So I have spent the last 2 days trying to find this fic...

In it Gabriel helps the boys finding relics like Gabriel's Horn (which he left in the past), Moses' staff and a Spear which when used together can defeat Lucifer.

I believe that he traps all three in a hotel room first and either Dean or Castiel challenge him to a drinking contest and if they win he has to help. And I believe it is a Sabriel and Destiel fic.

Thats all I can remember so if anyone knows what the hell I'm talking about that would be awesome!!

Thanks in advance!! :-)
I'm looking for a story I read years ago, probably around the 2011-2013 range. I remember it being really long, but I'm not certain if it was 100k words (which I thought was A LOT back then) or 500k words. It started off after the events of Season 5 probably (although I could be wrong). It started off with Dean being in a really bad place (because Sam was sent to the cage with Lucifer?) and drinking a lot. At some point Castiel and later Michael show up and help comfort Dean. Dean and Michael talk, and Dean eventually is willing to say yes. When Michael possesses Dean, it's like Dean is in the backseat and can still see/hear everything with the same senses that Michael has (including being able to see wings the faces of an angel).

When not possessing Dean, I think Michael was possessing some dead/comatized aunt?

Over time, Dean ends up forming a group with Michael, Castiel, and probably Raphael, and they're essentially who Dean is closest too.

They meet up with Sam and their cousins at some point, although they're all wary because Dean is with Michael (and even said yes to Michael).

There might have been a scene where Dean and Castiel go to the Vatican and end up borrowing some powerful ring that Dean learns how to use.

I think Dean/Michael eventually end up going to a museum to get some artifact (although it's surrounded by angel wards), and later on some Aztec pyramids with a ton of demons for whatever reason (although I might be confusing that with something else).

There's a possibility there was some form of wing grooming and wing kinks going on, but I'm not certain.

That's about everything I can remember. Any help would be very appreciated.
Hello fellow travelers! I'm looking for any and all fix it fics for Dark Side of the Moon. I know it just continued the storyline, but I never understood why they didn't know they were being tricked. I mean, one of Dean's memories was of his mom crying over his father, how was THAT a happy memory? So, please, rec away! No dean/castiel please. Gen and wincest are fine.

Thanks in advance!
23 May 2017 @ 07:51 pm
I'm searching for a specific story... I remember the following:

- Dean/Sam
- Set in either Season 4 or 5
- Dean is angry at Sam for lying, etc during season 4
- Fight in motel??
- Somehow Sam ends up doing whatever dean wants to show how much he wants forgiveness. Not sure if it starts out sexual or not. Dean punishes Sam in various ways.
- Not a short fic. Maybe in the 10-50k range? Possibly multi chapter??

27 February 2017 @ 09:09 pm
Hey guys, it's been a while. I'm back with two specific requests, one that I searched for before but never found.

1) crossdressing - Sam and Dean make a bet about something, Sam loses and has to wear a pair of panties, Dean laughs at him and teases him, Sam says something about Dean thinking he's disgusting and gets really upset because he likes wearing the panties. (wincest)

2) suicidal!sam - After Sam finds out he's Lucifer's vessel, he tries to kill himself. Lucifer brings him back but Sam eventually starts committing suicide just to get some rest. This works for a while but eventually the damages start carrying over after he's brought back. (ex. he shoots himself in the head, he's resurrected with a hole in his head; cutting his wrists leaves scars, etc.) (gen, i think)

Thanks for any help!
02 February 2017 @ 02:09 pm
I'm looking for a fic around season 5.
What i can remember is that Sam and Dean are locked in a room or a cell and there's a person (the one that locked them in) and is watching them. There's two guns in the room and this person told them that only one of them can get out alive and one have to die, Which means that one of them have to kill the other. I think Sam already knows he's Lucifer vessel.

Sam then asked Dean something like:"Do you want me to kneel?", thinking that he would kill him. But Dean won't do it.
The time past and Sam made a plan, he asked the person about the rules, Dean is looking at him like his crazy. Sam place the gun to his head.
Then Sam said something like: "I'm getting you out, come back for my body,I'm leaving you with the mess." When Sam is about to shoot himself, Dean pushed him to the floor and a gun is heard but is not Sam's, his guns doesn't have bullets, the sound of the gun is coming from outside and then Bobby and i think Ellen saves them.

Then the boys come back to their motel and talk about it.

Thanks :)

Found: The Choice by authoressnebula
Thanks to ithuriel788 for finding it.
Hi everyone, I'm looking for a fic whose title I cannot remember that, if I recall correctly, took place some time after the events of S05E03 "Free to Be You and Me," when Dean told Sam to "pick a hemisphere" after they had learned they were Michael and Lucifer's vessels. I guess it would be considered canon-divergent since Sam and Dean end up not reconciling or getting back together for a year or two, when they accidentally end up on the same hunt-- I think they might have been hunting a vengeful spirit in a barn or something? But the hunt was only a brief part of the story.

Anyway, during the hunt, Sam saves Dean from getting killed, I think, but Dean is still badly hurt, so Sam drives him back to the motel where they both happened to be staying and patches him up. On the way, Dean starts getting curious when he notices Sam's limp, which only becomes stronger when Sam goes out of his way to avoid talking about it, so Dean ended up sneaking into Sam's motel room the next day and saw Sam's prosthetic leg laying on the bed right before Sam came out of the shower. Dean was so shocked he threw up, and Sam ended up explaining that he had been hurt on a hunt (I think?) and had to have his right leg amputated, but didn't call Dean because he didn't think Dean wanted anything to do with him. Dean suggests that they start hunting together as brothers again, but Sam is conflicted because Lucifer has been making his phantom pains worse or something in an effort to force Sam to say "yes" to him, and he's afraid he'll eventually give in to relief the agony, I think?

I'm pretty sure that was more or less it as far as the story goes-- I am almost positive it was a one-shot, and that it was written in third person but in Dean's point of view. If I recall correctly, I read it in a Supernatural community here on LJ, but I'm having no luck whatsoever in tracking it down in any of the comms I belong to, and I didn't see it in the relevant tags here, either, so I don't know if its just been deleted or moved to a different site or what. If anyone can help me out in finding it, I would be so grateful! This is my first post here, so I'm hoping I did everything correctly.

ETA: thanks to the lovely [ profile] lennelle the fic has been found! it is "Sufferance" by [ profile] utsusemia
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Hey there everyone! :-)

I hope you'll be able to help me out, 'cause I've been going crazy on my own trying to find this.

So, I am looking for a specific fic. Sadly I don't remember the title or the author, only that it was on AO3. Every chapter was one episode of the show. The author or authors were up to season 8 or something, I think? Basically, it was about a character from every episode mistaking Sam and Dean somehow for a couple, although they aren't together. It was awesome reading how every episode could have some Wincest and the boys reaction to it.

So to recap, every chapter was from a different outsider point of view, it wasn't actual slash, but the outsider always thinks the boys are together, there are many chapters (though the single chapters aren't actually every long) and it's still a work in progress.

Rings any bells? I've no idea how I can't seem to find this on my own...
I'd really be grateful for your help! <3

Edit: Found! It's Fumbling in the Dark by leonidaslion and I've simply got very selective memory concerning the summary and the first chapter.
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Just wondering does anyone know a fic where after 5.16 Dean throws the amulet away, Sam picks it up and washes it clearly then swallows it. Dean then noticed that Sam has’t spoken for a few days, until he found that the amulet has cut Sam’s throat and he could never speak ever again.

I really want to know where I could get this fic… seems that it’s been deleted.
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25 January 2016 @ 10:30 pm
Hello, I have a couple or requests if you could help me out!

1) Redeemed!Lucifer - where lucifer kind of joins team free will or just doesn't want to do the whole "Satan" thing anymore. i think im thinking of an actual story i've read. I thought it might have been Unexpected Destinies, but It wasn't. Since I remember no other details, i'll just ask for any fic recomendations, any paring, as long as it's complete!

2) Fics featuring the angelic family. like i said, Ive just reread Unexpected Desitnies and I'd love more of the family dynamic between the angels. I read this other fic called make it on your own by SailorChibi that started out with Gabriel taking care of fledgling!Cas, that was so cute and i wanted more! Please no Human!AUs, and complete fics only.

Hey all

Looking for a story where Sam goes with the witch from season 5 (I'm horrible with episode names) as payment for getting Dean back to hi normal age. Last time I saw it, it was a WIP and I wanted to check and see if it was finished.

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20 July 2015 @ 07:11 pm
hellooo... please help me with the following fanfics...

1) Any fanfics where Sam has gotten addicted to alcohol or drugs and Dean helps to overcome the problem.. I would love it if it s during season 4 where instead of alcohol Sam gets addicted to alcohol...

2) Fics where in season 5 Sam listens to everthing that Dean tells him without any arguments coz he feels guilty for starting the apocolypse.. Dean tries to get Sam to be responsive and voice out his opinion...

(general fics, no pairing)

Thank you so much:)
19 July 2015 @ 07:38 am
hellooo... this is my first post in this wonderful community... please help me find the following fics...

1) "A girl makes a deal to bring back Sam from hell, I remember a scene where Dean cas and sam come across this girl at a bar singing and are impressed by her voice... i dont relly remember but i think dean is staying with lisa but i am not sure, they also find out later that this girl is half human/demon and half angel, sam gets extremely angry when he finds out about it" I know its vague but please help me...

2) "In season 5 Sam plans to commit suicide and Chuck informs about it to Dean through a mail, cas brings sam to Dean, Sam assumes Dean to be Lucifer..."

3) Stories from season 2 where Dean ignores Sam and says hurtful things to him but later feels guilty about it

4) stories where Dean decides to stay at sonny or where dean and sam are seperated and when they reunite sam is a changed person, he is emotionally withdrawn, Dean tries to connect with sam and tries to make him the old sam

5) john blaming sam for mary's death and is emotionally abusing him... dean finds out about it maybe in season 2 and later and hates john for it...

5) stories with guilty dean and hurt sam

i prefer only general fics, no slash fictions
Takes place shortly after 5x2, Bobby is struggling to adjust to life in a wheelchair. Since Cas can't heal him, he starts demanding the angel help out in other ways. I specifically remember him telling Cas to come by at a specific day and time every week and to not be late. By the end of the fic (it's not a long one, don't even think it's multi-chaptered), Cas gets attacked by other angels, and then scrambles to make it to Bobby's on time with the groceries the old hunter wanted. Bobby starts seeing Cas as one of his adopted strays.
Hello! I'm in need for fics where the themes of seasons 4/5 are in focus. I mean all the angst and hurt that Dean goes trough due to sam and the demon blood. Also, the aftermath is important: Sam realizing what he did (not only releasing Lucifer but also how he hurt Dean and such) and feeling immense guilt. I want him to really have to work for his forgiveness and for Dean to not act like nothing ever happened. It could be wincest or a gen brother relationship. But if it is wincest I'd prefer bottom!Dean. Thank you!
I have been reading so much Destiel, Samifer, Sabriel, and J2 lately that I'm suddenly craving some gen fics, taking place during any of the seasons between 4 and 10. I really don't care if they focus on a specific character or not but would prefer them to be at least 20,000 words long.

Thanks for your help!
15 April 2015 @ 03:23 am
I'm really hoping you guys can help me. I'm trying to find a story where Gabriel saved Sam and ended up raising him as his son. Because of how he saved him Sam ended up part angel. He was a shy, sweet boy. He grew up fast and then Gabe took him to Bobbys and they all gathered to fight the apoc. At some point Gabriel adopts Dean too and makes him part angel. Please does anyone know this story?
31 January 2015 @ 03:06 pm
I was pretty sure I'd saved this one. But it seems I didn't and a quick look at my AO3 history shows that I ight have been logged out of my account when I read it because is not there either.

I think it's a recent one. But it's an alternate take on s05, instead of God getting Sam and Dean out of the church when Lucifer is rising, Dean disappears. Another Sam in an alternate reality made some deal with Lilith to take a Dean from a different world because he had to kill his own Dean, who was a demon by then. Lilith promises that she's not taking Dean from a Sam that loves him, but Sam ends up realizing that the other Sam does lobe his brother. So he ends up sacrificing himself and Dean is returned to his own world. They also end up getting that universe's Castiel to help.

When I first found it was late so I just read quickly over it and I was hoping to sit down and read it fully. I've spend the last hour on AO3 trying to see if I can find it, but no luck. Maybe someone read it and actually bookmarked it. 
29 January 2015 @ 03:14 pm
Hey guys, I've never posted here before but I thought I'd give it a try. A couple of days ago I read this really great Dean/Lisa Post-Apocolypse Fic where he's wasn't sleeping and in order for him to fall alseep Lisa sat him down in front of the cumpter and had him listen to YouTube vidoes...I don't remeber who this is by but if anybody knows where I can find it that would be awsome! Also anyother Dean/Lisa H/C recs that you have I'd love to read them.  Thanks and I hope everyone is having an awesome day. :) 
18 January 2015 @ 03:11 pm
I used to read a fanfic about Dean and angels trap Lucifer!Sam like the end of season 5, but at the moment Lucifer tell Dean he is hunting with Sam these years, he don't want Sam say yes because he want to be with him, not possessed Sam, but they make Sam make this choie because angels tell Sam that Dean is hunting him down or something, at the end Lucifer!Sam jump into the cell and Dean punch Cas crazily nut stopped by Bobby. Cas said he didn't know too.

I remeber there is a sequel, Dean finally make Sam back, but Sam thought Dean is Lucifer and just calling him 'brother' instead of Dean's name, meanwhile, Lucifer is going to find Sam too, but Michael is looking for Lucifter too.

Does anyone have any idea about this fic?I am dying for this fic!><

And I 'd like to have some other Lucifer!Sam with Dean, bottom!Sam only please.
25 November 2014 @ 08:08 pm
I'm looking a novelization of Supernatural tv. And no, not SPN novels, but retelling of SPN from pilot episode to the lastest episode.
Is there someone who made this kind of fic? Please help me!
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16 November 2014 @ 09:42 pm
I'm doing a rec list for a friend of mine who's new to the wonders of Supernatural fandom. And I remembered this series of oneshots I read awhile ago. Basically, Gabriel came to help the Winchesters avert the apocalypse without Sam having to say yes. They backstabbed Lucifer (literally, I think) and Team Free will went to Chuck to celebrate. I think in part 12 or 13, Gabriel figured out that Chuck was God. And he was bugging Chuck so Chuck teleported him to the Antarctic. It was either gen or Destiel.

Sound familiar? Would love some help.
30 October 2014 @ 04:29 pm
1) I read a hurt!dean story a long time ago and I remember that it was really well written and not a long one but can't remember the details. I think Sam said something along the line "It has never been about you, right, Dean? It has always been about someone else".

2) Is there any story that deal with Dean's message (in season 4 final)? Like they talk about it afterward and Dean tells Sam that he didn't say anything like what Sam heard.

Thank you!
I'm looking for two fics:

1) Sam gets captured by lucifer and tortured but castiel offers to switch places with sam (or tries to rescue him and gets caught himself while sam gets away) and gets tortured and probably also raped by lucifer. He's also fed demon blood by him until the boys rescue him

2) This is a domestic fic probably after season 8 with fallen!cas who has ptsd and panic attacks. There's a scene where he gets one in a shoe shop while shopping with dean and people are staring at him until dean gets there and calms him down + gets him out of there. There also a scene where dean is frustrated with cas' situation and punches a tree until his hand bleeds and sam tells him to get it together to help cas get better. It was a wip when i read it but it's probably finished now

Thanks in advance c;
Hey there!!!!!!!!!!
I am looking for stories where Sam either attempt suicide or gets seriously injured due to Dean's neglect while he is detoxing in the panic room. I will prefer if it is not wincest!!
Thank you so much!!!
Hi guys! So this is super embarrassing. A couple of years ago I was on, and I ended up having to stop because of family issues, real life infringing on my online life, and the like, as well as a crashed computer and some major personal problems. I remember I wrote a story during the time Sam was going to say yes to Lucifer, and I am trying to track it down. I can't remember what name I was using at the time, and I can't find it in my archives. I'm hoping someone has it somewhere or knows what I'm talking about.

I think it was titled For Good, and it also had one of my original characters. It was a song fic based on the song For Good from the musical Wicked. I remember my ofc had an old sweatshirt of Sam's and Dean's necklace...and I remember it had a little bit of all three in it. My ofc may have been named Danika or Sophie.

Thanks so much. I'm hoping someone knows what/where this is.
Hey guys, I have a craving for a specific story. I think it was on AO3, but it may have been on LJ or It's a crossover with some sort of cop procedural show (Criminal Minds, I think?). While Dean is living with Lisa in the wake of the graveyard no-pocalypse, someone starts abducting kids from Ben's school. The team from the crossover show arrives to find that the neighborhood is deferring to Dean about keeping their kids safe, including emergency evacuation procedures, pickup and dropoff arrangements, etc. I think Dean is working at a garage, or from home, and keeps an eye on the kids?

It's all from the team's POV, but the subtext implies that the neighborhood knows what really happened with the changelings, and they trust Dean to handle it if the kidnappings turn out to be supernatural in nature. The crossover team doesn't twig to the fact that Dean is on the FBI's Most Wanted, but they think it's weird that he's so trusted in the community and I think they take him on as an advisor after ruling him out as a suspect.

Eventually it turns out that it was a married couple of regular human pedophiles - this is the part I remember clearest, that it was the man who lured kids over because he repaired arcade games at his house, but the woman (I think a member of the PTO?) was the "dominant partner" and basically tried to throw him on the rocks when they were taken into custody. No pairings, I don't remember if Lisa was in the picture in this one or if she was just offscreen a lot. The focus was on Dean being an awesome dad and also competent in a crisis.
04 August 2014 @ 11:37 am
I've just gotten my brother into the show long-distance (he lives in CT and I'm in FL). I don't think he even knows fanfic exists, but he does love the show.

What I'm asking for are stories you absolutely love: either with the brothers' relationship or the hunt, whatever. I would prefer to give him something not really arc-heavy, but something someone who is just watching the first time via re-runs on TNT. That puts him only up to season 6. Honestly, I'm not sure how much of the earlier seasons he managed to watch, I think it may be a little spotty so maybe nothing involving the deal. If you want to rec something like that, mark it and I can save it for later.

Thanks in advance!

I think I covered all the tags.
I'm looking for a fic named weep, little lion man by zeitfic. It was described as a "Supernatural crossover with Neil Gaiman's American Gods; gen, some minor het; NC-17" but it looks like the journal has been deleted and purged. I really really loved this story, so would anyone happen to have it or know where I can find it?

Thanks heaps <3
Hello! I’m looking for this fic “Pink Satin Panties Saga” by Ciaran. The first time I read it, was a translation. The translator does not have the original version anymore, but she said it was in Ciaran’s LJ.

I think the original summary was something like this: “Rhonda Hurley did Dean Winchester use her pink satin panties. And it seems that Sam liked.”

The fic is a Weecest but started with Dean and Rhonda Hurley trying to have sex, where she suggests he dressed her pink panties. Dean keep wearing the pink satin panties the whole time and then Sam gets turned on and give him a blowjob in the Impala.

The translation is here:

But I really want to read the original. Can someone help me?


23 June 2014 @ 05:57 pm
So I have to requests, but they kind of go under the same category:
1. A fic where Bobby doesn't want Sam and Dean to join him on a hunt because Sam tried to kill him while soulless. The brothers get worried and when they decide to go after him they figure out that Bobby has been taken by a vampire nest.

2. Any fic where Bobby struggles with trusting Sam, great if it is because of what Sam did while soulless, or because Sam let Lucifer out of the cage.
I'm looking for a fic (it was on that takes place after Sam and Dean split up in season 5 (After 5.02)
Sam is off by himself but gets a call from Bobby, who tells him that Dean is hurt. Dean's in a weird comatose state, delirious, and thinks he's in hell. He is also randomly getting injuries- as if Alistair is torturing him even though Alistair isn't there. Sam looks after him, and when Dean is better, he leaves and Dean looks for him. There was NO Wincest (or pairings in general)

Thank you for any help you can give!!
14 June 2014 @ 08:02 pm
Sorry for bad grammar on this, I was barely remembering the fic and wanted to make sure I got down all the sparse details. Aaand, too lazy to fix it :p
dean-- at least i think it was dean pov, pretty sure-- wakes up from something (something canonic, i think) and finds that Chuck and Becky are, like, the organizers of the entirety of the 'down to the apocalypse' club and they're all training in the field behind bobby's, i think? there's angels and friendly monsters, oh and ellen and jo are there? and i'm pretty sure jess was brought back to life somehow and it was a bit awkward? and the final battle against lucifer takes place, i'm pretty sure in vegas? and some angels are flying around the perimeter really fast to keep all the fighting and people inside, and there are demons chasing them, and there's something about the patterns they're flying that's important, and also someone is riding a motorcycle on the same patterns? and there are dragons, i think, or at least something really big like that. and the final battle of the final battle has to do with this pyramid at the center of town and when lucifer gets trapped inside it crystalizes?
05 June 2014 @ 08:36 pm
I remember that Sam was trying to commit suicide to escape being Luicfer's vessel but since he can't he starts hunting without caring about his safety since Luicfer keeps. Ring him back. Dean finds him on one of those hunts and believes that it's a monster that looks like Sam and he called Bobby to figure out what it was. Finally, Sam convinces Dean that he his Sam and Dean finds out of the suicide attempts.

I hope someone knows the fic. Thanks in advanced.

Found in comments. 
28 April 2014 @ 02:43 am
I'm looking for a short fic where Cas gives Dean a pep talk. All further spoilers are below the cut.
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17 April 2014 @ 11:11 am
Hi guys,

I'm looking for two dystopian fics that I'm hoping someone here remembers and can link me to.

1. Sam and Dean post s4-finale. They're driving around a post-apocalyptic society while Chuck and Castiel have their roadtrip to find the Winchesters. Chuck keeps having visions of the Winchesters and writes them down. There's a scene I remember where group leader tries to get Dean to give him sexual favors in return for supplies and Dean laughs and shoots the guy.

2. A long in the future fic where Winchester gospels are part of a Hunter-esque religion in a dystopic/post-apocalyptic society. 2 young boys meet a guy calling himself Castiel who tells them that they are Dean and Sam reincarnated. There's a scene where church mass leads to Castiel finding Dean and Sam.

08 April 2014 @ 06:44 pm
Okay, I've been looking for this for months and can't find it, so maybe you guys can.

I'm pretty sure it's called 'Wish You Were Here', and it's a season 5 set fic.

Basically, Dean gets kidnapped (it's a very distinctive scene, he and Sam are in the Impala and Dean gets grabbed out of the drivers seat as they're driving along the road, leaving Sam to control the car) by Angels and Demons, as part of a plan to force Sam to say yes to Lucifer.

He gets kept down a well, and both Cas and Sam are looking for him (Cas even asks Zachariah if he has Dean, if I remember correctly).

It's not a hugely long fic, maybe 3-6 chapters, and I'm 90% certain it's on LJ somewhere, I just can't find it.

It is also a gen fic, if I remember correctly and I'm semi sure I originally found it recced here, not that I can find that post either.

Help? Please?

(mods - I think I've done the tags right, it's been a long time since I used LJ to post)
13 March 2014 @ 05:20 pm
I read a fic on that was set in season 5 and I'm pretty sure had about ten chapters. Sam started taking sleeping pills so he wouldn't say yes to Lucifer in his dreams, but Dean found out and got mad that Sam thought he deserved to have a good night's sleep after he started the apocalypse, so Sam got rid of them. It was gen. Any help at all is appreciated, thanks.
I've been wracking my brain trying to remember where the two fics I'm looking for were even located and since Google fell down on the job, maybe you guys can help!

1) This fic goes AU after the fight in Sex and Violence (S4). Sam kills Lilith without raising Lucifer, and Dean finds him in a near catatonic state. Sam hears bits and pieces of what's going on around him and thinks Dean's going to kill him. He runs. A year later, Dean stumbles across him in a town where he works at the library while recovering from brain cancer - a side effect of the demon blood powers. I think the fic was on LJ, but not sure.

FOUND!!!! Link in comments

2) After the boys split up in S5, Sam literally pics a continent. Dean tries to track him down but Sam's phone is off and he's in Spain trying to locate a gate to Hell so he can figure out some way to help fight off the devil on his own turf. They end up fighting hellhounds or something like that in an old Spanish castle. I think this one was written for one of the mini-bangs a few years back.

FOUND!! Link in comments

Your help is greatly appreciated!!
25 January 2014 @ 01:59 pm
I was looking for a fic which I think used to be in, but I can't seem to find it anymore. It was a really funny one-shot which showed season 5 from Lucifer's point of view and the writing style was very smilar to Bridget Jones's diary. Lucifer was embarrased over his bad skin and worried about gaining weight while he plotted how he could get Sam to agree to be his vessel

Thanks in advance!
07 December 2013 @ 09:11 pm
1. For the life of me, I can not find this fic. Dean writes Wincest fanfic on livejournal? He is writing his last one though, because it's getting to hard to hide it from Sam. It's for the Big Bang I believe. Sam gets Dean's story, so he spends hours and hours working on art for it. Dean finds out it's Sam because there is a bell on a moose I think? The rest I can remember is that Dean calls Sam's art crap and then Dean makes up with Sam by role-playing one of his stories.

2. Fics based off of 5x16 (Dark Side of the Moon). Wincest, please. I don't really care what happens.
23 November 2013 @ 05:19 pm
Hello everyone! Please oh please, won't you help me not go crazy? :)

I've lost a fic, and it was a good one, too *sadfish* As luck would have it, I of course also can't rememeber its title, author, or location. The little bit I do remember is: it's a oneshot, set in season 5. The boys are rescuing a bunch of civilians when they get jumped by demons (I think, could be other unfriendlies), who grab Sam. Dean is torn, because obviously he wants to go after Sam, but he's got all these frightened people holding onto his sleeves and they're somewhere pretty far from civilization (forest?) so that he can't simply point them to the nearest police officer. So he does the responsible thing and gets all of them to safety, fretting over leaving Sam and starting to pack to go after him as soon as the people are safe. Meanwhile, Sam gets worked over by the unfriendlies, but somehow manages to bust out on his own, thinking that he doesn't deserve Dean coming after him. He finds his way back to Dean (I think just as Dean was gearing up to go after him), and of course the boys Talk. There have been no specific pairings.

I feel like I've looked pretty much everywhere and it just up and vanished((( Do any of you wonderful knowledgeable people know the one I'm talking about?

Please and thank you.

ETA: found (and authored))) by [ profile] kelhome, Finding Sammy
OK so as far as I can remember it's from Sam's POV. He and Dean are very drunk and as Sam goes to walk out the room he hears Dean call Cas and tell him that he is in love with him. The next morning, Cas flies over to Bobby's and gives Dean a freshly baked pie and Dean jokingly says he loves Cas for it, having forgotten the previous night's confession. Cas is so deliriously happy that Sam can't bear to tell Cas the truth.

Everything is good until some girl tries to flirt with Dean and Cas, of course, becomes all jealous and possessive. The truth is revealed, Cas acts like a kicked puppy and then runs off for a few weeks. Dean has to try and win him back.
Hi everyone! I’ve been so very lucky with my previous requests here, I’m gonna chance it again and ask all you nice people for your kind help)))

My angst bunny is demanding to be fed, and I’ve been rewatching some of the previous eps waiting for S9, so now I’m looking for (sorry for it being so looooong):

1. Fics where Sam believes Dean is going to make good on the voicemail and kill him (I’ve always been fascinated by the sort of flinch-halfstep back Sam took at the end of The End, when Dean got Ruby’s knife out). Sam being suicidal and all “go on, do it, I’m not gonna fight” is a bonus, so is the voicemail issue finally being resolved. Fic can be set either at the end of Lucifer Rising, or at any point before their reconciliation in Fallen Idols, or at any time at all in S5, really, but setting within these first eps will be squeed over))). An excellent example of this is Reap by Tyranusfan.

2. Fics where Dean gains some perspective / insight into Sam’s side of the story during S4, which leads to an apology for the whole “you’re a monster” attitude.

3. Fics where Sam’s given credit for saving the world. I mean, not in any Dean-negative “all by himself” way, I mean where it’s really recognized that he did, in fact, save the world by jumping into Lucifer’s Cage… and just generally where it’s appreciated that it took a lot of strength to go through what he did (I mean, starting from his father basically blaming him for putting Dean in a coma in IMTOD and viewing him as a “save or kill” mission, it’s all not exactly a happy place).

4. Fics where not all of the blame for starting the Apocalypse is laid at Sam’s feet – not looking for any rewrites of canon here, just some acknowledgement that Sam wasn’t the only one who made mistakes and could’ve done some things differently, y’know?

All of these can of course be present in a single fic))) I’m okay for any pairings, length, warnings and self-recs, so long as there is a happy(ish) ending, no permanent character death, and no character bashing. Please and thank you.
21 September 2013 @ 11:40 pm
I'm looking for "Mythos" by [ profile] zoemathemata that was posted for [ profile] spn_gen_bigbang. I clicked on the link but the page is gone and I couldn't find anything on the author's journal. Original post for the Big Bang can be found here.
10 September 2013 @ 01:08 pm
I was thinking about how much Dean has been through in the last few seasons and that he hasn't had a lot of time to just stop and deal with everything. I'm looking for fic from seasons 6-8 that deal with Dean being forced to stop and deal because of an injury, illness, and just the fact that he just can't keep going. I would love for other characters to take notice and make sure he's ok.

Any Hurt!Dean, kidknapped!dean, vulnerable Dean casefic from seasons 5-8? I haven't been able to find many.

Also looking any Dean Centered hurt/comfort fic from season 8. Whether they be one-shot or casefic. Can't really find much in the way of H/C for Dean from season 8. I have read most of the purgatory stuff. Any H/C coda's to Goodbye Stranger? Lingering effects and dean angst after Cas beats up Dean.

Gen is preferred for all requests but will take light slash.
Warn me for hurt!sam.
And one more specific request - I read a fic a long time ago that was Dean/Cas. It might have been post-Season 5, because Cas might have been fallen - I can't remember. All I really remember is that Dean and Cas were asked by some man (a friend of Bobby's, maybe?) to fix up/build a house, and they were allowed to live there while they were doing it. Eventual Dean/Cas toward the end. I think it was several parts, maybe 3 or 4, and I'm pretty sure it was on Livejournal. I thought I had it bookmarked but I guess I didn't. If you know this fic, please send it my way! Thank you!

Edit - Found! Freedom Hangs Like Heaven
Hello all,

I am looking for a story that was probably written a couple years ago.  It was chaptered, probably around 40,000 words with about 14 chapters.  It was a Castiel/Dean endgame story, but I believe that it was told in such a way that each individual chapter was a little like an episode.  I'm pretty sure there was at least one chapter with Gabriel heavily featured, possibly more.  That chapter involved a hotel room and some kind of heist, so far as I can remember.  It was set sometime in season five.  One chapter, if I remember correctly, had Dean using Castiel's sword to fight something... I think it was angels?  I do remember either Dean or Castiel greatly balking at the idea of being in a homosexual relationship.  Any help you could provide would be greatly appreciated!

ETA: Thanks for the assistance.  The story was Immigrant Song. Thanks to [ profile] acadine11 for finding it despite several of my memories being very wrong.
16 July 2013 @ 02:13 am

i'm looking for a fic that i have sadly sadly lost; it's post swan song, and involves sam somehow coming back from hell. he's so traumatized he's nearly catatonic, doesn't speak, can't feed himself or shower himself etc; dean obviously takes care of him with all he's got, but it's still hard; he has...a broken leg? or something? and takes up guitar. castiel works at a fast food joint to support them. my heart broke into seven million pieces etc.

anyone? anyone? bueller?