Disappointment fics & Adam or Ben Fics

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Hey everyone!
I'm searching for fics where there's some disappointment aspect!

1)Dean or Sam feel upset because John lets them down or doesn't keep a promise

2)John is disappointed in the boys and they can tell.

3)Jared/Jensen/Dean/Sam's parents are really disappointed in them or ignore them and they acts out or tries really hard to impress them and it doesn't work.

4) one of the boys does something they're proud of and John ignores them and brushes it aside

and also,

Any fics with Adam or Ben living with the Winchesters!!! I really love ones where they're younger but I'm happy with all!

Thanks in advance :)