http://aanianianiania.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] aanianianiania.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] spnstoryfinders2017-10-16 01:52 pm

General Fics- Emotionally fragile!Jensen / hurt!Jensen

Hi y'all! I'm in the mood for some angsty schmoopy goodness and I was hoping I could get some help. (self-recs more than welcome!)

1) Emotionally fragile Jensen

I would love fics where Jensen's got low self esteem, he's emotionally vulnerable... (a good example of what I'm looking for is Jensen in Schemes (Are Not Just for Melodramatic Bond Villains) by atimi (bertee)) It can be for whatever reason- past abuse, body issues, mental health disorder. Anything. As long as he gets all the schmoopy lovin' he deserves to sweeten up the angst!

2) Hurt!Jensen (even though #1 basically qualifies as hurt Jensen lol)

If there's anything out there where there's some sort of misunderstanding between the pairing, Jensen getting hurt because of it? Perhaps Jensen sees his partner with someone else and somehow assumes the worst, Jensen's partner accusing him of something he didn't do, whatever. I just need Jensen getting hurt somehow through a misunderstanding, big or small. (makeup schmoop and sexy times would be great!!)

SIDENOTE: I'll put the pairings I'd like in the tags (although there's no Chris/Jensen tag so I'll just mention that up here)- obviously what I'm expecting is a majority of J2, but if any of you have JDM/Jensen or Chris/Jensen fic that apply to this in ANY way, I would really really love them, because those are pairings I think I'm warming up to now, and I'm having a pretty hard time finding stuff!

ALSO, small warning, I'm a pretty big sub!Jensen girl. I also am a big bottom!Jensen girl, HOWEVER- if he's topping in a situation where he's still submissive, it works for me. Don't know why my preferences are so particular, but they are haha.

Anyway, this came out way longer than I expected so if you've made it this far then thank you! I hope I see some great fic coming my way! <3

[identity profile] skaredycat.livejournal.com 2017-10-16 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
The first request I do believe is on A03 I was over there earlier tonight and saw the author on there. I will try to see if I can find the link to the story if its there.

[identity profile] skaredycat.livejournal.com 2017-10-16 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
https://archiveofourown.org/users/bertee/pseuds/atimi

[identity profile] skaredycat.livejournal.com 2017-10-16 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/364571/chapters/592116

[identity profile] aania naseer (from livejournal.com) 2017-10-16 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Haha, that actually wasn't a request for that specific story, I was just using that fic as an example of the type I was looking for (sorry if that wasn't clear!) Thank you for your help though! <3

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2017-10-17 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
How hurt do you want him? Because [livejournal.com profile] felisblanco wrote some amazing fragile Jensen stories. Here's a link to her fics at AO3 Felisblanco's J2 (http://archiveofourown.org/users/felisblanco/pseuds/felisblanco/works?fandom_id=2031)

[identity profile] roxymissrose.livejournal.com 2017-10-17 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I was about to rec The Doors of Time, but I see someone has beat me to it! Enjoy!

You might also want to check out the late, great, [livejournal.com profile] epicallytired. She wrote an interesting Jensen and the kind of complicated relationships he had, TKO stands out most in my memory. This goes to her J2 tags. (https://epicallytired.livejournal.com/tag/j2)

I'm a rather big fan of Emotionally Fragile Jensen myself. ;)

[identity profile] onlythefireborn.livejournal.com 2017-10-17 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Second felisblanco's work - for your purposes, Gunpoint and The Doors of Time are great.

I liked dollylux's Stars Fall In (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1136701).
Edited 2017-10-17 22:11 (UTC)

[identity profile] ficreader123.livejournal.com 2017-10-20 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
Mercy For The Greedy https://archiveofourown.org/works/4304142