specific sam+benny; specific suicidal!sam; wincest recs

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Hey guys it's that time of the month! I was hoping y'all knew where to find any of the following:

1) sam+benny - sam makes a deal with benny to save dean from purgatory. in exchange, he lets benny drink his blood. benny gets addicted and starts draining sam too much. dean eventually catches them. [FOUND]

2) suicidal!sam - it's a season 5 fic where sam is trying to kill himself in an attempt to keep lucifer from using him as a vessel. it never works but the damage he causes in his attempts starts to come back with him when he's resurrected.

3) wincest - any first time wincest/weecest that is super fluffy/sweet/romantic. as long as there's no angst, it's good.

Thanks for any help!

Comments

[herminekurotowa.livejournal.com]

1) Can it be Fangs and Fury (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9366261/1/Fangs-and-Fury) by morgana07? It's post-Purgatory though.

Summary: After another fight, Sam goes out to cool off when Dean gets jumped by vampires looking to use him as bait or food. It's up to Sam to find his brother before he's turned or killed & he's forced to call upon the last person he ever wanted to ask for help or risk losing Dean again. *Hurt/limp/angry/sick!Dean; Protective/concerned/worried/furious/limp!Sam (Benny's here as well)

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no, i'm afraid that's not it. it was just sam, benny, and dean with benny drinking from sam. i do remember dean pulls benny off sam and ends up like ripping open his neck by accident.