Looking for a J2 fic where they find out the writers have written a sex scene between jared and jensen in SPN, whenever Jensen is possessed by Michael and Sam is possessed by Lucifer.They decide to practice at Jared's house a few days before and they get really into it. Has several chapters.

probably read this years ago. all i remember is that it was a decent length — lots of pining and accidental touches. not sure what season, but somewhere in the middle. it focuses on the boys time together between hunts. they drove around, and went to a carnival. one of them wins something and gives it to a kid. in the parking lot sam like falls into dean. 

• Sam's POV


• At the start of the story, Sam and Dean are not sleeping with each other.


• Pre-bunker era, but not set in any specific season (to my recollection).


• They're on a case, or have just finished a case, and Dean suddenly starts ... um. Having his mouth fill up with semen? randomly? and it turns out that there was a dead porn star from that area whose ghost decided that Dean had perfect cock-sucking lips and wasn't putting them to proper use.


• Pretty sure the phrase "ghost ejaculate" is used at least once.


• Burning the body doesn't do anything, so Sam figures that Dean has to give someone a blowjob in order to get the thing to stop. Sam's going to go find someone for Dean to give a blowjob to, but Dean thinks that's too gross and the only person it wouldn't be completely gross with is Sam--so he gives Sam a blowjob, but makes Sam put a towel over his face so that it's somehow less weird.


• (It's not)


• (but Sam just about spontaneously combusts anyway)

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I'm pretty sure I read this within the last year, maybe two, and I want it again! The subject line pretty much says it all; Jensen got drunk, did a striptease, filmed said striptease, sent it to Jared, sobered up, begged Jared not to watch, Jared agreed, and then Jared angsted all over the place. The next time they're together, at a convention, sexy times happen. Jensen is super, crazy sweet and concerned/caring at one point.  Please help me!

Hey guys it's that time of the month! I was hoping y'all knew where to find any of the following:

1) sam+benny - sam makes a deal with benny to save dean from purgatory. in exchange, he lets benny drink his blood. benny gets addicted and starts draining sam too much. dean eventually catches them. [FOUND]

2) suicidal!sam - it's a season 5 fic where sam is trying to kill himself in an attempt to keep lucifer from using him as a vessel. it never works but the damage he causes in his attempts starts to come back with him when he's resurrected.

3) wincest - any first time wincest/weecest that is super fluffy/sweet/romantic. as long as there's no angst, it's good.

Thanks for any help!