Sam post-hell or mentally damaged (Specific fic and general request)

[rowan booker]

I'm looking for both a specific fic and just a general request.

1. The specific fic is a fic set after Sam returns from Hell, I think, and for some reason Dean and Sam go to see Missouri. It's from her POV and Sam has really bad PTSD as a result of Hell and she's sad to see how much he's changed. Dean is looking after him. That's all I can really remember.

2. Any fics where Sam is messed up after he returns from hell or is mentally broken somehow. I seriously think I've read most but worth a try.

Thanks for your help guys!

Comments

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

If you don't mind a self rec, The Only Thing That's Real (http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/54691.html) I think fits your #2 request.

[citrusjava.livejournal.com]

Sam messed up but dealing
http://checkthemargins.livejournal.com/26862.html

[alleysweeper.livejournal.com]

I know one that is gen...

The Way Back (http://rainylemons.livejournal.com/29486.html) by rainylemons

Summary: AU in which Dean gets between Lucifer and Cas, preventing Castiel’s death and eventual return to full-blooded angelhood. In the following months, a mostly human Cas gets a job at Taco Bell, Dean recovers from wounds given to him by Lucifer, and a silent, shell-shocked Sam wanders in from the cold.

Rock On!
Alley

[anepidemic.livejournal.com]

Have you read the Fusion verse? It's the best!

It's gen, and it's big on the h/c. Dean is dealing with a permanent physical injury, and Sam is dealing with hell aftermath. Read it! You'll become obsessed with the series.

http://archiveofourown.org/series/8645

[rowan booker (from livejournal.com)]

Thanks guys! I've read all of these before but now I'm loving re-reading them all!

[waya98.livejournal.com]

I think the first one with Missouri is The World by Vail_Kagami

http://vail-kagami.livejournal.com/147909.html (http://vail-kagami.livejournal.com/147909.html)

If it isn't I recommend it, it's a very good read.

[rowan booker (from livejournal.com)]

YES that's it! Thank you so much!