spnstoryfinders | Searching for specific fic & general search: Gender Swap, Hurt Sam

Hello everyone.

I would like to wish all of you a happy new year!

1) A few months ago I read a story about Sam being turned into a girl by a witch.
Post Stanford era and Sam and Dean already had a relationship with each other.
They try to reverse the spell/curse. After a while neither brother knows for sure if they Really want to reverse the spell. Along the way Sam almost gets raped by a bunch of guys, nur Dean saves him. Sam is really frustrated because of his new "weak" body.
I think Bobby helps them too.

Does anybody know this story?

2) General Search: Similar storys to the one above. Please only Sam gender swap!

3) General search:
Please give me the full package of hurt Sam!
Emotionally, physically, abused, neglected, Teenchesters or adult Winchesters, Wincest or not - everything you got!
Suicidal Sam is also welcome.
It doesn't matter if the hurt is inflicted by a monster or John Winchester for example.

Thank you a lot and have a good day :)

Laura