sam/dean, sam with a disorder

[smalfoyblack.livejournal.com]

Hello! 
I'm back again, looking for Sam/Dean fics where Sam has some kind of disorder? It doesn't matter if it's preseries, or something that's been developed since/because of Dean's death or his own venture into hell, or whatever. OCD, self harm, suicidal!Sammy, ptsd, eating disorder, whatever you've got, I'll take it. 

The longer the fic, the better!
Preferably not mpreg, and not on ff.net
Thank you!

Sorry if I've missed anything

Comments

[lady-eilthana.livejournal.com]

I couldn't agree more. This fic is perfect. *-*

[purpleonadime.livejournal.com]

YAY! Personally, thecapn is my favorite author, so I never turn down an opportunity to rec her fics.