Specific SPN Post-S3 AU

[dahlia94.livejournal.com]

Hello.
I'm looking for a specific fic that I've read a very long time ago so I'm little fuzzy with the details.
What I remember is that it starts with dean just getting out of hell. He wonders (in pain, not completely healed, a little insane and believes it's a trick) until he is found by the resistance (and their leader Sam).
They think he is sent by Lucifer and they don't trust him.
I'm pretty sure he doesn't trust them either because Lucifer kept torturing him similar way (showing him Sam and then killing Sam).
I also think that dean believes Sam is dead.
There is a traitor in the resistance and (he/she) make everyone suspect Dean.
The fic is very much hurt dean.
Also they fic does have good angle with the resistance but they don't mention Cas by name.
I also remember in the end Lucifer summons dean and dean goes and I think maybe Lucifer makes him do something humiliating.


I'm 70% sure this fic was posted on LJ if that helps.
And I'm pretty sure it was GEN.
Also if possible could you rec me fics with similar theme!

Comments

[hunenka.livejournal.com]

It's been a long time since I've read the fic, but I think this might be the one you're looking for: And Hell Followed With Him (http://legoline.livejournal.com/959178.html) by legoline

As far as fics with a similar theme go, here are two you might like: Lazarus Came Forth (http://oselle.livejournal.com/370868.html) by oselle and And So Awakens Devils (https://archiveofourown.org/works/190731) by concernedlily (this one's Wincest in the second half, not sure if you're okay with that)

[dahlia94.livejournal.com]

Yes that is exactly it.

Thank you very much.. I absolutely love that fic and its been killing me not finding it.

That's the problem with fics on lj they are near impossible to find specially when you can't remember the name.

Thank you for the rec.. And I don't mind wincest :)

I'll go right ahead to reread.

[hunenka.livejournal.com]

Glad I could help :)