Hello! I've been looking for a story with Jensen being really shy and unable to interact with his neighbor Jared (whom he has a crush on). But he does have a really amazing talent in baking, so he bakes super often and leaves the goods on Jared's doorstep. Chad encourages him to talk to jared, but he's still too shy. He also bakes dog treats for Harley too! I don't remember what else there is, but thanks in advance!

I've got a couple of requests I'm hoping someone can help me out with:

1. I'm looking for fics that center around super nice!Jensen or shy!Jensen will work. I've been through the shy tags at J2_recs/here and am hoping for some stuff either not found there or maybe some newer stuff. I'm looking for relationship stories with little to no focus on sex which is what I mostly found in the recent tag (too much sex focus). I want unbelievably nice Jensen, sweet and even self-sacrificing where he goes above and beyond for those he loves. If he doesn't realize how amazing he is, than all the better. I'll also take geek!Jensen or smart, but low self-esteem fictions. Only J2 pairings.

2. I' also looking for specific fic where alpha Jensen mated w/unwilling Jared (the wolf took over & he had no control) & he feels so guilty he lets Jared go off to college even though being separated from his mate could kill him. Jensen ends up in the hospital.

Thanks in advance for any help, everyone!


Specific fic found here: http://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/69733.html?thread=23137637&%20#t23137637

Hi everyone,
I love this fandom, and every last one of it fans! I need help finding a fic. that I read a long time ago, and can't seem to find.

Jensen has been abused in one way or another during his time on every TV show he's been on (emotionally, physically, sexually). He has severe PTSD, and uses drugs, and other self-harming tactics to cope, and to deal with his past abuse.

When he joins the SPN cast and meets Jared feelings develop between the J's, but Jensen is severely damaged but wants to be a stronger, and better person for Jared and eventually tells Jared about all the abuse. I remember Jared feeling overwhelmed, and torn between being happy that Jensen finally starts to tell him his painful past, and physically ill from Jensen's sometimes awkward, and sudden outburst of all the ugly things he went through.

I also remember that Jensen actually believed he wasn't worthy of love, friendship, or even being in Jared's company, and that he was very vulnerable and the story made me cry.

Oh, and Jared has a fight outside of a movie rental place with an old abuser of Jensen's, because the CW star starts calling Jensen a whore, and slut. I think the old abuser actually was with another CW star that he was currently dating, and Jared felt sorry for the new boyfriend and eventually helped that actor out of his abusive relationship with the unknown abuser. If I remember correctly Jensen and the other abused CW star both end up living with Jared. Also, Jared gets physically, and emotional ill himself from neglecting his own needs and putting Jensen's first all the time.

I hope someone remembers this story because I can't find it:-D

Specific Fics:

1) This involves Sick!Dean. In this fic, Dean has a digestion problem and Sam finds out eventually. There's a scene where Dean explains he went for tests and that he failed the radioactive sandwich test. That's all I can remember at the moment...

2) Gabriel makes a vessel for Castiel; he goes through the trouble of finding the best items to make the vessel. In one case he buys two precious gems for Castiel's eyes and that Gabriel had out priced Crowley for the very same gems (or that he bought them from Crowley).
# Found! Hallelujah!

3) Leviathan is influenced by Castiel's emotions for Dean and they sort of love him in a twisted way. They force Dean to swallow black goo which makes Dean yearn for them; there's a part where it's written that he's thirsty and nothing quenches his thirst.
# Found in the comments!! Yay!

4) Dean goes to hell and comes back as a demon. Sam accepts him however Ellen and Jo don't. I think they managed to exorcise Dean once but he crawls back out again and Sam offers his body as a vessel for Dean because he does not want to be separated from his brother again. Later Ellen and Jo exorcise Dean again however this time Dean and Sam's essence were twisted around each other and they both sank into Hell. I think Sam's body died as well.

General Fics:
a) Catboy Dean or Jensen please. (They can be feral and then tamed, outright shy and have their owner/caretaker be protective over them.)

b) Are there any fics where Jared or Sam get turned into a Moose?

c) Fics with Dean or Jensen turned into dogs (that are not a small or lap breed).

d) Bobby being fatherly with the boys, especially Dean.

e) Dancing Dean/Jensen fics please :D


Gen or slash is fine.
J2, Destiel and Debriel is awesome.
Warn me please if it is Wincest of any kind.