Torturer!Dean, badass!Evil!Dean, suicide attempt

[raindrops1mil.livejournal.com]

I just watched On the Head of a Pin again and I'm kinda craving an evil torturer!Dean. XD  I want Dean to go all badass on some mofo's for whatever reason. Maybe it's a coda for 4.15, or maybe it's a curse, or maybe when he got back from Hell, he kept that little piece of himself.

I would like happy endings, but I'll take angsty endings too. Uhhhhh, possessed!Dean would be okay. And um... It could be AU or one where it's Jensen and not Dean. Basically I want some BAFM!Dean. (Bonus points for BAMF!Dean reverting to his torturer ways but not necessarily being a bad guy...)


Oh, and possibly some attempted suicides on Dean's part? I would like some fic's based before season 4, but again, I'm not too picky. But no actual suicides please, I like my Dean breathing, if not in extreme emotion pain and bleeding... XD

Please and thank you. ^3^

Comments

[keerawa.livejournal.com]

You might enjoy my Three Days on the Rack (http://archiveofourown.org/works/221235), which is from the POV of torturer!Dean in Hell.

Also, the story I just posted, Dominance Issues (http://keerawa.livejournal.com/147253.html), has Dean using his expertise from his time in Hell to keep Soulless!Sam in line. It's dark, kinky, and pretty messed-up.

[twasadark.livejournal.com]

Bone (http://apokteino.livejournal.com/5524.html) by apokteino is awesome torturer!Dean/Castiel. Very well done and dark.

[monicawoe.livejournal.com]

You may like All Our Wrath and Cutting Beauty (http://monicawoe.livejournal.com/59986.html) the spn_reversebang I did this year for art by the incredible quickreaver.

This picks up during On The Head of a Pin.
Dean's torturing session with Alistair pushed him a bit too far and he becomes demonic. He has a very different attitude towards Sam and his powers.

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