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I'm pretty sure I read this within the last year, maybe two, and I want it again! The subject line pretty much says it all; Jensen got drunk, did a striptease, filmed said striptease, sent it to Jared, sobered up, begged Jared not to watch, Jared agreed, and then Jared angsted all over the place. The next time they're together, at a convention, sexy times happen. Jensen is super, crazy sweet and concerned/caring at one point.  Please help me!