Sam exploring his sexuality, hurt! Sam/baby! Sam, accidental voyeurism, protective! Dean

[eversinceny.livejournal.com]

Hello! I've recently read Credit in the Straight World, Outside By the Blue, Blue Moon, Brittle, Boy Falling Out of the Sky, The Air Moves In, Invisible Boy series... Basically if you can find it under Sam Winchester/OMC and it's lengthy on AO3, I probably have read it! I'd love more fics though, so I hope you can help!

1. Fics that have Sam exploring his sexuality with a male, with Dean finding out or walking in on it. Bonus for Dean getting super overprotective! Wincest preferred but I'll take gen too. I don't mind what age they are.
2. Hurt! Sam with comfort. Rape, violence, anything.
3. Sam with an eating disorder or self harming Sam.
4. Infantalism as a lifestyle. I'd prefer baby! Sam if that's possible. I've read SailorChibi's works on Ao3 for this too.
5. Protective/Possessive/Jealous! Dean.
6. Dean walking in on Sam getting off.

I'd love everything to end with a happy ending! No death fics, please. I'm looking for Wincest only, no other pairings. I don't mind if it starts out as another pairing as long as it ends in Wincest. I'll take gen too. Thanks so much in advance :D

Comments

[flawedteacup.livejournal.com]

Safiyabat's Hot For Teacher & Sena's Crown & Anchor Me are good. Both on AO3.

[iotajot.livejournal.com]

Fathers Gun by diana_lucifera and stormageddon sort of fit your #1 request. It does have Sam sort of exploring his sexuality and Dean walking in and becoming super over protective. Just a heads up though it is part of a series. The title of the series is Brothers Blood and the series does begin with Sam in a relationship with Jessica but later ventures into wincest. Fathers Gun is part nine of the series and the scene with Dean walking in on Sam doesn't happen until chapter 27. Another warning, the fic is still unfinished but the series and this specific fic are very good imo.

Anyway, heres the link: http://archiveofourown.org/series/31493

[elle_adrel]

Father's Gun/ Brother's Blood is soooooo good! I hate it seems to have been abandoned.

[flawedteacup.livejournal.com]

for #3, the best eating disorder Sam ever ever ever is Quickreaver's Settle Down My Shivered Bones (http://archiveofourown.org/works/3096767). This gives me the unholy creeps every time I read it.

[daedricwitching.livejournal.com]

For #2

1. The Author's Notes 'verse (http://archiveofourown.org/series/262621) by foolscapper

2. The Calendar 'verse (http://archiveofourown.org/series/262639) by foolscapper

3. Vacancies (http://archiveofourown.org/works/268017) by Krystalicekitsu

4. There's a Hole in My Life, Wish I Could Fill it (With Anything But You) (http://archiveofourown.org/works/912645) by waterbird13
5. Maybe we can fix this (we just have to try) (http://archiveofourown.org/works/986750) by waterbird13

These all have at least hopeful endings, if not completely happy. The first 3 are gen, while the last two are explicitly Wincest. Hope you enjoy!

[elle_adrel]

I second Crown and Anchor Me.

I also recommend The Good Son by phantisma for #2 as well as Who's Afraid of the Dark.

[Edit]
And I had forgotten this fits #2! One of my favorites: your heart on my skin by locknkey.