and torture.
D. Dean rescues Sam and they run to Bobby
E. At some point, they meet the YED
F. Fluffy ending, but I truly can't be sure how they get there
 
 
19 November 2018 @ 03:03 am

Hi, first time poster! Okay, this was a very old fic on fanfiction.net I believe. What I remember was the following:

1: It was before Metatron was introduced to the show, but a version of him was involved.

2: Crowley, Balthazar, Gabriel, and Bobby all were helping fight Lucifer in a second apocalypse

3: Sam was kidnapped partway through and tortured into saying yes to Lucifer

4: Sam ended up dying, and Gabriel went to heaven to retrieve his soul

Thank you so much in advance!

 
 
11 November 2018 @ 10:31 pm

So i have one specific search and another just general. 1) there is a story which i think was on fanfiction.net but not 100%. It was deffently a teen!chester. Sam disappears when he was young and is hone for a very long time. Dean never gives up the search and with the help from the other hunters (paster jim, celeb, bobby) they eventually find him but he is deffrent. Trumatized from the abuse. John was in it but cant remember if he was helping or the bad guy. Loved the story just cant remeber enough to find it.

2) just a general search. Looking for Sam struggling lots, traumatized, PTSD. or just any story with Sam struggling with a disorder like OCD, PTSD, disability. I always prefer a weechester or teenchester story and anything with the whole gang! John, Dean, Bobby, Jim, Celeb. I love them all looking after Sammy!

 
 
09 November 2018 @ 10:16 pm
So I've been searching for these two stories and I'm scared they've been deleted. I hope not because they were amazing. I'm almost positive they were titled What a Father Won't Do and then a sequel What a Brother Won't Do. Basically Sam was sent to stay with a military buddy of John's because he didn't want to be a soldier. The guy was supposed to teach him some discipline but instead raped him and filmed it. John later did covers the tapes and kills the guy.

The sequel is about Sam getting de-aged to when this happened to him and Dean helping him deal with it. And Bobby. Bobby is there too.

Please help if you can. I've searched everywhere and hope I get a chance to read it again.
 
 
Hi,
This story takes place at Bobby's. Sam is having nightmares and I believe hanging on to Dean's leather jacket.
Bobby is explaining to Dean how Castiel is lying to them.
Dean remembers Death saying it's about the souls and realizes what Sam's nightmares are. Castiel is attempting to take Sam's soul for the war in heaven.
When Dean confronts him, God sends two guardian angels to fight off the demons and other angels who were there to take the soul.
Bobby describes one of the angels as 5ft, red hair and kicking the other's butts.
Thanks everyone
 
 
28 October 2018 @ 08:21 pm

I need help finding a story that I read recently.  Sam is being abused by John because he found out he wasn't his son.  They are in a cabin that is family of Bobby and Karen and John sends Dean to run some errand.  However Dean is told to return home and protects Sam.  I have searched all over.  Any help would be appreciated

 
 
26 October 2018 @ 04:06 am
Hi guys,
I’m looking for a fic I read a while ago and can’t find. What I remember is that Dean is on a hunt after Sam goes to Stanford and John ditches him. He falls through rotten floorboards and gets a concussion. He calls Sam for help but his voice is all slurry so Sam thinks he’s drunk and hangs up. I think he calls John too and he doesn’t answer. Then either Bobby calls him or he calls Bobby, but Bobby realizes that Dean hit his head and goes out to save him. I think it ends with Dean waking up in Bobby’s house but I’m not sure.
I really appreciate you reading this. Thanks!

EDIT: FOUND. LINK IN THE COMMENTS.
 
 
Hi, I'm looking for a fic where Castiel arrives at a small town and has to stay and lots of people that are in hiding living there.

Bobby lets him stay at his house and Castiel is running from his family 'cause he told everyone they were doing bad things to people/were/alpha_omega etc. There is a religious aspect and Lucifer is in charge of that while Michael is in charge of the business side I think.

Dean was trapped in that place and was forced to impregnate a girl and suffers 'cause he doesn't know what happened to the girl and to their baby.

I'm sure I have this fic in my files but I have no clue of the author or the title and I have searched the ABO tag in ao3 and all and nothing. I'm sure is long as well.

Please help. Be well, Monica

Edit: Found!!! Link in comments!!
 
 
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Title says it all! I am looking for a pdf or epub of the story "darkest side of black" by adrenalineshots.

Anyone have one?

The lj link to the story is https://adrenalineshots.livejournal.com/47986.html but I can't create a pdf myself. It just won't work and if I try to just use text, then all the formating gets lost.

Thank you in advance for all your help!

Link for a download can be found in the comments!
 
 
04 October 2018 @ 12:58 am

Looking for a certain fic where Dean I think was either a teenager or a kid, but Bobby and John had gone out on some hunt and John ended up getting possessed ( I can’t remember what by but I know it wasn’t a demon) all I know is that possessed John goes back to where Sam and Dean are staying and tries to get Dean to sleep with him. But Bobby gets there in time to stop it! I remember reading this on AO3 but I can’t seem to find it anymore.

 
 
The fic 'Do Dandelions Roar' by kuwamiko can be found here on lj but I am looking for a pdf copy of this fanfic. The pdf was one available on ao3 but has now apparently been taken out. Does anyone have a copy left?

Thx in advance for all the help you can give me

A big thank you for everyone who helped me!
 
 
28 September 2018 @ 07:26 pm
I am looking for a fic on AO3. Sam had separated from Dean, then Dean went through a hard time. Sam goes to talk to Bobby to find dean. Dean has settled in a small town, in a beautiful house, with a huge green lawn. Sam finds him in the back yard, spinning around a small, beautiful woman, wearing an apron. Sam has to earn Dean's trust again. He gets a job in the town where Dean fits really well, they all think he's a veteran. Dean invites Sam to the town cookout or barbecue where Dean gets a lot of attention. The female friend that Dean lives with is someone he met in a mental hospital. Sam works hard for her approval and isn't getting it. Eventually Sam and Dean get together and move in together. Can't remember the title, author, or tags. Can't find it it my AO3 history, despite searching 25 pages.
 
 
Hi,

I'm looking for a fic that was a retelling of the first 5 seasons but with just Dean and Castiel, Sam stayed in Stanford.

I think Dean and Cas went back in time or something and went about the whole apocalypse in a different way.

Sam stayed at stanford, and he wasn't really aware the apocalypse was starting. Dean and cas got a whole gang of hunters to join a network to stop the apocalypse. John was kinda kept outa the loop in the story.

Ringing any bells for anyone? It was probably Gen or Destiel. I remember it being kinda longish.
 
 

Hi hello!

I'm looking for this specific story that takes place at Bobby's while he is gone and Rufus left a witch in the panic room while he was somewhere else too. I do not know which season this takes place in.

Something happened to Sam, I think he was bit by some nasty creature, and Dean had to go to Bobby's for the cure. Bobby warns them about the witch Rufus left in the panic room but she manages to mess with Dean anyway and he also has to deal with demons attacking them. Dean ends up getting beat all to hell, uses the witch to fight the demons and save Sam from whatever the gross creature poison was doing to him (he was tied to the couch or something to keep him from running from his hallucinations I think?). The cure involved dean burning the poison out of Sam somehow.

I know I read it on Fanfic.com but I think it is here on LiveJournal also, and I have searched for it both places using several different descriptions etc, but I might not be using the right search criteria or not recognizing it when I start reading.

Thank you thank you!

 
 
10 August 2018 @ 06:13 pm
Sam and Dean go to Bobby's. There is a hunter there who Sam has a bad reaction to. It turns out Sam had disappeared from Bobby;'s when he was 16(?), but turned up a few days later. Dean had been sent to hunt with another hunter and John wanted Sam trained by this one. It turns out he drugged Sam, took him from the salvage yard and molested him while taping it. Dean hunts the guy down and kills him.
Later he calls his dad's spirit back to tell him off. He shoots John with rock salt and at one pont asks him if he meant for Sam to survive that summer.
Mary's spirit shows up and warns John about the boys.
I think it's 5 - 7 chapters and using every combo if words cannot find it. Any help would be appreciated!
 
 
07 May 2018 @ 05:29 pm
1. I could have sworn this was titled "Monster" but I've had no luck searching for it. Anyway, temporarily de-aged Sam is with Dean when he's arrested and the cops are suspicious that Dean is a child molester and has kidnapped Sam. I'm pretty sure Sam is indignant that they want him to show them on a doll where Dean has "bad touched" him and then Smart!De-aged!Sam breaks Dean out of jail.

2. This is kind of a long shot but I hope you can help me find it. It's a "Bobby meets John and the weechesters" story and all I can remember is that Bobby looks at John and thinks that he's "a good man gone up in flames." That always struck me as the absolute perfect description of John and I'd love to find the story again.

Thanks everyone!
 
 
22 March 2018 @ 05:46 pm

Hi everyone!

I've been looking for this story for a little while now, I can't remember the title, the author or where I read it the first time either

What I do remember is that Sam was newly blind, and Dean and him decided to settle down to allow Sam to adjust. After a little while, the boys went to adopt a service dog (on a suggestion made by Bobby), but the dog they chose had a brother, so they decided to take both dogs, and the one closer to Sam had a hell-related name, and the one closer to Dean had a heaven-related name. I also remember that Sam started training with a blind person, and sucked at it at first (but then became BAMF!Sam).

It was a pretty long story, with slow burn wincest.

Thank you !

 
 
01 March 2018 @ 04:08 am

I read a while back a fic i cant find as much as I looked for it. Characteristics I remember:

-Sam and Dean are since young VERY affectionate with each other, people sees it weird but the think its normal for brothers. (They are not ina relationship YET)

-It relates its version of the episode Bloody Mary. The girl they helpon that episode is allowed to sleep inthe motel room withthem and Sam (I think) says somthing like: She can stay. It's not like thay would use the other bed. (because they always sleep inthe same bed). Then Sam gives Dean a massage and Deansays something like 'I love your hands' and groans... The girls gets the wrong impresionand leaves the room nauseated because they are brothers and (she thinks) they are fucking. Sam watches her leave and smiles, sees the shockand disgust inher face and doesn't understand.

-After another hunt they are in a bar with Bobby and Sam is nuzzling Dean's neck in public. Bobby is uncomfortable and says something, they don't understand why, don't see anything weird in their affection, and laugh  at him.

-Something happens with Chuck, but I don't remember exactly.

-Late on, Sam kisses Dean and Dean allows it, even when that do worries him a little. 

-After that things develop until ... relationship is ensued!

That's all I can remember, except that I liked it a lot and I've been searching for it on and off for more than a year .

Thanks in advance.

                                     Maik

 
 
27 February 2018 @ 10:23 pm

Looking for a specific fanfic that disappeared from Fanfiction.net.

it's called Box of Memories

Sam and Dean are going through old boxes, and in one of them, Sam finds an acceptance letter to MIT, and can't understand why Deab didn't go.

 
 
19 February 2018 @ 02:35 am

Hey :)

I read this fanfic a while ago, I think it was posted on fanfiction.net and I hope someone can help me to find it.

The story started with Dean waking up to realise that he is alone and Sam is nowhere to be found so he calls Bobby to ask him where Sam is.

Bobby acts kind of strange and just tells Dean to get to his place.

When Dean arrives there Bobby tells him that Sam committed suicide a long time ago.

Dean doesn't understand anything about this and Bobby tells him to look inside his wallet where he finds the suicide note Sam left back then. 

I'm not entirely sure but I think Sam was time travelling to kill himself in the past to prevent worse things from happening, but this could be just my mind mixing the story up with another one I read...

So if anyone can help me finding this fanfic I would be very happy :)

 
 
16 February 2018 @ 01:10 am
Hi
I'm looking for a fic where Dean gets cursed by a witch and he leaves Sam behind, Months pass when he gets into a fight with Bobby who finds the cursed object in dean's jacket. Dean then remembers that he had left Sam behind months ago.

Thats pretty much everything I remember.

Thanks
 
 
This is my first time ever posting anything on this site so I hope I'm doing this right! The tags might not be right, so I apologize in advance!

So I have been looking everywhere for this fanfiction but I cannot find it for the life of me. I remember some bits and pieces. I remember something happened between John and Sam and I think Sam ran away and John and Dean left without him. Bobby took him in and I think Sam ended up with Bobby's last name. Years go by, I believe Sam earns his medical degree at a young age. I think he owns a clinic/hospital? And I think hunters know about it? That part's questionable, but I know John gets hurt somehow and he and Dean end up at the clinic where they see Sam again and it's not a happy reunion as Dean believes Sam left them and not the other way around. I remember Sam gets a couple visions in this story and it helps with his job sometimes. I think there's also a fire at some point?

I am desperate to find this story and thanks to anyone who is able to help!
 
 
27 January 2018 @ 04:15 pm
I really love any story were John and Dean are really worried over a poorly, hurt Sammy! Anything were Sam has a disabiltly, illness, burns, hurt anything! I also love it if Caleb, Josh, Jim are involved.
Anything you can give me I would love!!
 
 

It's a fiction that I read years back and I just can't remember the title to dig it up. I'm pretty sure it's on fan fiction or AO3 cause I haven't join live journal back then:D

It's sort of a case fic set in teen!chesters era. Dean was like 15 or 17 and Sam was like 12 or 13. John thought it was a creature but the monster turned out to be one or two humans. They might had a history with John?? but I'm really not sure about that :P

What I'm sure is that the boys were abducted by the bad man and they hurt Dean with a silver needle or silver hook kind of thing. Dean was pinned through hands and feet and shoulder and in a lot of pain but he was so awesome that he managed to free his hand and shoot the man with his injured hand and free Sam from the chains by shooting the chains. And afterwards John and Bobby to the rescue.

I am now desperate to find it but just can't. So I'd really appreciate it if any one of you recall such a fiction could you please send me the link or give me a hint of its title or something. Thanks a lot!

 
 
17 January 2018 @ 09:24 pm
I'm looking for the fic called The Boy Hunter.  It was on fanfiction.net.
Does anyone have a copy of it? Or know where I can find it?

*I'm not sure about the tags....its been so long since I've read this story.  Sorry if they're not right.
 
 
09 January 2018 @ 12:14 am
This is a request already posted twice (once by vain_chan in 2011 and once by myself in 2014). Sadly, the story has yet to be found and it still bugs me once in a while. Therefore, I'm reposting this:
The fic is several years old and it's an AU of season 2's 'Born Under a Bad Sign.' In the story, after Meg/Sam knocks Dean unconscious, he assaults Dean. Afterwards, possessed!Sam keeps Dean under control by threatening to hurt Sam's body (biting off his tongue, stabbing him, etc.), beating Dean, and tying him up. This goes on for several weeks while possessed!Sam kills hunters listed in John's journal. Eventually possessed!Sam takes a pretty broken Dean to Bobby's, trying to force Dean to kill Bobby. Bobby knows what's up, though, and he traps and exorcises the demon. I can recall specific scenes in detail: one in which possessed!Sam returns from a kill injured and Dean begs to stitch Sam's body up, and a separate non-con scene where possessed!Sam is in the bathtub, washing off blood from a kill and forcibly holding Dean's head on him under water, while thinking to Sam something along the lines of, "This is how the world is going to end: willingly drowned in blood."

This is a well-written, long-ish fic, and I think there we a sequel dealing with the fallout of Sam and Dean's recovery; it may have even been part of a series. As you can probably see, it's very dark and deals with some pretty rough subject matter including physical and psychological torture, non-con, and some pretty graphic violence. There's massive amounts of Dean abuse and no small amount of damage to Sam since it continues into the recovery phase. It was one of the first fics I read in this fandom before I got a delicious account, so I don't have it book marked. I also could not find it under the tags on this comm. Please, please help me find it. You'll be my favorite person forever. Thanks.
 
 
28 December 2017 @ 03:40 pm

I'm looking for a fic where:

— Dean sees Sam working in a bar after he had been missing for many years (since age 12?)

— Sam is an english professor

— Sam is engaged/married to Gabriel

— Dean (+Bobby or John) believes Gabriel is a monster

— Some sort of confrontation with a gun (+wings?)

— Flashback where Gabriel takes Sam which is why he goes missing

 
 
hi all once again I am in need of your help :)

I am looking for a specific spanking fic, which i think it was actually a verse? I think it started with some Season 3 but there was more Season 4?

This was a Dean spanks Sam verse-

Basically I remember one scene where Sam gets caught lying when he sneaks out with Ruby-( i think this one was with Ruby 1.0) Because after Dean spanked Sam and Sam was falling asleep he whispers to himself he hope Dean doesn't find out what he and Ruby talk about. The there is another Scene where I think Dean caught Sam with Ruby (Season 4) I don't know if he caught him drinking blood or not or maybe it was after the Siren fiasco?

I just remember Sam sitting in the passenger seat angry and sullen, until Dean tells him to stay put while he gets a room at the motel they are staying- and something in Dean voice got Sam attention and gave him an old funny feeling he hasn't felt since Dean went to hell.....I do remember either in the car ride or at the motel Dean telling Sam "you're gonna wish i never came back?" I think that was the sentence or maybe "You're gonna wish i was still in hell"

But yeah if this at all sounds familiar, send me a link :)

Happy Holidays <3
 
 
25 December 2017 @ 10:13 pm
There is a specific story I read ages ago. It was Sam really poorly with an undiagnosed illness. I remeber he was just getting worse and worse and the doctors didn't no what was happening. There was also a group of specialized doctors that look into hard to diagnose casses and eventually they did find out what it was but Sam was very, very ill.

Also is there any other stories with Sam with a harsh illness or disorder? Is there is epilepsy, cancer, brain tumor, Ptsd or anything were Dean is looking after Sam and Job band the rest of the hunters and really protective and worried about little Sammy. I prefer protective John and Dean and pre series.
Thank you for any help you can give.
 
 
21 December 2017 @ 09:45 am
Hi I am looking for a specific De-age Sam fic:

Sam get De-age physically but still has his grown up mind intact. John is there and so is Dean.
No its not "A hiccup in time"

I remember Sam being either 18 or 19? But I do remember he was de-age to the age of a two year old? John is actually loving it (secretly). I know he does automatically treat Sam as though he is two, and Sam keeps getting pissed at that?

Like there is a scene, where he asked Bobby if he still has that old Playpen/collapsible crib? Because its like 8 or 9 pm and it time for Sam to go to sleep-and Sam is livid because he wants to help research. I remember he kept trying to climb out but he gets upset because he cant, so he tries to use those puppy eyes to Dean to get him out.

There's another scene where John is giving Sam a bath in Bobby's Kitchen sink?

So Does this sound familiar to anyone? Thanks
 
 
15 December 2017 @ 11:46 pm
I'm looking for this Destiel AU where there was no supernatural stuff and Dean was raising Sam. I don't remember if John was dead or just a bad dad, but he wasn't really in the picture. At some point before the start of the story, a teenage Sam said some awful things to Dean (he later regretted it) that caused Dean to leave Sam with Bobby and disappear because he thought Sam would be better off without him. At the beginning of the story, he returns home and meets Castiel.

Thanks for any help!
 
 
22 November 2017 @ 01:21 am
Hi!
I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago. I don't really remember how it began, but Dean was a kid and he somehow saved Mary form the yellow-eyed demon with the help from Castiel.
I remember that Cas only showed up when Dean was alone, so everybody thougth he was Dean's imaginary friend (wich made little Dean sad and pissed because noone believed him).
Years passed and Cas helped Dean become a hunter without his parents knowing, he even met Bobby at some point.
I remember that even with all that happening, the Apocalipsis started when Dean was still a teen.

I don't really remember much more...
Please, help me find it!
Thank you! (and sorry if I had errors in my writing, english is not my first lenguage)
 
 
09 October 2017 @ 05:48 am
Hello there! I'm looking for a certain story, that's actually a sequel because i can't remember the first one (I know right?). I know that it's just sam and dean gen, but sam has had some accident when he was younger that leaves him perpetually young in the mind. There is a scene in Bobby's kitchen where Sam accidentally spills orange juice on Dean's motorhead tape and blows up at sam who freaks out and runs away. He runs into a stranger who helps him find another motorhead tape and brings him back to the house. I would like to read both the original and sequel if anyone could help me out. Thanks in advance!
 
 
04 October 2017 @ 11:15 am

Hi guys!  I'm looking for any stories where the boys are raised by Ellen and Bobby together with Jo as the little sister.  I know it's talked about a lot but I have a hard time finding fics with it.  


No incest please I don't care if you rec it for others just let men know but destiel is encouraged  :D

 
 
22 September 2017 @ 02:14 am
Hi again!! So im looking for a fic that I’Ve read on ff.com i i dont remember much but what i do remember is that marry’s parents were alive and they didnt bother with dean because he was born weak so marry cut them out of her life and the boys and john meet her father(after her death) at her gravestone and her father wanted to mend things with the boys but john refused as he rejected his son before and then john told sam why he refused but didn’t tell dean ,marry’s mother was a ‘lady’ and didnt want dean to embarrass her and i remeber a scene where yellow eyed demon found the boys and john and marry’s father was with them at bobby’s (p.s marry and her father weren’t hunters)
 
 
20 August 2017 @ 04:34 am
Hey everybody! I really need help finding a story that I have been looking for for weeks. All I can remember from this story was that it was a Pre series story with both sam and dean still going to school and john had dropped them of at bobby's house. I don't know if the story was over the course of a couple years but I know that it's very likely that it was from Bobby's POV and that it was mostly his thoughts on dean and how he acted as a kid. Although there is a very big difference from many other stories like this in the fact that there is a scene where sam ( and sam in this story is only in it for a very short time and he is described as being bratty and kindoff mean to dean) was lying to bobby about something. Bobby knew that sam was lying but for some reason I remember that bobby kindoff chose to belive sam because he thought that dean maybe needed to mature or something. I think we can see form his point of view his decision to chose sam over dean and how dean kindoff reacted to that where he felt very betrayed and there was this lose of trust. I know I'm not explaining it very well. But I'm not really sure it its a line in the story but I remember either reading or thinking (that bobby like many others chose sam over dean)because bobby was one of the few people that treated dean well and I think bobby thought he was coddling him to much and made a choice that resulted in him betraying dean. Which hurts very badly because in the story everybody knew sam was lying and dean was very trusting that bobby would listen to him but instead bobby killed the trust and hope in dean. I am so sorry for the terrible description but If anybody could help me find it I would greatly appreciate it.

Also if their are any stories that kindoff give of that vibe about how dean was forced to grow up to fast or pre series on the neglect dean suffered. Anything dealing with the fact that dean was just a little kid and everybody especially john basically forced him to ignore his safety and do everything he could to protect sam please do rec them to me. I would love to read any recommendations.