Looking for a fic

[imaginingjarpad.livejournal.com]

I've read this fic multiple times but I just can't seem to remember the title.I know there is this though :

Sam and Dean are together
John finds out and rapes sam in the impala.
Dean finds out. sam gets really sick and Dean ends up carrying him out of the hotel room, seeing John, and confronting him.

Please help me find it /:

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[elwarre.livejournal.com]

Is that Sin's a Curse and the Cure is Worse (http://mya-rofki.livejournal.com/1247.html) by mya_rofki?