General search, Lucifer/Sam, sensitive topic, mild Wincest

[ro-maverick.livejournal.com]

Hello,

you guys are always great help, so I hope anyone can recommend me some fics
about the following specific topics. I already went through any kind of tags regard my requests, but sorry, I'm kinda specific and yeah I think also very picky.

1. Referring to Season 11 and Sams renewed encounter with Lucifer in the cage. Suggestions about what happended to him while he was captured with Lucifer, theories about the ongoing process of torture and potential sexual abuse. I would like to read fics where the author is handling this in a very sensitive way, not focused just on the pairing, but rather on Sams suffering and feelings, his trauma and his way getting through this (or even not), maybe involved Dean and kind of hurt/comfort.

2. Also I'm so tired of searching for some well written hurt/comfort fics for season 11. Like I said, I'm very picky and I went through all the communities and various tags, but I'm not satisfied yet.
I'm very sensitive when it comes to Wincest. I prefer a very deep deep brotherly love. I don't care if they kiss (or doing more) when it's more focused on their feelings than sexual arousal. I specifically like to read something about this during the events in season 11, but when you know something else it would be great.

So sorry for being so specific, but thank you all in advance!

Comments

[onlythefireborn.livejournal.com]

#1. OmniscientPhoenix has an excellent (heartbreaking) WIP, updated pretty regularly, THE COLDEST CIRCLE IN HELL. (Sam/Lucifer, Sam/Dean)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/4820024/chapters/11036540

Summary: Sam Winchester returned from the Cage barely held together by Death's wall. No one knows that there shouldn't have been anything left after 18 months in hell.
Lucifer offers Sam a deal on his first night in hell; if Sam stops fighting and becomes Lucifer's plaything, Lucifer will give him a reward. One day a year Sam gets to relive his best and brightest memories. Sam takes the deal and never regrets it.
That is until he goes home and Castiel shatters the wall. He's left with horrifying memories and guilt over his deal with Lucifer. He believes he deserves everything that happened in the pit and he regrets the day he was ever weak enough to give into Satan. Unable to forgive himself, the hallucinations are closing in and Sam is prepared to end it all.
Only Dean can save Sammy now and he's not about to give him up when he just got his baby brother back.

[ro-maverick.livejournal.com]

Wow, thank you so much! That sounds nearly perfect! I'll give it a try.