Ok I'm pretty sure the author deleted all of their fic, but I can't remember who the author is. For the specific story I'm thinking of, it was a S6 canon-AU where Cas is beaten by Raphael and is pushed/becomes Fallen. He lands at Bobby's, beaten up and naked, and Dean takes care of his wounds in the bathroom, helping him shower, and during this point they also kiss. (No sex, IIRC, just some kissing.) Later (I can't remember if there is another scene between the bathroom and this) Dean helps him to his room/the bed (maybe to get changed?) and they talk quietly. The only other detail I really remember is in the bathroom Dean kind of hints around to ask if Cas was raped (because he showed up naked/tortured) and Cas is all confused about it, like why are you asking me that, and Dean says something along the lines of "oh Cas, I'm glad you have to ask that" (only, uh, much better written.) The version I read was on A03.

I'm kind of looking for two things with this ask - the specific story detailed above, and then if anyone remembers it if they also have more of the author's stuff, because IIRC they had other fics I liked.

Thank you!!!