Hi All,
I was rewatching season 1 the other day, and I couldn't stop wondering what the first season would have been like if Cas was already part of the story. What would he have thought of John, of a younger Dean and Sam? Thus, I am now on the hunt for pre-season 4 fics where Cas is part of the story, whether a canon divergence where Cas shows up early, time travel where an older Cas is thrown back in time, human Cas meeting Dean and/or Sam somewhere in the earlier seasons, Cas being a fellow hunter, basically anything set in season 1-3 where Cas is part of the equation. Destiel or friendship is awesome, thought no Wincest please.
Thanks, dc9
08 May 2017 @ 10:41 pm
Hey guys,

1. I was wondering if there any stories that involve the yellow-eyed(I know his name but I can't spell it) kids that lets them beat the prophetic match or at least they pull one over the yellow eyed one.

2. Or stories that involve the boys becoming more of part of the hunter community, and they don't become hunted

3. BAMF Sam is also apperciated without dean being a dick would be awesome

4. Does anyone have any stories where the boys are dark but still hunters and not insane or demotic.

5. The boys use hoodoo and magic but are not evil

Basically I just want the grey!boys who don't see the world as black and white.
Any length, any paring, and I would prefer complete
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I'm looking for any Destiel fics where Dean hasn't seen Sam and/or his parents for a long time, years, for whatever reason, and has since met and formed a relationship with Cas and made a life for himself. I would love it if the fic featured some kind of reunion with Sam, etc, where they are surprised at the life Dean has made with Cas, how happy he is, etc.

I am also looking for a specific story, a follow up to the episode 2x11 titled Playthings. It was a fic where the woman who ran the B&B has since opened a new B&B named Rose something after her mother, and a few years later Dean and Cas end up at her B&B. It was a short episode tag, written from her point of view. I think it was on LJ somewhere. Thanks!!
Hey there everyone! :-)

I hope you'll be able to help me out, 'cause I've been going crazy on my own trying to find this.

So, I am looking for a specific fic. Sadly I don't remember the title or the author, only that it was on AO3. Every chapter was one episode of the show. The author or authors were up to season 8 or something, I think? Basically, it was about a character from every episode mistaking Sam and Dean somehow for a couple, although they aren't together. It was awesome reading how every episode could have some Wincest and the boys reaction to it.

So to recap, every chapter was from a different outsider point of view, it wasn't actual slash, but the outsider always thinks the boys are together, there are many chapters (though the single chapters aren't actually every long) and it's still a work in progress.

Rings any bells? I've no idea how I can't seem to find this on my own...
I'd really be grateful for your help! <3

Edit: Found! It's Fumbling in the Dark by leonidaslion and I've simply got very selective memory concerning the summary and the first chapter.
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16 March 2016 @ 03:57 pm
I'm hoping someone has the complete (I know it hasn't been completely re-edited) Becoming !verse. Chapters 14-24 are not accessible. The last edited chapter was reposted three years ago.

If someone has a copy and wouldn't mind sharing (and if the author is okay with it), please let me know.

Link in comments thanks to [livejournal.com profile] deserthighway.
29 November 2015 @ 07:44 pm
First time posting so I hopefully do this right!

I read this fic ages ago, I know it was on AO3 but I can't find it in my history which is a little strange. It had multiple chapters based on Sam's life after he was blinded on a hunt (either by a witch or a werewolf), it had time stamps from when he was younger in school and when he is older hunting with Dean, sure it's set between pre-series, season one and two and it's not Wincest though it contains cute brotherly moments!

In one chapter Dean had been hustling pool and the guys accused him of cheating and he ran out of the bar with Sam but they are cornered outside the bar, cue BAMF!Sam though he is blind he can kick some serious ass! There is another chapter where Dean his kidnapped by Gordon and Sam saves him and there is another one where the boys end up switch like Dean is blind and not Sam and it gives Dean an insight on what Sam goes through on a daily basics.

Hope that's enough info and I hope you magical people find it!
03 November 2015 @ 09:00 pm

I recently stumbled upon a wonderful little fanfic that I completely forgot to bookmark! I'd like to read it again, but I have nothing to go off of except for what I remember. So here goes: It was early-season boys (season 2, I think, because it was shortly after John died).  They were on their way to their next hunt when Dean got a bad migraine. Sam had to step up and take care of him. I think I remember Sam being reminded of Jess because she used to get migraines too and so he knew how to take care of Dean. Is this ringing any bells for anyone else? I've searched high and low!

Found! It's Quarter Rest by [livejournal.com profile] pineapplefan92

05 September 2015 @ 10:04 pm
(Mods, I'm not sure if this is allowed, but thought I'd try.  If it's not, just let me know)

I'm looking for a list of Sam/Dean recs that was on someone's livejournal that I've now lost the link to.  Given the age of the stories I remember being on that list, I'm guessing it was made sometime before 2009.  The rec list was just a list of names of stories, with no descriptions or other information.  There was a lot astolat on the list.

I know it's a longshot to ask for help here, but there are a lot of stories on that list that I haven't saved the link to elsewhere, so I'm worried I'll never be able to find them again without that list.

Thank you for your help.
19 July 2015 @ 07:38 am
hellooo... this is my first post in this wonderful community... please help me find the following fics...

1) "A girl makes a deal to bring back Sam from hell, I remember a scene where Dean cas and sam come across this girl at a bar singing and are impressed by her voice... i dont relly remember but i think dean is staying with lisa but i am not sure, they also find out later that this girl is half human/demon and half angel, sam gets extremely angry when he finds out about it" I know its vague but please help me...

2) "In season 5 Sam plans to commit suicide and Chuck informs about it to Dean through a mail, cas brings sam to Dean, Sam assumes Dean to be Lucifer..."

3) Stories from season 2 where Dean ignores Sam and says hurtful things to him but later feels guilty about it

4) stories where Dean decides to stay at sonny or where dean and sam are seperated and when they reunite sam is a changed person, he is emotionally withdrawn, Dean tries to connect with sam and tries to make him the old sam

5) john blaming sam for mary's death and is emotionally abusing him... dean finds out about it maybe in season 2 and later and hates john for it...

5) stories with guilty dean and hurt sam

i prefer only general fics, no slash fictions
Morning all!

I'm looking for a particular fic that I read a while back. I think it was set right after BUABS, but if not, right after another episode that left Dean hurt and shaky. The boys go to a cabin in the woods to recoup, only to find that the nearby lake is haunted by the daughter of the Hunter whose cabin they are in (pretty sure the hunter killed her because she was possessed or something). Every time one of them goes there she tries to drag them under the water.

Thanks for the help!
Sam makes a deal after John's death with a creature who feeds on emotions to bring John back to life. He will be forgotten, but it will take a week for him to fade away. John figures it out and realizes Sam has been staying in the back seat of the Impala to be near Dean as he is restoring the car. Sam keeps saying "It's a good deal!" Thank you
17 February 2015 @ 03:49 pm
HI All I want to thank everyone who always help me finding the specific story I need. I am eternally always grateful for your guys help.

I hope once again you can come to my aid. :)

SO here goes, I don't remember the name or writer of this specific J2 fic.
I do remember the story it goes something like this.

Chad had bet Jared he would never get Jensen to have sex with him. For all who knew Jared, he never back down from a bet or challenge and he always won. So he accepted Chad's bet. Thinking it will the easiest 50 bucks he'll win.

Next day on the set he was trying to come up with a plan on how to get Jensen without him knowing. So he comes up with a truth and dare game on the spot thinking this will work and Jensen will fall prey.

Unfortunately it back fires a lot on Jared. Jensen just keeps getting the upper hand on him. To the point where in the end Jared does not know which way is up or down and he finds himself in the back seat of the IMPALA with Jensen seducing him, being very in charge "top" and Jared completely caving in to him and bottoming.

I remember Chad picking up his cell phone the very next day and hearing Jared Saying "fine I'll drop you off the 50 bucks" and Chad gleefully saying " I knew it he rejected your ass" But Jared answering "no actually he likes my ass", then laughs and then finishes "he likes it a lot" and hangs up on Chad before he says anything else.

So does anyone know this fic? I really want to read it again :)
06 January 2015 @ 01:45 pm
Happy New year to Everyone in the Supernatural fandom! Wishing you all the best in 2015!!

I am looking for any fics when Jensen and Jared meet for the first time for roles of Dean and Sam Winchester, and its love at first sight or even lust at first sight. But they are unsure if the other feels the same.

I would preferred it to be between season 1 thru 3, it could be a slow build or one shot, or I will accept W.I.P and also definitely self- rec's welcome.

Also if Jensen could be the more experience/confident one in this and Jared in-experience, shy, nervous.

Please bottom Jared Only!!!

Thank you.
Hey guys :)

1. I've been watching the early seasons of Supernatural again, and that's got me nostalgic for some good old fahioned old school wincest. Preferably from season's one and two. I just want some wincest fics that are uncomplicated by all the drama that happens during the later seasons. When the boys were all young and carefree and innocent. What are your guys favourite fics on this?

2. Probabaly one of the oldest tropes in the fandom, but fics where John and Mary get divorced, the boys get seperated, they reunite every once in a while and use that time to start an illicit relationship with each other? (I told you I was feeling nostalgic). Or really, any fics where the boys are seperated (but still know about each other!), but still get together despite being apart. I know I've read a couple of them, but for the life of me, I can't remember where I read them!

So..help please?
25 November 2014 @ 08:08 pm
I'm looking a novelization of Supernatural tv. And no, not SPN novels, but retelling of SPN from pilot episode to the lastest episode.
Is there someone who made this kind of fic? Please help me!
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12 October 2014 @ 05:20 pm
This is a request posted by vain_chan in 2011 and since the story hasn't been found yet, I'm reposting it:

I've been hunting for this fic for a few weeks and I cannot it anywhere. It's driving me insane, so I'm hoping to harness the comm's collective awesomeness to locate it.

The fic is several years old and it's an AU of season 2's 'Born Under a Bad Sign.' In the story, after Meg/Sam knocks Dean unconscious, he assaults Dean. Afterwards, possessed!Sam keeps Dean under control by threatening to hurt Sam's body (biting off his tongue, stabbing him, etc.), beating Dean, and tying him up. This goes on for several weeks while possessed!Sam kills hunters listed in John's journal. Eventually possessed!Sam takes a pretty broken Dean to Bobby's, trying to force Dean to kill Bobby. Bobby knows what's up, though, and he traps and exorcises the demon. I can recall specific scenes in detail: one in which possessed!Sam returns from a kill injured and Dean begs to stitch Sam's body up, and a separate non-con scene where possessed!Sam is in the bathtub, washing off blood from a kill and forcibly holding Dean's head on him under water, while thinking to Sam something along the lines of, "This is how the world is going to end: willingly drowned in blood."

This is a well-written, long-ish fic, and I think there we a sequel dealing with the fallout of Sam and Dean's recovery; it may have even been part of a series. As you can probably see, it's very dark and deals with some pretty rough subject matter including physical and psychological torture, non-con, and some pretty graphic violence. There's massive amounts of Dean abuse and no small amount of damage to Sam since it continues into the recovery phase. It was one of the first fics I read in this fandom before I got a delicious account, so I don't have it book marked. I also could not find it under the tags on this comm. Please, please help me find it. You'll be my favorite person forever. Thanks.
"Dean's shutting himself off from Sam. An argument makes Sam think Dean would love him more if he was more like his big brother. After a supernatural encounter changes Sam, Dean realises how much he really appreciates his brother the way he is"

Does anyone have a link or a copy? It was on fanfiction, but is gone. I don't know the author, so don't know if there is a request not to share.
28 September 2014 @ 04:22 am
hi i was wondering if anyone has heard of an old wincest fic where dean also had power's like sam but where sam had visions and telekinesis, dean was telepathic. i remember they used deans power to track demons and that it was actually super useful. it was wincest i think and i cant remember the website. mind you this quite some time ago i read this fic. i was in high school still i believe and now im 23 and working, but if anyone remembers this fic please tell, or something similiar. i remember one scene was were dean's telepathy allowed him to hear a demons thoughts in cloud form, and that at one point dean was able to hear a whole group of demons thatb was on there way to them in there black cloud bodies??? or whatever there form is considered. it was a good read and chaptered and finished i just dont remember the name of the story or the site, please help.
04 August 2014 @ 11:37 am
I've just gotten my brother into the show long-distance (he lives in CT and I'm in FL). I don't think he even knows fanfic exists, but he does love the show.

What I'm asking for are stories you absolutely love: either with the brothers' relationship or the hunt, whatever. I would prefer to give him something not really arc-heavy, but something someone who is just watching the first time via re-runs on TNT. That puts him only up to season 6. Honestly, I'm not sure how much of the earlier seasons he managed to watch, I think it may be a little spotty so maybe nothing involving the deal. If you want to rec something like that, mark it and I can save it for later.

Thanks in advance!

I think I covered all the tags.
08 July 2014 @ 07:40 pm
I know I've read this particular story at least twice but it never made it to my Delicious list.

I think it's set around Christmas - the main action at the end takes place in the town square and has to do with lighting the tree. The reason the boys are there in the first place has me a little mixed up. It's either due to Sam's visions or just a regular hunt. I think at one point there is a rescue of a boy that fell into a river. There might also have been a mass rescue of kidnapped children. Also, I think it's early, maybe season 1-3?

The bit with the tree is what I really remember. I checked the Christmas tags and didn't see it.

Thanks in advance!

Foreseen by PL Wynter. No mass-rescue of kids but there is a river rescue. Thank you [livejournal.com profile] hybrid_cookie
Here again from thewincestlibrary, any help in finding these requests would be great :)

1. Any wincest coffee shop aus?

2. Your favorite fics/one shots set before season 3? I.E. seasons 1 and 2, not preseries.

3. I have been looking for a certain fic for a long time and i just can't find it! I was wondering if you have any idea: Sam and Dean were driving around the country like normal, but they were running from the FBI, i think it was in season 2, It would go to the point of view of the FBI sometimes, Sam always wanted to kiss Dean in public and they were in a diner and Dean looked like a homophobe so Sam kissed him and they like made-out, impala sex... ringing any bells? it was bottom!sam! idk...

4. I was wondering if you could help me find a fic I have forgotten the name of? It involved Sam suffering from anxiety after hell (maybe after his wall broke, I forgot). Dean and Sam move in to a neighborhood and Sam gets a job as a mechanic. Dean always makes him sandwiches and drops them off for him. There is also a scene where they go to a Superbowl party and Sam has a panic attack that Dean helps him through. No worries if you can't find it. Thank you so much!

5. I was looking for a fic i read a while back. It was BDSM with dean as the dominant one. Dean can't really tie sammy down for safety reasons and possible monsters finding them so he uses stuff like a belt and lays if gently across sammy's arms and makes sam pretend. idk really. it was hot.

Thanks so much again!
29 March 2014 @ 12:16 am
So my brother's been watching a lot of Criminal Minds lately, and I  got to thinking. There are a ton of crossovers with CM out there, but as far as I can tell most of them are set relatively late in SPN canon--earliest I can think of off the top of my head is one in Season 4. If anyone could rec something a little earlier that would be great.

One thing that bothers me, though, is St. Louis. A shapeshifter taking the form of women's significant others while they're out of town and torturing them to death? Take out the shapeshifter angle and that case would be right out of CM, so why hasn't anyone put them there?

Basically, I would love it if someone could point out a crossover with CM set in the SPN episode 'Skin' or any other fic set in the early seasons of Supernatural.
01 March 2014 @ 08:44 pm
I'm looking for two amnesia fics that I read on fanfiction.net.

1. Dean has amnesia after he was pulled out of Hell. He goes to a diner and is having breakfast when Sam recognises him. Sam thinks Dean is a shapeshifter or something and Dean thinks Sam is a crazy guy. Sam takes Dean to Bobby's. Dean thinks it's a trick and that Sam is trying to kidnap him or something. It is all told from Dean's POV.

2. Sam is believed dead. Dean mourns for several months and stays at Bobby's. He's supported by Bobby, Ellen and Jo. But Sam is actually alive, he is homeless, lost his memory and has a stray dog as a pet. Dean finds him somehow and brings him back home. They are going to start hunting again but Sam wants to bring his dog and Dean doesn't want him to. They have an argument and Dean is jealous that Sam seems to care more about the dog than him. The fic was written before the Season 2 finale.

1. https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4822628/1/The-Obeisance-of-Memory
2. https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4419801/1/Gone
29 November 2013 @ 02:01 am
I'm looking for three general fics

1) After ELAC Sam makes a deal with a crossroads demon, for either Mary, John, both(anyone else in the deal is a plus) and he succeeds.  I'd really also like to see everyone's reactions to being back and Sam being dead as well
2) John is the one who dies in the house fire, not Mary
3) Any time during the series John, Mary, Bobby or other friends/lovers come back from the dead
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15 November 2013 @ 10:09 pm
So I just started rewatching from the beginning of the series (again), and now I'm wondering if there are any fics out there that either:

1. Are AU/AR or AU-ish with Cas appearing sometime before Season 4 (Season 1-3 or pre-series)


2. Involve Cas learning about how the events of those earlier years, either by it coming up somehow or by needing to time-travel back to that time, or any reason really. The brothers had all sorts of issues those early years, especially over Sam's resentment of Dean, that were mostly smoothed over (or buried) by the time Cas came around, so anything that shows him addressing any of that sort of thing.

Any rating, any warning, is fine.
I'd prefer Dean/Cas or Gen. Please no Wincest.
24 October 2013 @ 08:17 pm
Hi I am new to the SPN famdom, I am only current to the end of season 2 in watching episodes. I also never posted in any communities, so if I make a mistake I'm sorry and I'll do my best to correct it. I have no idea where or what to start reading there are so many options! I usually start off reading a famdom by taking a look at the newbieguide on livejournal but their page just overwhelmed me. I like to read mostly slash but I  also like a good het fic as well. I usually am not, into incest but I'm willing to give it a shot. So does anyone have any fics to convert me?

Also crossover fics I'm not sure if I should list all the famdoms that I know? If it crosses over into a famdom I don't know I'll give it a shot and see. Please give me any fics that are based in season 1 & 2 and are  fics you would want to read, when your new to Supernatural.

Thanks so much to anyone who responds.
20 October 2013 @ 02:15 pm
Hello everyone! My computer crashed and I lost pretty much ALL my SPN fics, and considering how massive the fanfic fandom is, I could really use some help finding them!

This one is a longer fic (possibly a big bang?) ssn2 AR where the angels have gone back in time to basically kidnap Dean's soul for later use. It starts out with a car crash where Dean dies, and a Reaper hired by Michael&Co. tries to kidnap Dean's soul, but Castiel shows up in time to save him. Then basically the fic is Dean and Castiel fleeing from the angels, Fic )

This fic is one of my absolute favourites, so any help finding it would be rewarded with a million virtual hugs and cookies!
06 September 2013 @ 08:40 pm

Hey guy does anyone know the name of the story that was set sometime in season 2. Sam and Dean show up at the roadhouse after a bad hurt. Jo doesn't really trust sam, however he is really really sick and Dean is realy hurt but is still trying to take care of his brother. I can't for the life of me remember the name of this story. I remember Ellen is the one that is mainly taking care of sam while Dean is out of it. However something happens and Jo has to sit with him

Hey guys! So today I'm looking for a kind of specific type of fic based off the episode What Is and Should Never Be from season 2. Are there any fics out there based in the same exact universe where Dean ends up hooking up with uptight, college boy Sammy even though he's with Jess and Dean's with Carmen (Carmen doesn't necessarily need to be in the rec'd story, just the Sam with Jess part)?

On the flip side of the coin, are there any Wincest (or hell I'd even take gen/het) where Sam ends up in this universe and he's still with Jess but Dean is the one who doesn't really like/connect with Sam? He can be completely indifferent to Sam, care deep down, ect but I love the idea of the Dean Sam was talking about in the episode. You know, the douche bag steal-my-brothers-prom-date, gambling addicted thief who that Sam can't seem to stand.

You guys got any ideas on some fics similar to this concept? I would really appreciate any suggestions. Thanks! :D
The two fics I'm looking for are hurt!Sam(obviously) and I hope someone can help me ifnd them quickly.  I've been looking for them for a long time and if you help me I will love you forever.

1) I don't remember what season it was in but I think it was season 2.  Anyway Sam was kidnapped by a monster(don't remember what) and he was tied up in a basement that had a bad leek and it was storming.  When Dean and Bobby find him the water is high eough that he almost drowns and that is pretty much all I remember.  Oh and it also contained awesome!Dean and Bobby with hurt!and-possibly-sick!Sam

2) Set in either season 1 or 2.  Sam fell down a mine shaft on a hunt(I'm thinking it was for a wendigo) and ended up with a concussion.  It took Dean a long time to find him and Sam was out of it and possibly sick.  I honestly don't remember much more so I hope someone can help.

3) Sam got hit by a car and was left on the side of the road.  Dean found him and he knew Sam was dying so he stayed with him and cuddled right there on the side of the road.  After Sam dies he comes back (temporarily) as a ghost to talk to Dean before he moves on.

Sorry if any of these are really vague but I haven't read any of them for a while.

Oh and please recommend any hurt/sick!Sam from either season 1 or 2!
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21 June 2013 @ 08:03 pm
Hi! My request this time will be placed under a cut...

Bottom!Sam search )

Thank you for any help!
Current Mood: aggravated
I just finished a Season 2 rewatch.
So now I'm looking for Hurt!Dean, Angsty Dean, Grieving!dean fics that take place in season 2. Something that focuses on his head space, on his being tired of the job, on his grief, on his self loathing or dealing with what the the demon said to him. Also any good cops chasing boys fics. Basically anything season 2 with angsty/hurt Dean. Long fics and case fics are love.

Also while I'm at it a few other general requests
1. Dean hunting alone while Sam is at Standford. Or fics with flashbacks to Dean hunting alone.
2. Dean in alcohol withdrawal. Any season.
Gen is preferred but I will take Wincest if its a great fic!

Thanks in advance, you guys are always helpful :)
08 April 2013 @ 02:19 am
Has anyone written or come across a fic where there's mention of the Ouija board (or "Mystical Talking Board") Sam used to communicate with Dean in S2E01 In My Time of Dying? I'd love for Dean to find it in the trunk or for them to end up using it again for some reason. I'd love to read Dean's reaction when he finds out Sammy reached across the veil to communicate with him.
01 March 2013 @ 01:15 pm
I searched through the episode related tags but was not able to find anything matching.
I'm basically looking for stories where Dean doesn't wake up from his coma in In my time of dying and ends up as a ghost just like the reaper predicted.
Slash and wincest is fine, no het please.
hey guys ;)

1. I'm looking for good gen/whump fics, set in seasons 1, 2 & 3. no slash please ;)
can be longer & shorter fics, i'd prefer anything with more than 1000 words, can be long casefics, too.

2. Also I'm looking for a specific fic, where dean got hurt bad on a hunt and sam needed the help of Dr Robert
to take care of him.

thanks so much in advance ;)

I just started watching the first season of SPN (late start, i know) and I'm looking for any rec fics regarding hurt/sacrificial/tortured Sam w/ John and Dean finding out or watching. I'm hoping someone can rec some cause I know alot of authors have their site down or purged ect. I do like wincest but gen is good too. Thanks in advance.
18 January 2013 @ 07:34 pm
I seem to be reading alot of old yummy Wincest lately

Can anyone rec some of their old favorite Wincest fics?

I prefer them to be set in Season 1 or 2. Pre-series is good. Romance, fluff, AU, Curtain!fic are fine as well.

No non-related AU's and Bottom!Dean only please.

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18 January 2013 @ 04:43 pm
Okay so for the past couple of weeks I have been thinking about a couple of stories and I cant seem to find them? I have a feeling they might have been deleted or removed but I figured if anybody you guys would know about them. Here we go...

1. FOUND! http://archive.worldofslash.com/viewstory.php?sid=31&ageconsent=ok&warning=4 It was a sam and dean are rescue swimmers (kinda au). I found it on FanFiction. Dean had always wanted to be a rescue swimmer and they had to go through the process of becoming them in order to help the government track down a ghost (ship?) that was killing people.It was VERY subtle wincest; that was building as the story went on. I know when I left it it was incomplete but it was GINORMOUS. If anybody knows were it is or has a copy I would appreciate it.

2. FOUND!! (AND ADJUSTED) http://samdean.archive.nu/series.php?seriesid=95 his one has sam going back in time to change the past. I dont remember what he changed exactly but because of it Dean was able to get out of hunting and settle down with Cassie. I think there was a period of time that Sam was dating/sleeping with Ash. Then Dean has a kid and Sam winds up coming back into his life. I dont remember if they were in danger or if it was a conicidence. Sam has feeling for his brother and I believe he is trying to stay away so that dean can have his happy normal life. Something happens to Cassie and Dean leaves with Sam to go back to the Roadhouse, where Sam has been building an army of the psychic kids. Sam and Dean wind up rekindling thier relationship and Sam tries to take care of Deans son. I believe the story is broken up into parts and is also incomplete but I cant find it anywhere so anything would help. The author was really talented and had a lot of other stories that I liked but for some reason I cant find them.

Okay thats it. If anybody knows where to find these stories or a way to contact the author I would really appreciate it. Thanks for the help!!
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14 January 2013 @ 10:18 am
I have made a similar request before but I was so thrilled with the results that I wanted to try it again :)

I am looking for tearjerkers with with happy/hopeful endings. Please no death!fics! I'm not up for that kind of pain! (And I'm at my work desk, I need to be able to keep up my poker face!)

But other than that, I'm good with nearly anything. Some specifics to maybe narrow things down a bit:
  1. Multi-chapters are strongly preferred
  2. I love AUs (though not necessary)
  3. I love the brotherly relationship
  4. My favorite era is pre-series to pre-season 3 but again, this is a very broad search so I won't say no to anything that is post-season 2.
  5. And if John is featured in it heavily, I prefer that he be portrayed as either neglectful or an a-hole (not that I don't love John or anything, it's only that I prefer a focus on the brothers' co-dependency without having a third party to rely on.)
  6. Hurt!Dean, hurt!Sam, doesn't matter- it's all good :)
  7. And last, please no slash :)

Thank you so much for any help!
Hi guy's hope you all had a nice Christmas and a great New Year. =3

Season 8 has been leaving me pretty cold, So I would love some Wincest story's set in season 1 or 2 to cheer me up.

Any rating is fine and Happy endings would be best.

Extra cookies if it's Dean that want's/is in love with Sam and Sam had no idea.

1.) Bottom Sam story's only please.

2.) Please no story's set when/after Dean makes the deal for his soul.

Thanx in advance ^_^
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Hi everyone, this is my first post here,I hope I'll do it right. 
I have two requests

1) fics that deal with the aftermath of abuse dean/sam or J2 . Please <i>no</i> Destiel. 

2) This is a specific fic that I read two years ago and I can't find, it was a gen fic, set in Season 2 after Heart and it became AU. After the events of Heart Dean and Sam took time off, to deal with the aftermath of Sam killing Madison. The scene I remember the most is Sam saying to Dean that he understood now why he was so hesitant to say yes to his request to killing him and Dean angrily telling him that the two things didn't even compare or something to this effect. 

Thank you in advance!

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10 December 2012 @ 01:04 am
It was quite short, set between season 3 and 4. I'm pretty sure I read it on fanfiction.net. Sam is hunting with Ruby. They meet up at a motel room. He's working on his abilities, and she tells him, kinda mockingly, something about how Sam wasn't the endgame, but Hell has bigger plans for Dean.

If no one is familiar with this specific fic, I'll also take suggestions for any story with a similar theme - that Dean was Azazel's endgame all along, and there was more to him than anyone thought, based on what we knew through seasons 1-3, but not beyond. Examples of what I mean are CaffieneKitty's Dead Man's Boots and anything by silver ruffian.

Wincest or gen is fine.
I read it on fanfiction.net years ages ago, but can't recall the title or author. I think it's pre-series, and wirtten around season 1 or 2. Dean goes to a gathering for hunters. It's something like a spirit-quest - they all go into a forest, hoping to meet a god or some being that will give them some sort of extra ability that'll help in hunting. They also have to give him (the god) an offering of some kind. I believe Dean gives him his favorite knife. Near the end, demons or monsters attack the camp where the hunters are, and Dean finds he got powers - I think he had increased strength and speed, or something like that.
27 October 2012 @ 11:27 pm
 Found! - The First Born by justforspite. (published between Dec 2006 and May 2007! Before Dean even made his deal, much less went to or was raised from Perdition!)

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Old story but the shape shifter they killed in Nightshifter had sister's and the group of them hunt Sam and Dean. They have the ability to get into Sam's head when he dreams almost drives him to suicide. There was a scene in a camping bathroom where he thinks he is dreaming but he almost shots himself in the head. I think it ends up being wincest but the story center's on Sam and Dean being hunted across the country by people that can change their shape at will. it's driving me crazy try to remember who wrote this.

EDIT - found in comments you guys are awesome!
14 October 2012 @ 09:11 pm
So I'm looking for fics where Sam is sick, hurt, or really upset and Dean has to take care of him. No real Wincest/nonWincest preferance. Either is fine, so are AU stories. Here is the tricky part: I just started watching the show so I'm only on Season 2. To avoid any spoilers, it would be awesome if the stories take place before season 3. Thanks in advance for any help. :)
Hey guys,
the story I'm looking for sets place in the beginning of season two. Dean is dealing with John's death, and their is a hunt. So Sam goes alone but on the way he is getting into a car accident.
I've read this story on livejournal and I think the title has the word curve in it...
Thanks for help in advance.
18 September 2012 @ 11:14 pm
Heyy! well i read a certain specific fic where sam is 14 and he is alone in the motel bathrrom and he is cutting. but he doesn't realize how far he went until he passes out. dean comes home and brakes down the door and sees sam lying in a pool of his own blood with a hunting knife and wrist bleeding. but he knows sam did try to commit suicide he just went too far. so he takes care of the wounds and sam wakes up on the bed and dean asks why and thats all i remember. so please can you find this one? and others like it? i lvove stories where sam cuts and Dean catches him and sam cries and dean is supportive and stuff! yeah... especially teen!chester(not necassary) 
also are there any teen!chester stories where dean kissed the top of sams head or sam's forehead. or any fics like http://m.fanfiction.net/s/6365336/1/  -Shower by WaitingForNoExit I love it!!! when they are so close and sam is cute and dean is sturdy but wavering and he kissed sam's forehead not wincesty! yeah, any fics like those. any at all.
Gen. no slash or het of any kind. unless its just Dean getting laid by some anonymous hot chick. yeah. only season 1,2 and Teens. sam 14 or older. no stanford. thanks :) 
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05 September 2012 @ 10:11 pm
I was wondering if there were any stories with Castiel traveling back in time to when Dean and Sam were in season 1, or 2, or when Sam was in college. Basically Castiel going back in time. I am a huge Destiel fan, but gen is fine. Please no wincest. Thank you!
04 September 2012 @ 04:39 pm
Heyy, I'm new at this so i'm sorry if i got a few things wrong!!! I've been looking for a few certain stories. please no wincest, or slash, other than that everything goes!!! and please no abusive John. neglectful!John is fine, Strict!John is also fine. please no deathfics, i guess except for #4, but he has to come back in the end. and nothing in season 3 or 4 and no soulless!sam please. and nothing thats really short, but also nothing that takes you like days to read,(i know I'm picky!)

1. Dean is between 16-22 and sam is between 12-17, around there. and someone, like a teacher, calls Child Protective Services, or the police. and Dean is Sam's legal guardian, and he gets all protective and angry when people accuse him or PaPa Winchester of abusing Sam. of course happy endings, and no wincest or slash please. and no AU's. thanks. something kinda like "The Art Of Balance by SciFiNutTX" i love that one.

2. pretty much anything with fatherly/brotherly Dean to Sam. legal guardian would be awesome! but its not completely necessary. you know something were dean has to go to a parent teacher conference, or has to talk with Sam's principal, or something. again, kinda like"The Art Of Balance by SciFiNutTX"

3. I would also love if Sam goes into the foster care system for a little while, and he gets a bad home, but dean and john get him back.

4. i would like to read something in the 1st, 2nd or 5th season. Sam temporarily dies, and dean does mouth to mouth (NOT wincesty) and Sam comes back, and Dean is like crying and hugs him. or sam temporarily dies and Dean kisses him on his forehead or on the top of his head. (again NOT wincesty) but of course sam comes back to life like 2 minutes later. 

5. It would be nice to read something, in the beginning of season 5 after The End 5x04 where Sam has an awful nightmare and he wakes up with a gasp or screaming and has a panic attack.

6. i also would like to have a motel fix up, but Sam's in A LOT of pain, and Dean feels bad about it(of course) but they don't go to the hospital, its just in the motel. and nothing in seasons 3 or 4

okay! well thats it for now i guess. i think i got all the tags, but like i said, i'm new at this. so thanks all!
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