ISO: Obsessive Sam, Not-interested Dean

[tygrrlyli.livejournal.com]

Relatively recently someone had searched for a story in which Sam was kind of obsessed with Dean. It was a Djinn fic where Sam was hit by the Djinn [sorry, I can't find that particular entry].

The story was Better Elsewhere by Veronamay http://archiveofourown.org/works/1190469/chapters/2429007

It's a fun read. But I kind of crave something different now because of it.
In the fic "real world" Sam was in love with "real world" Dean but Dean was in denial. Then Sam got hit by the Djinn.
In the Djinn world, Djinn-world!Sam had a bit of a psychotic break due to his obsession with Dean and was placed in an institution. The story followed Djinn-world!Dean who eventually returns Sam's affections.

I'd love to know if there are fic in which Sam is obsessed with Dean, but Dean DOES NOT return Sam's infatuation. He loves Sam, but only in terms of brothers. Like, Sam might be even kind of creepy and Dean has to try to instill hard-line boundaries to stop Sam from just kind of consuming him. Or Dean makes sure to not be totally alone with Sam because Sam is mostly fine/normal...but that can't always be trusted.
Or Sam is constantly pushing boundaries, Dean continues to love him platonicly and tries to cope.

I'm fine with rape, assault, dub-con, just pushing Dean till he has to push back, or being creepy and suggestive without anything more happening.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Cognitive Dissonance by Morgan @ the Sinful Desire archives

[hunenka.livejournal.com]

I've got some recs that should fit your request... With various degrees of fucked-up-ness, unrequited-ness, creepiness etc.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/3928951 Don't Hold Me Too High by dreamlittleyo

http://archiveofourown.org/works/2537450 A Solitary Thing by whiskyandoldspice

http://blue-soaring.insanejournal.com/24441.html#cutid1 Disconnect by blue_soaring

http://silentpoetry1.livejournal.com/27446.html Rough Hands by silentpoetry1

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1984758 Sunder by thatsakitkat

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1816075 A Deep Slow Panic by king_wizard

http://archiveofourown.org/works/174115 Sam's Time of the Month by tifaching

http://kat-lair.livejournal.com/368494.html Full Tang by kat_lair

http://ash-carpenter.livejournal.com/106737.html?format=light Weak by ash_carpenter

http://archiveofourown.org/works/181640?view_full_work=true One Going On Eternity And Counting by leonidaslion

http://archiveofourown.org/series/7438 Keepsake by leonidaslion

[(Anonymous)]

This one fits perfectly in your request
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3443774/chapters/7550726

Woo!

[tygrrlyli.livejournal.com]

That was amazing. It was exactly fitting of my request. I imagine this is just one of the many suggestions I'll enjoy.

Thank you very much for the recommendation, I had a grand time with it; the meandering descent into rationalization and resentment.

[ash-carpenter.livejournal.com]

Thanks both for the rec and for posting lots of other yummy recs for me to read (or re-read)!

[hunenka.livejournal.com]

You're welcome! And thank you for writing that awesome fic in the first place :)

RE: Woo!

[(Anonymous)]

I'm so pleased that it worked for you! Morgan has some other very dark stuff along those lines, like the Broken Toys verse, as well as a lot of more loving, reciprocal characterizations of their relationship, with some great backstory and attention to detail.