Looking for story where Sam is kidnapped

[dinkwerks.livejournal.com]

and held prisoner. I was reading "Gritty and Bleeding" by hunters_retreat(very good story btw), when I remembered reading this story some time ago. I cannot remember if it was a WIP or not. Sam is kidnapped from school by a demon who made himself look like Dean. By the time Sam realized it was too late and they threw him into a van. He was taken to an out of the way place (an abandoned psych hospital) and kept him in a room. In either total darkness or total light and they were trying to make him into the perfect vessel for Lucifer.

John and Dean never give up looking for Sam. I think, a hunter friend, finally gives them a tip to where Sam has been hidden for about two years. If my memory serves me correct, he had violated Sam while Sam was being held in the the totally dark room. I remember John killed him for what he had done to Sam. Sam was totally messed up and extremely angry.

This is all I can remember from the story and I may not have it all correct. It would be appreciated if someone recognizes some of it and can give me a title and author. Thanks in advance if it rings a bell to someone.

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[phoenix1966]

Sounds a lot like Who's Afraid of the Dark? by lukinha_jesus on Ao3.

Summary: It should have been just another birthday, but it wasn't. When Sam disappears mysteriously, John, Dean and Bobby team up to start a desperate search for him. Meanwhile, Sam wakes up in a strange, cold room, where no one talks to him, although he knows he's being watched. He's just a boy, and when things go terribly wrong, can Dean help him survive the darkness that creeps through his skin and nestles in his bones? This is a story of great darkness and pain, but also of great love and comfort.

[dinkwerks.livejournal.com]

Thanks Phoenix1966!!! That is the one I was looking for, but couldn't remember who wrote it or the title.

You always come through!

[phoenix1966]

Glad I could help!