Sad J2 (as in really super sad that will make me cry buckets)

[scarfsandcoffee.livejournal.com]

Hi y'all !

I'm looking for some really really really saddening J2 fics!
I prefer long ones, but the length doesn't actually matter.
I'm fine with self harm or attempted suicide tics, but I'd rather not have death fics.
The ending does not have to be happy.

(Rating doesn't matter)

Thanks in advance ! xxx

Comments

[cherry916.livejournal.com]

Here are some that made me tear up and or cry:

Angel in Blue (http://nicslash.livejournal.com/20082.html) by nicb0723
Summary: Officer Ackles is a hardened city cop who finds himself in the worst situation, staring down the barrel of a loaded gun. When Jared rescues the officer, Jensen owes Jared his life... or perhaps, it’s the other way around. An AU based on the movie, Angel Eyes.

Can You Help Me Remember How To Smile? (http://fatebegins.livejournal.com/56825.html) by fatebegins
Summary: Jared's been raising his sister's four year old twin boys, taking care of his Mama,his sister and trying to make ends meet at just 23 years of age. When he gets life changing news he has to make the decision to bring the boy to the father they never knew, a man he once loved with all his heart.

Life is Fragile (Handle With Care) (http://dontknowmyname.livejournal.com/63061.html) by dontknowmyname & blueeyedliz
Summary: High school student and resident rebel without a clue, Jensen Ackles, faces expulsion for a prank gone wrong. His punishment is eventually lessened to mandatory participation in the drama club's spring play. Forced to interact with the Pastor's son (and president of the geek squad) Jared Padalecki, the boys’ relationship blossoms from initial dislike into something much more unexpected. Until something terrible threatens to destroy everything they've worked so hard to create.

[scarfsandcoffee.livejournal.com]

Thank you!!!! :)

[spartygirl87.livejournal.com]

Always Darkest Before the Dawn (http://alecx-5.livejournal.com/24692.html)
Part of My Life (http://aelias-fics.livejournal.com/31366.html)
Monster (http://redrum669.livejournal.com/7862.html) and its sequel Not Waving But Drowning (http://redrum669.livejournal.com/11005.html) (The sequel made me cry more)

[(Anonymous)]

The summer verse is the saddest J2 I have ever read. Heed the warnings, though: http://redrum669.livejournal.com/13723.html

[wataru-kisugi.livejournal.com]

Harvester of Sorrow (http://fadedsparks.livejournal.com/5797.html) by fadedsparks
Missing Jared (http://rankwriter.livejournal.com/12448.html) by rankwriter

They're my all time favourite and sad ending.

[scarfsandcoffee.livejournal.com]

Thanks y'all !!!! I'll start reading now ;)

[kv74.livejournal.com]

Hi, I have cry a lot by reading these.

The Sandpiper
pinkisgoth.livejournal.com/6212.html

(a non-au with Jensen really ill)

Time Like These by doodle
doodle-writes.livejournal.com/25731.html

(lot and lots of tears)

[scarfsandcoffee.livejournal.com]

Yay thanks!!