spnstoryfinders | J2, Wincest, Gen fics

I have some self-recs for hurt/sick!Sam (#3). I hope they're what you were looking for.

1. A Little to the Right (http://zana-zira.livejournal.com/11035.html) - [Gen] Pre-series, Sick/Appendicitis!Sam, Caring/Worried!Dean
Summary: Keeping secrets is a bad thing, especially in regards to one's health. When Sam decides not to tell Dean he isn't feeling well before a day of training, the outcome will not be pleasant. Sam is 15, Dean is 19.
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~4800

2. An Unexpected Enemy (http://zana-zira.livejournal.com/6700.html) - [Gen] Season 9 Episode 11, limp!Sam, awesome!Cas
Summary: Because as if it isn't bad enough that every monster they hunt tries to choke the life out of Sam, now even things that have nothing to do with the supernatural are trying to do it.
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~2010

3. Because You're Worth It (http://zana-zira.livejournal.com/7660.html) - [Gen] Season 8, pre-bunker, Hurt!Sam, Caring!Dean
Summary: Sam and Dean haven't been as close since Dean got back from Purgatory, but that doesn't mean the older Winchester has just suddenly stopped being a big brother. So when Sam gets himself hurt and needs help doing something as simple as washing his hair, it doesn't take much convincing for Dean to oblige. Brotherly schmoop, *NO Wincest.*
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~2155

4. Breath of Fresh Air (http://zana-zira.livejournal.com/5878.html) - [Pre-Sam/Jess] Asthmatic!Sam, Caring!Jess, Hurt/comfort
Summary: AU: Sam has had asthma his entire life, and usually he manages it just fine. But the winter air has never agreed with him, even in Palo Alto, and no one at Stanford seems to know enough about the condition to be any help. So when Sam suffers an inevitable asthma attack on campus, who will be able to help him this time?
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~4455

5. Don't Worry About Me (I'm Just Bleeding Out) (http://zana-zira.livejournal.com/7702.html) - [Gen] Season 4, Episode 19: "Jump the Shark", Hurt/Limp!Sam, Caring/Guilty!Dean
Summary: Dean really should have noticed how badly Sam had been hurt by the ghouls back at that house. He should've taken care of his brother then and there, instead of dragging him off to burn Adam's body. But he didn't, and now his inattention may end up costing Sam his life.
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Non-AMA-Approved Medical Procedures (don't try this at home.)
Word Count: ~2915

6. Pumpkin Pies and PCs (http://zana-zira.livejournal.com/11849.html) - [Gen] Sick!Sam, caring!Dean, brotherly love, Thanksgiving fic
Summary: A good brother keeps his sibling from doing stupid things, like entering a pie-eating contest despite having just gotten over a three-day stomach bug. A better brother steps in and does it for him instead. Luckily for Dean, Sam is a really, really good brother.
Rating: PG
Warnings: Non-graphic descriptions of vomiting
Word Count: 3870

7. Some Things Never Change (http://zana-zira.livejournal.com/587.html) - [Gen] Season 1, sick!Sam, caring!Dean.
Summary: It's strange how much Sam seems to have changed since he left for Stanford, how he doesn't seem to want his big brother's help with anything anymore. But when Sam's attempts at healthy living manage to make him sick instead, he'll see that having Dean around again may not be so bad after all. Set between "Wendigo" and "Dead in the Water."
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Some graphic descriptions of vomiting
Word Count: ~4755

Thanks so much! This is great! *runs off to read*

I have a side blog on Tumblr that is all bottom!Sam/Jared categorized by theme. You can find it at phoenix1966sbottom.

Thanks! I'll have to take a look!

For #2 - Maybe This (http://nu-breed.livejournal.com/58377.html) (and sequel (http://nu-breed.livejournal.com/101997.html)) by nu_breed: "LA may be the place that dreams are made of, but it's cold and lonely when you're a Texas boy with a secret. Jensen's a closeted actor on the verge of making it and Jared's the hooker who's seen it all. What kind of fairytale ending can they hope for in a town that puts a price on everything?" The infidelity is in the sequel, but there's plenty of hurt!Jared in both parts.

And then there's So Easy (http://incruentata.livejournal.com/10828.html?format=light) by incruentata: "Happy anniversary, love. When did you plan on telling me you're screwing our co-star?"

For #1 &3, a few personal faves:

Over the Hills, Far Away (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1407463/chapters/2952556) by roxymissrose: "Somewhere in the middle of season seven, this world careens towards the left. Dean looks at Sam and decides enough is enough. They need to settle down for a while, take a breath." (Sam/Dean, definitely some sick!Sam, though I can't remember how much or who tops/bottoms, but it is a really great story)

The Touch of His Hand (http://macbyrne.livejournal.com/70156.html) by macbyrne: "Sam is fourteen when his psychic ability manifests, in the form of powerful, uncontrollable visions that leave him incapacitated by pain. Fear of his father’s reaction to having a son with supernatural powers leaves him only one person to turn to: his brother Dean. As his feelings for Dean grow stronger and the visions take more out of him, both brothers will have to make decisions on what is important, and where you go when you have nowhere left to turn." (Sam/Dean, hurt!abused!sick!Sam, can't remember who tops/bottoms in this one either, :( sorry)

Country of the Heart (http://ratherastory.livejournal.com/194986.html) by ratherastory: "After being hospitalized for meningitis, fifteen-year-old Sam finds himself put in a foster home while John is investigated for suspected abuse. Against all of Sam's expectations, his foster family turns out to be a caring couple with the kind of home Sam only ever saw from the outside while he was growing up, making him feel even more conflicted about the kind of life his own family leads. To make matters worse, John leaves town to go on a routine hunt in spite of his upcoming custody hearing, prompting Sam to wonder if his own father and brother might be relieved to have him —and his constant demands for normalcy— out of the picture. When his father goes missing, followed by Dean when he goes after him, Sam quickly discovers that they need him just as much as he needs them, and sets out to bring his family back together again, for good." (gen, sick!Sam)

The Long Way Home (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/3879595/1/The_Long_Way_Home) by 1pagan3: "AU. Dean makes a decision to force his Dad to become the father his brother needs, but when he finds out how badly his plan backfires, it's going to take everything he has with the help of his friends to bring Sammy home." (gen, sick!abused!Sam)

Kintsugi (http://brightly-lit.livejournal.com/42343.html) and Broken (http://brightly-lit.livejournal.com/44589.html) by brightly_lit: "Dean needs a new protective sigil tattoo, and he visits the tattoo artist other hunters recommend--the only person in the area who's precise enough for the work. Getting two words in a row out of the guy is hard labor, but undeniably worth it in the end." (gen, abused!Sam)

The Freak Camp Verse (http://archiveofourown.org/series/5884), if you haven't read it, by brosedshield and lavinialavender is horrible and dark and wonderful: "The same old Sam/Dean love story, with a darkfic twist. Sam grows up in a concentration camp for monsters, and Dean is raised as an only child and a hunter. Together, they make each other human." (Sam/Dean, tons of Sam hurt and abuse, I think? bottom!Sam, but again I'm not sure)

Non Timebo Mala (http://archiveofourown.org/works/273894/chapters/433454) by roxymissrose: "This is my very AU version of the Colt's making. It's completely a child of my wild imaginings, thus expect anachronisms, improbable situations, and flagrant display of personal fanon. This can be seen as an alternate universe, or an alternate timeline." (Sam/Dean, hurt!Sam, bottom!Sam)

Inviting the Dawn to Break (http://paper-storm88.livejournal.com/59918.html) by paper_storm88: "When Jensen first realized he was gay, he had some silly, fairy-tale notion of meeting an amazing guy and falling in love, but then he discovered how much fun sex is and that’s always been his endgame since. When he looks at Jared, he feels like he’s eighteen again; starry-eyed and hopeful and dreaming of creating a life with somebody. It should be frightening him down to his core, because all those things go completely against the way he’s lived his life for the past seven years. But then he remembers Jared’s smile, or the way he smells, or how big he is and how good Jensen imagines he’d feel pressed up against him, and then he doesn’t care about anything else anymore." (Jared/Jensen, abused!Jared (past), bottom!Jared)

I've saved a whole bunch in these categories, so here's some lists for you (they're generally pretty well-tagged with the pairing and who tops/bottoms, etc):

sick!Sam (https://delicious.com/elwarre/sick!sam) || sick!Jared (https://delicious.com/elwarre/sick!jared) || abused!Sam (https://delicious.com/elwarre/abused!sam) || abused!Jared (https://delicious.com/elwarre/abused!jared) || hurt!Sam (https://delicious.com/elwarre/hurt!sam) || hurt!Jared (https://delicious.com/elwarre/hurt!Jared)

Oh my god, Thank you so much!

Just a little head's up. In the sequel to Maybe This by nu_breed there is at least one bottom Jensen scene. And the infidelity in that fic is from Jared's side i.e., Jared's the one who is cheating. Avoid the sequel if that isn't what you are looking for. But do read Maybe This. It's an awesome fic and has lots of bottom Jared goodness. It's also a complete stand alone on it's own so reading the sequel isn't necessary.

Some fics that fit #2:
If I only had All of You (http://j2-ficwhore.livejournal.com/20409.html), AO3 (http://archiveofourown.org/works/442573/chapters/756165)
Innocence Betrayed (http://fic-freaknout.livejournal.com/23277.html), bottom Jensen with OMC, attempted suicide.
What do you want me to be (http://fic-freaknout.livejournal.com/7667.html), suicidal behaviour on Sam's part and Dean's kind of a jerk at first.

I was wondering if you know any J2 fics in which Jensen cheats on Jared? I've only always read the ones in which Jared is the one who is cheating when it comes to J2 and in most of the fics in which Jensen cheats, he's also the bottom.

Re the cheating in Maybe This: I'm almost 100% sure that Jensen thinks Jared's cheating, and so he revenge-cheats or whatever, but then Jared was innocent? Maybe I'm misremembering?

Oh shit! My bad! Yes it was Jensen who had cheated. It had been a long time since the read both the fics and I only remembered Jensen thinking about Jared cheating on him. And not the fact that Jared didn't.

Sorry about the fuck up! *hides in shame*

don't hide in shame!! ;) I only remembered because I just re-read that one like a week ago

Hey, sorry I didn't reply until now. Thank you so much! I'll definitely read those!

For #3, you have GOT to check out these comms:

ohsam and

spn_littlebro They're chock full of Sam whump!

Thanks! I'll take a look

You might like to check out my Delicious account (http://previous.delicious.com/chellexxx1) or here (https://delicious.com/chellexxx1) when you've read these great recs and are ready for more

I am a big Sam/Jared girl so there are plenty of Sam/Jared focused fics there, I hope you find something you like :)

xxx

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/11346546/1/Till-Death-Do-Us-Part
I hope you like my story. Its abused sam and friendly Dean and John help him recover.
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