I'm looking for both a specific fic and just a general request.

1. The specific fic is a fic set after Sam returns from Hell, I think, and for some reason Dean and Sam go to see Missouri. It's from her POV and Sam has really bad PTSD as a result of Hell and she's sad to see how much he's changed. Dean is looking after him. That's all I can really remember.

2. Any fics where Sam is messed up after he returns from hell or is mentally broken somehow. I seriously think I've read most but worth a try.

Thanks for your help guys!