Dean and Sam find love

[babyreaper.livejournal.com]

This story is in 3 parts I think, Dean and Sam both fall in love with women who are not really their type, they are not beautiful or anything. They have this off on relationship until Dean figures out he wants more. Not sure if they get married, but I think they have kids. There is something about an alternate universe and Dean travels there, something is after his son, not much to go on but I hope it jogs someone's memory. Thx in advance.

Hurt Dean/Jensen

[littlebitofdean.livejournal.com]

I’m looking for any kind of fics where Dean / Jensen is kidnapped / abused / raped by his kidnappers. I’m not looking for anything to gory - I’m not really into graphic descriptions of torture / blood. But abuse and rape is fine -hope that makes sense- also maybe even Sam / Jared is kidnapped with him and has to watch as the kidnappers violate Dean / Jensen?

Werther Project

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Are there any fics (or vids) out there dealing with Dean thinking Sam was trying to kill himself or at least dealing with his wounds after The Werther Project? Wincest or not is fine

wincest first time realization

[addictsam.livejournal.com]

probably read this years ago. all i remember is that it was a decent length — lots of pining and accidental touches. not sure what season, but somewhere in the middle. it focuses on the boys time together between hunts. they drove around, and went to a carnival. one of them wins something and gives it to a kid. in the parking lot sam like falls into dean.