Well there is a fic called Worth the Price. It may not be what you are looking for. But both Sam and Dean are hurt. And Dean finds out later that he was the one that hurt Sam and... Yeah. It is long and not for the faint of heart.

http://samdean.archive.nu/viewstory.php?sid=1409

Thank you!

I'm pretty sure this is #2
Replacement http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4605897/1/

That's it! Thank you!

You're very welcome! :-)

No Fortunate Son
http://www.sinful-desire.org/archive/viewstory.php?sid=2326&warning=5



These ones are all gen, but if you don't mind that :-)...

Master list for What A Father Won't Do and the sequel What A Brother Won't Do
http://greenblue26.livejournal.com/5358.html

Sadly unfinished and I don't know if it will be :-(
Here Comes A Cold http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3705019/1/

It Requires More Courage
http://girlfan1979.livejournal.com/8589.html
sequel Not Simply One Of the Virtues
http://girlfan1979.livejournal.com/17775.html

True Brotherhood http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4688315/1/True_Brotherhood
and the sequel Brotherhood's Bond http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4859139/1/

Worth the Price? http://samdean.archive.nu/viewstory.php?sid=1409

This involves abuse to both Sam and Dean but Dean's is involved with Sam's.

Ooops, sorry, this was already rec-ed! :-P

LOL! I'm reading it now and it is amazing! Thank you BOTH for the double rec. It just makes it double better ; )

LOL! Good. :-)

No Fortunate Son looks awesome. I'm putting it on my read next list. I love Sam with a secret stories.

Me too! "What A Father Won't Do" and the sequel "What A Brother Won't Do" are also "Sam with a secret" :-)

Awesome!

Dude, you are on a roll! I prefer slash, but I'll take gen too if it mean's Sam being hurt. Thank you again!

FILLED: Abused Sam– Sam/Dean (http://community.livejournal.com/spnkink_meme/20469.html?thread=4742645)

And I'll be going through my bookmarks to see if I can't find something not already rec'd here for ya. ;D

Thank you so much! That was the one that was driving me crazy trying to find. I figured it must a kink meme prompt and fill.

no problem! ;) I hate when I know the fic I'm looking for, and can't find it.

5. http://community.livejournal.com/annie_46fic/80591.html
http://1shotjunkie.livejournal.com/19485.html

3. maybe 2?:
http://tina-j2.livejournal.com/1396.html

http://phantisma.livejournal.com/210924.html
seq: http://phantisma.livejournal.com/266301.html

http://blynnk.livejournal.com/17169.html

Thank you so much!

The Good Son Verse
http://phantisma.livejournal.com/tag/series%3A%20good%20son
(Torture & Rape)

Thank you!

These are Gen (Holy crap, why the hell are the majority of my non-con/hurt!Sam bookmarks Gen?!):
Inside (http://calicokat.livejournal.com/218018.html)
Summary: Some men are born sinners. Other men adjust to fit the system, and a few men can't.

Fallout (http://calicokat.livejournal.com/219411.html)
Summary: Dean's not willing to write Sam off as a casualty of the system.
Notes: Sequel to "Inside."

Unconventional (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5548420/1/Unconventional)
Summary: A crazy fangirl and her husband take Sam at the Supernatural Convention.

Red (http://community.livejournal.com/wincest/1047953.html)
Summary: What really made Sam decide to go to stanford.

The Truth is Revealed! (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5774467/1/The_Truth_is_Revealed)
Summary: Episode Tag to Devil's Trap. Alternate ending for this episode. The demon-john reveals some interesting facts about Sam's childhood. Warnings: AU, Child Abuse/Non-Con, Hurt!Sam, Bad!John, Angry!Dean.

Don't Say a Word (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4304684/1/Dont_Say_a_Word)
Summary: Spoilers for 3x12: Jus In Bello. Henrickson's smart-ass comment reveals a surprising truth Sam didn't want known. Hurt!Sam, angry!Dean, bad!John. Happy ending, though. WARNING: mentions of father abusing his child sexual.

Finally, some Sam/Dean! whew (some may count for both 3 and 5):
Secrets of South Carolina (http://community.livejournal.com/sn_slash/618466.html)
Summary: They're in Charleston, South Carolina, when Sam finally makes a mistake.

Sammy's Secret (http://community.livejournal.com/annie_46fic/80591.html)
Summary: 'With Dean being so torn up by his time in hell, it's up to Sam to earn most of their money. The problem is that he isn't good at hustling pool so he earns the money by working in male strip clubs and doing...other things for clients. But one night, a client gets too rough and hurts Sam badly enough to land him in the hospital. Lots of hurting!Sam and angry!protective!Dean.'

Whatever It Takes (http://www.sinful-desire.org/archive/viewstory.php?sid=3198)
Summary: When Dean is injured during a hunt, Sam goes to extreme lengths to take care of him.

[cut you up] (http://samdean.archive.nu/viewstory.php?sid=936)
Summary: AU where Sam and Dean lose their father. Dean goes to Standford with Sam, and Sam does what he has to in order to make money.

LOL! about the Gen. That's the issue I was running into while searching. Thanks for the links though! They look great!

These are all with Dean finding out

Heavy Affliction
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5316145/1/Heavy_Affliction
On a hunt, Dean and John learn some things about Sam he has been holding out on.

Closing the Stable Door
http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/112213.html?mode=reply
Sam's got a secret, and Dean's going to find out what it is.

Don't Say A Word
http://authoressnebula.livejournal.com/659856.html#cutid1
Even as Dean glared and spat at Henrickson, even as Henrickson was obviously baiting them, Sam couldn't help but tense the hell up. Henrickson's smart-ass comment reveals a surprising truth Sam didn't want known.

Oops, didn't realize Don't Say A Word was already mentioned. It's good :)

Thank you!

Wincest, AU where Sam was taken as a baby and grows up apart from Dean and John and becomes a hooker to survive:
Shadows 'verse
Learn to Crawl http://kliqzcamelot.org/TempestQuill/Stories/Shadows/Learn.html
Walking in the Shadows http://kliqzcamelot.org/TempestQuill/Stories/Shadows/Walking.html
Passion Leaves a Trace http://kliqzcamelot.org/TempestQuill/Stories/Shadows/Passion.html

Wincest, where Sam is taken and made a sex-slave. I LOVE the writing style in this one, and the way it's written from Sam's first person POV: kuhekabir's Fire and Ice Verse http://kuhekabir.livejournal.com/115530.html
The first two parts ("Snow Flakes" and "Black Ice") are f-locked (I don't think the third part, "In Twilight And Darkness," was last I looked) but kuhekabir emailed them to me when I PM-ed and asked about them. :-)


This one I LOVED as well, but it is gen again :-), though it sort of has some wincesty aspects to it.
Passenger http://community.livejournal.com/supernaturalfic/1615665.html and the sequel With Spit and a Prayer
http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/66908.html

You could also take a look at this request that was made here a while back- there might be some recs there that you'd like.
http://community.livejournal.com/spnstoryfinders/5193336.html

Thank you! So many goodies!

You're welcome. :-D There have been some really awesome looking ones that have been rec-ed here for you that I've never read before- so I'll have to go through them, too! :-D

That's what I do most of the time when I'm looking for good stories. Hit up other people's requests, but I felt like being a bit lazy today and really just wanted some juicy fics to read ; ) I hope you enjoy everything as much as I am!

Some for #3 (all are Sam/Dean except the one I marked as gen):

The Sin's a Curse and the Cure is Worse Series (http://mya-rofki.livejournal.com/1247.html)

Outside By the Blue, Blue Moon (http://vaingirlfic.livejournal.com/18975.html) This one gets pretty dark but is very good.

Sins and Tragedies (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2992852/1/Sins_And_Tragedies)

Unhappy Birthday (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5948780/1/Unhappy_Birthday) This one's gen.

Regrets Trilogy (http://samdean.archive.nu/series.php?seriesid=95) This is a very long, but good trilogy. The non-con is John raping Sam while under a supernatural influence. It happens a ways in (possibly in the second story). And as the series stands, Dean hasn't found out about it although he knows something happened. It's worth the read.

And a hooker fic:

Everything I Want Is Nothing But You (http://mickeym.livejournal.com/1204768.html). The boys were raised apart in this one so it starts out with Dean meeting hooker!Sam and not knowing it's his brother.

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Especially for the first ones that are Wincest! That seems to be the hardest ones to locate.

"Outside By the Blue, Blue Moon" also has a sequel and a bunch of side stories -- you can see a list of them on this page (http://community.livejournal.com/spnstoryfinders/5064275.html/) at the bottom.

Thank you! I'm gonna be busy for days with all this!

If you don't mind self recs, I have a short that might fit with #3 or 4, although Dean is doing the molesting, rather then protecting. It's underage Sam.

"Something Twisted"
http://bethskink.livejournal.com/1248.html#cutid1