LF Mary's Not So Nice (AKA Abusive) Fics (And Searching For A Lost One)

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I'm looking for any fics where Mary is an abusive Mom to Dean. I'll also take AU's where she lived and was abusive to one or both of her sons or stories where even her spirit is abusive to her boys. One I lost the bookmark to, was where an abused Dean was the one that killed her, by setting her on fire with a lighter, and he had never been allowed to hold Sam until that night. I would love to find that one again.  And this came about because somebody told me I always write a carefree/foul-mouthed/sexual Mary, but she is always sweet and loving. I decided I wanted to read the aforementioned fic and others. My thanks in advance. 

**The specific fic was found - Friendly Fire by SylvanWitch - but I am still on the lookout for others**