Deleted journal and general search

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1. I'm searching for a story called "Sam's Brother" by KilianaFelagund
It has Jess's pov and was about Dean connecting with Jess in secret while Sam in Stanford.
It has tons of brotherly moment seen through Jess pov, Sam didn't know Jess know Dean, and Jess often call Dean to ask help about Sam and herself. eventually Jess was like a secret little sister to Dean. Dean send both her and Sam gifts, etc
This story ends the same as canon (Jess died) but last year the author wrote another version which has Jess alive.

I wanted to read this again, so when I found that her journal (originally in ff.net) was empty/deleted, I'm really sad.
She also had a story called "Box of Memories" -- this one about Sam and Dean finding some stuff in their father's storage (also a really nice story)

I wonder of the author moved her account somewhere else? Or did anyone has any of her fic saved?

2. Please rec me some fic where Dean is the main caretaker of Sam.
If he has custody of Sam, that would be better. It could be AU (non-hunting, spaceship, whatever :D I like every premise)
For this one, I prefer No Pairing (Gen), except for some flings and background/past relationships.

Thanks !