http://elwarre.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] elwarre.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] spnstoryfinders2014-10-03 02:58 am
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Sam/Dean First-Time + Loads of Angst

Apparently, fall makes me all nostalgic and introspective, and I'm really hankering for some long, slow-burn, angsty first-time Sam/Dean stories. I loved dollylux's Ballad of the Invisible Boy and runedgirl's 143 Alice Grim Lane. I know there have to be more out there like that.

Dark stories are fine - the more angst the better - though I'd prefer there not to be noncon between the boys, and I'm not a big fan of mpreg. Depression, self-harm, AUs, hurt/comfort, it's all great, and I kind of like it when they're brothers. Please, no deathfics that involve either Sam or Dean dying in any kind of permanent way (because I just can't handle that much sadness).

Any favorites along those lines? I would be forever grateful.
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[identity profile] freekydj.livejournal.com 2014-10-03 03:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Did you know part 2 of dollylux's story is complete.

It's The Two Headed Boy here's the AO3 link.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/1997235/chapters/4327308

[identity profile] elwarre.livejournal.com 2014-10-03 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, thanks! Those are two of my favorite stories ever. I guess I just kind of group them together in my mind. :)

[identity profile] freekydj.livejournal.com 2014-10-03 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm currently reading Two Headed Boy. They are really good and very angsty

[identity profile] nicole fitzhugh (from livejournal.com) 2014-10-03 04:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I like Sena's Crown & Anchor Me http://archiveofourown.org/works/133815 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/133815) and Morgan's Midwinter Montana http://www.sinful-desire.org/archive/viewstory.php?sid=2433&warning=5 (http://www.sinful-desire.org/archive/viewstory.php?sid=2433&warning=5). Also Lodi by RoxyMissRose http://archiveofourown.org/works/203046 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/203046) . Sorry if my formatting's screwy, hope you like them.

[identity profile] elwarre.livejournal.com 2014-10-03 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh my gosh. I just finished Lodi, and...wow. Exactly what I wanted. Thank you. Can't wait to read your other recs.
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[identity profile] hunenka.livejournal.com 2014-10-03 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Blue Skies From Rain (http://lovesrain44.livejournal.com/26355.html) by lovesrain44

The Ghost of Somebody At His Side (http://runedgirl.livejournal.com/43984.html) by runedgirl

For the End of my Broken Heart (http://samdean.archive.nu/viewstory.php?sid=976) by Bloodkisses

[identity profile] elwarre.livejournal.com 2014-10-03 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! I can't wait to read these.

(Anonymous) 2014-10-16 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know it this fits what you want, but this is one of my favorites: "I see the Moon"
http://archiveofourown.org/works/799092/chapters/1505236

[identity profile] elwarre.livejournal.com 2014-10-17 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
EXACTLY what I was looking for. What a beautiful story.
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