Hey, not sure I'm doing this right but I cant find the fic so. I read a Supernatural fanfic a while back and I'm craving it now.

There was a bigger age gap between Dean and Sam, Dean had a job at a diner and Sammy sometimes sat there and did his homework. He was a kid, Dean was older. THIS IS NOT WINCEST PLEASE

Castiel lived with his brothers (and sisters) and had a crush on Dean? It was pretty cute. I'm also pretty sure Dean was in trouble and Cas was trying to help him, but Dean wasn't letting him.

I'm not sure whether it was the same fic, or if I'm confusing the two, but I believe there may have been some drunk John abusing Dean thing going on. If it is the same fic, I remember a scene where John hit Dean and some broken glass got involved. Dean woke up bloody with glass embedded in his back, I think he tried go on throughout his day like that too.

I'd really appreciate it if you could find this for me! If it is actually two different fics, I'd love to get both. Thank you in advance!

ps: I tried to get as many tags as I could think of, but I may have missed some :/