Loyalty (Destiel)

[nupur-same.livejournal.com]

I would really like to read a story where Castiel dies/is sent back to heaven or any other place from where he cannot return, but Dean stays loyal to him and refuses to have sex with anyone else while he's gone, even though he knows that Cas will probably never come back. Whether or not Cas actually returns to Dean at the end is irrelevant.  I just want to see Dean stay loyal to Cas even though he doesn't expect to see him ever again. Also, I don't want stories where Dean is physically incapable of having sex with anyone else, just those where he voluntarily chooses not to.

Thanks for your help in advance! :)

Comments

[robynize.livejournal.com]

http://cloudy-fic.livejournal.com/42665.html

very tender, cas asks dean to wait. Cloudy Jenn is one of the very best Destiel authors out there!

[nupur-same.livejournal.com]

Thank you very very much. It was beautiful! :)

[robynize.livejournal.com]

Wow you read quick! It's one of my favorites. I love seeing Dean making his "nest" and Sam all, "What?? You been making your lovenest or whatever u even sleep in it!" And Sam's girl shouting at Cas. OH so cute!

[nupur-same.livejournal.com]

Hehe! That sounds awesome! Well no, I haven't finished reading it yet. What I meant was I read some of it and it struck me as a really fantastic fic, so I felt that I must thank you for recommending it. I have been on a Destiel drought for quite some time now, and this fic is the only really good destiel I have read in almost six months. So thanks a lot once again. You made my day! :)

[violue.livejournal.com]

This, if I'm not mistaken, is the only fic that's ever made me cry excessively. I think it fits with what you're looking for: Distance (http://xnerdishh.livejournal.com/6268.html)

[nupur-same.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much. I'm off to read it right away!

[stormydown.livejournal.com]

The Violin House (http://teh-helenables.livejournal.com/59749.html) is gorgeous, kinda similiar to Distance -- Cas is gone for years and Dean lives alone waiting for him to come back.

[shax92.livejournal.com]

A Subtle Touch of Grace (http://bluetoastfics.livejournal.com/28925.html) by bluetoast basically has Dean being loyal for Cas for the rest of his life. It's also mpreg and kidfic.

[shax92.livejournal.com]

Just read this and thought it kinda fits what you're looking for too. Until Tomorrow Comes (http://archiveofourown.org/works/185743) by morganoconner

[nupur-same.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much guys! You have been very helpful!