found: s6 dean/cas fic featuring dark!cas? i think?

[softlikeatowel.livejournal.com]

so like a jillion years ago i read what i'm pretty sure was the prologue of an s6 fic -- castiel was torturing another angel for information on raphael pretty brutally, and the angel was taunting him about dean, asking, i'm like eighty percent sure, what dean would think if he knew this was what castiel had resorted to. balthazar showed up near the end of the chapter. basically i'd love to read the whole thing but can't find it anywhere!

thaaaaanks in advance :)

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[ryudaaku.livejournal.com]

I'm kicking myself for not bookmarking this fic, but it sounds like this one (hopefully someone will know the name/link!): Dean and Sam are killed by Raphael, who steals their souls before the reapers get there. There's a scene in part one, after Bobby finds the boys and berates Cas, where Cas is torturing an angel for Raphael's whereabouts, and I'm fairly sure that Balthazar shows up at the end of the scene.
The entire fic is 4-5 parts. Does this sound familiar?

[zephyrkist.livejournal.com]

I'm 90% sure this fic is called "Come Hell or High Water"

edit: someone below me figure it out first!

[gilesbabe.livejournal.com]

Is it Hell or High Water by electric_ink? Summary: Wherein Dean and Sam are killed by forces unknown (again), and Castiel is willing to do just about anything do bring them back. However, things aren’t quite as straightforward as they seem, and the civil war in Heaven reaches an unexpected climax when Raphael shows his hand. A story about faith, morality, and the ultimate cost of free will.

http://ink-electric.livejournal.com/3359.html

[softlikeatowel.livejournal.com]

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[gilesbabe.livejournal.com]

You are welcome