1. (FOUND! by the lovely de_nugis, thank you!)
it's Sam/Cas, and I remember practically the whole thing, but I cannot for the life of me find it! >.>

It was future!fic, and Cas as he was in late s7 was living alone in a little house in the country, where he was a beekeeper. I think the house was yellow but I might be wrong. Sam came to visit him with a balloon for him and he noticed that the gate was off its hinges or something like that. it was really beautifully written and there was some mention of how Sam was comforted by how Cas was always in the same places when he came to visit... He made really bad lemonade with way too much sugar if I remember right, and I think Sam pretended to like it. Cas wanted Sam to stay longer but Sam said he had to visit Dean.

Dean was in the hospital, semi-comatose and possibly paralyzed, unaware that Sam was there, and Sam had to accept that this was never going to change. He hadn't been accepting this until now, but then he did, and he went to live with Cas. And I think there's a scene at the end where he cried in Cas' arms and yeah. It ended on a hopeful note for Sam and Cas (but not for Dean so much).



2. I'm a lot vaguer on this. All I really remember about it is that Sam hated having his hair cut, and the fic involves Dean cutting Sam's hair for him, and Sam crying. It might have been season four and Sam hadn't had a hair cut since Dean was away? Or some other reason, I think Sam hadn't had his hair cut in a while because Dean hadn't been doing it for whatever reason. (it was definitely older than anything where that reason could've been Purgatory, I think no later than s6). I remember Dean was really tender and loving and Sam cries while the haircut happens... It may or may not have been Wincest.


Thanks! <3