Sam/Dean First-Time + Loads of Angst

[elwarre.livejournal.com]

Apparently, fall makes me all nostalgic and introspective, and I'm really hankering for some long, slow-burn, angsty first-time Sam/Dean stories. I loved dollylux's Ballad of the Invisible Boy and runedgirl's 143 Alice Grim Lane. I know there have to be more out there like that.

Dark stories are fine - the more angst the better - though I'd prefer there not to be noncon between the boys, and I'm not a big fan of mpreg. Depression, self-harm, AUs, hurt/comfort, it's all great, and I kind of like it when they're brothers. Please, no deathfics that involve either Sam or Dean dying in any kind of permanent way (because I just can't handle that much sadness).

Any favorites along those lines? I would be forever grateful.

Comments

[nicole fitzhugh (from livejournal.com)]

I like Sena's Crown & Anchor Me http://archiveofourown.org/works/133815 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/133815) and Morgan's Midwinter Montana http://www.sinful-desire.org/archive/viewstory.php?sid=2433&warning=5 (http://www.sinful-desire.org/archive/viewstory.php?sid=2433&warning=5). Also Lodi by RoxyMissRose http://archiveofourown.org/works/203046 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/203046) . Sorry if my formatting's screwy, hope you like them.

[elwarre.livejournal.com]

Oh my gosh. I just finished Lodi, and...wow. Exactly what I wanted. Thank you. Can't wait to read your other recs.