spnstoryfinders | I am looking for a specific wincest ff

Hi there, I have read an amazing ff maybe a year ago and I can´t for the love of me find it. I am horrible with titles... But this is what I remember :

- underage wincest
- ff is short... about maybe 5-10 000 words
- I guess it´s from Dean´s POV
- very poetic (beautiful descriptions, imaginary of vibrant colors connected to feelings)
- It´s about Dean!pinning, if Sam is only playing with Dean and his total love obsession with Sam. Or if Sam does feel the same.
- He describes Sam and his behaviour as a different kind of flowers. When young and innocent, seductive, flourishing, blooming.
- In style "he loves me, he loves me not"
- In the end Dean finds out that Sam is obsessed by Dean the same way

Please if you recognize this fic, please, pretty please give me a link or here is my email address: lenkavyrostkova@gmail.com

Thank you in advance :)