I'm looking for a fic, a rec of a fic, or anything relating to the episode "Red Meat."

I recently have been rewatching the episodes and saw Red Meat and was curious if there were any fics out there relating to the episode and to the hidden secret of Dean committing suicide during the episode. If you know of any, please share them my way.

Or any fics relating to Dean committing suicide during that time and Sam somehow finds out about it.

I folks! I was wondering if there are Sam-centric fanfics dealing with Lucifer in season 11 and 12.

I mean, I think those seasons had a lot of wasted potential and didn't deal well with Sam facing again his torturer. And also how it was so easy to built another vessel for him.

I want fanfics of season11-12 with Sam afraid of Lucifer, dealing with the trauma, maybe Lucifer playing with him, trying to manipulate him of trying to convince to be his vessel. I read a lot like that from season 5 (and I love them), but now I want them from seasons 11-12.

I don't care about pairings (except no Sam/Lucifer, unless it's non-consensual) but I want the characters to be well written and in-character. Bonus for protective!Dean.
I have no idea if I'm making any sense but thank you in advance!!

I am looking to read stories that take place around Season 8 and beyond, so anything from Purgatory or after. They can take place within canon or start there and become AU, I just really want stories that are dealing with events from later in the series. I am a Dean girl, but I am open to any pairing. Thanks.

Mods: There isn't a tag for season 12, so I used a hashtag. Hope that is ok.

I haven't read much fic lately and I was wondering if anyone could rec me some first time Wincest that's set anytime after they've aquired the Men of Letters Bunker, the longer and plottier the better. Any rating is fine, and I'd prefer complete stories but WIPs are great, too if they're not abandoned. Thanks for your time!

Relevant facts about the fic I'm looking for:

• I'm 98% sure it's set post-removal of the mark of Cain


• Dean's having nightmares, but they don't happen if he sleeps next to Sam


• They're actually attacks on him by faerie, who are coming after him because of his escape back in "Clap Your Hands"


• They use dream root so that Sam can walk into Dean's faerie-induced nightmares and help him fight back against the faerie


• In the end, they're able to force the faeries into corporal form, and fight them off that way


• It was on the longer side--I think it was split into two parts


• It's either smarmy gen, or slow-burn wincest--don't remember which for sure.

Thanks!

Hey all. Just wondering if there are any fics out there where Amara takes (eats?) Sams or Deans soul in season 11.

Thanks!