specific j2 fic

[magic-penguin.livejournal.com]

Hi :)
I am looking for a specific J2 fic. I had it bookmarked but I lost it, I think.

In the first part (or first story, it's a series I think).Jensen is a college student and Jared is about to graduate from high school when he goes to the college Jensen attends because it's one of his options and he's doing a tour. (more under the cute due to spoilers)

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Thank you so much!

low self esteem Jensen reveals he is gay, Jared reacts badly.

[hanakadlecova.livejournal.com]

Hi everybody, I can't find a specific story.

This story is pretty long and finished. It starts when Jensen reveals to Jared he is gay, and Jared takes it badly. Eventually, Jared realizes he is interested in Jensen, they make up and start experimenting together. Jensen makes Jared promise, he must tell him if he loses interest, because in the past he has been hurt by many asshole exes who just cheated on him to let him know it is over. He comes into Jared's apartment one day and mistakes visiting Sandy (or Gen) coming out of the shower as a sign that Jared is tired of him and that he wants to end their relationship, he runs away and Jared later on finds him and tells him he loves him. It this story Jensen has non existent self esteem, it's really angsty.

Please help :-)!