http://fukyeahdeano.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] fukyeahdeano.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] spnstoryfinders2014-05-22 01:05 pm

abused!dean abusive!sam

Hi, I'm into abused!dean and abusive!sam, and for detail, I'm looking for things like:

1. Sam abuses Dean. No demon!sam, power!sam, robo!sam, boyking!sam, possessed!sam, lucifer!sam, vessel!sam, shifter!sam, not-sam, ect. Just Sam, pre-series would be fantastic but any timeline is cool. There can be someone find out and help him (maybe John or Bobby) or not.

2. Sam or John calling Dean's work (his drawing, his handmade machine...) trash and throw them away.
For example: "How I Know Your Brother", "Secrets Kept, Secrets Found", "Trash"

3. Both Sam and John abuse Dean. I would prefer non-sexual abuse but sexual abuse is okay too.
for example: "Sweet Sixteen", "Toy Verse"

Hope that lucky will come to me xD Thank you!
Sam/Dean, John/Dean, Dean/OMC are welcome but I can only take bottom!dean.

[identity profile] saltandburnboys.livejournal.com 2014-05-22 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I find Sam pretty abusive in this one...Parting Shots by Leonidaslion - http://archiveofourown.org/works/181611. The sequel's awesome too...

xx

(Anonymous) 2014-05-23 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
It's amazing and painful and so so good.

[identity profile] saltandburnboys.livejournal.com 2014-05-23 03:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I earnestly recommend everything by leonidaslion...she's my favourite Wincest writer ever. I can't get enough of her stuff. Seriously...give it a try... :-)

xx

[identity profile] aradatm.livejournal.com 2014-05-22 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
For #2, reading (https://www.fanfiction.net/u/443241/reading)'s Strangers and Angels (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/2748108/1/Strangers-and-Angels) story has Sam nitpicking on Dean's design drawing and making his brother feel bad without really realizing he was doing it.

And for #3, since you said sexual abuse is okay too..but just to warn you, this is REALLY...like really messed up lol. A Fine Caliber (http://archiveofourown.org/works/948804) by aspenspark (http://archiveofourown.org/users/tempusborealis/pseuds/aspenspark) (non-con, John/Dean, Sam/Dean, Dean/dogs...puppy play, just a lot of weird stuff so yeah read at your own risk)
summary: It was when he was fourteen that John decided Sam was old enough to have the dog he’d always been asking for. Of course their lifestyle didn't really allow for pets, so they’d made do with the next best thing – obedient little Dean. John just can't resist showing him off and teaching a somewhat reluctant Dean just how perfect a bitch he is.

I also recently discovered this awesome series (I never got into abusive!John but eh exceptions are made for everything). Birds of a Feather (http://archiveofourown.org/series/81574) by bluetoast (http://archiveofourown.org/users/bluetoast/pseuds/bluetoast) (blind Dean, abusive/neglectful John, Adam, Sam, OCs)

when my soul invites you in (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1032744) by Mekina (http://archiveofourown.org/users/Mekina/pseuds/Mekina) (abusive!John, John/Dean, implied Dean/OMC, Dean/Sam)
summary: Nine years ago, Sam saved Dean and was taken away from him. Now Dean is back, and he's there for Sam.

Not sure if this really counts as abusive since in this series, Dean was caught and turned into a skinwalker and when John and Sam sees Dean after years (he was kidnapped when he was a little kid), they didn't know it was Dean...they kinda treat him poorly, chaining him in a motel while they're out and all that. But it's really good. Skinwalker!Dean (http://archiveofourown.org/series/15418) verse by liliaeth (http://archiveofourown.org/users/liliaeth/pseuds/liliaeth)

I might have more somewhere. I'll have to check.